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When she arrived at the entrance of the mountain road, Li Sisi asked Gu Qiaodong to put her down, he was not at ease, negotiated with Teacher Yang, and explained Gu Sen, let him get on the bus, and then come to Li Sisi's side. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Didn't you go back with Sensen?" Li Sisi couldn't help frowning when he saw him driving back, and when he saw that there was no Gu Sen in the car, his brows frowned a little deeper, "What about Sensen?" ”

"When I got on the bus, I called Yang Jie, and I will go to the school to pick up Sen Sen and go home." Gu Qiaodong parked the car in front of her, looking at her faint expression, he didn't feel good in his heart, but he still endured the unhappiness in his heart, got out of the car and took her hand, "I don't worry about you alone, I'll accompany you." ”

Li Sisi pulled out the hand he was holding, and smiled faintly: "No need, you better go back and take care of Sensen." ”

"Sisi ......" Gu Qiaodong didn't want to see her cold appearance, and her attitude towards him was worse than that of strangers, after returning from Yunshui Yu, she seemed to be some distance away from him, and she simply rejected him from her world.

Li Sisi ignored him, but walked to the village inside, looking for the old driver who entered Xilan Village, Gu Qiaodong looked at her back, sighed, grabbed his hair indiscriminately, and felt an indescribable irritability in his heart, but he still quickly followed her footsteps, and grabbed her wrist: "Sisi, I know that you are still angry with me when you were in the Yunshui ballad......

Li Sisi suddenly turned his head, still with a shallow smile on his face, but with an indescribable ridicule and coldness, and said softly: "Who said that I was angry with you?" ”

Sisi ...... I promise, I'll ...... it all in the future."

Li Sisi didn't wait for him to finish, she interrupted with a smile, thinking about what happened in Yunshui Yu, how could she not have any grievances and sadness in her heart, and her anger was unsettled, but at that time she didn't have a direct attack, and now that it has been several days, she naturally won't attack Gu Qiaodong again, she is glad, glad that she was not deceived by his gentle illusion, but it is undeniable that she will feel disappointed, fortunately, this contradictory emotion did not last long, she quickly sobered up.

She looked at a place in the village where a lot of vans were parked, and she wanted to go there, and said as she walked: "Gu Qiaodong, I have heard too much of your assurance, and it is not interesting to talk too much." ”

Li Sisi didn't mean to anger him, her tone was plain, not to mention that it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon, and if she didn't hurry up and go into Xilan Village, at night, the mountain road was not easy to walk, and it was easy to get out of danger, so she had already arrived here today, so she thought about going in.

Gu Qiaodong didn't speak, he looked at her back motionlessly, there were chickens and dogs in the village, and there were voices in dialects that he couldn't understand, but he felt that the whole world was silent, and he watched her talk to those van drivers in the past and went into Xilan Village, so he walked quickly to her side.

After Li Sisi negotiated the price with an old driver wearing a black vest, when she was about to get into the car, Gu Qiaodong grabbed her arm, frowned at the dilapidated van, only felt unsafe, looked at the old driver, pointed to the black Audi he was listening to, and said, "You drive that car to take us into Sealand Village, and the price remains the same." ”

"That's not going to work, I'm driving your car in, how can I get out?" The old driver looked at Gu Qiaodong and Li Sisi's dress like rich people, just now he and Li Sisi asked for twice the usual price, she didn't hesitate to agree, and now she naturally thought that she could continue to increase the price.

"Well, you get a master to go in with you, and he will drive you out. When we were going out, you went in to pick us up. The fixed price is 2000, how to distribute it, you can handle it yourself. I'll pay half of it first, if you think it's okay, then get in the car now and we'll go in, if not, we'll find another master. Gu Qiaodong was not so willing to delay time on the price, his tone was light, this old driver still wanted to ask for more price, but seeing that Gu Qiaodong had said everything about this, he nodded directly and agreed, he had his own way to go in and come out, why bother to find another master to drive him out, and share the money.

The old driver looked very old, there were fifty or sixty looks, when he came up to the Audi car, he was a little excited, he had seen such a good car, but never thought that he would drive it one day, driving Gu Qiaodong and Li Sisi on the way to Xilan Village, his attitude was extremely enthusiastic, and he spoke awkward Mandarin: "You are husband and wife, what are you doing in Xilan Village, it is remote, and it takes five or six hours to drive in, but you can rest assured, this car is good, I am also familiar with the road, and you can enter in more than four hours." ”

"Don't worry, master, safety first." Gu Qiaodong saw that Li Sisi closed his eyes and supported his head without speaking, so he sat next to him, and he could see her closing appearance on one side of his face.

"Hey, Haole, Haole, you rich people spare their lives." The old driver sighed with emotion, his tone was a little sour, no one answered his words, he was silent for a while, and then he continued: "I'll tell you, there was a heavy rain and landslide in Xilan Village before, and the mayor came to see it, and he stayed in our village, and the driver who took the mayor in at that time was my brother......"

When Li Sisi heard this, he slowly opened his eyes, glanced at Gu Qiaodong, and closed his eyes again, the old driver was still babbling down, but no one answered his words, Gu Qiaodong saw that Li Sisi had just glanced at her, reached out and grabbed her hand in the palm of his hand, and said softly: "At that time, I wanted to know that you were teaching at the Hope Primary School in Minghe Village in Xilan Village, and I would definitely go in." ”

Li Sisi hummed softly, and there was no follow-up, Gu Qiaodong didn't know this, he was flustered, as if he couldn't get out of his breath, he stretched out his hand, pressed her shoulder, pulled her over to him, and said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "Sisi, can you, don't be so indifferent...... I know that because of the mistakes I have made, there is a deep gap between us, which is why you are the way you are, but now I really want to redeem you. But, Sisi, have you ever considered my feelings, I didn't know you at all, and I married you under that circumstances, not to mention that you were Qiao Bei's girlfriend at that time, and Qin Zheng was grown up by me, so I naturally had more feelings for her, so in that marriage, I was extremely resentful in my heart, and I was also disgusted and cold to you, I never gave you a good face after marriage, and I turned a blind eye to all your courtesy and tenderness...... I'm not afraid to tell you the truth, in the first few years of my marriage with you, I thought viciously, why didn't you die in an accident one day. ”

He could feel her shoulders loosening under his palms, and she lowered her eyes instead of looking at him, but he saw her gently trembling eyelashes, and her restrained emotions...... Over the years, he had never said this to her, but he couldn't stand her being so indifferent, and he wanted to tell her all the real thoughts in his heart.

"What about later......" Li Sisi's voice was very soft, as light as catkins floating in the air, Gu Qiaodong's voice paused, and felt a slight tremor in her body, he directly reached out and hugged her tightly in his arms, sighed softly in her ear, and continued: "Later, I gradually found that I was used to having you by my side, and sometimes I felt very down-to-earth when I saw that I was tidying up my clothes at home...... When you lower your eyebrows and smile, it's beautiful...... But at that time, I didn't know how I felt about you, plus Qiao Bei and Su Lan got married later, as soon as I saw them, I couldn't help thinking of me and you, I resented why my married life was like this, and on the other hand, I was ashamed of Qiao Bei, when I saw you, I felt that all this was caused by you, I was not happy, and you should not be happy, at that time, I had not seen Qin Zheng's face clearly, and I always felt that she was the only place in my marriage where I could touch the sunshine...... So, it brought you a lot of harm, until you said you wanted to divorce me and handed me the divorce agreement, I panicked, I was unwilling to divorce you in my heart, even if I always thought that this marriage was so unbearable for me......"

Li Sisi didn't want to remember this, but he said it in her ear, and those memories flooded in, making her face pale, her temples swollen, her whole body had no strength, and she was even short of breath.

"I always thought that you would come back after a coax, but as soon as you left, you couldn't find anyone, when you weren't around, I always felt like I was missing something, and I always thought that you would come back, sure enough, on Sensen's birthday, you appeared...... Later, a lot of things happened, and I have come to understand that when the person in my heart is you, you have already left, and you have gone quietly...... I've been here in Xining for two years, and I've taken Sensen to your parents many times, but I haven't heard anything from you...... Thankfully, you're finally there again...... Sisi, I've been in love with you for a long time, and I don't know when, I was blinded by too many things, and when I saw it clearly, I lost you...... I know you've been wronged a lot in that marriage with me, I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard...... But Sisi, don't torture me anymore, I can't stand your coldness ......"

Li Sisi listened quietly, tears overflowed her eyes at some point, she slowly raised her head, there was a faint smile on the corner of her lips, and said softly: "Gu Qiaodong, you asked me to consider your feelings, why don't you think about my feelings?" I don't want to mention the things in the past, just pass it, whether the person you like is Qin Zheng or me Li Sisi, so what? It's all gone. ”

"I thought about Qin Zheng a lot, but she is not the person in my heart." Gu Qiaodong saw her turn her head over, unwilling to continue talking to him, thinking about the harm Qin Zheng brought to her, he said a little anxiously, "Blame me for not knowing people clearly, blame me for being half-hearted, you blame me, it's right." ”

He sighed, the sins he had done, these consequences, he needed to bear it himself, but since the time when he reunited with Li Sisi, she had never given him a good face, he couldn't accept her being so indifferent, he didn't want to continue to suffer like this, and said: "The past is all over, don't mention it." Now, let's start over, shall we? ”

"Gu Qiaodong, I have been married to you for nearly eight years, and you don't know anyone clearly, but now that you have only been separated for two years, you suddenly have opened up?" The corners of Li Sisi's lips pulled out a mocking smile, and she looked at her coldly, "You haven't changed at all, you are still the same as before, self-righteous." You said you wanted me to stay, but I stayed on Sen Sen's face, and you really climbed up the pole and had to move in inch by inch. Even if you really want to get me back, can you take a snack? After nearly eight years of married life, don't you know that I am allergic to pollen in the Rosaceae family? In the past, when the flowers were planted in the Gu family's yard, I never approached them when the flowers were blooming. Later, you said that you were going to take me to Yunshui Ballad, and I went with you, but what did you do? This is the so-called want to recover, want to start over, how does it start? ”

Gu Qiaodong was speechless by her rhetorical question, looking at her with gloomy eyes, she continued to smile and said softly: "You have never trusted me from beginning to end, there is no trust between the two, even if I agree to start over with you, it will only be a repeat of the past." Rather than that, it's better not to start. But then again, I don't believe in you either. Also, I'll tell you again, I don't like you, I don't have you in my heart anymore, and if it weren't for Sensen, I wouldn't be staying. Do you really think I can't leave? Do you really think that you Gu Qiaodong can do whatever you want? I just don't want to waste my time with you. ”

When Gu Qiaodong heard her last words, his face was so pale that he couldn't say a word, and the blood all over his body was like freezing, making him chills...... He didn't know that she had come to this point with him, and all the good he had done to her was in vain in her eyes...... She just didn't want to waste time on him......

Gu Qiaodong was like ten thousand arrows piercing his heart, the flesh and blood of pain were blurred, he sneered twice, and spread it out with her, but it was such a result, did he hear the truest thoughts in her heart?

"Li Sisi, let me ask you, if I could have discovered my own mind earlier and didn't let you suffer so many grievances, wouldn't we have come to this point between us?" Gu Qiaodong spoke very slowly, as if he had been thinking about it word by word for a long time.

"There are no ifs." Li Sisi's fluttering four words shattered his last line of defense, and the whole person relaxed, looking at her with burning eyes, gradually, the look in his eyes became more and more solemn, and he was silent for a while before continuing to ask: "Sisi, I liked you a long time ago, and until now, I like you, do you believe it?" ”

"So what? But I don't like you anymore. Li Sisi smiled lightly and said softly, looking at him with a light and light look.

Gu Qiaodong didn't speak, just stared at her quietly, the corners of his mouth pulled slightly, and in the end, the curvature of the corners of his lips became bigger and bigger, and the smile spread to the corners of his eyes, and in the end, he felt that his eyes were a little swollen and painful...... It turned out that he didn't like him with her for a long time, and it turned out that in the days when he was reunited with her, everything he did was dispensable in her eyes...... He looked at her gentle smile, and always thought that as soon as he approached, she would be able to lean into his arms, but he never thought that it was an unattainable dream...... It's only been a month, and he actually feels that he has been living so hard, this self-deceptive dream, shouldn't he wake up......

"Okay, Sisi, I see what you mean." Gu Qiaodong chuckled twice, feeling like tears in his eyes, he raised his hand to take his glasses, wiped the corners of his eyes casually, and gently wiped the glasses back on, so that the queen returned to his previous tone, and said, "After I accompany you in, you can leave or stay, it's up to you." ”

"Hmm." Li Sisi still looked light, and didn't care what he said, didn't he also say that he had gone to Yunshui before, and if she went with him, she could do whatever she wanted, but what was the result?

"This time it's true." Gu Qiaodong couldn't help but squint when he saw that she didn't believe it, his eyes became more and more sour, he really didn't have any sense of trust in her heart, his heart was blocked, his throat was like a ball of cotton, and his voice was hoarse.

"Are you sure it's true? All with me? Seeing him like this, Li Sisi seemed to really not be pestering her anymore, and her heart was beating fast all of a sudden, with a kind of joy that gradually rose, but also a shallow sigh, and she was a little dazed for a while.

Gu Qiaodong looked at the light flashing in her eyes, and complicated emotions surged in her heart, she was so unwilling to stay by his side...... He clenched his fists tightly, and slowly loosened them, the folds in his eyebrows were very deep, and then gradually flattened, the look under his eyes gradually drifted up, looking at her, but his eyes didn't seem to fall on her face, and said: "It's been a month of tossing like this, and I'm not happy, I just heard you say that, and I suddenly figured it out...... Besides, I, Gu Qiaodong, have never been so low-voiced and lowered my posture to please a woman since I was a child, even if you always think that the person in my heart is Qin Zheng, I haven't done it like this for her...... The person who makes me Gu Qiaodong feel bad will not end well, even Qin Zheng, in the end, he is not in prison without a person or a ghost, as for you Li Sisi, two years ago you forced me to agree to let you go, and after two years, I naturally want to keep you by my side, and I have no patience in the past month...... Since everyone is tormented together, then forget it, it's all up to you......"

At the end of his speech, he smiled indifferently and turned his head to look away, he was afraid that he would not be able to control it, and tears fell.

"Gu Qiaodong, what you said this time is true?" He had said that many times, and this time she heard it, it still felt unreal.

The ink color under Gu Qiaodong's eyes gradually faded, and he turned his head, the corners of his lips outlined an elegant arc, and he smiled wantonly, but his voice was still a little hoarse: "Of course it's true, this time, I won't go back on my word again." ”