Situ Shan is the only daughter of the prince's guests, and she is still the concubine, which can be regarded as a noble birth.

Because of this noble identity, she has lived a very comfortable life since she was a child, and she can get whatever she wants, and she is envied by countless rich ladies.

But the word "fly in the ointment" is real. Since she was a child, her only unhappiness was her mother's unhappiness. And her mother's unhappiness, then

It is because his father has three wives and four concubines.

said that it was three wives and four concubines, but in fact, it was not enough, his father was romantic, and the concubines were one after another, and later he built a big house in the house to accommodate it.

Her mother was born in a third-rate family, although she was sad for a steady stream of concubines, she did not use any dirty means to rectify the concubines, at most she was gloomy

Sad, silently weeping.

What gave her mother a good background was a dignified and virtuous lady. Outside, her mother always smiled gracefully and generously, but in private, she couldn't help but droop secretly

Tear.

Because of the mother's inaction, the concubines gave birth to children one after another. Her father's luck was against the sky, whether it was a wife or a concubine, he gave birth to a son, which can be described as a son

The crowd is extremely prosperous.

At the beginning, he was happy that he had many sons, but later he had more sons, and the prince's guest Situ couldn't help but want a daughter.

Later, Situ Shan was born, she was not only a daughter, but also a daughter born to his wife.

One can imagine how happy Situ was the prince's guest, on the day Situ Shan was born, he rewarded a lot of things.

And the aunts in the house also love the only little lady in the house. So. Situ Shan is simply a thousand favorites.

As she gets older, she will see that her mother can't help crying secretly, and she will hear the grandmother next to her mother telling her that she can't play with her aunt, and it is her aunt who makes her

Mother secretly cried.

She didn't understand a little, because her aunts and brothers were very nice to her, very nice, so she didn't understand how such a good aunt could make her mother cry.

Later, she asked her mother, but she told her not to listen to her. The aunts are all superb. She can't be rude.

Listening to her mother's words, she never did it, Situ Shan thought so.

But when she grew up and gradually became sensible, she understood. The aunts turned out to be really the reason for the mother's sadness. Because they are in her house. That's why it's hard for mothers

Pass.

However, those aunts did not harm the mother. didn't hurt her, all of them were quite well-behaved, and they looked at it. It seems that they can't really be blamed.

Later, the aunt who got married went home and cried that her uncle took a concubine, spoiled the concubine and killed his wife, and later the brothers married wives and concubines respectively, and she suddenly realized that it was not the women who were wrong, but

Man.

When she was a child, her family was powerful, and her father did everything possible to marry the family, and it was really done, but he also paid a lot of things.

It's a pity that Zheng Ling, the son of the family, is not very much like the son of the family, he eats wine and fights cocks, plays everything, Qinlou Chu Pavilion, and goes anywhere.

She was a little desperate and a little relieved, maybe all men in this world are like this. It's good to get used to it, just get used to it.

She is willing to smile and help him take a concubine, she will not cry like her mother, she will not make trouble like her sister-in-law, as long as he does not spoil his concubine and kill his wife like his uncle, she will definitely succeed

All of him.

The Zheng family is a family, and the matter of spoiling a concubine and killing his wife will definitely not happen. Even if Zheng Ling wanted to, his family would definitely not be willing.

From the age of twelve to her marriage, for so many years, she rehearsed all the bad things she would encounter in the future countless times in her heart, telling herself to accept the reality. And she did it too

Prepare to accept what your mother has endured for so many years.

However, after she got married, reality gave her a big surprise, as if fate had never given her mother, all of which were compensated to her.

Zheng Ling is very good to her, not only no longer eating wine and cockfighting, no longer patronizing the Qinlou Chu Pavilion, no longer messing with geishas, and even concubines. Even if it's two in the house

Tongfang was also released on the eve of marrying her.

She was pleasantly surprised, feeling that everything was as false as a dream, but deep down, she hoped that it was all true. It turned out that in the home of the two people, there were only her and him, feeling

It's so wonderful.

Their garden is large, their house is large, and many empty rooms are vacant. However, she didn't feel empty at all, she felt that this was just right, even if it was more, it could only be

I have many children.

However, after all she has seen so many misfortunes, why is she an exception? Thinking about it like this, she will always feel uneasy in her heart. So sometimes she would tentatively say, yes

Help him take a concubine.

He listened to her temptation, was silent for a while, and then asked her in bewilderment, "Do you want me to take a concubine and come back and live here with you?" But we do in the house

Some are spacious. ”

She still said it, saying that she was afraid that her mother-in-law would say that she was jealous.

He looked out the window and comforted her softly, "Don't be afraid, I'll fix it." If my mother says anything, don't take it to heart, just let me tell her. ”

She was full of emotion, and felt that maybe the luck of all the ladies in her family had been placed on her.

She asked, "Why do you treat me so well?" ”

He smiled and looked at her, his eyes were deep, "The little lady who is beautiful and beautiful should be treated gently, and she can't be hurt by a man." ”

She blushed at the time.

A month, two months, he really was the only one with her.

Because after she entered the door, Zheng Ling began to pay attention, so her in-laws valued her very much.

At that time, she felt that her luck was so good and so good that she was a little scared.

But her fear is very unreasonable, the entire imperial capital is spreading, after she married into the Zheng Mansion, Zheng Ling relented, and changed from a prodigal son to a love saint.

Husband and wife and beauty, Qin Se and Ming, all the good words and sentences of praise were used on her and him, and they became the fairy couple praised by everyone in the capital. Everybody says it

The love between them is deep and touching.

It was the happiest day, and she couldn't even walk and dance. When you speak, you always have a smile on your face. When eating. She used to hate eating

The dishes all become aromatic and attractive. Everything is so beautiful.

Sometimes she took his hand and asked him if she was so happy that God would not be able to see her.

He replied to her, "Fool." ”

But she smiled even sweeter, as if even the air was full of honey.

After getting married, there was no movement in her stomach, and she was a little worried, this was the only bitterness in sweetness. Later, she went to Hua's house and got acquainted with people who had never been in the capital circle

Zhou Yuan who showed up in the son. And then later. She is expecting.

Everything was perfect, even the only bitterness turned into the sweetest sugar.

She woke up with a smile every day, and followed the maid and grandmother from Situ's mansion. Everyone said they had never seen her so happy.

They all praised her for being happy. praised Zheng Ling for being infatuated with her. Don't mess with flowers.

She walked in the house, the maid and the servant, and all who saw her whispered. I think she has a good life, and she is so happy.

intersected with a noble lady in Beijing, and almost everyone envied her, saying that she was happy, and she could make Zheng Ling's prodigal son turn back and spoil her alone. Those who are not doing well, with jealousy and envy

Mu's eyes looked at her.

Attending the flower viewing banquet, those little ladies who had not left the pavilion looked at her with a red face, and the envy in her eyes made her face red, but she was still proud in her heart.

Even when she returned to her parents' house, her mother held her hand, and for the first time she smiled brightly, without a trace of shadow. Her mother said, "My aunt treats you well, and my mother is relieved." What A-Niang can't get, but you get it, A-Niang is very happy.

Later, the grandmother who served by her mother's side quietly told her that since she learned that her uncle was devoted to her, no longer went out to mingle, and did not take concubines, her mother no longer secretly did

I cried, and I was happy every day.

When the aunts saw her, they all teased her with envy, and said that their relatives on their side, everyone knew that the young lady in the house had married a dedicated aunt.

She is the happiest person in the world, she is envied by the woman who came out of the cabinet, and she is also envied by the little lady who has not come out of the cabinet, she is the happiest person in the world.

This kind of life lasted for three years, she gave birth to a son and a daughter, and her position in her in-law's family was also stable.

This year, it is spring again, and the flowers are in full bloom, and the beauty is indescribable.

After she got up in the morning, she heard that the maid and servant had an accident at the house of the Chuan Guozi Sacrifice Restaurant, and the second young lady Jiang and the second son of Jiang had a dispute, and then accidentally had a miscarriage and almost connected

Lives were not saved.

When she heard this, she felt sorry for the second young lady Jiang in her heart, and reprimanded the maids and servants, and did not allow them to spread the word.

She remembered that Mrs. Jiang Er Young was a close friend of her friend Zhou Yuan's sister-in-law Hua Liuniang, named Lin Xinqing, who was a very beautiful and lively little lady.

After reprimanding the maid and servant, she played with the two children for a while, and suddenly heard the nurse report that Zheng Ling did not go to order, but went to drink.

She was a little worried, so she sent the little maid who usually served Zheng Ling to watch, so as not to have any problems.

Later, he received a message from the Zhenguo Mansion, saying that Zheng Ling and General Zhenguo went to the Zhenguo Mansion to drink together.

After all, it was the Zhenguo Mansion, and she was worried that Zheng Ling would be rude if she was drunk, so after thinking about it, she decided to pick him up.

With a few maids, she changed her clothes and set off.

Just like she usually goes to pick him up, everything is so normal.

When she was about to go out, the magpie on the branch of the garden tree even chirped a few times.

Everything was so calm and beautiful.

When she arrived at the Zhenguo Mansion, she was introduced by a mother-in-law, only to know that Zheng Ling had fallen asleep completely drunk. The county lord of Anning went out to visit his close friend who was unwell

Lin Xinqing, General Zhenguo, who was busy with the case of Hou Shizi of Nan'an, was also called out.

She thought that the visitor was a guest, or went to meet the Duchess of the old town, although she had never seen anyone, but the etiquette had arrived after all.

After that, she was taken to the house where Zheng Ling rested after drinking.

There was a pretty maid guarding the door, and when she saw her, she smiled slightly and told her, "Zheng Gongzi is drunk, and the general ordered us to guard here." If Mrs. Zheng comes, she can let it

Mrs. Zheng entered directly. ”

So she went in, because she was afraid that Zheng Ling would not be well-dressed, she didn't even let the personal maid in.

When he went in, he was full of the smell of wine, Zheng Ling lay on the couch, covered with a quilt, and slept a little unsteadily.

She approached and saw that his brow was furrowed deeply, and she wondered what was it that made him so embarrassed.

She watched him and saw that he was just obediently asleep, and only occasionally would call out a word or two, "Wine...... Drink ......"

She was so excited that she couldn't help but reach out and touch his frowning brow.

But when he touched it heavily, he immediately noticed it.

She just wanted to remove her hand, but he grabbed her and pulled her to the couch.

He cried out with nostalgia and pain, "Xinqing." ”

"What?" She didn't hear it clearly, thinking that he was talking nonsense, so she couldn't help but ask again.

"Xinqing, Xinqing, Xinqing......" he murmured over and over again, "I regret it, I shouldn't have let you marry him...... He doesn't treat you well......"

It was like a thunderbolt that fell on her, shattering her body and mind. It was like countless sharp knives piercing her, piercing her with blood.

"I did what you said...... I treat my wife wholeheartedly, as you say, treat her well, so that she will not be sad...... I did it all...... But you do

He doesn't talk anymore, didn't you say that you would live happily, why are you not happy......"

His voice was full of pain, nostalgia, nostalgia, and remorse, too complicated for her to taste.

As if she had done something wrong, she didn't dare to move or speak, for fear of waking him up.

She struggled to leave the unfamiliar embrace, but he held her tightly.

Like a person without a heart, she can't think of anything and doesn't know what to do. Warm liquid flowed from her eye sockets and slid down her cheeks.

The liquid passed through the corners of her mouth, and she licked it blankly, bitter in her mouth.

"Don't cry, don't cry......" Zheng Ling, who was drunk, his voice was so gentle that it could drip water, and then he let go of his arms.

She rolled off him and sat down on the cold ground.

At this time, Fang heard those words, and only then did they echo in her mind word by word, trying to invade her soul.

Xinqing, Xinqing, who is Xinqing? Is it the second young lady Jiang who has just had a miscarriage in the Guozi Festival Wine House?

But why is that?

She staggered to her feet, she only had one thought now, and that was to get out of here, get out of here!

She stood up, but saw the corners of Zheng Ling's mouth slightly pulled up on the bed, pulling out a gentle arc that had never been before, and whispered, "Xinqing......"

There are only two words, but they are like Mount Tai pressing on the top, almost crushing her.

She stumbled out, and as she went out, she nearly tripped over the threshold. But she didn't care at all, she just wanted to get out of here.

Someone picked her up in surprise, and then several people came and helped her up worriedly, and whispered something in her ear, but she didn't know anything, she didn't hear anything.

She just wants to get out of here.

So she followed her heart and walked away quickly, stumbling like the crazy aunt she had seen when she was a teenager.

The fear of those years finally became a reality, and she became her aunt's youth.

They were all the same, with tears in their eyes, walking step by step on the garden path, not knowing where to go. (To be continued......)

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