Chapter 461: Jian Nian, who wants to love, but can't love
Sister-in-law Suo Ke Er said that the most terrible Yan Qing girl said that the snow fell for several days in a row, and people were about to forget the temperature of a sunny day
In the blink of an eye, this winter is approaching the depths of winter
Lei Ming has been with Qian Xiaomo for the past few days, the two of them curled up at home to pass the time, when Lei Ming was not busy, he would play with Qian Xiaomo with Mengmeng, or the two of them went out to watch a movie together, Lei Ming was immersed in the joy of Qian Xiaomo's return, and did not notice the change in Qian Xiaomo at all
And every happy reunion, Qian Xiaomo cherishes it as the end of the world
Unconsciously, a thought had quietly bred in her heart
A terrible and unknowable thought
Together with Qian Xiaomo's love for Lei Ming, it was deeply buried in her heart
Snowflakes flutter and flutter; The winter wind blows and blows
I don't know how many people's thoughts have been taken away, and how many people's sorrows have been brought in
The snow was falling, the streets were getting deserted, there were few cars passing by on the streets, and there were very few pedestrians
The entire Deep Sea City feels depressed and dilapidated, making this winter unusually severe
The window of the old house was blown to a rattle, Jian Nian stood alone in front of the window, the cold wind blew on his face like a knife, but he was indifferent, the burning cigarette in his hand was almost burned out, Jian Nian always maintained a thoughtful look, such a strict and serious appearance, which made people very frightened
Over the years, Jian Nian has gradually grown into a demon that everyone fears, Quinn's training beyond hell has made him only kill and only hate in his heart, remembering the first killing, Quinn sneered and mocked: "You don't want to get rid of me in this life"
This sentence has been entangled and bound by Jian Nian like a nightmare
Looking back on the past, Jian Nian couldn't help but be stunned, and his eyes wandered
When Quinn's leather whip fell on his haggard and thin body again and again, the pain of his skin and flesh was instantly opened, and Jian Nian could only grit his teeth to endure it, and shouted "I don't hurt" in addition to the pain in his heart, this kind of inhumane training just wanted Jian Nian to numbly forget his pain as a person
The cigarette in his hand had been burned out, and the pain from a burning burn only made Jian Nian lower his eyebrows, his face was expressionless, as if it was just a drop of water falling on his fingers, he let go of his hand, and the cigarette butt then mixed in the falling snow and fell downstairs, as if falling into an endless abyss
Jian Nian stared at the rapidly falling cigarette butt and frowned
The cigarette butt couldn't get rid of the fate of falling to the ground, just as he couldn't get rid of Quinn
Once, he tried to escape Quinn, just because he didn't want to be beaten and abused by Quinn, not some kind of guilt-guilty and self-reproachful sense of high morality, Jian Nian never knew the meaning of the word morality
But it wasn't until Jian Nian met Qian Xiaomo that he took the initiative to give up the only chance to leave Quinn for her, and even for her, Jian Nian thought about washing his hands in a golden basin, and only wanted to be a simple ordinary person
It is also because of Qian Xiaomo and Jian Nian that they have a human touch
But in the end
The fate that can't be shaken off can't break the shackles
The end was already predestined
Jian Nian smiled bitterly, more like a distorted cry
The cold wind was howling, Jian Nian's shoulders were suddenly stunned, and there was an inexplicable warmth on his body
"Be careful, you'll catch a cold," Xia Qin's voice was low and soft
At this moment, Jian Nian had a delusion, mistaking Xia Qin for Qian Xiaomo, he didn't turn around, he knew who was behind it, Jian Nian was just enjoying this moment, enjoying the care and care from Qian Xiaomo in his heart, and enjoying this inexplicable warmth
Jian Nian still clearly remembered that when she first saw Qian Xiaomo, she met with a plan, but Jian Nian was mentally prepared, and she couldn't help but tremble the moment she saw Qian Xiaomo
Qian Xiaomo is not a beauty, just an ordinary ordinary person, but Jian Nian was firmly attracted to her
Thinking of this, the corners of Jian Nian's mouth couldn't help but show a smile that was hard to find
Except for Xia Qin, no one knew Jian Nian's purpose of approaching Qian Xiaomo, Jian Nian, who originally wanted revenge, couldn't help falling in love with Qian Xiaomo, he felt the pain, and the complex sensory stimulation was the first time to miss for the first time, the first time to impulse for love, and even to die, since then, Jian Nian didn't want to live so numbly anymore, didn't want to play the killing game mechanically, and didn't want to obey the demon Quinn like a puppet
However, it seemed that it was too late for Jian Nian, and many things were not under his control, and the layers of blows and torture made his heart full of vengeful anger
It's just that this time the anger of hatred is blowing towards Quinn with the winter wind
The love that he wanted to love but couldn't have all his ruined life was all given by Quinn
"It's the winter solstice in a few days," Xia Qin's voice softly pulled back Jian Nian's thoughts, "I'll go and ask someone to buy some mutton for you to replenish your body."
Xia Qin also stood behind Jian Nian for a long time, and she stood for as long as Jian Nian stood
And Jian Nian would not look back at her at all, and usually would not reply to her words
Xia Qin didn't care that this was her daily action these days
Since Qian Xiaomo returned to Lei Ming's side, Jian Nian's figure has also become thinner and thinner, standing in front of the window every day for a while, thinking about something, and Xia Qin didn't dare to ask more, just accompanying, but what Xia Qin didn't know was that Jian Nian was planning his unspeakable revenge plan in his heart
Jian Nian didn't answer, just nodded, if it weren't for Xia Qin's reminder, he wouldn't have known what year, month, and day it was, if Jian Nian planned to end the grievances and pains of more than ten years when the Spring Festival came
In fact, there is not much time left for Jian Nian
"Xia Qin"
didn't expect Jian Nian to take the initiative to make her Xia Qin feel shocked
"I'm ready to go back," Jian Nian's deep and deep voice overwhelmed Xia Qin, who couldn't believe her ears
"You can't" There wasn't much speculation, Xia Qin understood what Jian Nian meant to go back to Quinn
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"Are you crazy, you will be killed by Quinn if you go back, you can't go back," Xia Qin raised several decibels, and his expression was almost hideous
If Jian Nian had quarreled with Xia Qin in the past, but this time he just shook his shoulders, put the windbreaker tightly on his body, turned around and walked towards the bedroom, and then shook it lightly, "Leave me alone"
"Jian Nian, Jian Nian" Xia Qin shouted every time she was heartbroken, she didn't want to watch Jian Nian walk into the abyss again and fall into the demon cave
Xia Qin grabbed Jian Nian's arm, and the windbreaker slipped off his right shoulder
Jian Nian stopped
"Jian Nian, you can't go back, you know the consequences of going back," Xia Qin lowered his voice, with a cry in his voice, "Let's go, go to a place where no one can find it, and live a quiet life, okay, how difficult it is for us to escape, and only survive until now, Jian Nian, please don't go back, don't go back."
Jian Nian wanted to laugh at Xia Qin's stupidity, is there any place in the world that Quinn doesn't know
Where did they escape, they were still in the clutches of Quinn
As long as Quinn is still alive, they can't have a life of their own
What's more, Quinn is bent on dealing with Kaisheng Group, and Qian Xiaomo must be more than lucky
Qian Xiaomo can not love him, she can not choose him, but Jian Nian can't do it, she doesn't love her, she doesn't choose her
The windbreaker slipped to the ground, and Jian Nian broke free and immediately locked the door after entering the bedroom
"Jian Nian, Jian Nian, you open the door and listen to me," Xia Qin shouted hysterically by the door, knocking on the door like crazy, and two lines of tears poured out
Shouting, knocking, and crying lingered in the room of the old house for a long time
There was a knock on the door for a long time, but there was no movement to open it
After a long time, Xia Qin didn't have the strength, he sat at the door, his eyes were glazed, and he still had words in his mouth, but there was no voice, whether he was saying "open the door" or "you don't want to go back", maybe it was that sentence
"I love you"
in the bedroom
Jian Nian sat on the bed and couldn't see any expression from him
In fact, Xia Qin's every cry entered Jian Nian's heart, and the crying made Jian Nian feel uncomfortable, but Jian Nian's paranoia made him ignore everything in front of him, and now he only has one thought
In the past few days after Qian Xiaomo left, although Jian Nian always didn't say a word and always fell into contemplation, Xia Qin's meticulous care of him made Jian Nian wonder in her heart, asking if she owed Xia Qin too much
Memories and Xia Qin all the way through, she was obviously the most ordinary psychiatrist, but she was brought into the darkest world by Jian Nian, she had no freedom and could not pursue the life she wanted, and even Quinn used her elderly and sick parents as a threat, and finally the family was ruined, and Xia Qin was still trapped in Quinn's hands
It's just because of Jian Nian's mental illness
Jian Nian now questioned whether just as Quinn ruined himself, he also ruined Xia Qin's life
And Qian Xiaomo
If it weren't for the fact that he willfully took Qian Xiaomo away and made Qian Xiaomo's fake death, Qian Xiaomo would not have lost his memory now
He also ruined Qian Xiaomo's life
Now Qian Xiaomo doesn't know that the danger she faces is even simpler than she once was, isn't it more dangerous
At this moment, Jian Nian listened to the fainting knock on the door, and her heart could no longer hold back, and tears could not stop pouring down
It has been suppressed for more than ten years
For more than ten years, his grievances could not be confided in anyone, his trauma was not treated, his ideas were all frustrated one by one, and none of the qiē he had was his
It's time for this qiē to end
It has to be over
When he raised his eyes again, Jian Nian's blood-red eyes were as shocking as demons
It was getting darker, and the winter solstice was approaching, and it was getting dark a little earlier
The cold wind was still howling, and the windows of the old house were overwhelmed by the wind of the night, and several of them were rotted
The bustling city at the beginning of the lanterns can't hide the gloom of winter, Jian Nian stood in front of the window, the room was dark, and the brilliant lights in front of him had nothing to do with him, only his figure seemed more lonely and lonely
"Catch me"
The three words without emotion were drowned out by the sound of falling snow outside the window
This time, either he died or Quinn died
"Bang"
There was a deafening loud noise, and I don't know which house suddenly lit up half the sky
In the flickering light and darkness, Jian Nian raised his head slightly, and a half-light and half-dark yin and yang face was terrifying
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