At half past eleven o'clock, Xu Hao returned to his rental house with a full of disappointment.

What happened tonight had a big impact on him, and he hadn't seen anything like this happen in eighteen years. Xu Hao really wanted to find someone to talk to, but it was the middle of the night, and it seemed that there were few people to talk to.

Liu Mengmeng is impossible, Xiao Nizi adheres to the principle of going to bed early and getting up early, and never goes to bed more than half past eleven, yesterday's birthday call is an exception. It is precisely such an exception that makes Xu Hao particularly moved.

Lin Yun'er is even more impossible, I don't know if it's Xu Hao's inferiority complex, basically Lin Yun'er doesn't fight, Xu Hao never fights. The huge gap in identity invisibly blocked Xu Hao's yearning heart.

There were other people, Xu Hao flipped through the phone book, flipped through it, and suddenly lost interest in chatting.

However, when he thought of going to the crew of "Hope Mission" tomorrow, he was not happy.

That Wang Mian, Xu Hao felt disgusted when he saw him.

simply called Zhang Zheng: "Boss, have you slept?" Excuse me, I want to change the band, I don't want to bring "Hope Mission". ”

"How?"

"Something depressing happened, and I don't want to bring "Hope Mission" at all."

"Tell me."

"I don't want to say it, because it's too ...... It's just too depressing anyway. ”

Zhang Zheng's voice on the other end of the phone was a little noisy: "Where are you now?" Come over to the Agricultural Bank of China, your sister-in-law is practicing at the stall, I'm picking her up from work, you come over, let's talk again, I don't have time to answer the phone now. After speaking, Zhang Zheng hung up the phone.

Xu Hao really didn't want to talk about this nonsense, but in order to change the riser, he had to go out again, ride on, and rush to the Agricultural Bank.

Even at night, as soon as the rain stopped, there were still a lot of people here at the Agricultural Bank of China, lively and lively, practicing stalls and shopping streets.

Xu Hao searched for a while before he found Zhang Zheng, who was collecting money.

Zhang Zheng is in a souvenir stall, two blue folding tables are connected, on which are placed some bone carvings, stone carvings, wood carvings and other souvenirs. A woman next to Zhang Zheng with two fanny packs hanging from her waist was constantly selling goods to the people watching the stalls around her.

Xu Hao walked over and patted Zhang Zheng: "Boss." ”

Zhang Zheng turned around: "Xiao Xu, wait a minute." Then he counted the money intently and returned it to the customer. After finishing his work, he said to the woman next to him: "Wife, this is Xiao Xu, Xu Hao." ”

The woman looks average, but there is a very capable taste: "Oh, Xiao Xu." ”

Xu Hao greeted: "Hello sister-in-law." ”

"Huh."

Zhang Zheng said: "Wife, you look at the stall yourself, I'll talk to Xiao Xu about something." ”

"Okay, go and do your business."

Zhang Zheng took Xu Hao to the alley next to the Agricultural Bank, which was quieter: "How did you do it?" What's wrong? ”

Xu Hao didn't want to say it.

Zhang Zheng asked again and again, and he confided the truth: "Wang Mian of the crew of "Hope Mission", you may not know the boss, is a gay ......"

In an instant, Zhang Zheng, who was drifting the old fritters, understood a lot of subtext that Xu Hao didn't say.

He laughed for a while, and then patted Xu Hao's shoulder: "I understand, haha, Wang Mian is gay, I already knew, did he want to sneak you?" Look at you like this, didn't you pull him into bed? ”

"You already knew?"

"Well, what do you think, isn't this kind of thing very common in Hengdian, which crew doesn't have a few homosexuals, but in fact, homosexuality is nothing, the same people. Some people want to untact women, some people want to untact men, is there any difference? Homosexuality is still legal abroad. ”

Xu Hao frowned: "I know, I don't mind being gay, but when I think of what Wang Mian said to me, I get goosebumps all over my body, and I want to vomit nauseously." ”

Xu Hao comforted and said: "What are you, I'll tell you one, I promise to disgust you to death!" Many people who come to Hengdian, especially those who have just arrived, can't afford to rent a good house, so they are looking for someone to share a house. There were three men living in a room, and you know what happened. ”

"What's the matter?"

Zhang Zheng had a "scared to death" expression: "There is a man, a, he got up in the middle of the night and stuffed the thing below into his roommate's mouth!" ”

"Gross!"

Xu Hao covered his chest on the spot and almost threw up, but after a while, he relieved himself: "What happened later?" ”

"What later? You said that the man was beaten up, and then he was gone. That's what to do, can you still kill him, or lock him up, what crime did he commit, nothing did he commit, even sex at the time. Harassment doesn't count. ”

Xu Hao wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say.

Zhang Zheng didn't think it was enough to scare Xu Hao, and said: "Have you ever heard of the five golden flowers in Hengdian?" ”

Xu Hao shook his head.

"They are all well-known homosexuals in Hengdian, and they are familiar with each other in this area, everyone knows that there is a man named Hou Weiguo, a Zhou Xu'an, and a nickname called Bao Dumplings, and an old Song, not the boss of Song, but another group leader, in his fifties, I don't know the last one. Anyway, these few have a bad reputation. ”

Zhang Zheng further explained: "The old Song guy is a little frustrated, he eats both men and women, because he is the head of the group, and it is easier to get it, the key is that this person is rotten, not only playing with others, but also eating and drinking, the most tasteless." The other few have acted in a lot of plays, pretending to say that they are coming to bring a newcomer, and if you follow him, he will rub your oil, and once you don't resist...... You get the hang out later. ”

One by one, strange things.

Xu Haolei was not light, and he felt that the whole world was full of malice, and he spoke after a while: "Hengdian is so bad?" ”

Zhang Zheng put away his joking attitude and sighed: "I can't say it's rotten, where is it not rotten, there is no one who is not rotten since ancient times, in the past, what kind of. Tong, the emperor raised men. It's normal to be a little gay now, but it can only be said that Hengdian is a mixed place, and gays like to run here. ”

"And it's all in a circle, people come and go, and the more people you meet, the more chances you have of meeting homosexuals. Flies don't bite seamless eggs, as long as you stand upright, gays won't dare to harass you, right? Let's just say Wang Mian, he didn't do anything to you, you know martial arts, did you beat him? ”

Xu Hao nodded: "Beat him up." ”

"It's a white beating, he will definitely not dare next time, people like them just rely on bluffing, they will start if they are bluffed, and they will hide away if they can't be bluffed. You don't have to think about things too complicated, there are many such things in the entertainment industry, but it can't be said to be absolute, all walks of life don't have a lot of messy unspoken rules, how can there be a harmonious society. ”

……

Helping Zhang Zheng collect the stall, Xu Hao returned to the rental house.

After taking a shower and lying on the bed, he was still thinking about it over and over again, as well as chatting with Zhang Zheng.

Originally, he was angry and couldn't get out, he felt the world, he felt Hengdian, and his face was hateful. But chatting with Zhang Zheng was like a hole in a balloon, and all the anger in my heart was squeezed out.

As Zhang Zheng said, this has never been a harmonious society, and it is happy everywhere. From ancient times to the present, China and foreign countries have been a blue world. Xu Hao is not a three-year-old child, and he thinks that this world is beautiful, and the world is full of love. Hengdian is not a paradise either, it is a brutal dueling arena.

Countless people who want to be famous are crowded here, all trying to get ahead.

There will always be only a few people who can be famous, and the rest can only continue to struggle, leave, or fall.

Xu Hao suddenly thought of a movie he had watched, "Chinese Partner", there is a sentence in it, which is very similar to his portrayal now.

"We can't change the world, but at least we can't be changed by the world."

Crash!

Suddenly got up from the bed, opened the notebook, and took a look.

"Ai Lian Said".

Northern Song Dynasty, Zhou Dunyi.

The flowers of water, land, grass and trees are very lovely. Jin Tao Yuanming loves chrysanthemum alone. Since Li Tanglai, the world has loved peonies. To love the lotus out of the mud but not stained, clear ripples but not demons, straight through the outside, not vines and branches, fragrant far and clear, pavilion net planting, can be seen from a distance and can not be blasphemed.

It is called a chrysanthemum, and the recluse of flowers is also; Peony, the rich and noble of flowers; Lotus, the gentleman of flowers. Belch! The love of chrysanthemum is rarely heard after pottery. The love of the lotus, who is the giver? The love of peony is suitable for everyone!

Then he picked up a pen and paper, lay on the table, and copied this "Ai Lian Said" in neat small letters.

When I finished copying, I took out the tape and stuck it on the head of the bed.

"Out of the mud but not stained, clear ripples but not demons."

This is Xu Hao's latest motto to himself, Hengdian, a place where fish and dragons are mixed, is not like a pool of silt, struggle here, it must be like a lotus, not polluted by silt, straight from the outside, and pure planting.

Xu Hao's heart has always been proud.

He hopes that he can always maintain this pride, and it is this pride that makes him full of confidence and can stick to his dreams.

Tonight's incident was just a small accident, and I was angry and let go.

He will not use the scenic area as a toilet just because he sees a lump of poop in the scenic area, cover his nose and walk away, or simply take a sip himself. The meaning of life is not to complain about troubles all day long, it should be to find happiness, and in Xu Hao's life, working hard to realize his dreams is a happy thing.

He will persevere, unwavering.

In Hengdian, in the entertainment industry, he fought out in a dignified manner.

……

That night, it rained heavily in Hengdian, and the crackling raindrops hit the ground and windows, like a musical performance, and in the sound of music, the rain washed away all the filth in Hengdian.

The next day, the air was exceptionally fresh.

Xu Hao began to lead the crew of "Sniper" and continued the announcement of the group, which was the result of the exchange with Zhang Zheng last night.

Qunte has 80 yuan a day, and when I get it in my hand, I am extremely down-to-earth.

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PS: For a statement, this article is purely fictitious, please do not sit in the opposite seat.

Thanks to the old boy 007, appreciating flowers and jade, like hot 1, Jun who likes to read, and I am Li Jinbao's praise.