Chapter 099: Wrong Love and Unrequited Love
Long Xinbei thought that Si Shaoqi would say that he was messing around, but in exchange for Si Shaoqi's cold face, Long Xinbei was angry, and her eyes were immediately full of tears, why did he Si Shaoqi treat her like this?
Long Xinbei's nose twitched, tears fell, put down the daffodils in his hand, and ran out of the hospital.
Si Shaoqi also felt depressed, how worried he was, if it was really Qin Youyou, sent to his hospital, if Rong Che knew that it was not he who personally treated him, then he Si Shaoqi would be finished, his fruit photo was still in Rong Che's hands, Rong Che could do anything! It's good now, I don't know where Long Xinbei is playing the wrong string, although he knows her heart, but if he doesn't love it, he doesn't love it, so why force it. Something happened to Long Xinbei, and Rong Che couldn't spare him either!
Si Shaoqi looked depressed and chased out, but he didn't see anyone, he called, but no one answered. Close the phone and scream, miserable!
In fact, Long Xinbei didn't go anywhere, just hid in a small corner, and when she saw Si Shaoqi chasing him out, she turned back to Si Shaoqi's office and sat there waiting for him.
Si Shaoqi frowned sadly, and came back with a dejected face, but found Long Xinbei sitting there well, Si Shaoqi rushed over and shouted: "Do you know how worried I am when you suddenly run away?" In case something happens to you, how can I explain to Rong Che? ”
"Sure enough, it's because Rong Che ......"
"I'll take you home." Si Shaoqi drove his car over, and Long Xinbei got into the car, but he still murmured silently, and his unhappy face was written on his face.
"You're going with me?" Long Xinbei, who was sitting in the co-pilot's seat, suddenly said, she likes Si Shaoqi, but why is it so difficult to be with him? Isn't it okay to play together?
"I don't have time, there are still patients in the hospital, I have to go back quickly." Si Shaoqi held the steering wheel with both hands and looked at the Long family who was getting closer and closer.
Such indifference, such impersonalness, the blow of the dragon heart is a mess. Long Xinbei couldn't bear it anymore, and his anger towards Si Shaoqi suddenly reached a critical value and exploded.
"Si Shaoqi, you bastard! Did you know that I've liked you for ten years, ten whole years? Long Xinbei finally cried bitterly, a man hurt her so deeply, how could she not be heartbroken.
Si Shaoqi's face was cold, and when he heard it for ten years, there was a slight change, but he instantly returned to his original state: "Miss Long, we are not suitable." I know your heart, but we're really not fit to be together, and besides, I already have someone I love. ”
Long Xinbei listened to the answer year after year, day after day, and her tears were like beads with broken threads, and she couldn't stop falling: "But, she is already married, why do you just like her?" I'm willing to wait, even if you reject me a hundred, a thousand, or even ten thousand times, I'll wait until the day you accept me. ”
Long Xinbei has been waiting for ten years, and in the past ten years, she has given her youth and her love, but she still loves Si Shaoqi deeply. If you go back to ten years ago and let her have another choice, she still chooses to love him.
Si Shaoqi listened to this declaration of love, frowned slightly, she was really very stubborn, he was with her, he also talked and laughed, and he would have a good time, he didn't want Long Xinbei to be sad, he didn't want her to cry, but Si Shaoqi understood that it was just a childhood sweetheart's playmate, but not love. He shook his head and said ruthlessly: "I only have her in my heart, so don't waste your time in vain." ”
In a word, it is like an endless black hole, swallowing the dragon's heart.
"I know you only love Rong Lin, but she's already married, why can't you give me a chance?" Long Xinbei's eyes were full of tears, looking at the person in front of him, how much he loved him, but because of God's will, he only had Rong Lin in his eyes.
Si Shaoqi didn't want to say anything more, if he said too much, it would be tears, and talking about it would only make Long Xinbei even sadder. Feelings are a matter of two people, no matter how persistent one person is, if he can't get a response from the other person, it can only be a bitter unrequited love.
Si Shaoqi, why do you love Rong Lin alone?
Si Shaoqi asked himself. Long Xinbei is an unrequited heart for herself, why is she not for Rong Lin?
Time passed, and I returned to my childhood, that is, at that time, Si Shaoqi fell in love with Rong Lin. Maybe it can't be called love, but the Lord's view of love made him deeply fall into his longing for Rong Lin.
At that time, Si Shaoqi was five years old, and there were not many children of the same age in the mansion area, only Rong Lin and Long Xinbei. The mansion is dotted with several luxurious villas, shaded by greenery, matched by red flowers, and a small river that winds to the end. Si Shaoqi was still young, and every qiē in the mansion deeply attracted him, the bird's nest in the tree, the noisy cicadas, the fish swimming in the river, and the pebbles washed by the river. It is this strong curiosity that has determined Si Shaoqi's path for many years.
It was a sunny afternoon, and the three children were playing under the trees by the river, they were playing with dolls, the dolls were similar to their height, fluffy, and warmer in the afternoon sun. Rong Lin and Long Xinbei had a lot of fun, and snubbed Si Shaoqi on the side. Si Shaoqi is a boy, he is not interested in dolls, and there is no doll at home, he likes boys' toys, guns or cars.
Si Shaoqi was bored, so he went to the river to play in the water, the cool water passed through his fingers, and a spirit, Si Shaoqi took off his shoes and walked into the river. The river was rushing and washing against the instep of his foot, tickling and cool. Stepping on the smooth cobblestones, I want to laugh comfortably. The fish swimming in the water were playing beside him, Si Shaoqi reached out to catch it, but he fell into the air, he didn't follow, and started work with his two hands left and right, making the water splash everywhere.
"Shaoqi, what are you doing?" Long Xinbei, who was in the shade of the tree, was disturbed by the sound of water and saw that Si Shaoqi was holding something in the water.
"Haha, I'm catching fish here, they're running so fast, I can't catch up, you see, there's another fish there!" Si Shaoqi went over to grab it, but at this moment, his feet slipped and he fell into the water. Si Shaoqi, who had lost his center of gravity, fluttered blindly in the water, disturbing the birds in the trees.
Long Xinbei couldn't see it well, she knew that Si Shaoqi couldn't swim, the water was deep, and he couldn't get up no matter what. Long Xinbei threw down the doll in her hand, ran towards Si Shaoqi, "plopped", and jumped into the water.
Rong Lin, who ran over with Long Xinbei, was completely frightened and at a loss, just standing by the river and crying, watching Si Shaoqi fluttering in the water, shouting for help in his mouth, and being swept downstream by the river.
Although Long Xinbei is just a girl, she has not lost her mind, she knows that in such deep water, as long as she lets Si Shaoqi stand up, he will be fine. Long Xinbei followed the fourth brother Rong Che to learn to swim, although weak, but still swam to Si Shaoqi's side. Si Shaoqi was poured by the river water, lost his strength, and at the moment of sinking, he was grabbed by Long Xinbei's hand. Seeing that Si Shaoqi was unconscious, Long Xinbei didn't know where the courage and strength came from, so she dragged Si Shaoqi to swim to the shore. After all, the girl's strength is limited, and she missed a few times halfway, but she immediately grabbed it again, and when she dragged Si Shaoqi to the shore, Long Xinbei had already used up all her strength and shouted to Rong Lin to come over to help.
Rong Lin still didn't recover from the fright at the moment, but when she heard Long Xinbei calling her, she stretched out her hand and pulled Si Shaoqi up. Long Xinbei didn't have time to see what happened to Si Shaoqi, so she ran home, and only her parents could save him.
Rong Lin squatted beside Si Shaoqi, just crying non-stop, and kept shouting Si Shaoqi in her mouth. Si Shaoqi spit out a few mouthfuls of river water, coughed a few times, and woke up. Seeing Rong Lin crying next to her, she laughed.
"Why are you crying, I'm not dead yet!" Si Shaoqi eased up, sat up, looked around, and didn't see Long Xinbei, at that moment, Si Shaoqi suddenly had a mustard in his heart: Long Xinbei was just an indifferent and irresponsible person, seeing that he fell into the water but disappeared without a trace, only Rong Lin not only rescued herself, but also stayed by her side, this is a friend.
From a distance, Long Xinbei rushed over with her father, and when she saw Si Shaoqi, who was already fine, Long Xinbei breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, but Si Shaoqi looked at her eyes and was clearly a little strange. Long Xinbei came over to pull Si Shaoqi, but was thrown away by Si Shaoqi, Long Xinbei chuckled in her heart, and was stunned in place.
Dad sent Si Shaoqi to the hospital, and Rong Lin also followed, but Long Xinbei didn't, she didn't know where Si Shaoqi, who was fine just now, got his anger and threw off his hand. It was clear that Long Xinbei had just risked death to save him, but he didn't hear a word of thanks, but he suffered a white eye, Long Xinbei wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and walked away silently.
Si Shaoqi didn't know that the person who saved him was Long Xinbei, not Rong Lin.
The car was still moving forward quickly, the billboards on both sides of the road were rapidly receding, and Long Xinbei was sitting in the passenger seat, quietly wiping her tears and no longer crying. At that moment, Si Shaoqi looked at Long Xinbei, who was crying, and she was also a little cute. But the thought of this change of mind soon faded.
Long Xinbei is still Rong Lin, Si Shaoqi smiled bitterly.
"To see the good or bad of a girl, you can't just look at her present and the present, you have to understand her past and understand her childhood. If a girl was good when she was a child, then she must be good now. When he was a child, Si Shaoqi's mother instilled such an idea in him, he didn't know that it was just a partial and complete fallacy, but preconceived notions deeply affected Si Shaoqi, and it was only Rong Lin who made him love, not Long Xinbei.
For so many years, Si Shaoqi has been unrequited in love with Rong Lin, and Long Xinbei has been unrequited in love with Si Shaoqi.
The car stopped at the door of the Long family, Si Shaoqi got out of the car and opened the door in the passenger seat, unfastened the seat belt for Long Xinbei, and asked the daughter of the Long family to go home.