Chapter 2: Do You Believe in the Existence of God?
"Do you believe in the existence of God?"
Gao Jingxing's abrupt words made Li Chongguang stunned for a while.
Immediately afterwards, Li Chongguang shook his head again: "In the past, how many emperors begged for pills, wanted to become immortals, and gained immortality, but now they have all become dry bones?"
"I didn't believe it before, but now some of them are starting to believe it. Gao Jingxing's hoarse voice trembled slightly, and it could be seen that he was suppressing the excitement in his heart.
"Could it be that they are gods?" Li Chongguang's heart was a little shaken, and he felt a little breathless.
If it were a human being, he would be shocked by the strength and mystery of the other person, but if it was a god, he would not understand it. As a god on a high level, why would he deal with them in such a way? Maybe he will encounter a lot of problems like this in the future, but it is also a problem that he must face, and even need to solve it.
Perhaps these beings are not just a simple word "god" that can describe the whole thing.
Or it would be more accurate to have near-divine powers. ”
"Then it may not be a god, or it may be a god. That doesn't seem so desperate. ”
"No, you're wrong. He is not a god, but he has a power close to that of a god, and it will be particularly terrifying under the control of human desires. If they were indeed human. ”
Li Chongguang was silent, because Gao Jingxing's words were indeed irrefutable. He was a little happy too soon. Or maybe it had some effect on his judgment. He thought too complicated, but too simply.
"So what are you going to do next? Are you going to be tortured by them all the time?"
"If I'm willing to compromise. ”
"Are you in contact with them, or have you already been in contact with them? Then why don't they just attack you, but torture you like this? What are they doing this for?" Li Chongguang asked four questions in a row, his eyes staring straight at Gao Jingxing.
"Okay! Sorry, I might have been talking a little too much. After Li Chongguang reacted, he felt that it was a bit inappropriate to do so, and added.
"Are you so anxious, are you so afraid?"
Gao Jingxing seemed a little calm at this time, and he didn't know if it was Li Chongguang's illusion. Li Chongguang felt that Gao Jingxing seemed to be laughing at himself, and he felt as if he was pitying himself, or he was also laughing at and pitying himself.
"Aren't you afraid? What are you afraid of? Losing your life? Or what?"
Li Chongguang did not deny that he was afraid, and he was very afraid, he had too many worries and couldn't let go.
"I really want my life, I don't want to die, I want to live. There's no reason for it, but I just want to live greedily! Is this wrong?" Gao Jingxing looked very excited, almost roaring, it can be regarded as a kind of venting! It's been a long time since anyone can talk to him about these things.
"There's really no right or wrong, and there's nothing to tell. Li Chongguang agreed with Gao Jingxing's words.
"Then why don't you surrender to them, so that you can live in peace. Li Chongguang said again.
"But I also have something that I need to hold onto, and that's something that life can't overcome. Gao Jingxing said firmly.
Li Chongguang knows that he is indeed such a person, and he is very stubborn, this is the belief he relies on to survive, irreplaceable, above his life. This is also the place where he respects Gao Jingxing. Gao Jingxing's personality is just like his name - the mountains look up, and the scenery stops.
This is indeed a friend worth making, and Li Chongguang is also willing to be friends with him, maybe not often contacted, but the relationship is very good. Both of them can show their truest side when facing each other. Unlike in life, in society, you have to wear a mask, slowly, slowly, it is easy to change yourself.
Many people may end up becoming the type of person they hate the most, and it is difficult to make changes, and they don't even feel that they have become the person they hated in the first place. Perhaps the scale of measuring oneself has slowly changed with time in life!
Gao Jingxing has the most authentic human nature, but he also has a height that ordinary people can't reach - ideological consciousness.
"And I don't think that after surrendering, I will continue to live the life I want to live, so what is there to live like that?"
Li Chongguang felt sorry for Gao Jingxing, people like him really shouldn't be involved in this matter. Although he is alone, if something happens, it will be the people of the world who will suffer more than his relatives. Compared with many doctors, Gao Jingxing is indeed more worthy of people's hearts.
And Li Chongguang himself is different, he is just an idle prince who eats and waits for death, and he just wants to live a plain life with his family. His old feudal ideas still exist, although he still lives in the new era for many years and has been influenced by many years, but the three views formed since childhood are not easy to change.
He didn't know how Gao Jingxing could fall in love with him, a person who seemed to be uneducated, and became such a good friend with him. But it's good to keep these questions in mind. Some things can only be said, some things can only be hidden in the heart, and there are some things that cannot be asked, and this is the charm of interpersonal communication. If you accidentally upset the balance, it will turn out to be a very different result.
"It's just that we can't help ourselves, and all we can do is make our own choices. Is it to be compromised, to be slaughtered, or to rise up and resist?"
"And what about your choice?"
"My choice? I don't know, I haven't figured it out yet. Or maybe I don't even have the courage to choose. Li Chongguang really had to laugh at himself, otherwise he would be ashamed to find a crack in the ground to drill into.
"You are indeed a pathetic person. Gao Jingxing said, picked up the cup, poured two glasses of water, and handed a cup to Li Chongguang.
"You don't even have your own beliefs. You are just living the life you like, and you are really useless except to bring some material or spiritual sustenance to the people around you. ”
"Maybe even those beings can't look like you. Gao Jingxing made a rare joke, but he didn't laugh, but Li Chongguang did.
"You're right, I'm really good for nothing. This time I had to do something. ”
"It stands to reason that you should stop acting on someone like you who is in the way, which is understandable. But to force me to act as an unobtrusive person, is a bit unpredictable. ”
"I really don't know about this, maybe those people really can't stand it!" Gao Jingxing smiled.
"Having said all that, you haven't told me anything more meaningful. ”
"You'll know when they find you. ”
"Then why didn't you tell me sooner so I could get some preparations. ”
"Then what do you think is the use of your preparation when facing them?" Gao Jingxing asked rhetorically.
This is indeed a problem, can he only wait for the other party to come to the door, can only be restrained? No, although he is a little useless, but that is just his inaction, it does not mean that he can be left to the deed.
"You didn't come in vain this trip, at least you know that they are a group of beings with almost divine power. Gao Jingxing said.
"I think we should figure out why they have so much power. Li Chongguang said.
"Maybe we've touched on this aspect before they're targeted. ”
"Your Gewu Academy?" asked Li Chongguang.
"That's right. Gao Jingxing replied.
"No wonder. That must be their bottom line. ”
"Then do you dare to go on our way?" Gao Jingxing asked.
"Maybe. Li Chongguang didn't answer whether he dared or not, but just said whether he would or not.
Although Li Chongguang did not get much information during this trip, he has now found a clear direction that can be carried out - that is, to find the reason why the other party is strong, and then try to use it to strengthen himself.
He seemed to see hope again, and felt that the gloom in his heart had dissipated a lot. Overall, the trip was well worth it. But it also meant that he couldn't go back to his old life. He will take a road to the dark, and if he doesn't succeed, he will become a benevolent.
may have to wronged his wife and daughter in the future.
His wife is so gentle, kind, considerate, and virtuous, and his daughter is so young, but she is likely to lack her father's company or even lose it.
"What are the results of your research?" asked Li Chongguang.
"Now at a bottleneck stage, in order to be able to break through, we went to look for all kinds of unusual things, and they found out. And then it became what it is now. ”
Gao Jingxing regretted the failure of these doctors, and was very regretful. They may almost discover something that can change the whole world. But unexpectedly, it provoked a powerful and mysterious existence.
This disaster was something that no one expected. But at this point, it's useless to say anything. And they are proud of it, and they don't regret it. If they had to do it all over again, they would still stick to the current choice.
"The road to the unknown is always bumpy, but I always believe that the future is bright. ”
"Then you still insist on your status as a prince. I despise you for this, but I understand it. ”
"Maybe a lot of things need a transition time!"
"Then I'm looking forward to that day. ”
"What is the poetry meeting all about? It doesn't seem to have anything to do with it, why are all the people who died who participated in the poetry meeting?" asked Li Chongguang.
He had also attended the poetry meeting himself, but he didn't think there was anything out of the ordinary. Maybe he wouldn't have noticed it at the time!