Luo Lili suddenly found that she had inadvertently regarded "just using her eyes to make Gu Xiaoxiao look decent" as a habit, and even enjoyed it, whether it was Gu Xiaoxiao's abnormality just now, or the later silence, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't know how to get by, she just did what she should do, those things she thought were right and only suitable for her.

The fuse of a qiē is only because of Alpha.

Alpha has been watching over Gu Xiaoxiao, from the time they left the company with Van Gogh to the bedroom upstairs after returning to the house and having dinner, Alpha's eyes were only on Gu Xiaoxiao alone.

However, the most ironic thing is that even at this point, Afa still kept holding her Luo Lili's hand, and even when he took the initiative to withdraw his hand later, the man didn't even notice it.

It feels like it's not just a shallow Cheng dù like "unwilling to do it".

Never like this, no one ever did this to her.

Even the former Alpha, although he looked down on her very lightly, at least the premise was that he didn't take all the other women except her seriously.

But now? Only Gu Xiaoxiao.

Luo Lili sat on the edge of the single bed with her arms crossed, and she deliberately kept a distance of 15 centimeters from Michelangelo, who was sitting next to her, immersed in the chaos of thoughts.

Wait a minute...... Is it really not like this?

****

Van Gogh rested his elbows on the dresser in his room, looking intently at himself in the mirror, though he would have been shocked to know that there were still five people in the room.

"Why is this guy like a...... Haha, I was fascinated by what I saw. Michelangelo, sitting on the bed, laughed. Although it was purely to lighten the mood at the moment, it seemed to be of no avail.

Since Van Gogh's abrupt words of "getting married" came out in the company just now, the atmosphere between the five people began to become extremely tense.

And what is puzzling is that this "painting the ground as a prison" that should have been staged on Asu's body has evolved into Gu Xiaoxiao's shackles in prison, this kind of almost brainless behavior, although it does not look abrupt on Xiaoxiao's body, it does make people a little confused.

With his temperament, he never meddles in things, but from the moment he thought about Gu Xiaoxiao. From the moment he found out that these tiring chasing shadows were not groundless. He knew that he had nowhere to escape, although the deeper he sank in, the more he could perceive his helplessness and powerlessness.

Luo Lili and Michelangelo, who were sitting on the bed, said that they had never crossed paths, but they unexpectedly fell in love with the horse's heart ape at the same time.

****

Aso walked behind Van Gogh. Learn to see the man in front of him through the mirror to his face. And Gu Xiaoxiao stood aside and watched the two of them.

Van Gogh's face and head were too bulky compared to the average Englishman. A pair of eyes seemed to be embedded deep in the cracks of the stone slabs; The bridge of the nose is wide, straight, and raised. It's like having a calf bone on your face; The round, raised forehead was high, equal to the distance between his thick eyebrows and his sensitive mouth; wide and strong cheeks; a somewhat short and thick neck; There is also a firm, powerful large chin with Dutch features. To be honest, it's really not pretty.

And what about Aso...... Although she is in the prime of her cardamom years, she has almost silver-white snowy hair. But it was only the icing on the cake for her beautiful face; And the golden color of the eyes, needless to say, will only make the world's hearts intoxicated to the point of delusion, and the ghost is so obsessed with bad intentions; In short, both men and women will be haunted by it, not because it is a small exaggeration, but because she herself is the best example.

Two people don't match! This is the conclusion reached by Xiaoxiao.

And one is an angel, the other is a human spirit, plus I heard Luo Luo say that "Aso is in charge of their artists in the heavenly realm" to deduce that it stands to reason that he should not fall in love with such a man who committed suicide so impartially.

What happened to make Asu have a soft spot for an old man who was called a "red-haired madman" by the world, Gu Xiaoxiao was really curious.

But I really don't have the right to comment on it.,Originally, love is something that is difficult to understand.,Any nonsense is just a reflection of your ignorance.。

"I don't know what to do, I go deep."

This is not an empty paradox, but the most justified golden and jade good words.

****

Van Gogh stood up and walked away from the mirror, he glanced at his watch, and his restlessness was evident.

Gu Xiaoxiao bit her lip, and learned from the conversation between the man and the young lady named Ursula that she heard at dinner just now that Van Gogh was going to help the woman hang a painting in a while.

It was only five minutes later, twenty-five minutes before the appointed time, but Van Gogh was already fidgeting.

Gu Xiaoxiao glanced at Asu on the side, if it weren't for Van Gogh not seeing them, and Van Gogh was Asu's sweetheart, she really wanted to go up and beat him, although she knew that this anger actually didn't do this man's business.

Van Gogh couldn't stand idleness, so he picked up a book, spread a few pieces of paper on it, and wrote a letter to his brother Theo. When everything was done, I realized that a quarter of an hour had passed.

He grabbed the comb and tried to smooth out his messy and curly red hair, and then hurriedly picked up Caesar on the table. Morality. Cork's painting rushed out the door.

Asu was the first to move, and the rest of the people followed in the next second, and just as Luo Lili was about to step out of the door, she heard Afa stop Gu Xiaoxiao.

His body froze, but he only paused for a few seconds and continued to walk out, pretending to be blind, but his expression was leaking.

Michelangelo glanced back at the upset Luo Lili, for this woman, from the moment she appeared on the stage, he was already afraid of her, not because of his cup bow and snake shadow, but because of this woman's whitewashed behavior brought him a trace of cool malice.

"Tiny."

"What's wrong?"

From "Gu Xiaoxiao" to "Xiaoxiao", there is only one word between the two. The meaning is very different. It's a pity that she didn't notice the irregular change of title, and she didn't notice the sincerity that Alpha leaked for a while.

"Van Gogh only lived for 37 years, and his love all ended without a problem."

only left Gu Xiaoxiao with such a confused sentence, and left by himself.

Gu Xiaoxiao was stunned, and then followed to the end.

And that sentence was actually "in order to make her stop being indignant for Asu", and when she understood the truth, it was a long, long time after the fact.

****

"I'm going to tell you something you've known for a long time, Ursula. I love you sincerely, and I can only be happy if you are my wife. ”

Gu Xiaoxiao was a little incredulous, and she was a little breathless at this confession that was almost shaking.

Although the ambiguous collision between Van Gogh and Ursula when they hung the painting just now and the entanglement of Van Gogh chasing Ursula to the courtyard, she saw it with her own eyes. But I still can't accept it.

Let's be honest. Xiaoxiao doesn't like this Ursula, why...... She had foreseen it.

"Your wife?!" Ursula raised the door, "Ouch, Mr. Van Gogh." This can't! ”

"So. Looks like I didn't ......."

"What a strange thing! You didn't know I had been engaged for a year. ”

Gu Xiaoxiao narrowed her eyes. Really.

"Who's that guy?" Van Gogh looked like he was in a state of despair, but Asubi was even more so.

"Ahem, haven't you ever seen my fiancé? Before you came to my house. He's living in your room, I thought you knew. ”

"How would I know?"

"I ...... I...... I thought someone was going to sue you. Ursula stood on tiptoe and looked toward the kitchen.

Gu Xiaoxiao and Luo Lili snorted coldly at the same time, and the two looked at each other, never thinking that there would be such a "hearty" day.

"Why didn't you sue me for a whole year when you knew I was in love with you?"

"Is it my fault that you fell in love with me? I just want to be friends with you. ”

Michelangelo smacked her lips, "And that almost provocative behavior of 'clutching him when she trips and laughing at her clumsiness,' 'bumping into his face every now and then, and then giving him a deep look,' is disgusting." ”

Gu Xiaoxiao never thought that Michelangelo would slander a woman so directly in front of her, but it was very much in line with her, maybe this qiē was an unwarranted accusation, but she felt that it was so pleasant to hear these words.

Although she knew that it was definitely wrong for her to think like this, she did not regret it.

This is not only because she is on Aso's side, but more importantly, she herself feels that this woman's behavior has somewhat tarnished the love she imagined.

"Has he come to see you since I came to your house?"

"No, he's in Wales. He's coming to spend the summer with me. ”

"You haven't seen him in over a year? Well, you must have forgotten about him. I'm the one you love right now. ”

With that, I saw Van Gogh hugging Ursula and kissing her rudely on her resistant lips, savoring the warmth of her moist lips and the fragrance of her soft hair.

Gu Xiaoxiao raised his hand to cover his grown mouth, and the next second without thinking, he stepped forward and hugged Asu, letting him turn his back to the two people who were entangled together.

I never thought that this man would be so infatuated, and even throw all his reason and caution out of the sky regardless of the consequences.

Gu Xiaoxiao could feel that the strong love in Van Gogh's heart had woken up, and this boiling passion exploded into a flame in the courtyard where the cool air wantonly kissed the fragrance of flowers.

Obviously she could feel Aso's sadness through the heavy clothes, but she didn't feel angry, because when she saw Van Gogh's interpretation of her first love, she found that she was exactly the same as her.

However, the similarity lies in the fact that both of them are clumsy, and the only difference is that Xiaoxiao does not dare to rush over, so she unconsciously has envious feelings for Van Gogh's "boldness", and even to the point of "rushing".

"Ursula, you don't love him, I can't let you love him, you will be my wife, I can't stand it without you. I won't give up until you forget about him and marry me!" ”

"Marry you?" Ursula cried out, "Whoever falls in love with me, I have to marry him?" Let me go! Did you hear that? Otherwise, I'll shout for help! She broke free and ran off the dark path out of breath. Run up the steps. When he turned around, he didn't forget to leave a low curse: "Red-haired fool! ”

Gu Xiaoxiao let go of the hand holding Asu, gritted her teeth and wanted to chase after her, but was stopped by Asu.

****

From the next day, with Ursula's evasion, Van Gogh reverted to his former paranoia, as if all the brightness in his personality had lost its source.

He no longer shaves happily, nor does he see the things around him as poetic, those boundless winds and moons are just mirrors in his dim and cloudy eyes at the moment, and every beautiful wish is disintegrated to the point of "shattering his bones".

But what shocked Gu Xiaoxiao was Asu's expressionless face.

Why, did she have to hide all the blood in her body?

Come to think of it. Gu Xiaoxiao was stunned. Isn't this who you used to be?

It turns out that just being a bystander, just looking at it, you will feel that it is so unbelievable to be able to do this......

****

"Miss Ursula, I'm sorry. I scared you that night. "This is the first conversation in a week. Van Gogh finally lifted his spirits and followed her to the garden after the main meal.

It's a pity that in exchange for it, it was only a faint glance from Ursula. "Ah, that's okay. That's nothing. Let's forget about that, shall we? ”

"I'd love to forget about my abruptness with you. But I was telling the truth. ”

He took a step forward, and she dodged away.

"Why mention it again? I can't remember all those words. She turned and walked up the path, and Van Gogh chased after her.

"I've got to say it again. Ursula, you don't know how much I love you! You don't know how miserable I have been this week! Why did you run away when you saw me? ”

"Let's go in, I think my mother would like someone to accompany her."

"You say you love that person, and it can't be true. If you love her, I should see it! ”

"I don't think I have much time left. When are you going to go home for a vacation? ”

"July." He snorted.

"Coincidentally, my fiancé is coming to spend the same vacation with me in July, and that's where we are going to use his old room."

Gu Xiaoxiao felt that she was about to lose her anger......

When July came, Van Gogh had no choice but to leave London for a two-week vacation, and he went downstairs to say goodbye to Ursula's mother, "I took only one handbag, Mrs. Royle, and the rest of the belongings were left in my room." This is the rent I have to pay for the two weeks I am away. ”

"I think you'd better take everything with you, Mr. Van Gogh."

"Why?"

"As of next Monday, your room is being rented by someone else. We think it's better for you to live somewhere else. ”

"We?" Van Gogh turned his face to look at Ursula, who was silent, and his eyes were simply asking.

"Yes, we are. My daughter's fiancé wrote to say that he wanted you to leave the house. I think you'd better not be here at all, Mr. Van Gogh. ”

****

Returning to London after a painful holiday, Van Gogh changed places, but he suffered from insomnia, knowing that he was suffering from a condition called "lovesickness".

He couldn't help but linger in front of the house where she had been in the middle of the night, and he felt that this heartache was a kind of torture for him, but he could not do anything about it.

However, the result of this qiē is to push his life to the point of near-ruin, whether it is a failure at work or the cold treatment of the people around him, he knows that he is approaching the end of his life, and this terrible change is caused by himself.

Christmas, his last night in London.

He finally mustered up the courage to knock on the door that he had been thinking about day and night, and before he came, he had specially shaved his face, freshened up, and put on a new shirt and tie.

The door opened, and he saw Ursula in the light.

She wore a green sleeveless dress with large bows and wavy lace, which was beautiful and touching he had never seen before.

"Ursula." He said.

"Go away." She said, and then slammed the door in Van Gogh's face.

Michelangelo quickly grabbed Gu Xiaoxiao, who was gearing up, "What are you going to do?" ”

"I'm going to beat him up!"

"She? It's only natural who people want to be with, and you can't force them! ”

"I'm talking about Van Gogh! What's so good about this woman...... As for the lack of dignity in this way? Gu Xiaoxiao shook off Michelangelo's clamp and was about to rush up, but was slapped by Luo Lili.

Gu Xiaoxiao was stunned, "You, what are you doing......" She even forgot to shed tears and fight back.

"Don't be naïve...... You are trampling on his dignity by doing so! Luo Lili glared at Xiao Xiao angrily, and at this moment, the other three people were surprised and couldn't say a word.

****

The next day, Van Gogh took a boat to the Netherlands early in the morning.

Five people stood on the deck, whimpering in the wind.

Gu Xiaoxiao walked to Asu, who was standing alone, and saw the first tear in so many days from that pale little face, and was a little stunned.

"Aso, don't feel bad, although the current Van Gogh is ...... to you But that's because he can't see you! ”

"No, Tiny." Aso suddenly denied the little words, "I'm sad, not because he loves others...... but because of his love, he was spurned. ”

Gu Xiaoxiao was stunned for a long time, unable to speak for a long time.

She suddenly understood the meaning of Luo Lili's words, and at this moment, she sincerely thanked the slap.

The original words about Van Gogh and other historical figures in this article are all derived from historical sources and biographies of the people - Owen. Stone's Van Gogh Biography (to be continued......