"Although I have never felt the warmth of mother's love, I have no regrets, because my father has given me all the love." Fu Zijun took a deep breath, "At that time, I knew the news of my father's sudden death, and I couldn't believe it. Can you imagine? My dad isn't even sixty yet! He has always told me that he is in good health, and he has a physical examination every year, except for his heart is not very good and his blood pressure is a little high, he has no other problems at all. How could I have thought he would leave so suddenly! ”

Fu Zijun's love gradually became excited, she hugged him tightly, patted him on the shoulder again and again, trying to share his pain, he had a cold personality, his father was the most important person in his life, and his death caused him a huge blow.

"He once mentioned to me that he wanted to retire, and he said that the greatest achievement in his life was me, not Fu's, and he was going to sell Fu's and live a leisurely retirement life in a beautiful place. So I know very well that although he takes Fu very seriously, he is not so heavy that he can't let go, he is a very open-minded person. His chin rested on her shoulder, "Since I don't want to inherit the Fu family, and he doesn't want to continue the business, then it is the best choice to sell the Fu family, so the Fu family was almost acquired by the Ji family and the Cui family at that time, he didn't care, the tangled point was just how much the other party bid, he talked to me, he wanted to fight for the best price, and at the same time be able to properly settle the company's employees." ”

Ji Qingling suddenly realized that it had been rumored in the social circle of City A that her father had forced her father-in-law to death, but she never believed it. Even if Ji Jingui is unscrupulous, he should not have the ability to force her father-in-law to death, who is a friend of President Xia. Whether in City A or in the capital, there are deep-rooted connections, which are not comparable to Ji's, an upstart.

"How can Cui's and Ji's little tricks be hidden from my father? It's just that he has the heart to retire, and those hands and feet are harmless to him. It was my mom who really drove him to a dead end. He looked more sad than dead, and after so many years, he still couldn't let go.

She knew that he was talking about Zhao Yajing's gambling. Silence at the moment.

"I really regret it, I always thought that I still had time, and I was alone and enjoying the sense of accomplishment that my career brought me. Leave Dad alone in City A and let him bear all the pressure. In order to reassure me, he even hid my mother's affairs and took responsibility for everything. If it weren't for my mom who had lost all the money he was going to leave me. He wouldn't have died of a heart attack in anger, it was me and my mom who hurt him. He choked up a little as he spoke, and when he came back, he could only keep the property that his father had given him.

So the relationship between him and Zhao Yajing is becoming more and more estranged, she is his own mother, he can't hate her, but he really can't love her, all he can do is stay away.

"I don't blame you, how can I blame you?" She comforted him awkwardly. "Dad loves you so much, how can you be willing to blame yourself and be sad?"

"yes. He will definitely let me not take it to heart, because all the pressure and pain, he has suffered for me. Tears flashed in his eyes, "I have no ability to do anything for my father, all I can do is to continue to continue the Fu family, I will come back to take over the Fu family, but also to let me have a thought, if there is no Fu family, it seems that my father will really disappear completely from this world." ”

Ji Qingling had to sigh that their father and son had a deep affection, at that time, Fu Zijun put down his body and didn't know how many people he begged in order to save the Fu family who was on the verge of bankruptcy, and finally married an ordinary person like her.

"Dad will not completely disappear from this world, you have his blood in your body, it is his best continuation, and there will be our children in the future, all of which are the continuation of Dad." She hugged him distressedly and kept comforting him.

"Actually, I didn't really want to have a child, but I just saw you so cute, and I thought it would be nice to have a daughter like you. But if I have a child, I will definitely be the best father like my father, accompany her to grow up slowly, shelter her from the wind and rain, and use all my strength to make her happy forever. He kissed her hair tenderly.

Her tears seeped down her cheeks and ran down her sideburns, giving him a taste of a slight wetness.

She finally understood why he loved Junjun so much in his previous life, and she didn't protect their children.

"What are you crying about? Fool, I'm not saying this to make you cry. He wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I will be a good father, you will also be a good mother, and our children will be very happy." ”

She nodded vigorously, this time she would definitely use all her strength to take good care of their children.

Now that she has this plan, she began to seriously prepare for pregnancy, this time she must not be as confused as in her previous life, she wants to give the child the best qiē, including the best environment for growth.

She actively exercised, adjusted her physical state, went to bed early and got up early every day, maintained a happy mood, and even took pregnant women's vitamins, and read pregnancy encyclopedia and parenting books at home whenever she had free time.

"Are you pregnant?" Xia Zhu, who flew over to confirm the publication with her, accidentally glanced at the vitamins in her bag and looked at her in surprise.

"No," she blushed a little, "and she's just preparing." ”

"Ready?" Zhang Yuan shook his head disappreciatively, "What's the use of preparing?" This kind of thing is fate, I also prepared for a long time, but I didn't get pregnant, and then I was too lazy to prepare, and I got pregnant all of a sudden. ”

Zhang Yuan's son is seven years old, he is a very cute and sensible little gentleman, and he looks like Zhao Shouyan is carved out of the same mold, which makes her feel very unaccomplished, and she has been shouting that she wants to have another daughter like her.

"When I got married, I didn't have any preparations, I got pregnant all of a sudden, I didn't understand anything at that time, and I didn't know what to prepare." Xia Zhu also smiled, "You've been married for many years, and now you're just starting to prepare?" ”

"yes, I didn't plan to have a child before."

"Wise! You were so young when you got married, even now you don't have to worry, I was so innocent at that time, I didn't know this truth, and now I regret dying. Xia Zhu gave a thumbs up, "I knew that I should have had fun for a few years, and when I have a child, you will be tied up to death, and you won't be able to walk a single step." The healthy growth of children comes at the expense of our women's careers, youth, health, and fun. ”

"It's not that exaggerated, you and Sister Yuan have done so well in their careers, and you know how to live ......"

"You only see our glamorous side, but you don't see our suffering." Xia Zhu sighed frequently, and Zhang Yuan also nodded with affection.

"Because of pregnancy and childbirth, Zhang Yuan's new book has been stagnant for more than two years, and you must know that she basically publishes books at a frequency of two books a year, and at that time readers have almost forgotten about her as a best-selling author."

"No way, pregnancy can't be too tired, you have to take care of it, after giving birth to a child, you have to breastfeed, you can't walk a step, every one or two hours he is making a fuss about feeding, a feeding is more than half an hour, my computer just turned on, the inspiration has not yet emerged, he cried, where can I still write? This delay is more than two years. Zhang Yuan also felt unbearable when he thought of those hard days.

"Your son is good to bring, how is it like my son, he was sick twice in three days, he had jaundice when he was still in confinement, and then he was allergic to milk, and there were febrile convulsions, I was going crazy, and he still looks like bean sprouts." When Xia Zhu talked about children, he was also bitter.

The two mothers began to talk about their mother's scriptures, Ji Qingling was also a mother in her previous life, she didn't feel bored, and she listened to it with relish.

"So, when a woman has a child, she has no life of her own, don't look at us now, I don't know how many tears have been shed in secret." Xia Zhu sighed, "Think twice, you have to be mentally prepared before becoming a mother." ”

"Didn't the child bring you a glimmer of joy? Don't you feel satisfied when you see your child's smile? Don't feel relieved to see their progress? Don't you think it's natural when you hear them call you 'Mommy'? She pursed her lips and smiled, her eyes shining with a motherly glow.

Zhang Yuan and Xia Zhu were silent, although they complained, but they are also people who really love children, if they don't love children, they can naturally hand over the children to the elderly or nannies with their abilities, they chose to sacrifice for the children, which proves that the children are the first important thing in their hearts.

Looking at the smiles that appeared in unison because they thought of their children, Ji Qingling's face was full of envy, and the hearts of mothers were the same.

This time, she will definitely protect their child and never let it be harmed in the slightest.

But this kind of thing is very fateful, in the previous life, Ji Qingling had no intention of getting pregnant at all, but God quickly gave her Junjun, in this life, she made all preparations for the child, but she didn't receive the news for a long time.

She looked at the lonely line on the pregnancy test strip in the bathroom, and her heart was cold, could it be that because of her mistakes in her previous life, God would not pity her in this life to give her a child? This possibility made her terrified.

She trembled and stared at the pregnancy test strip, hoping that a line would float on the whiteboard, even if it was a shallow one.

I don't know how long I stood there, but until she was numb all over her body, her limbs were stiff, and the watermark of the thought still didn't surface.

She collapsed to the ground in despair, finally realizing what it was like to cry but not to. (To be continued......)