Chapter 244: Willing to Gamble and Lose
He rarely cried in front of me, but he was always completely sad by the time I found out.
The quilt covered his head, even his beautiful and dazzling hair was completely covered, I jumped on the quilt "in a hurry", licked the back of his hand, he felt my presence, and reacted, when I pulled down the quilt, I saw that his tears kept falling, as if there was something in the retina that destroyed the tear ducts, I didn't want to find out what was so far and logic, I just felt that I had to touch you at this moment, and I had to be cheeky to get into your arms.
At that time, you were obviously close at hand, but you always felt so far away in your eyes.
If you're going to be gone, then take me with you on your way.
Even if the end is a place where yin and yang communicate, I will walk with you.
For thou hast said, I am thee.
"It's overβyou're definitely in love with that human." The big wolf cub of the cat said as he sipped the dessert I brought to show my gratitude for my last help and enjoyed the daily sunbathing.
"Huh? IγFall in love with him? β
"Or what do you think?" I glanced at him slantedly, and then lazily changed his position, and not far away I heard the exclamation of two young female cats with their eyes full of intoxication, and my eyes drifted back to look at him, this wolf cub is quite good at using his strengths.
"Can we love humans too?" I looked down and reached out to touch my chest.
"It's not us, you're already in love." It hooked the corners of its mouth and stuck out the tip of its tongue to lick the remaining sauce at the corners of its mouth. "But I don't agree."
"Why?" I pouted in anger.
"Look, look." He snorted, "Essentially, two completely different races, plus language, you can't communicate, and your lifespan is very different, and humans live much longer than us...... We cats and humans are not destined to have that bond, so it can't be, and besides, I won't allow it. β
"I can understand him." My voice trembled slightly, but I couldn't help but retort to him. "As long as I can keep him with me."
"If you want to break this layer. There will definitely be a huge price to pay for it, so I'll give you a piece of advice. β
"What advice?"
"Come with me! Come to me. β
I looked at it with wide eyes, "Wolf Cub." β
"I can take you to another city, and you can forget about him soon." Its eyes are bright and complex. Every word that is said and thought about cannot allow oneself to be peaceful and fantasizing.
I can't talk back. Bow your head again.
I just want to make him happy. I just want him to be happy, I want him to stop crying.
I don't want to forget him.
If I were to forget him, I would rather spend the last of my life remembering him.
I can't help it when I am separated from him.
But I can't tell. Is his dependence on him the same as for his mother and his older siblings?
"I know I'm definitely not his happiness, so ......," I looked up at the big wolf cub, "I just want to help him be happy." β
After a long silence, something faint in the air became dense, crowded and thinned the air.
"You're going to cry." It says.
"It's okay."
"You're going to die." Again, it said.
"I'm not afraid!"
There was another long silence, and this time it roared in annoyance.
"I said, I won't allow it!"
"Well, the boss can't be so willful." I curled the corners of my mouth and comforted, after the last incident, I have been convinced by the big wolf cub of the flower cat, but sometimes I can't help but laugh because of the childishness that he accidentally exposes from time to time, and I am so speechless that I even burst into tears.
However, it was even more upset, shouting at the top of its voice, "You don't believe me, do you! If you don't believe us, we'll bet! β
"Huh?" I was stunned for a moment, seeing that it was about to scold me, and hurriedly responded.
Isn't it for your own sake? At the same time, even thinking about the image of the boss, the two female cats over there have been drunk by this tense prodigal spirit.
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The emotional component is still ambiguous, but I am sure of its concentration.
However, I am also sure that this balance will one day be upset.
It's just that I didn't expect that it would happen so earth-shattering, and there would be room for collapse, but there was no possibility for me and him, and there was no way back to live and leave than death.
I began to regret it when I saw him go out in the afternoon, and I always felt that something bad would happen.
Something more terrible than meeting his mother with him, no matter how he paced back and forth, he couldn't get rid of it.
Staying in the piano room, he shifted his gaze from the gloomy weather outside the floor-to-ceiling window to the piano behind him that was worth as much as an antique, his brows furrowed slightly to the middle, and in a trance he seemed to see him sitting there and winked at himself slyly, and took a step forward in a daze, and in the blink of an eye he disappeared again, only the transparent air with a little fish smell.
Still not at ease, so I tried hard to repeat the impact over and over again, and finally knocked the door open, stepped on the light and agile steps and quickly descended the stairs, and came to the turnaround just in time to see him back home.
He screamed excitedly, but he flashed past him and ran upstairs.
I stiffened my head back and saw that his clothes had darkened from the erosion of the rain.
I chased after him, and I saw him break into his mother's bedroom on his own initiative.
- Is that him? That cowherd...... Is it my father?
What is he saying?
Cattle...... What's wrong?
- I don't understand what you're saying.
What's going on?
I heard it, I heard it! But why can't I understand what they're saying?
Coming to his feet, he had just stretched out his claws to pull his trouser legs, but he suddenly walked forward, down the stairs, in the direction of the door, his back lonely and desperate. It seems to be going on a long journey.
I looked down at the water stains on the stall, and I couldn't see the traces of my mother's stiletto heels that had just left first, only his had stepped on the soles of the puddles.
It is difficult to be complete, it is difficult to be thorough, there are always vague and broken places in the outline, and the incomplete imprints turn into characters one by one, like an unspeakable silent snort.
How could I have a way, regardless of you.
Just followed him, and seeing him depressed, he laughed. He was hit by a pedestrian and staggered and fell. He angered the scoundrel whom even I could tell he didn't like, and the sky was still raining silently, and he didn't intend to help from the sidelines.
I was annoyed that I had just been swept away by the passing pedestrians, and that I had come too late.
Didn't think about it. Rush up and bite them.
- How do you look like a dog?
At this time, I suddenly remembered the joke of the big wolf cub of the flower cat. It was the same back then. Without thinking about it, he impulsively shouted louder than anyone, "If I can find his important and precious things in that way, then I am willing to become a dog!" β
Oh, yes. At this time, I really wish I could be a dog, at least in terms of appearance and momentum, I can scare them, and I won't be so vulnerable.
For the first time, I hated my petite and elegant.
Whimpering in pain, he was thrown against the wall by the man.
It hurts!
However, it hurts me even more when I see him hurt!
So he got up again, rushed at them, and bit them hard.
I knew I couldn't compete with these humans who were many times bigger than me, but I had to, because the body was completely controlled by the mind.
Since I only live once, I have to listen to my heart!
Again and again, hit the wall, get up, bite, hit the wall, get up, bite.
Until I couldn't get up anymore, until I made eye contact with him.
I saw that he was worried.
He's worried about me.
So happy.
But those people were hurting him over and over again.
God, if you exist, please, give me the power to protect him!
Looking at the man's raised foot, the hanging toe seemed to be flashing brightly, and suddenly he didn't know where the power came from, and his body seemed to have an electric current passing through, paralyzing the pain nerves.
OK! You can!
So he pounced on it and clung to the light.
I looked at him, contented as he lost consciousness and passed out.
"Damn!"
"Release! Smelly cat let go! β
Finding that they couldn't get rid of me, the younger brothers on the side all gathered around the gangster leader and stretched out their hands to break me, but they couldn't break me away.
"Damn!"
"Big brother, you kicked sideways on the telephone pole! Don't let it loosen its mouth in that way, it will definitely be dead! β
"Hey, that's a good idea!"
The sound of commotion came and went, and the boss had one side leg, just about to kick it on the telephone pole,
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But those people were hurting him over and over again.
God, if you exist, please, give me the power to protect him!
Looking at the man's raised foot, the hanging toe seemed to be flashing brightly, and suddenly he didn't know where the power came from, and his body seemed to have an electric current passing through, paralyzing the pain nerves.
OK! You can!
So he pounced on it and clung to the light.
I looked at him, contented as he lost consciousness and passed out.
"Damn!"
"Release! Smelly cat let go! β
Finding that they couldn't get rid of me, the younger brothers on the side all gathered around the gangster leader and stretched out their hands to break me, but they couldn't break me away.
"Damn!"
"Big brother, you kicked sideways on the telephone pole! Don't let it loosen its mouth in that way, it will definitely be dead! β
"Hey, that's a good idea!"
The sound of commotion came and went, and the boss had one side leg, just about to kick it on the telephone pole,
"Damn!"
"Big brother, you kicked sideways on the telephone pole! Don't let it loosen its mouth in that way, it will definitely be dead! β
"Hey, that's a good idea!"
The sound of commotion came and went, and the boss had one side leg and just wanted to kick it towards the telephone pole, (to be continued......)