Chapter 146: Lu Xiaoru is leaving
Jiang Jun blinked his eyes and said with a bitter expression: "Isn't Halloween a foreign holiday?" Don't talk about happiness, what should I say. ”
Lu Xiaoru's lungs were almost blown up by Jiang Jun: "I really don't know how I fell in love with you in the first place, are you a modern person, Halloween is equivalent to the Halloween Festival in our country." You're happy there, aren't you looking for a beating? ”
"How did I know that Halloween meant this, since I was a child, I have never had so many festivals." Jiang Jun muttered in his mouth, since he was a child, Jiang Jun only remembered three birthdays, and one festival, and the three birthdays were his father, mother, and Jiang Qi's. Festival, that's the New Year. Jiang Jun didn't even have his birthday. Not to mention Halloween.
"Remember now!" Lu Xiaoru glanced at Jiang Jun, because she suddenly thought of Jiang Jun's living situation, and even she could think that Jiang Jun hadn't even celebrated her birthday.
"Oh, so you told me last night that today was Halloween, what did that mean?" Jiang Jun asked. He also waved the big bear in his hand.
"I told you that Halloween just wanted you not to go out at night and come back early, who knew you actually gave me such a show." Lu Xiaoru snatched the big bear in Jiang Jun's hand, and sat on the sofa with the bear in her arms. Kneading wantonly.
"Then since it's Halloween, give me the bear, it's not lucky to give gifts on this kind of holiday." Jiang Jun stretched out his hand to snatch the bear from Lu Xiaoru's arms.
Unexpectedly, Lu Xiaoru twisted her body, and immediately pressed the big bear under her body, and said angrily: "No! This is the first time you've given me a gift, can't give it to you......"
Jiang Jun was silent, his heart was mixed, and he suddenly found that he was really not a competent boyfriend, in fact, Jiang Jun also wanted to be happy together like those couples on the street, happy and sad together.
"By the way, I'm going to tell you something!" Seeing that Jiang Jun didn't reply, Lu Xiaoru hesitated for a moment before saying.
"What's the matter?" Jiang Jun looked at Lu Xiaoru's cautious appearance, and suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart.
Lu Xiaoru first hugged the big bear in her arms again, and her eyes drifted to the big bear's silky fur. "I'm leaving tomorrow." Come back...... It may be later. ”
"What?" Jiang Jun suddenly couldn't sit still, where was the previous calmness.
"Where are you going?"
Lu Xiaoru straightened the hair in her ears and smiled at Jiang Jun: "I don't have any ideas, I just want to go out for a walk, this time ...... Hehe, it's a bit depressing. ”
"Where do you want to go? I'll go with you. Jiang Jun hurriedly said.
Lu Xiaoru shook her head gently: "It's okay, I'm not by your side during this time, you have to take good care of yourself." ”
Jiang Jun was anxious and hugged Lu Xiaoru into his arms, gently stroking Lu Xiaoru's hair.
Lu Xiaoru surprisingly did not resist, but quietly leaned on Jiang Jun's chest.
"Do you think I'm not as attractive as I used to be?" Lu Xiaoru gently stroked Jiang Jun's chest and said suddenly.
"How could it be! You are still so beautiful in my eyes, the goddess in my heart. A smile appeared on the corner of Jiang Jun's mouth.
"But I don't want to be like this, it's not the life I want!" Lu Xiaoru shook her head lightly and gently broke free from Jiang Jun's arms.
Jiang Jun spread his hands out, and suddenly found that something was wrong with Lu Xiaoru, no...... It should be said that this period of time has not been right.
"I don't want to be like this now, I just feel like a pet you have, and I can only see you every night. Don't you notice that the distance between us has become better? Lu Xiaoru's voice trembled a little, her eyes were red, and she was about to cry at any time.
"I'm still the same as before, it's because you think too much." Jiang Jun gently took Lu Xiaoru's hand.
Lu Xiaoru broke free of Jiang Jun's palm, "Wow! He burst into tears.
Although Jiang Jun is not the first brother in the previous love field. However, when facing a woman crying, she still wouldn't coax her, so she could only stare dryly and wait for Lu Xiaoru to finish crying.
And Lu Xiaoru seems to be used to it, and Lu Xiaoru can't be more familiar with Jiang Jun's character.
Gently wiped away his tears, although it was already night, but with the faint light, Jiang Jun could vaguely see Lu Xiaoru's red eyes.
"I don't want to go down like this. Now I sit and do the same thing every day, and I don't have the same appearance at all. And you're busy with your business right now. Maybe our love is not strong enough, or maybe I'm a woman who can't stand loneliness. However, my love for you has never changed. Tears blurred his eyes again. After Lu Xiaoru finished speaking, she covered her mouth and cried bitterly.
Jiang Jun was stunned, he didn't expect that he would be so careless, all because of himself, indeed, he has been too cold to Lu Xiaoru for a while, and he is busy with various things every day. On the other hand, what about Lu Xiaoru? But he has always stayed by his side, silently observing himself every day, even if the conversation between two people does not exceed ten sentences a day.
"You know what? I really want to be part of your life, I want you to spend more time with me. I'm not a generous woman, and every time you come home, you smell of a woman. Maybe you can't smell it, but I can smell it. Do you know how uncomfortable my heart is? Every day I think about this and that, lest you leave me. But I believe in you, so I'm putting up with it. ”
Jiang Jun suddenly fell into a stupor, he never thought that Lu Xiaoru would endure so much for himself. The guilt in my heart was even deeper. At this time, he was both happy and regretful. Rejoice.
Lu Xiaoru was still sobbing, and her mouth was clearly talking about her thoughts and the grievances she had received these days.
When all this was said, Jiang Jun could feel that his heart was dripping blood. Every word Lu Xiaoru said seemed to be engraved on Jiang Jun's heart.
"I'm sorry!" Although he doesn't know how many times he has said it, Jiang Jun can still hope that his words will have some effect, even a little bit.
However, Jiang Jun didn't see half a fluctuation on Lu Xiaoru's face at all.
"Tomorrow I will leave here, and when I appear in front of you again, it will be a different face, a Lu Xiaoru who lives in the same world as you." Lu Xiaoru slowly walked in front of Jiang Jun, and her lips gently touched Jiang Jun's lips.
Jiang Jun could vaguely feel the cold coldness remaining on Lu Xiaoru's lips, as well as Lu Xiaoru's heart, which was full of holes.
Jiang Jun knew in his heart that Lu Xiaoru was determined to leave. His lips moved, and he said with some difficulty: "Then you go home early!" ”
In Jiang Jun's heart, the meaning of home is particularly important, so Jiang Jun deliberately said the word home. Instead of coming back sooner.
Lu Xiaoru smiled, and turned around the living room a little happily, using the faint light, Jiang Jun couldn't extricate himself.
"You can't move the things in my room. When I came back one day, I found that the house was occupied. Hum! As she spoke, Lu Xiaoru shifted her gaze to Jiang Jun's place and made a cut gesture with her hand in the air.
Jiang Jun smiled, and suddenly felt that the previous Lu Xiaoru was back.