"I'm surprised, right, I was surprised when he confessed to me yesterday, I had a crush on him for seven years, and sometimes I even feel hopeless, I feel that I don't want to get his love in this life, hehe, it turns out that happiness has always been so close to me."

She smiled, laughing so sweetly and so happily, but why did Mu Xiao suddenly feel flustered and powerless when she looked at her closely?

"He said he's been waiting for me, oh my God, he wants me to marry him, and God is so good to me. He smiled at me casually, I would be happy for a long time, he snubbed me, I would be depressed and lost, I even felt that he was the only one in my world, and I could do anything for him. Lin Xi, have you ever loved someone like this? ”

"Lin Xi? What happened to you? Lin Xi? ”

Mu Xiao came back to his senses and smiled in a trance:

"yes."

How can it not be?

At the beginning, I loved hopelessly, I loved so much that I didn't even want life, but now, it's different.

"Why didn't you call me?"

Suddenly there was a magnetic voice behind him, so nice and heartwarming.

Mu Xiao couldn't help but turn around, it was Chu Shaochen, the man who had always haunted her......

At this moment, when she saw him, her heart hung so high, and her mood was the same as when she saw him two years ago after he didn't go home for more than ten days in a row.

And he just glanced at her lightly, and then walked past her blindly, leaving only the familiar mint fragrance.

"President, you're so busy, I'm afraid it will affect your work, so I don't dare to disturb you."

Gu Xinru's face was blushing, and she couldn't help but be nervous when facing him.

"No matter how busy you are, I will accompany you." Chu Shaochen stood opposite Gu Xinru and stared at her with lowered eyes:

"Didn't you say that you weren't allowed to call the president again?"

Gu Xinru pursed her lips shyly: "Okay, Brother Shao Chen." ”

Brother Shao Chen?

Mu Xiao's body shook suddenly, and at this moment, she suddenly remembered the scene when she was in the orphanage, when she always affectionately called him "Brother Shao Chen".

And now, it is another woman who calls him that.

"Good."

His voice was doting and gentle, as it had been when the tall, skinny boy called her 11 years ago.

Mu Xiao looked at the scene in front of him in a trance, and saw him raise his right hand and gently hold Gu Xinru's face.

11 years ago, he always liked to hold her face like this, as if she was his cherished treasure, and at that time he had sworn to her that he would never treat a second woman like this in the future, but ......

Liar, every qiē is a liar!

What oath, what forever, one qiē and one qiē are just this man's tricks to play with her feelings!

"Chu Shaochen." She slowly raised her head and looked at him lightly:

"Can I speak to you alone?"

"......" Ji Shaochen's shallow ink eyes, hiding a deep feeling, his gaze hurriedly turned to Gu Xinru:

"You try on your own clothes first, and I'll be back with you soon."

As he spoke, he turned around and walked out of the clothing store with a quiet step.

"What are you going to tell him?"

Gu Xinru's voice came, with a little panic and uneasiness.

Mu Xiao looked at Gu Xinru, and found that her face was pale and scary, and she seemed to be nervous, she smiled reluctantly:

"It's just a little bit of the past."

"Lin Xi!" Gu Xinru bit her lip:

"I've heard those rumors about you and Shao Chen, but I believe that you are not that kind of woman, you will soon be someone else's wife, Lin Xi, please let him go."

Mu Xiao had been "imprisoned" by Chu Shaochen for a period of time, and was pregnant with his child, she probably guessed that these were the rumors that Gu Xinru said, and her heart was very blocked:

"Xinru, rest assured."

As the words fell, she walked towards the door.

When she walked to the door, she suddenly saw Gu Xinru's thin figure in the mirror in front of the door, she stood behind her and looked at her, her lips pursed hard, looking nervous and sad, and her eyes were so frightened and resentful......

Mu Xiao knew how much a woman loved a man to make her so nervous and caring about him.

Gu Xinru was afraid, afraid that she would snatch Chu Shaochen away......

However, she will get married the day after tomorrow, and the relationship between her and Chu Shaochen has long been a thing of the past!

When she walked out the door, she saw him standing in front of the window outside the store, with his back to her, a lit cigarette in his hand.

"I don't have much time, is there anything wrong with you?"

Chu Shaochen turned his back to her, not wanting to look at her head-on, but her face was still clearly reflected in the window glass, so clear and clear, he didn't seem to be able to escape.

Mu Xiao's heart was cold, and he slowly walked behind him: "I want to talk to you about your wife, she ......"

"She's dead."

Chu Shaochen interrupted her lightly, hiding the pain in his eyes.

Mu Xiao's heart trembled deeply: "What if she is still alive?" What if one day she stood alive in front of you? ”

"Without ifs, people can't be resurrected from death, and besides, ......" He raised his eyebrows, took a deep breath of smoke, and slowly spit the smoke on the glass:

"Besides, even if there is something in the past, it is already in the past, if it only brings pain, why not just brush it off? In this way, you can live easily and freely, right? ”

Isn't that exactly what she said when he confessed to her the day before yesterday?

Yes, the burden of the past is too heavy, and she will live more easily and comfortably if she lets go, but now she is not the same person she was the day before yesterday.

"I don't understand." Mu Xiao's heart was very sour:

"If you are obsessed with your wife, why do you still swear to me that you love me? If your love is genuine, why do you say the same thing to another woman in the blink of an eye? Chu Shaochen, sue me, why do you ...... like this?"

"......" Chu Shaochen turned around suddenly, lowered his head, and his cold face almost touched her face:

"Are you looking for me to say this? Do you think that if I confess to you, my heart should always stay with you, and now that I have the woman I love, you are unbalanced and feel no sense of accomplishment, right? Lin Xi, you are going to marry Song Jingyan tomorrow, what do you want? ”

The deep words were mixed with the smell of tobacco, like a cold blade on her face, cutting her weak heart.

"Good! I understand. ”

She tilted her little face slightly, and looked at this extremely handsome face lightly and calmly:

"Xinru is a good woman, I hope you treat her well."

"Don't worry." He stared, his gaze chasing in an unknown direction:

"She is the only woman in the world who I will never regret marrying."

A broken voice suddenly came from Mu Xiao's heart, and she tried to smile naturally:

"Then, Mr. Chu, congratulations on finally finding your love, I wish you happiness."

After speaking, she turned around calmly, trying to walk freely and naturally, but there seemed to be countless stingers under her feet, and every step was so heavy and painful?

This time, he decided not to love it.

Obviously I have made up my mind that I will never have any intersection with him again, but why, my heart still hurts so much?

"Thank you, and I wish you happiness."

Chu Shaochen's faint voice came from behind him.

"Ahem!"

Her body shook faintly, and she tried her best to keep her calm steps away from him.

So be it.

She married a wife, he married another woman, and the two never saw each other, which is the best ending.

Anyway, the closer the two people get, the deeper they hurt each other.

Anyway, this time, she has already decided to be humble and no longer love!

So be it......

But why does my heart still hurt so much?

It seemed to be oozing blood, and it was dense like a dense rain that couldn't be stopped.

Walking out of the mall, sitting on the cold wooden bench outside, a couple of dependent couples walked in front of her, leaving only the cold temperature, she raised her head in a trance, looking at the billboard on the building in front of her, Chu Shaochen's handsome face suddenly appeared in front of her, and even the lines between her eyebrows were so clear and detailed.

What fell on the face and quickly melted into cold water.

When she pulled back her thoughts, she noticed that it was suddenly snowing.

"Yaoyao, it's snowing, why are you outside alone?"

"Yaoyao, put it on, it's cold."

The boy's familiar voice seemed to echo in her ears, and she sat alone in the snowstorm, as if she had returned to the past.

Chu Shaochen stood in front of the window, staring at her figure intently.

Far away, but he could feel her trembling, and her sobs seemed to sound in his ears, undulating like sharp needles, piercing his heart with precision.

Suddenly, he wanted to leave Qiē and run in front of her to take care of her, but he only took a step and stopped in a struggle.

He can't!

She is no longer the Mu Xiao she used to be, she is no longer his wife, she has long forgotten all about the past, and even her feelings for him have long been left behind, and now, she is the fiancée of another man, and she will marry soon.

And he has already found his Yaoyao, so it's okay, at least he doesn't have to worry about who to choose between his Yaoyao and his wife, she made the decision for him!

"Shao Chen......"

A timid voice suddenly came from behind him, he extinguished the cigarette in his hand and turned back:

"Bought it?"

"I don't buy it, I have some stomach discomfort, and I want to go back now." Gu Xinru looked at him with a smile, hiding the bitterness in her heart, he was alone outside, why didn't he go in to accompany her?

"I'll send you." His voice was steady, and there was no trace of emotion on his handsome face.

"Hmm." Gu Xinru nodded shyly, walked to the window, looked out intentionally or unintentionally, and saw Mu Xiao sitting on a wooden bench crying, and couldn't help but feel a chill in her heart.

Turns out he's been here to see her all along!

"Don't you remember anything from the past?" He asked.

Gu Xinru trembled faintly:

"Yes, I had an illness 8 years ago, and when I got better, I forgot all about it."

"Yes." He nodded thoughtfully: "You take care of your illness, and when your stomach is better, I will take you to meet someone." ”

"Who?" Gu Xinru was uneasy in her heart.

"We used to be the director of the orphanage, Dean Han."

Who is Dean Han? Why did she suddenly feel so panicked?

……

"Lin Xi, what's wrong with you?"

Gu Xinru's voice came from the left front.

Mu Xiao wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, looked up, and saw Gu Xinru with a concerned face, she was wearing Chu Shaochen's black windbreaker, and he was standing on her left hand, like a gentle flower messenger.

She opened her mouth and wanted to speak, but a cold wind suddenly counterattacked, and she couldn't help coughing lightly.

"Ahem!"

The voice was very thin and muffled by the wind, but Chu Shaochen heard it very clearly, and he didn't want to look at her, but his eyes were like being pulled by a rope, and he unconsciously fixed on her:

The snow was falling heavily, and by this time a layer of snow had fallen on her black hair and coat, and her thin body was trembling in the wind.

She was cold, and he seemed to empathize.

"Xi, why are you here?"

A concerned and anxious male voice suddenly sounded, and in the hurried footsteps, a long figure had already walked over.

"Lin Xi, what's going on?" Song Jingyan squatted beside Mu Xiao and brushed the snow from her hair and body with her hands.

She trembled violently, like a delicate flower devastated by the wind and snow, as if it would wither and wither if she was not careful......

"Jing Yan...... Me, woo......"

The moment her lips opened, all the pain poured out as if she had broken the embankment, and she kept crying, like a child who had been greatly wronged.

"Woo, woo......"

Every cry she cried pierced Song Jingyan's heart like a needle, his expression was entangled, and his right hand gently stroked her trembling back:

"What the hell is going on?"

"Uh......h Jing Yan, I'm cold. ”

"Well, I'm here, it's not cold, it's not cold, let's go home."

Song Jingyan took off his coat and wrapped it around her, picked her up horizontally, and hurriedly walked forward.

Chu Shaochen stood in place, she was held in Song Jingyan's arms, the moment Song Jingyan walked by, her black hair stained with snowflakes was sweeping the back of Chu Shaochen's hand, his hand moved unconsciously, and he clearly felt the silk-like coolness passing through his fingertips, but he couldn't hold it anymore.

"Woo......"

Mu Xiao's sobbing voice gradually faded away, why couldn't his heart calm down for a long time?

He suddenly remembered that Mu Xiao was very strong back then, and he never refused to show weakness in front of him, and he never refused to shed a single tear.

She is willing to cry in front of Song Jingyan, perhaps it shows that she is true love for Song Jingyan.

Looking into the distance, her figure had long been covered by the vast snow, gradually fading and disappearing, just like two years ago, she went in such a hurry, he didn't have a chance to catch it......

"It's getting heavier and heavier, so let's go back." Gu Xinru's voice came from his ears.

He nodded in a trance: "Okay, Yaoyao, let's go back ......"

"Hmm."

Gu Xinru plucked up his courage, and the little bird snuggled into his arms like a human.

He didn't refuse, and gently grabbed her.

It's been 11 years, he has been waiting for his Yaoyao for 11 years, once, he thought she had died, and now he knows that she has always been by his side, so close to him, almost every day......

And he has never been so cold and distant from her.

Now, he finally found her, but why didn't he have the expected thrill when he approached her?

Why is it so sudden?

……

In the dead of night, Mu Xiao stood on the balcony and looked into the distance, the night of the city was enchanting and extravagant, the traffic was busy, and the neon lights and shadows seemed to be ethereal shadows, making her feel strange and trance.

The disparity between the inside and outside of the light turns the glass window into a mirror, clearly reflecting her figure.

At this time, she was wearing a snow-white jewelry wedding dress, her makeup was fine and natural, her black hair was neatly coiled, and her face was so delicate and beautiful.

Is this her?

Why do you still think of your own face?

Tomorrow is the day she and Song Jingyan get married, why is she still nervous when she has made up her mind?

……

"Jing Yan, congratulations, congratulations."

"Hehe, the bride is so beautiful, when will you add a baby?"

"Jing Yan, I thought you weren't going to get married in your life, haha, congratulations, I gave you a big red envelope, you're welcome."

At the wedding banquet, people laughed and celebrated blessings.

Mu Xiao stood beside him to toast with him, walking past a table and table, most of them were greetings, and she always maintained a warm smile, others thought she was happy and happy, but only she knew that she was not in a state.

The wedding was held on the most upscale wedding occasion in the city, with red carpet diamond rings, bright lights, luxurious pomp and a nationally renowned emcee......

A qiē is extremely dazzling and luxurious, but she is like a dream, as if she feels that this qiē has nothing to do with her.

He didn't want to disappoint Song Jingyan, he didn't want to disappoint him and his family, so he tried his best to express happiness and happiness, but why was his heart empty, how could he not make himself fit into the occasion?

"Song Shao, on behalf of our Chu family, I bless you."

A crisp female voice came from the side, and a girl dressed in a luxurious and decent way walked over.

Song Jingyan looked at Chu Xiaoran, remembering that she had framed herself with despicable and obscene means not long ago, her brows frowned slightly, but after all, she was happy today, and she didn't have the heart to care, so she smiled lukewarmly:

"Thank you, why didn't Mr. Chu come to drink the wine?"

"My brother hasn't been feeling well for the past two days." Chu Xiaoran squinted her eyes and looked at Mu Xiao, who was holding Song Jingyan's arm: "Sister-in-law, it's so beautiful today." ”

Mu Xiao chuckled in his heart and didn't speak.

Song Jingyan's face was completely darkened:

"Chu Xiaoran, what do you mean?"

"Song Jingyan, you should know it very well in your heart." Chu Xiaoran smiled coldly and looked at Song Jingyan with a beautiful little face.

She liked him so much, she even didn't care about her own reputation for him and framed him in extreme ways, but what happened in the end? This man still wants to marry Mu Xiao, and even his brother is watching as if he has fallen into evil and doesn't care anymore!

Song Jingyan's eyebrows twisted slightly, and he said coldly:

"I don't want to deal with you today, but if you want to smash the field, I don't mind asking the security guard to ask you out."

"Huh. Tie the knot? Did you get the certificate with her? Chu Xiaoran laughed, his gaze suddenly turned to Mu Xiao, and his voice suddenly raised a few decibels:

"Sister-in-law, you and my brother dare to marry another man openly before they divorce, you are guilty of bigamy, aren't you afraid of going to prison?"

Her voice was already crisp and deliberately very high, so that it could be heard clearly by the people at the surrounding tables from afar.

For a moment, everyone in the hall seemed to be silent, and a pair of surprised eyes were cast in unison.

Song Jingyan's heart trembled heavily, and then he said coldly:

"Miss Chu, please respect yourself."

"Am I self-respecting? It's that some people don't have self-respect, and they are shameless to marry other men even though they are married women! ”

It doesn't matter, he can look at her as much as he likes, anyway, after today, he will be someone else's husband, and she will never have a chance again......

Glancing at Song Jingyan complainingly, Chu Xiaoran stomped his feet angrily and walked towards the door of the hall under the gaze of everyone.

At this moment, even the music stopped, and the hall was quiet and scary.

People's eyes were surprised, ridiculed, wondered, and watched the play in all kinds of ways, without exception, all of them were cast on Mu Xiao, she stood helplessly in place, and suddenly remembered the past, it was two years ago, that day she went to a high-end occasion similar to this to find Chu Shaochen, but he left her and An Yarong and left resolutely......

At that time, people's eyes were like this, when she coughed badly, but everyone was watching the play, no one paid attention to her, no one helped her.

"Don't get me wrong." A majestic male voice suddenly sounded:

"It's me Chu's godson who has no way to make everyone laugh."

The familiar voice and familiar tone instantly stirred up waves in Mu Xiao's heart.

When she was in a trance, Chu Tianqing had already come over with a glass of white wine and stood beside her and Song Jingyan:

"Jing Yan, Xiaoxi, congratulations, the little girl doesn't know how to be polite, you take care of it, I'll punish myself with a cup and take her to make amends to you."

Raise a glass and start punishing the wine.

His liver is not very good, and he can't drink liquor like this, so she can't help but shout softly: "Uncle Chu, don't." ”

But when the words fell, he had already poured a large glass of liquor.

Because he drank too quickly, he couldn't help coughing, and his tall body trembled faintly.

"It's old, it's useless, hehehe......" Chu Tianqing looked around:

"Keep the excitement going."

turned around and walked back to the banquet, and couldn't help but glance at Mu Xiao again before sitting down.

When I first came to the wedding, I didn't see anything far away, but just standing in front of her, why did I think she was so much like Xiaoxiao back then?

It's no wonder that Xiao Ran admits his mistake......

Chu Tianqing had great prestige in the business world, and he personally came forward to explain, and everyone no longer doubted anything, and the hall soon returned to its original liveliness.

But Mu Xiao's heart couldn't be calmer anymore, and he insisted on returning to the room downstairs to rest after finishing the toast.

A person sits on the edge of the bed, looking at the rows of luxury cars outside, but what is floating in front of him is a different scene.

Two years ago, it was also such a season, and that marriage had no red carpet, no ring, and no such pomp, and only Chu Shaochen.

Once without hesitation, once a moth to a fire, once ......

In the past two days, she had deliberately suppressed herself from thinking about those pasts, but the appearance of Chu Xiaoran and Chu Tianqing was like a spark, which suddenly ignited the love that she had buried deep in her heart for the past two days.

It turned out that she couldn't restrain herself at all, and some feelings could only be stored temporarily, even if they were deliberately suppressed, they were actually not less at all, but accumulated more and more, and once they broke out, they were hysterical.

At this moment, her eyes and heart are full of pictures of her marriage to Chu Shaochen last year, and the scenes are clearly like breathing pain, completely controlling her consciousness.

Finally she couldn't hold on anymore and got up and walked out the door.

"Miss Lin, where are you going?" The waiter at the door asked politely.

Her eyes were in a trance: "Go out and breathe." ”

"It's your wedding today, are you really going out?"

"I'll be back soon." She smiled and dragged her long wedding dress through the white jade hallway and out the door.

Everyone was so busy that even the hall on the first floor was empty, so she walked out quickly and stopped a taxi on the side of the road.

"Bride, huh?" The taxi driver looked at her suspiciously: "Where is this going?" ”

"Southern Suburbs Villa."

She looked ahead in a trance.

The car stopped, and in front of him was this familiar courtyard, and Mu Xiao walked over.

"Miss Lin, did Mr. Chu invite you here?" The doorman looked at her suspiciously, Mu Xiao was "imprisoned" here by Chu Shaochen for a period of time before, so the doorman knew her, but today she was dressed as a bride, which was really strange.

Mu Xiao looked up at the doorman in the guardhouse, not knowing how to answer.

"Let's go inside." One of the rules of practice is that visitors are not allowed to inquire about their private affairs, and the doorman beckons without asking any more questions.

"Okay."

Mu Xiao walked in the door.

"He hasn't been out for two days, and the gardener says he smokes all day at his wife's grave, and alas, I don't know what's wrong, and if you want to find him, go straight to the cemetery."

The doorman's voice suddenly sounded behind him, as if lamenting.

Mu Xiao's body trembled faintly, and he walked forward in a trance.

Cemetery......

She knows where.

Walking across the lawn and around the flower pond, she saw Chu Shaochen's figure in the distance.

He sat in front of the tombstone, surrounded by unmelted snow on the grass, and he sat motionless in the middle of the snow like a statue of sorrow.

Did he really think she was dead?

How do you know that she is here?

After a moment's hesitation, she stepped on the thick snow and walked over.

"Chu Shaochen."

A familiar voice came from beside him, and he turned back in disbelief to see her.

She was wearing a white wedding dress, her long skirt hung down in the snow, she wore her hair in a bun, she wore a light lipstick, and even though she was no longer the original appearance, she was so beautiful and moving.

But today is her wedding day, how could she come to him?

Is this a dream, or is it a hallucination?

Chu Shaochen narrowed his eyes, looked at her intently, and did not speak.

She approached and stood beside him, and there was smoke coming through her nose, and when she looked down, she saw that the cigarette in his hand was almost burned, and the ash that had not fallen was hanging down in a long way.

How long has he been sitting here?

Mu Xiao's heart trembled faintly, "Can't you forget your wife?" ”

"You are already Song Jingyan's wife, what does my business have to do with you?" Chu Shaochen's painful gaze, his gaze faintly swept over her, and he looked at the person on the tombstone.

"I just want to know what kind of place she really has in your heart." She asked.

He took a deep breath and repeated:

"She's dead!"

"Huh." She smiled gloomily:

"No, she's alive."

Chu Shaochen's sturdy body trembled faintly, he stood up suddenly, lowered his eyes and looked at her coldly:

"Lin Xi, did you just want to say this to me when you ran out of your wedding? My wife is dead, died two years ago and will never come back. ”

His eyes were so tight and deep, but Mu Xiao still saw a trace of panic overflowing inside.

This man has never been afraid of heaven and earth, but what is he afraid of at this time?

"I'm not called Lin Xi." She smiled reluctantly, and forced herself to endure the pain like a cut in her eyes:

"Chu Shaochen, I suddenly remembered something, my real name is Mu Xiao."

He must have been surprised to see his Adam's apple slide up visibly as the words fell, but how could there be no surprise in his eyes except for pain?

He grabbed her thin shoulders with both hands, and all his feelings seemed to collapse in an instant, and he stared at her, his voice trembling faintly:

"Mu Xiao, they're already married, why do you still want to come to me?!"

She chuckled and raised her little finger to the tombstone:

"Shall I come and see my own tombstone?"

As soon as the words fell, his body suddenly shook, and he had already held her in his arms.

He hung his head, his thin lips buried in the black hair on top of her head:

"Mu Xiao, you've already recovered your memory, haven't you? Why wait until now to sue me? ”

Why wait until each other misses out?

His voice was very dry, his lips and body were trembling, and she felt it very clearly in his arms, and at this moment she knew that he had her in his heart, and she had always had her......

The emotions suppressed in her heart suddenly broke the embankment at this moment, and her little face was buried in his chest, and she whispered:

"You already know who I am, don't you?"

If he didn't know, how could he be indifferent when she told him that she was his wife?

He already knew, but he still watched her marry another man and let her leave.

"You already knew."

"Chu Shaochen, you know, you know it early tomorrow!"

She buried her head and clenched her fists, punching him in the chest and stomach, she didn't know what was wrong with her, she couldn't stop the tears, and she was like a broken embankment and flowed down like crazy.

He didn't speak, hugged her tightly, and let her beat and vent.

She finally quieted down, her slender arms around his waist, her little face buried in his chest and sobbing lowly.

"Woo, woo......"

She was deliberately suppressed, but every sobbing cut his heart like a knife.

He thought that if he found his Yaoyao, he could put her down, and he could completely forget her, and no matter whether she went or left in his heart, there would not be a little wave, but the fact was not, since he came home the day before yesterday, he had been restless, always thinking of her inadvertently, thinking that she was going to marry a wife.

He has been sitting in front of her tombstone for the past two days, staring at her and accompanying her, as if this can convince himself that the past Mu Xiao has long since died......

And she came back at this time, and she was in front of her, in his arms.

"Xiaoxiao." He lifted her face lightly and stared into her teary eyes:

"Since you're back, don't leave again."

Xiaoxiao......

It's a distant and familiar name.

Her heart was like a deer, her eyes were misty with tears, but she could still see the tenderness and closeness in his eyes.

There was a hot temperature on his face, and he began to kiss her face and lick her tears, delicate and gentle, and his good smell was so charming and intoxicating to her, that she began to be in a trance.

His thin lips kissed her forehead, dark eyebrows, and upturned nose, and then kissed down her pretty red lips, and used the tip of his tongue to pick open her lips and teeth, and leaned in to tightly twist her sweet little tongue.

She trembled faintly, his left hand wrapped around her thin waist, squeezed her soft body tightly on him, and gently stroked her neck and back with his right hand