[142] The circle is different, don't be hard

Mu Shuiqing looked at her, "You say a lot, we meet too little, we don't know each other, it's normal to be defensive, I don't know why, I think you have a lot of stories, maybe it's because we don't see each other much, so I have this feeling, I called Mr. Yu this afternoon, he said that we are people from two worlds, and we can't be friends, but the more he says this, the more I want to be friends with you, whether you believe it or not, what I said is sincere." ”

To tell the truth, Hao Keren felt that she was inexplicable, she felt that a woman like Mu Shuiqing didn't want any friends, why did she only want to be friends with herself?

She couldn't understand it.

"Do you want to get close to him?"

"Shall I approach him, or do I want to get to you?" Mu Shuiqing smiled, "Why don't you believe my words, that's right, it's because what I did before was too out of line, but people change." ”

"Well, I'm sure people become." Hao Keren chuckled, "The first step to be friends between people starts with trust, I have few friends, do you have many friends?" ”

A touch of bitterness appeared at the corner of Mu Shuiqing's mouth, "Do you think that if I had a lot of friends, I would still take the initiative to find you?" This is the truth, if I have a lot of friends, I will not be so active, I am an only child, I grew up alone, no brothers and sisters, many times I will be very lonely, because there is some money at home, when I go to school, I have made a lot of fox friends and dog friends, since I entered the company, they have all been broken, and after taking over the company, I will not be easy to communicate with people. ”

"Since it's hard to trust people, it's incomprehensible why you want to make friends with someone like me, whom I've only met a few times."

"I'll be honest, I just want to know what kind of person you are, I think Yu Shengbei will love you, you must have advantages that other women don't have."

Hao Keren nodded meaningfully and said, "Look, let's talk about it, you take the initiative to be friends with me, or is it because of him, you want to be friends with me is not sincere, just want to satisfy your curiosity, you think I have the advantages of other women, but I might as well tell you directly, I am just an ordinary woman, not as good as you at all, I really think so." ”

"It seems that I came in vain again this time."

Hao Keren drank the coffee slowly before saying, "Miss Maku, no good friend is made in dishonesty, although I am not smart, but I am not a fool, do you remember the first time you said that you wanted to be friends with me?" When I heard you say this, I was thinking, how could a shrewd business woman like you treat me like a friend sincerely, and now I feel that I still think so, there is nothing for no reason. ”

Mu Shuiqing seemed to be slapped by her, she stood up, "I'm curious about you, I want to know what kind of woman you are, so I want to be friends with you, I even think that if I understand you thoroughly, you make me admire, I will be completely dead to him, but you are always worried that I am close to you just to get close to him, if you are completely at ease with him, what does it matter if you are friends with me, to put it bluntly, you still have no sense of security, do you think that although he is yours now, he may be snatched away by someone who is also better than you in the future, right?" ”

"Why do you think that if I can make you admire, you will die completely, why do you have to base your decisions on others being better than you, to find a sense of balance for yourself, isn't it?" Hao Keren stood up, "I've never worried about who will snatch him away, what does he want to do, will he let others make decisions for him?" Also, he was never mine, and I never thought so, if Miss Maku had nothing else to do, I would have gone upstairs first, and I was very tired after a day of work. ”

Mu Shuiqing left with his bag, Hao Keren didn't move, and after a long time, he said four words, "Inexplicable." ”

Mu Shuiqing walked to the gate, just in time to meet Yu Shengbei's car coming in, stopped in front of her, opened the window, and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

"I wanted to be friends with your woman, but I was rejected again."

"I told you a long time ago, you two are not from the same world, and you are really boring." Yu Shengbei turned his head and drove inside.

Mu Shuiqing walked out of the door, got into the car and leaned on the back of the seat, took out a cigarette, lit it with a snap, took a deep breath and slowly exhaled a cloud of smoke, put the hand holding the cigarette outside the window, she looked at the glass in front of her, and there was a small universe in her heart that was constantly swaying.

suddenly felt that he was very cheap, obviously he had a woman, he already knew, but he couldn't let go chicly, from childhood to adulthood, he had what he wanted, but an excellent man, he could only give up so unwillingly.

Driving home, she was stunned as soon as she entered the door of the living room.

Isn't the young woman sitting on the sofa the woman raised by her father outside the home, how can she be at home?

Again, his mother brought a bowl of tonic to the table, and the young woman was half-lying there, very moist.

Mu Shuiqing walked inside quickly, "Who are you, you, lying on the sofa in my house so comfortable?" ”

The young woman glanced at her, "Ask your dad to go." ”

The arrogant attitude made Mu Shuiqing's already unhappy face even more iron, she looked at Mu Mu, "Mom, you still serve bird's nest for her, are you an old mother?" ”

"Shui Qing, your dad is in the study, don't make trouble, what do you want to eat?"

Mu Shuiqing looked at the sky speechlessly, and then looked at her father's junior leisurely eating bird's nest with relish, and she was angry.

Directly took the bag and broke into the study of the father, "Dad! ”

The shogunate asked unhurriedly, "What are you doing, yelling and screaming?" ”

"Who's that woman on the couch?" She asked knowingly.

"She's your brother's mother, and she is always forcibly dragged to the hospital when she lives outside, so she lives at home." When the shogunate said this, he didn't shy away from it at all.

"And where are you to my mother?" The irritability in Mu Shuiqing's heart was shouted out, "Our good and decent home has been made miserable by you!" Can't you stop the meeting? ”

The shogun said, "I'm still counting on you to live, you just talk to me like this, sure enough, my daughter can't count on it, so she will go out if there is nothing else, don't you see that I am practicing calligraphy?" ”

The anger in Mu Shuiqing's chest was thrown out, and he walked out quickly, closed the door vigorously, made a loud noise, ran downstairs, directly grabbed the bowl of bird's nest, and covered it on his father's head, "I can't kill you!" Little slut! Your mother gave birth to you to let you give the old man a bad boy! ”

Xiao San cried and scolded, and the mother quickly wiped her with a tissue, seeing her mother's style, Mu Shuiqing was disappointed and left the house.

Her mood at this time can be described as a storm.

I feel that I am really a failure, the man I like doesn't like me, and my father, who has doted on me since I was a child, has also become like this, Mu Shuiqing feels that she has no one to rely on, she can only rely on herself.

I want to confide in my friends, but I find that I don't have any friends to make friends with.

Finally, the phone was called to Yu Shengxi.

All the anger and sadness and unwillingness turned into tears.

At this moment, she really hopes that someone will say to her, it's okay, it's all over, you're not bad at all.

When Yu Shengxi arrived, Mu Shuiqing's makeup was crying.

She just sat there like that, turning her head to look at him face to face, and Yu Shengxi asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Mu Shuiqing kept crying and didn't speak.

Yu Shengxi picked up a tissue to wipe her crying eyes, and was just about to stop it, but Mu Shuiqing hugged him, "Thank you, thank you." ”

"You, what's wrong?"

"I made a mistake today, and I don't feel like myself now." Mu Shuiqing let go of him, "I went to find Hao Keren, I said I wanted to be friends with her, she didn't want to, I felt like a clown, I was slapped by life, I want to be friends with her, I just want to know that she has more advantages than me, Yu Shengbei is right, it is impossible for me to be friends with a woman like Hao Keren, we are indeed not people from the same world." ”

"Why do you have to be good friends with her? You have taken the initiative, she doesn't want to forget it, she's nothing great, you have to look at it from other places, you are much stronger than her, she doesn't have what you have, and you don't have what she has, which shows that there are places where she is really not as good as you, the circle is different, don't be hard, and some things can't be forced. Yu Shengxi looked at her, "Don't have hope for Sheng Bei, if he was interested in you, you would have been together a long time ago, and don't want to know why he fell in love with Hao Keren, this question, I also want to know, in fact, the real answer is only known to him." ”

When he said this, Mu Shuiqing's mood was much better.

"Actually, I know that my subjective consciousness is too strong, after all, Hao Keren and I haven't seen me a few times, so it's a little unrealistic for her to be good friends, just like you said, don't be hard to melt in different circles, that's right." Mu Shuiqing raised the corners of her lips, "Who am I, I, the female president of the Mu clan, courted her Hao Keren, and was rejected, or twice, who did she think she was, there will definitely be no next time for this kind of thing." ”

"Is it just because of this that you're so sad?"

"Of course not, my dad brought the junior home, and my mom is still waiting, is this the rhythm of the junior in the main room getting along peacefully?" Mu Shuiqing laughed, tears of laughter flowed out, "Why do people become so fast?" In the past, our family of three was happy like yesterday, don't think that bringing people to the house, you can keep the child, the child can never be born, and now it has not been born, the status of our mother and daughter will be gone, if it is born, think about it, how should I deal with my mother? ”

Yu Shengxi stretched out his hand and took her hand, "Shui Qing, I know, you are not a bad woman in your bones, you are just too insecure, right?" ”