Chapter 621: Don't Choose When It's Time to Love
That night, Qian Xiaomo stayed in the mansion.
It was the dead of night, and the night outside the window was so thick and pitch black that it looked like black smoke coming out of a chimney. Qian Xiaomo stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and the room was dark. She clasped her hands over her shoulders, still wearing the clothes she wore during the day, but her coat was thrown on the bed, and she was alone in a daze with a confused gaze.
Outside the window was the flashlight of the patrolling man in black, which swept over Qian Xiaomo's face from time to time.
She remained expressionless, and the monitor on her body was still running, but outsiders could not recognize her with the naked eye.
Qian Xiaomo's mind was full of things about Lei Ming, and she didn't notice a gust of wind blowing behind her.
The doors and windows of the bedroom are locked, how can there be wind
Qian Xiaomo didn't realize this problem at all, let alone notice that a figure behind her was quietly approaching her.
It was another new round of patrols, and the blinding light illuminated Qian Xiaomo's gloomy face, including the eyes of the pitch-black figure behind her. In the darkness, I looked at it in a flash, only to feel that the person's eyes were like wolf eyes, flashing with bright green light, staring at Qian Xiaomo ghostly.
"Thinking about him"
Leng Buding's voice sounded, Qian Xiaomo was so frightened that she almost jumped up, her whole body was covered with goosebumps, she curled up and looked at the person standing behind her, her heart was beating more and more, "Lian Ronglin"
Lian Ronglin turned around in the dark and motioned to Qian Xiaomo to look at the surveillance camera in the room.
Qian Xiaomo took a deep breath in shock, lowered her voice and whispered, "What are you going to do?"
"It's just a normal camera, it's so dark in the room, he can't see anything." Lian Ronglin couldn't lower his voice, and said in a normal volume, "I have just moved on the line, and the audio source has been cut off, and he can't hear it." ”
When the words landed, Qian Xiaomo finally unloaded the big stone in her heart.
"But how did you get in?"
Qian Xiaomo looked at the door, the door was locked and had not been opened.
Lian Ronglin sat down on a chair next to him and said with a smile: "This is the place where I have lived for decades, and no one knows the structure of this place better than me. Sometimes, it's not just one door, one road that leads to a destination. ”
Qian Xiaomo was stunned, could it be that there was a secret passage in the mansion
"You really have to take this risk," Lian Ronglin changed the subject.
Qian Xiaomo sat across from him solemnly and nodded, "For you, it may be an adventure, but for me, I just want to save him." The value in it is higher than the danger, so I am willing. Don't persuade me anymore. ”
"Your answer is not at all surprising to me."
Lian Ronglin leaned back slightly, staring at Qian Xiaomo's eyes and smiling.
"Because you always loved him so much. Whether it is before or after you have amnesia, you always have him in your heart. ”
Qian Xiaomo's heart jumped, she didn't know why, she always felt that Lian Ronglin's words had something to say, but she didn't understand.
Qian Xiaomo was thinking about something, and suddenly made up her mind to reach out and turn off the monitor on her body.
"Being with the person you like forever is really the most beautiful thing in this world."
Lian Ronglin's voice was slightly sad and melancholy, and Qian Xiaomo was silent, because she really didn't know what to say.
Lian Ronglin quickly restrained his feelings, and said, "I came to say sorry to you personally. ”
"Sorry" Qian Xiaomo was already confused.
"There was no way to apologize to you in person back then, because I didn't have the guts, because I was too cowardly." Lian Ronglin sneered self-deprecatingly, "It doesn't seem to make sense to say anything to you now." However, in the future, when you know the reason, please don't forget that I once had the courage to walk up to you and say sorry to you personally. Although this apology is not enough to make up for you, although you will still hate me forever, there is nothing else I can do now. ”
Qian Xiaomo frowned, there was too much information in an instant, and her mind couldn't turn at all.
"Xiaomo, I envy you for forgetting all the things in the past, if you can, I want to too."
Lian Ronglin said very sincerely, not to ridicule and ridicule Qian Xiaomo.
"I want to do it all over again, at least that's the best outcome for me."
As he spoke, Lian Ronglin slowly stood up holding on to the armrest of the chair, and Qian Xiaomo also hurriedly got up, "You're leaving."
"Well, I'm leaving. It's time to say goodbye."
Lian Ronglin didn't say anything, his face was no longer as bright as the sunshine in the past, although Qian Xiaomo didn't remember what kind of person he was in the past, but she still couldn't help but say: "You have started to start over now, this is your new life." ”
Lian Ronglin paused, his eyes stiffened, and his back was to Qian Xiaomo.
"Although I don't know what happened and I don't remember the past, but like you said, what you once didn't dare to face is now courageous to face it, and this is your rebirth. You have chosen to start a different life, a farewell to your past, and you have a new life. ”
Lian Ronglin lowered his eyelids, and in the shadows, he couldn't see the look in his eyes clearly, but he could see the corners of his mouth slightly raised.
He didn't say anything more, and walked along the way he came, revealing that there was indeed a hidden mechanism in the closet.
It's just that Lian Ronglin didn't expect that Jian Nian couldn't understand him, but Qian Xiaomo could understand the meaning of his words.
"It would be great if you appeared in my life a little earlier than Gu Qixue."
Lian Ronglin muttered to himself, and whispered Qian Xiaomo's name from the bottom of his heart.
It's a pity that there is never any if in the world.
Qian Xiaomo watched him disappear into the closet, and inexplicably remembered herself. When she proposed to Lei Ming that she wanted to be reborn and find herself again, was she the same as Lian Ronglin, and when Lei Ming listened to her words, was she also like the heavy helplessness in her heart, Qian Xiaomo seemed to realize something again.
What she said to Lei Ming at the beginning would indeed break Lei Ming's heart.
Qian Xiaomo sighed, and before she could bring back her thoughts, there was movement in the closet again, this time, she was not frightened.
"Why are you back again?"
Qian Xiaomo blurted out and looked at the figure in front of her that was exactly the same as Lian Ronglin.
However, it was Jian Nian who spoke, "It seems that someone came before me." ”
Qian Xiaomo was stunned, it was Jian Nian's voice. However, no matter how you look at this figure, it is the same as Lian Ronglin
"You Your Wounds"
Qian Xiaomo hurriedly stepped forward to help Jian Nian, who had stumbled just now and almost fell to the ground.
Jian Nian forced a wry smile and said, "I'm like this, it's really better to die."
Qian Xiaomo gritted her teeth and helped him sit down, without extra strength to speak.
"However, I still have one more thing on my mind." Jian Nian grabbed Qian Xiaomo's wrist, "You help me"
"Me"
Jian Nian nodded, paused slightly, and told the story of himself and Xia Qin.
"So, you're going to be a father," Qian Xiaomo heard the point.
Jian Nian showed a rare smile at this time, but it disappeared in an instant.
"I sue you for this, just because I want you to help me tell her something."
"What's the matter?"
"Sue her, take the box and go to Lian Ronglin."
Qian Xiaomo was a little puzzled, but she still wrote down this sentence word for word and nodded.
"Why do you want to take refuge in Lian Ronglin, doesn't she still have you?"
Jian Nian smiled helplessly and reluctantly admitted: "As a man, a man who loves her, it is my responsibility and obligation to protect her. I want her to feel safe, I want her to be carefree to love, in fact, I am covered in bruises, I can't help myself, I am forced to helpless I don't even have the ability to protect myself, how to protect her"
"Maybe she just wants to live and die with you"
"This is the most terrible ending" Jian Nian's face was gloomy and hideous, "She is still pregnant with our child"
Qian Xiaomo's heart jumped, yes, the child is innocent, that is a life.
"If one day, my injury worsens, please trouble you, I must let her live" Jian Nian said solemnly, "Sue her, the child is our crystal, my heart is still beating on her heart, my blood is still flowing on the child's body, I have never, never left her, never"
Qian Xiaomo was silent.
In front of Jian Nian at this moment, all people are insignificant, and all languages are pale.
The two sat opposite each other in the night, and Qian Xiaomo suddenly began to examine herself.
I don't know how long it has been, it's time for Jian Nian to leave.
Qian Xiaomo kept helping him into the secret door of the wardrobe, and watched Jian Nian's figure disappear behind the door before Qian Xiaomo turned around and left.
She glanced meaningfully at the camera in the room, and then paced to the floor-to-ceiling window again, her mind was not only Lei Ming, but now it was filled with the affairs of Jian Nian and Lian Ronglin. I don't know why, after listening to what they said, Qian Xiaomo's thoughts about Lei Ming became a little heavier. It's the kind of impatient, anxious thoughts. There seemed to be a fire burning in her chest, which filled her with enthusiasm.
It seems that the miss of Jian Niankou and Xia Qin has also become the miss of Qian Xiaomo and Lei Ming.
It seems that even Ronglin has unspeakable love, and the helplessness of burying true love has also become the helplessness of Qian Xiaomo's inability to face the true love in her heart.
She bit her lips, and her mind frequently flashed the bits and pieces of being with Lei Ming since she came back, every moment of her heart was magnified and magnified in Qian Xiaomo's mind, for so long, she was finally willing to face her blush and heartbeat, and she was unable to control herself in the face of her own feelings.
She had already seen the sorrow of Jian Nian and Lian Ronglin, and she didn't want to repeat her mistakes.
Life is so short, why can you embrace it, but choose to deviate
Why, until the last moment, the world is duplicitous
Including, Qian Xiaomo herself.
The bitterness of a sleepless night ushered in the rain and snow the next day.
This is the first day after Qian Xiaomo stayed, Ah Yuan kept an eye on her, and his companions had stepped up for revenge. They devised a way to die for Jian Nian, and they also needed to make something as crucial as zuò. Jian Nian also contacted his own henchmen at the base, and after several people, he got a positive reply from Lei Ming that he was indeed at the base. Qian Xiaomo and the three of them did not relax, but they all tightened their heartstrings.
24 hours passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it was the second day after Qian Xiaomo stayed. She repeatedly said that she wanted to see Quinn as much as possible, but Jian Nian and Lian Ronglin still needed to think about it in the long run, and Qian Xiaomo had already become an ant on a hot pot. Who knows what kind of life Lei Ming lives in the base, the more she thinks about it, the more scared she becomes. And late that night, Ah Yuan and his companions had already obtained weapons to deal with Jian Nian, and they carefully hid them, waiting for the opportunity.
It's dawn again, and this is Qian Xiaomo's third day in the mansion.
On this day, Jian Nian and Lian Ronglin discussed sending Qian Xiaomo to the base.
On this day, Ah Yuan and his companions have already begun to implement a plan of revenge.
And it was also on this day that Lei Ming was locked up in a dungeon that did not see the light of day for ten days
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