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When Xu Yuelin got up for breakfast, her parents had already gone downstairs to exercise.

Xu Wentao looked at his sister's face becoming whiter and tenderer day by day, and finally couldn't help but sigh: "Love! Speaking of which, sister, you shouldn't have insomnia when you sleep at night now! I see that your complexion is much better than some time ago. ”

"It's okay!" I did sleep soundly last night.

Gu Jingzhou, who was sitting next to him, was puzzled, "Insomnia?" ”

"That's right! Brother-in-law, you may not know, during this time, my sister and she had insomnia and palpitations every night, and the whole person was haggard. Xu Wentao said.

"What nonsense, how I don't know I have insomnia." It's just that the sleep time is very short, and most of them feel like their chests are blocked by something, and they are uncomfortably panicked. Speaking of which, why didn't you feel that uncomfortable feeling this morning?

Xu Yuelin was a little strange.

"Of course you don't." Xu Wentao rolled his eyes, "You are crying in your dreams at night, and several times I feel hairy when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet." As he spoke, he trembled with fear.

Is there a "......"? Xu Yuelin really didn't know.

But Gu Jingzhou's hand was stunned, and he looked up and asked him, "When did it start?" ”

"Just a few days ago." Xu Wentao recalled, "It seems to have started on New Year's Day. When I woke up in the morning, my sister's haggard appearance startled me. ”

New Year's Day?

Gu Jingzhou's eyes froze.

After breakfast, Xu Wentao found a reason to go out. Tons of dog food were waiting for him at home, and he felt spicy to the eyes.

After Xu Yuelin cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, she went out and saw Gu Jingzhou sitting on the sofa, not knowing what she was thinking.

She admits that the man in front of her really makes her very excited. At the same time, she was also afraid, afraid that in the end she would be just a substitute.

Obviously, the memories of more than 20 years are ...... I hadn't seen him myself...... But the familiarity that felt made her strange.

Standing at the door for a while, Gu Jingzhou seemed to notice her and looked over to her.

"Come here." He said.

But Xu Yuelin didn't move.

Gu Jingzhou stared at her for a while, then suddenly relaxed his body, leaned back on the sofa, and laughed at himself in a self-deprecating tone: "You will always be like this, you will always leave a way out for yourself." I don't know what I am sure of, what I can't afford to lose, and I never dare to touch it. Xu Yuelin, let me ask you, do you choose to give up all the things that are possible to leave? Including me. ”

Xu Yuelin felt suffocated in her heart, and the uncomfortable feeling that had been lost for a long time came up again.

She wanted to refute it, but that's what she did.

Because I am uncertain, because I am afraid that I will be a substitute for others in the end, even if I like it very much, I am still trying my best to restrain that emotion.

"Yes." Xu Yuelin admitted, "I am very selfish. ”

"Huh." chuckled, three points of self-deprecation and seven points of disappointment, "I see." ”

Gu Jingzhou stood up and glanced at her politely and detachedly, "Since you don't want to, then I won't force it." Thank you for your hospitality last night, goodbye. ”

Xu Yuelin watched him leave until he opened the door, and his back completely disappeared behind the door. That's when a huge sense of loss swept over me.

She hid in the doorway, her heart empty and uncomfortable.

Because I was afraid, I didn't dare to fight for it.

So it's uncomfortable, and it deserves it. (To be continued.) )