(For the convenience of reading for you, it is still two chapters in one)

It's all that damn diary. She will never keep a diary again, and secrets are the most reliable only when they are hidden in their hearts.

At this time, she just wanted to leave, to stay away from this man.

"Do you really think you can understand me with a diary? Again, my answer is one word, no. Open the door. "There are already a lot of alumni at the door who have noticed the car, and if she doesn't get out of the car again, then her reputation will be ruined. No one in this school knows that she is a broom star, and she doesn't want to be talked about behind her back in the future why 'a junior who drives a XXX car with a lot of money'.

"You think about it first. Even if your answer is still no, you don't have to resign, and I won't be in that place again. With that, the lock was opened, and she was finally able to escape.

I didn't dare to look at the people around me with a look and a strange gaze, and ran back to the dormitory desperately.

I knew that he only went to the café in the afternoon most of the time, but I was extremely afraid of meeting him again. But if she doesn't resign, she won't get paid, and she needs the money for living expenses.

Three days later, when she went to resign, the manager said that it was the peak season for business recently, and he hoped that she would be able to hold on until she hired new employees. The manager has always been kind to her, and there is really no reason for her to leave so irresponsibly. And he said he wouldn't be in this place again.

Although she believes that he is a trustworthy person, she goes to work every day because she is afraid that he will suddenly appear, but with a few traces of expectation that she has not changed, she looks forward to seeing him appear in the café from a distance.

Finally, one day, she was serving steaks to guests. Fainted.

She was lying in the hospital when she woke up from a bout of pain in her arm, and he, sitting next to the bed, grinned at her.

"I didn't lose my words. I came to the hospital after I knew you had fainted. ”

When an employee faints at an hour, does the manager have to report to him? She didn't believe his nonsense at all, and changed her initial opinion of him.

This man is not a trustworthy person at all. At least not for her.

When she lifted her gauze-wrapped hand to look at it, he said, "It's not serious." There are no scars either. ”

She wasn't worried about that at all. Whether there is a scar or not is insignificant to her. Lying in the hospital for this little injury is simply a burn of money. What's more, this kind of high-end ward, which is very expensive at first glance, is not something she can afford to live in. She is poor.

Sit up. After getting ready to find out the backpack. After being discharged from the hospital, he seemed to have seen her purpose.

"You're a work injury, so live well. You have a high fever. Don't you know? ”

High fever? How is it possible, she has never been sick since she was a child. There is also this benefit to being too hard, and even the illness avoids her.

Not believing it at all, he reached out and touched his forehead.

He laughed: "Hehe, what are you doing?" Do you think that people with a high fever can feel the heat by touching their foreheads? But too, you"

He didn't say more, and the smile on his face that I had never seen before disappeared. But she knew what he was trying to say.

He'd read her diary, so he must have known that she had written self-deprecatingly in her diary: The only advantage of Broom Star is that he has to avoid illness. So I'm lucky that maybe I don't have to spend money on medical treatment until I die. And I hope to live a little longer, because I have a lot of debts that I have to pay for most of my life.

She was silent, but he had many words. He said that she listened, but such he was not familiar to her, and he was very abnormal.

When the nurse came to take her temperature, it was 38 degrees. Not too high.

After she answered a few inexplicable questions from the nurse, the nurse was obviously relieved, and chuckled and said, "Fortunately, it has finally come down, and I have never seen a high fever of 42.3 degrees." ”

It turned out that the nurse just asked those mentally retarded questions to test whether she had burned out her brain?

"Sister nurse, can I be discharged from the hospital?"

The nurse, who was still smiling, glared: "Discharged? You've been in a coma for nearly 20 hours, so you'll have to stay for another three or four days. Glancing at He Yang next to him, his tone changed to gentleness: "I'll call the director to check on you, if you have such a high fever, you can't be too careless, even if the fever can be completely reduced today, at least you have to observe in the hospital for a few days." ”

However, it didn't take long for the chief doctor in the nurse's mouth to take her to CT, blood pressure, heartbeat, and pulse to check all of them, and also tossed her, and was surprised from time to time, but she still asked for a fever and had to stay in the hospital for observation.

She was speechless. Even if she has a high fever occasionally, even if she is in a coma for nearly 20 hours, she will definitely not die, how hard her life is, people who don't know don't understand it at all.

She was in the hospital for six days. He stayed with her in the hospital for six days, except for constantly talking to her silent her, taking out his notebook, sitting on the sofa and working on it, or reading and signing various documents sent by a middle-aged man with glasses.

Even if he occasionally goes out for a few hours during the day, he eventually comes back, brings back food and fruit, and sleeps on the couch at night.

It's ridiculous to say that after 20 years of life, she has never seen a ward like a living room.

And in the past few days, hearing him talking to the middle-aged man who was obviously his assistant or secretary, she probably knew that he was not some kind of mess as she thought earlier. Society. meeting, opened a bar and café hooligan leader. He obviously has a serious job on the table, which has to do with real estate or department stores.

But it also made her feel inferior. She and he are people of two worlds.

Sometimes she felt sad when she looked at the occasional tiredness on his face.

As the days passed, her worries were no longer about how to take care of the inevitable expensive hospital fees when she was discharged from the hospital. She was only worried about how she would face him after that. She never believed that she could be admitted to such a ward due to a work injury, not to mention that she would faint because of a high fever.

He didn't even have to go to the hospital to do it himself, so he took her out of the hospital. She thought he was going to take her back to school, but when she felt him stop the car, she came back to her senses. She saw that she was already in front of a three-story mansion that even looked inappropriate to call it a villa.

Are men like this? There was a burst of disappointment in my heart, and I looked at him with some weak eyes.

Although she didn't have the confidence to speak harshly to him, if he wanted to repay him, she would also resist. It's a big deal to slowly return that hospitalization fee and living expenses these days to him.

"Don't guess, you're insulting my personality with that thought." He smiled and raised his hand to rub it on her head. But it was clear that she was thinking.

"Ah Yang." With the voice, a middle-aged woman with a kind smile, but obviously very strong, walked out of the door, he laughed, and called, "Auntie." ”

The middle-aged woman smiled at her kindly: "Hehe." You're Xiaoyu. After that, Ah Yang can call me aunt, or call me Aunt He. ”

She looked embarrassed, never expecting him to take her to his aunt's house. How could he? How dare you be so blatant?

On the way back to school, he said he just wanted to take her for a home-cooked meal. He also said a lot about how his aunt hurt him when he was a child. But he knows. This sumptuous 'home-cooked meal'. But it made her swallow.

The next day, she still went to work at the café. Whether the answer is yes or no, she needs to work hard to earn money.

It was like he had disappeared. Didn't show up for days. She was a little disappointed, but also a little happy. He can give up, best, she owes him and will pay it back slowly.

But a few days later, he reappeared. I was afraid that he would show a very familiar style, but he didn't. But when she got off work, he left with her.

The car, which she was already familiar with, was parked downstairs again.

Looking at the passenger door opened by him, she got into the car in silence, and then continued to be silent. But after being silent for a while, he said that because there was something in the company, he went to another city in the past few days.

He didn't need to explain it at all, because she didn't have the right to know, and he didn't have the responsibility to explain.

Seeing that she was going against the school again, she was nervous again.

He was a little angry: "I just can't let you trust me? ”

She didn't answer, but this time he took her to a fancy Chinese restaurant. There, she saw a man in his 30s that was somewhat familiar to her, but the man's stunned expression when he saw her was obviously aware of her.

Who is he?

She got the answer right away. When the man introduced himself, he said that his name was Wang Yang. He called Wang Yang Wang Wang, and Wang Yang called him Heizi.

Wang Yang, she remembered the name, and finally knew why she felt that this man was familiar. Because Wang Yang is the owner of the resort during the vacation when she was in high school, and the owner of the casino since the second semester of her sophomore year.

Not only that, Wang Yang's resort also provided her with a scholarship. Counting, Wang Yang can be called her benefactor.

is obviously two stable men with successful careers, but while eating, they joke about each other's troubles when they grow up.

His intentions may have been to give her a deeper understanding of his life. After all, because of that diary, he knew her well enough.

For a while afterward, he didn't take her to meet anyone, but every time he showed up at the café, he would wait until she got off work, take her to a meal, and sometimes go to the movies.

Until one day, he took her to his aunt's house again. She met his mother, a woman who smiled kindly and looked like she was only about 50 years old.

Although she already understood his thoughts, it was another embarrassment for her. In particular, the woman who asked me to call her Aunt Liu glanced at me from time to time with her eyes, and this sense of embarrassment was even greater.

I never thought that there would be mothers in this world who would support their sons to be so nonsense. But perhaps, this old lady really wants to hug her grandson and go crazy. She knew that the old lady was scanning her to see if she could give birth to a son.

However, his father must have been very upright and strict, which is why he only saw his mother this time.

Actually, apart from that kind of 'non-sharedness', he is very good in other aspects. Especially the more you get to know him, the more you feel good about him and good for her.

Sometimes, she feels like she's falling into a swamp. I wanted to struggle, but in the end, I fell deeper and deeper.

In a flash, another few months, I saw his uncle, and his aunt's two sons, met his mother twice, and met Wang Yang a few times, but never saw anyone else.

Maybe it is because he seems to have few friends, only Wang Yang; But perhaps. Only Wang Yang will not shake out his ugly thing.

She wondered what kind of person his wife was, but he never mentioned it. She didn't have the right to ask.

Until one day, when she got off work, his car was parked downstairs.

Looking at the open car door, he sat in the passenger seat and realized that he had obviously drunk a little too much.

The smell of alcohol made her frown: "You shouldn't drive when you're drunk, it's dangerous." ”

He smiled at her stupidly, and although it wasn't the first time she had seen such a smile, she was still a little addicted to it.

"I'm going to call the driver. You can't drive today. ”

I was about to get out of the car and call for a substitute driver. He took her hand tightly.

She was like a thief, her heart beating wildly, even though she knew that with the windows closed, she couldn't be seen by the security guards standing downstairs. But I still looked out the window and looked at it.

"Yue'er. You care about me, don't you? I'm so happy, really hehe, when I first saw you. I'll remember you, but you were fine, though it wasn't too late to meet you again. ”

She was speechless. This man drank so much that he dared to drive. And he spoke in fits and starts, and she could hear clearly, but she didn't understand what he was saying at all.

Half speechless, she thought he was asleep, and just wanted to pull out the hand he was grabbing, but he suddenly sat up straight, stared at her tightly, and said, "Do you know, the more I know about you, the more distressed I feel." Yue'er, although I may never be able to give you a marriage, although there have been many women in the past few years, you should be able to understand this kind of thing, right? ”

Understand? She couldn't understand, but she understood that he was a man, and he was a successful rich man, and some problems would not be solved at all.

She didn't say anything, but he continued: "Although I, Heyang, am not a good person, I will be a responsible man, I will protect you in the future, and I can guarantee that those who should not appear will never appear in front of you, let alone embarrass you." ”

"What about her?" She finally asked.

"She?" He grinned, but there was a sneer: "She won't, let alone have the right." When you are older, you will understand that the marriage of some people in this world is not because of how much they love each other. ”

If you don't love each other, why get married? She thought so. If she could, for whatever reason, she just wanted to marry someone she loved, whether poor or rich.

"Yue'er, I'm already in love with you, when will you fall in love with me? If one day you find out that you are in love with me, remember to tell me in person, by then your wish is halfway fulfilled, and I will work on the rest. Hey hey"

He knew her well, and when she was about to be moved to cry, he was beaten with a smile on his face.

She withdrew her hand and glared at him, but he stared at the hand he was holding just now, and said, "If you find that you can't fall in love with me, or one day, when you find that you don't love me anymore, you will let me do it yourself." ”

I couldn't see his expression when he looked down, but she felt the indescribable loss, or sadness, and her eyes suddenly swelled with bobly wetness, and her eyes fell one after another.

Doesn't she love him? She had already fallen in love, but she didn't dare to love.

She didn't cry, but he looked up, first surprised, then delighted, and then a distressed look in his eyes.

"Don't cry." He leaned over and put her on his shoulder, but she cried.

For the first time in many years, she seemed to have found a shoulder to lean on. But in my heart, I was so hesitant.

After a long time, she had cried enough, and after wiping away her tears, she whispered, "I, I need some time." ”

"I never forced you, and you don't have to force yourself. When facing some things, don't think too much about too many scruples, it must be right to follow your heart. ”

"My father told me this. He died three years ago. ”

She looked up at him in surprise. She thought she was a little sad when she heard him say this, but she didn't know what to say to comfort him.

He suddenly grinned: "Hehe, no matter what your decision is Yue'er, I will always be your brother Heizi." ”

Brother Kuroko. That's what she's been calling him ever since.

On the eve of graduation, she went home. This is the first time she has returned to her hometown in nearly four years since entering university.

It's not that she's panicked about her money, but she wants to find an opportunity to tell her grandfather that she met a nice boy. After graduation, you may want to stay and work in Chengdu. But she would never tell her grandfather or uncle the truth.

She knows very well that if the answer to Heyang is yes, then no matter what the reason, she has become a person with corrupt moral standards and spurned by others because of her selfish love. Even she herself would despise herself.

She can't let her loved ones down, let alone make them sad.

After three days at home, she didn't have the courage to mention it.

It wasn't until her grandfather took her on the train that he touched her head. He said with emotion: "In a blink of an eye." You've graduated, you're an adult, and your grandfather is getting old.

Alas, my grandfather is worthy of your parents in this life. It's also worthy of your grandfather's entrustment.

Remember my grandfather's words. This life is a human being. There will always be times when it is not easy and when there are difficulties, but as long as the road is not forked, keep going. If you cross that hurdle, you will go where you want to go and where you should go.

But if you want to take a shortcut and accidentally take a fork in the road, you can go back to the original road early, but if you go far and can't tell the direction, it will not be easy to turn back.

Alas, my grandfather was uneducated, so he could only nag these unlearned words. But Xiaoyue, you have to remember that in this life, no matter how good or bad life is, as long as you can live a righteous life and have a clear conscience. ”

She didn't cry, nodded firmly, and got on the train.

But she already knew that she had to reply to He Yang. Her answer was no.

She can't hurt the relatives who raised her because of her own selfish desires. She will not disappoint her loved ones, let alone her parents, grandparents, and grandfathers who may really be guarding her in heaven.

As her grandfather said, she wants to be an honest person with a clear conscience.

There is no way to accept his help and care after refusing, which will only make her more unbearable.

So, she said to him, "My answer is no, because I can't think of a reason to really fall in love with you." Brother Kuroko, the last time I called you like this, and the last thing I ask you for, don't want to help me out of sympathy, and forget about me, who shouldn't have appeared in your world in the first place. ”

He looked at her for a long time, she looked back at him for a long time, and then, he nodded, and turned away.

At least, his wordlessness allowed her to retain the last shred of dignity.

Because of her encounter with him and falling in love with him, a married man, no matter what the result is, it is already a stain on her life.

She was so shameless that she used more than a year of indifference in exchange for more than a year of care and affection from him.

I don't want to meet him again, because that would only remind her how unbearable she used to be

Wang Yang saw that Yu Mingyue only glanced at him, and after a moment's pause, he turned his head away, Wang Yang walked up to her and complained: "This girl, why don't you care about people." When he finished speaking, he had already come to Yu Mingyue's side, stretched out his hand and waved in front of Yu Mingyue's eyes looking at Kong Mingfu.

Seeing the palm that appeared in front of her, Yu Mingyue was frightened and came back to her senses.

"Mr. Wang?" At this moment, Yu Mingyue couldn't tell what night it was.

Wang Yang stammered, and said angrily: "When will I provoke you?" You call me Mr. Wang? What is this? ”

Yu Mingyue didn't want to look at He Yang who was standing behind Wang Yang.

Because the past that clearly surfaced in my mind just now was as if it had just happened, and the feeling of inferiority and unbearableness that I had forgotten all these years was faintly filled in my heart.

Yu Mingyue lowered her head and changed her words with a correct attitude: "Brother Xiao Wang." ”

"That's pretty much it." Wang Yang grinned at this time, and then asked, "What did you do just now, you obviously saw me, why did you turn around and ignore it?" I thought I had offended you somewhere. You too, why didn't your second uncle invite me to get married, if I hadn't caught your brother-in-law today and came back with him, I really wouldn't have been able to drink this wedding drink. You stingy girl, don't you welcome that kind of ghost just now? ”

"How so. I was looking for my mom when it occurred to me that I had something to tell her. After speaking, Qiang squeezed out a smile, trying to put He Yang, who was also approaching, out of sight.

may have really loved him in his previous life, and he knew that he should also love himself, otherwise he wouldn't have 'proposed' to her. But in this life, she never thought about it, and she didn't want to see him again.

At this time, Yu Mingyue was defenseless at all, but when she saw He Yang, who was nearly ten years younger, appear in front of her, although she tried her best to pretend to be calm on her face, her heart was turbulent.

But there are some things I want to hide. But he couldn't dodge, after Wang Yang heard Yu Mingyue finish speaking, he stopped He Yang and said with a smile: "Hehe, Xiaoyue, you see, this is the good friend I often mention, his name is He Yang, but in the future, you can just call him Brother Heizi." This guy isn't just dark. Even my heart is very dark. You look at his appearance, he looks like a bandit, but he even left Lao Tzu behind for so many years, ran into the university and got a diploma. I was angry when I saw him. ”

Wang Yang finished speaking. pushed He Yang in front of Yu Mingyue. The heart says. When you kid didn't see anyone, he kept talking about it, but this time I saw Xiaoyue's face. Why is it a bear. TMD, I don't really look like a gentleman.

"Hehe, hello Xiaoyue, my name is Heyang." He Yang was inexplicably a little nervous at this time, and when he spoke, he stretched out his right hand.

Yu Mingyue's mind was instantly messy, and she couldn't hear what He Yang said, she just stared blankly at the big hand that looked very powerful in front of her, and didn't know how to react. She seemed to vaguely remember the temperature contained in such a hand.

He Yang was a little embarrassed, and after withdrawing his hand, he smiled and said: "Hehe, don't listen to Wang Yang's nonsense, he likes to attack his friends as a kid, and in the future, don't call him Brother Wang, just call him Brother Wang, he belongs to a dog." ”

"You're a dog." Wang Yang was so angry that he jumped to his feet, where is there an old man in the business field.

Wang Yang ignored him at all, raised his thick black sword eyebrows, and then smiled: "Hehe, I didn't expect that I haven't seen you for so many years, you have grown so tall, if I meet you on the road, I will definitely not recognize you." ”

When He Yang said this, Yu Mingyue was still stunned, only staring at He Yang's closed mouth, but she didn't listen to what He Yang said at all.

She actually saw him again.

He's not just a lot younger

Definitely, it's 1994

He also seems to be a lot more sunny, and he loves to laugh more than he used to be

She was only 12 years old

At the age of 32, he said he had been married for six years

Today is just a coincidence, he, he can't remember what happened in his previous life

No, it should be said that he has not experienced those at all, and he will not have the opportunity to experience them again

It would be more appropriate for her to be strangers with him.

But at this time, why did I feel that bitterness and shame in my heart again?

Dalong and Xiaolong stood on the side, and from just now, the four eyes of the two brothers have been scanning back and forth on He Yang and Yu Mingyue's faces.

The two brothers were so smart, and they immediately found out that their eldest sister was so abnormal at this time, it must have something to do with this strange uncle named He Yang.

As soon as He Yang finished speaking, the two brothers saw that Yu Mingyue hadn't reacted, and when Dalong gently tugged at the corner of Yu Mingyue's clothes, Xiaolong had already raised a big smile at He Yang.

Said sweetly: "Hello Uncle Heizi, my name is Yu Shounuo, and the one next to me who doesn't look like me at all is my twin brother." Since childhood, she likes to wander in a daze at every turn, and it is our old sister. ”

After speaking, the ghostly Chong Yu Mingyue made a grimace, pulled Yu Mingyue's hand, and pulled Yu Mingyue who was in a daze.

Yu Mingyue, who rushed back to her soul, whispered: "Sister, I want to eat crispy meat." "Xiaolong has made up his mind, no matter what the reason, he can't let his sister be embarrassed in front of outsiders.

When He Yang heard the words 'Uncle Heizi', the corners of his mouth couldn't help twitching, because when Xiaolong called him so, Wang Yang was already laughing next to him.

No matter what Xiaolong pulled Yu Mingyue to mutter, Wang Yang patted He Yang's shoulder and smiled: "Hehe, Heizi, I just said that you often look old with this face, and you still have a hard mouth." Look, it's okay now, the last time Xiaolong saw me, he called me a handsome brother, but you can only be an uncle. Hey hey"

After making fun of He Yang, he looked at Yu Mingyue with a smile and said, "Xiaoyue, you remember to call him Uncle Heizi in the future, this guy who has never smiled is like a little old man." ”

Yu Mingyue had already forcibly suppressed the various emotions that were still churning in her heart at this time, a big smile appeared on her face, ignoring Wang Yang, but looked at He Yang and said, "Hello, my name is Yu Mingyue." ”

She couldn't pronounce the three words 'Brother Kuroko', which she was used to in her previous life, but she didn't want to call him uncle. In this life, she only wants to think of him as an acquaintance who she doesn't meet often.

Although she didn't want to meet Dan again, she owed him in her previous life.

When she was reborn, she has the ability to repay this debt, and she should no longer feel inferior. Because she knew very well that although he had a successful career in his previous life, he seemed to be very tired.

In this life, she will help him once and make him stronger. In this way, she should not owe him anything, and she should no longer feel guilty.

As for the stain, as long as she didn't see him again, she would forget it.

The train of thought finally became clear, and Yu Mingyue couldn't help but show a smile full of confidence.

When He Yang was a little distracted because of this smile, he suddenly had a strange feeling in his heart.

And the two brothers, Dalong and Xiaolong, looked at each other and smiled. Their old sister finally came back to normal. (To be continued......)

PS: This is another supplement.,The doll did an all-nighter.,Only to prepare such a day's deposit.,Encourage the doll to count the votes.,Mo Da~~~.