Chapter 91: The Canyon
"Why?" She's all here, why not let her continue? It's just a little bit away that she can meet someone who will be with her in this life, why stop her? Doesn't anyone see how desperately she needs a home, someone who can share her ups and downs?
Maybe it's not love, but that's her sustenance.
"You shouldn't have come here, and you shouldn't have looked for him." A gust of wind blew, Muqiu pasted some soil in his mouth, and said very hard while spitting: "Let's go back now, whether the uncle will come back to you or not, you will live well." ”
"Is this a promise you made to me?" Zhang Xiaoman smiled, "Why do you say that, and why are you standing in front of me?" ”
"People are going to change, you don't understand what kind of purpose those people approach you, you know that the front is slim, why do you insist on seeing clearly, just take a step back, everyone will be fine, if everything is different from what you think, then what are you going to do? What can you do? Just because you are a little village girl, it's not that I speak badly, but you really shouldn't put all your hopes on one person, maybe he can't afford it. ”
Zhang Xiaoman retorted, "Are you suing me by saying this, will he fail me?" Will it disappoint me? But you never know, some people meet for a lifetime, maybe you will never understand, some fate is accumulated in the previous life, it took a lifetime to ask for it, yes...... You won't understand. She lowered her head, "I just want myself not to miss it again, whether it's good or bad, at least I'm fighting for it, otherwise I'm nothing." ”
"However, Uncle is not the kind of person you say, he will not fulfill you." Mu Qiu was very excited, maybe if some people were willing to listen to his persuasion, many things would be different. "Don't be so stupid."
"Do you understand?" Zhang Xiaoman raised his head slowly, "I just want me not to regret it, I think it's worth it, even if it suffers, what does it matter?" ”
Suffering losses is a long-term ability, and how much does it matter, can't she suffer for very special reasons?
Muqiu was speechless, "I'm sorry, it's me who is too talkative." ”
He turned his back to Zhang Xiaoman depressedly, Zhang Xiaoman didn't see the thick sadness spreading in his eyes, she thought that Muqiu should also have a lot of past, and she wanted to ask but felt unnecessary, looked ahead and planned to move on.
"Didn't you notice that Uncle is very special to you," Mu Qiu said behind his back, "You are so smart, you can't understand why?" ”
"Even if it's a use, then I should ask it myself, not just listen to and guess and be sure of one person." Zhang Xiaoman smiled very easily, walked a few steps and patted Muqiu's shoulder, "You are still suitable for the type of few words, and it is not like you at all to be so bitter, haha, let's go." ”
Since birth, it is a lone walk, if you don't even have courage and guts, where to talk about the beginning and the end, Zhang Xiaoman walked alone in the canyon, there are hard stone walls on both sides, strange rocks, uneven feet, but because the rocks block all the wind, walking inside seems much warmer than standing outside, she has seen some green grass growing in the corners of the rocks in the canyon, and occasionally you can see a few small flowers, so things are like this, often what you see outside is not all.
About a quarter of an hour later, Zhang Xiaoman walked out of a canyon, and there were two forks in the road in front of her, both sides of the fork road were crooked and you couldn't see the end at a glance, and when she looked back at the canyon, she could only see a few meters away, she didn't know how long she had walked in the canyon without a watch, but the distance was definitely not far.
Zhang Xiaoman was a little tired and sat down to rest, she forgot a very important question, the most important thing to go out is to carry enough water, she has not paid attention to the wooden mound and did not follow, if you don't go out quickly, you may die of thirst here.
Zhang Xiaoman observed the canyon he walked through, looking from the side and looking at it while walking in it is a different feeling, the canyon is very high about dozens of meters, looking up from the bottom feels that the sky is so high, you can touch it when you climb up. Both sides of the canyon are slightly concave on both sides, and the green grass grows wonderfully in the cracks, Zhang Xiaoman can't think of how the grass can grow in the stones, but it seems that there are a lot, there are dry areas on both sides of the canyon, there is no contact with sunlight and water all year round, only rare earths and rocks are left, there is a great advantage that people sitting there can not only block the sun but also avoid the rain.
The sun gradually came up, Zhang Xiaoman moved to the slanted corner of the shade, and thought that it would be very warm inside, but she didn't expect some cool wind to blow, she looked left and right and didn't find out where the wind came from, leaning on the stone and looking at the sky for a while before falling asleep.
When she woke up, the sun was just above the canyon, Zhang Xiaoman didn't want to rush immediately, but unfortunately the longer the time passed, the more thirsty she became, and the two roads at the fork were almost the same, so she chose the road on the right to continue walking.
Not long after walking like this, there were two forks in the road, Zhang Xiaoman still chose the right side, continued to walk, and soon there was a fork in the road, and then he chose the right side and walked, and there was a fork in the road and he chose to go right again, and he appeared again......
She was dizzy back and forth, and it was getting later and later, but there were more and more forks in the road in front of Zhang Xiaoman, she thought about it for so long anyway, and after holding on for a while, she might see her head, and she went down.
Finally, when the sun was about to set, Zhang Xiaoman stopped tired and thirsty, his brain became chaotic, and his thinking did not stop working, as if he had heard of such a place somewhere, and heard that everyone who came in did not go out in the end, and they all became the white bones of this stone city.
A creepy Zhang Xiaoman looked back and forth, I didn't know which direction she was coming from, this is another fork in the road, or there are two roads, she thought that if she went down to the right, maybe she would die or be in the same place, slowly rubbing her legs and falling on the stone to rest, and thinking.
The most important thing in this kind of place is a sense of direction, being in it is just a small member, and you can't see the head and tail at all, where can you know the direction, Zhang Xiaoman looked up at the high and wide sides, confused, is it really necessary to burn the fire and scatter black smoke to attract people's attention, but what I saw before was not so complicated?
Besides, this kind of place where there are only stones allows her to drill wood to make fire, and it is very simple to say that it cannot be completed at all.
In the distance are one mountain after another, Zhang Xiaoman wants to climb the highest mountain, can she see the place where there is cooking smoke? Will anyone find her by yelling at the top?