Chapter 459: His Abandonment
(Next, the story of Zhang Sa and Shi Yi, a hot and vigorous love story.) I will write several chapters, I hope to subscribe, I hope I like it, thank you for your support. )
Zhang Sa stayed in Cheng Xiaorui's hospital room for nearly half an hour. When Fang Mowei and Duan Zhiyu came back from outside, she just didn't cry anymore and completely adjusted herself.
said hello to Fang Mowei and Duan Zhiyu respectively, and then she got up again, still deciding to go back to the building in front of her and Shiyi's ward.
When she left, her face and expression were so normal that neither Fang Mowei nor Duan Zhiyu noticed anything abnormal.
Zhang Sa left, Fang Mowei directly urged Duan Zhiyu to go into the back room to sleep for a while, and he stayed to accompany Cheng Xiaorui.
Unexpectedly, Duanzhiyu refused to go to sleep, saying that she slept until ten o'clock this morning before getting up. She asked Fang Mowei to go to sleep, but Fang Mowei couldn't resist it, and fell asleep next to Cheng Xiaorui again.
Fang Zhuoqi woke up, Duanzhiyu picked her up again, and shook her leisurely in the room, taking her, coaxing her, and teasing her.
And Fang Zhuoqi, who was wrapped in swaddling clothes, kept pursing her small mouth, opened her round and bright eyes, and looked at Duanzhiyu motionlessly, as if admiring Duanzhiyu......
And, no matter what Duan Zhiyu said or did, there was no expression on her little face, as if she was a deep person, an introvert......
Between the two buildings, the straight-line distance is about 30 meters, but when Zhang Sa walks, it seems to be dozens of kilometers apart. She walked for a long time, and finally arrived and returned to ward 0418, where Shi Yi lived.
Shi Ren was still guarding the door of the ward, and when he saw Zhang Sa coming back, he was blowing in the wind. Qing smiled at Zhang Sa, and opened his mouth to greet her.
As a result, Zhang Sa shook his head slightly. Motioned for him to remain silent.
Shi Ren's words immediately stopped at his mouth. It's noon, he thought. His eldest brother Shiyi was most likely taking a nap inside, and it was right not to disturb him, so he snuggled up to Zhang Sa.
Zhang Sa walked to the door again, and he opened the door for Zhang Sa.
The moment Zhang Sa stepped in, his heartbeat suddenly changed, and the blood circulation in his body accelerated.
She was nervous, nervous like never before.
Shi Yi said that to her in the morning, and in the afternoon she not only did not shy away, but returned to this ward. She didn't know what Shi Yi would think of her. But she doesn't want to care what Shiyi thinks of her, she just wants to do what she wants, with a clear conscience, and she wants to never regret it.
After entering the door, Zhang Sa gently closed the door. Habitually, her gaze was on the hospital bed.
But I didn't see Shiyi, and Shiyi was not bedridden. Suddenly, a cold wave surged in her heart.
As she walked on, she looked back at the balcony in the distance.
There was a man standing on the balcony. The man was well-dressed and was looking out at the green hills in the distance. There was a burning cigarette between the fingers of his right hand.
The man's back invisibly releases feelings of loneliness and loneliness.
He is naturally a teacher.
Last night, while Zhang Sa was away, he asked Dr. William about his specific situation.
Dr. William sued him. In the future, he will not be able to use force, be rude, or show his strength. Because his body was dragged down by injuries and his physique deteriorated.
When Shi Yi just finished listening, the whole person was stunned. If struck by lightning. He was deeply struck and frustrated.
Dr. William said. In short, he will be just a weak and uncontrollable waste person in the future......
After calming down. He thought about it all night.
He found that he was not worthy of Zhang Sa, far from being worthy, and he couldn't delay her.
Zhang Sa was able to find a man who was younger, stronger than him, and better than him......
"Shiyi......" Zhang Sa shouted very softly, her voice was so small that only she could hear it, and she slowly walked towards Shiyi step by step.
However, her footsteps were even and normal. Shi Yi has always been alert, and when he heard her footsteps, his eyebrows twisted.
However, Shiyi did not look back. He pretended not to hear, and still stood there indifferent, indifferent.
Zhang Sa didn't stop until he was a meter behind him.
"Shi Yi......" Zhang Sa shouted again, this time, her voice was a little louder.
Shi Yi heard it clearly again.
Zhang Sa knew that Shi Yi was pretending to be at this time, he didn't want to pay attention to her, she came in, and he knew it completely.
She suppressed the pain in her heart again, skimmed Chun, and reminded him, "If you smoke, each cigarette will slow down ten days to heal, so don't smoke, please." ”
Without looking at Zhang Sa's face, Shi Yi can also feel how bitter Zhang Sa's heart is at this moment. Because before, her voice had never been so weak.
She also said the word "begging", begging him, hehe, such a stupid stupid girl.
Shi Yi's heart was like a knife, he couldn't bear it, but he still forced himself to treat her indifferently, saying: "I have recovered, thank you for your concern." ”
Zhang Sa's facial nerves twitched lightly because of his unfamiliar words.
Zhang Sa said: "You haven't yet, you have only recovered, and you still need to rest and rest." ”
She saw that Shiyi was dressed neatly, and it was not difficult to guess that he was ready to be discharged from the hospital.
Zhang Sa said, when Shi Yi heard it, Chun Jiao unconsciously rose, but he did not despise Zhang Sa, but despised himself.
"I've rested enough, and resting any more is like waiting for death, don't persuade me, don't say anything." Shi Yi said again, the tone was non-negotiable.
He insisted on being discharged from the hospital. One comes out to experience life and feel your true existence. Second, he didn't want to face Zhang Sa again, he just wanted to avoid her quickly.
It's been a few minutes since I came in, but Shiyi hasn't looked back. Then Zhang Sa's heart became more and more empty and colder.
During this time, she and Shiyi got along day and night. She has a more in-depth understanding of Shiyi's character and personality. Shi Yi looks witty and sunny, gentle and amiable, but he is actually an old-fashioned and strict person, even more ruthless than Fang Mowei when he is cold. To sum up, Fang Mowei is a man who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside. Shi Yi is the opposite, he is a person who is cold inside and hot outside.
Although Shi Yi used to be enthusiastic about her, however. That kind of heat is fleeting. Shi Yi finally found out that he didn't love her. So at this time, his attitude towards her was colder than an iceberg.
He was afraid to be a little friendlier. Then it caused Zhang Sa's misunderstanding.
Thankfully, Zhang Sa began to feel numb, no longer feeling cold and sour.
"Shiyi, why? Can you explain that to me? Why did you make these two decisions all of a sudden? Zhang Sa asked him puzzled, and his eyes trembled when he asked.
Shi Yi not only rejected her and avoided her, but also abandoned herself, she really didn't know why.
Shi Yi always had no joy or sorrow, no laughter or tears, and replied indifferently, "No reason." Sassy. I really appreciate you, thank you. I will always remember your kindness to me. It's just that I've always loved freedom, so there's really no other reason. ”
"Freedom?" Zhang Sa skimmed Chun again, wanting to laugh but couldn't.
She sighed in her heart that Shi Yihao would make excuses, excuses that she had to believe. Many years ago, the famous Hungarian poet Pei Duofei said that life is precious, but love is more valuable. If it is free, both can be thrown.
Love is more important than life, and freedom is more important than love.
What else could she say? What else can be suspected?
Shi Yi nodded again, and told her with great certainty. "Yes, so I have to get out of here as much as I can, so you ......"
Shi Yi said this. The voice grew softer, hoarse, weaker, and more and more talking. I can't say anything about what happened next.
Zhang Sa finished supplementing for him and said coldly. "So I have to leave you as much as I can, for your freedom, right?"
Although Shi Yi had a cigarette between his fingers, he never smoked it, just left it there. Seeing that the cigarette was about to burn out, he didn't realize it.
He choked up again and replied, his expression was painfully distorted, and said: "Yes, Sasa, you are a good girl, a kind good girl, but it's a pity for me, I can't ......"
As he spoke, he couldn't say the words that went against his heart no matter how hard he tried.
He loves Zhang Sa, he loves him very much, so he gives her all his money and let her live the happiest and freest life. When he woke up, he had forgotten everything, and his mind was blank except for her.
He was able to be reborn, which was the credit of Zhang Sa, and it was Zhang Sa who woke him up. This month, it was also Zhang Sa's patient companionship and explanation, which made him gradually recall everything in the past.
"Shiyi." Zhang Sa suddenly called him again seriously and solemnly.
Her expression was calm, calm, and gentle when she shouted, and her voice was like a stream of stagnant water that would not flow.
Shi Yi's body was stunned and shook back.
Zhang Sa was so lifeless, his heart seemed to be stabbed into it by a sharp knife, and he was suffocated in pain.
"Say, if you have something, just say it." Shi Yidao clenched his left hand into a fist to give himself strength.
Zhang Sa thought for a while, and then said, "You turn around and say that you don't love me, look into my eyes and say." After saying that, I will immediately leave this Harmonious Hospital, leave this Sydney, and never appear in your sight again. ”
She has always disliked dragging mud and water, and Xingge is very arrogant, and handles things vigorously and neatly.
In terms of feelings, for men who may not be very likely to become her husband. She likes to slap to death, and she likes to make a complete break.
She hates ambiguous men and women the most, and hates the long-term love the most!
She likes to be happy, refreshing, and vigorous!
Zhang Sa's request stabbed Shiyi's heart even more painfully, and it was more painful than tens of thousands of ants biting at the same time.
"No need!" Shi Yi categorically refused, and the refusal was more imposing. If you look directly into Zhang Sa's eyes, there is no doubt that he will be difficult to say.
Worried about Zhang Sa's suspicions, he chattered to Zhang Sa again, "I have already made it clear what I should say, Sasa, the two of us are destined." I thank you and thank you, but gratitude and gratitude do not mean love, with your conditions, you can definitely find a man who cherishes you very much, but that man cannot be me. It's true that I want to be free, I don't want to be bound by marriage, and that's why I'm still unmarried at the age of thirty-four. ”
Zhang Sa smiled again, his smile was cold and poignant, and it was infectious. Shi Yi didn't look at her eyes, so no matter what he said or how much he said, she would not give up.
Even if you are dead on the surface, you will not be dead in your bones.
"If you want me to believe you, then you look me in the eye and say. If you can't do that, I won't leave. And, even if I tried my best, I would have prevented you from being discharged early. If the medical staff here dare to take advantage of my absence to go through the formalities for you, then I will definitely turn them up here and turn them upside down. Zhang Sa said ruthlessly and coldly.
Then, a sharp and decisive light appeared in her eyes, which made people can't help but chill and frighten the light.
Shi Yi was still stubborn and refused to look back at her. His fist clenched even tighter, suppressing the pain, and said, "I won't say it again." Sasa, Zhang Sa, please respect yourself, and please learn to be a decent girl, don't always be like a madman. ”
When Zhang Sa heard this, his body leaned back again, and even his soul suddenly became empty, repeating the key two words in surprise, "Crazy? ”
In Shiyi's impression, she has always been an unseemly girl? She's always been a lunatic?
"Yes." Shi Yi nodded again and answered her.
The flickering light in Zhang Sa's eyes quickly transformed, turning into two dark flames that were ready to burn.
However, she did not speak again for the time being.
Shi Yi gritted his teeth, and suddenly sighed and asked her rhetorically, "Don't you think you're a madman?" Zhang Sa. ”
He deliberately deliberately called her Zhang Sa, not Sasa.
Zhang Sa was trying her best to adjust herself, she made herself look like a dead person who had no sense.
"You've always thought I'm unseemly, you've always thought I'm a madman?" Zhang Sa lost his voice again. No matter how she adjusted, the taste in her heart was still extremely uncomfortable, and she panicked.
Shi Yi confessed again, "Hmm. This is also ...... That's one of the reasons I can't fall in love with you. I don't like your type of girl, if I did, I would have chased you a long time ago, and if I did, I would give up the freedom I wanted for you. So you go and don't do anything for me anymore. No matter how much you do, you still can't change your image in my heart, at most it increases my gratitude and gratitude to you. ”
He said all the most ruthless, shameful, vicious, and hurtful words he could think of, just to be angry, angry that she gave up on herself, and angry that she was disappointed in herself.
He couldn't delay her......
(Liu Mengling's new book, the title of which has been changed from "Ex-Husband Don't Love Me" to "The Most Favored Wife", has been steadily updated since September 9.) In addition, friends who like Liu Mengling's works, welcome to join Liu Mengling's book friend group. The group number is 251470909, and the stepping stone is any character name. (To be continued......)