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Fang Yuan's silence was equivalent to giving Fang Mu an affirmative answer, Fang Yuan sighed, did not speak immediately, but lowered her head slightly, not looking at Fang Yuan, Fang Yuan didn't know what to say to her, but felt that the atmosphere was a little awkward, holding the straw in the juice cup in his hand, stirring the juice in the cup indiscriminately, the ice cubes soaked in the juice were stirred by Fang Yuan, did it touch the wall of the glass, making a tinkling sound, if it was placed in normal times, Fang Yuan might think that this sound was quite good, But now, she only felt a little upset, she had just accepted such a fact and adapted to such a life, at this time, Fang Mu came to ask herself if she complained about her previous negligence, what did this make her say? Do you want to cry bitterly, admit that you were in pain for a while, blame yourself for a while, and doubt your situation after your parents divorced, does it mean that you did not play the role of a daughter at home?

Now that she had just adapted to the mutation at home, and with her own efforts, she began to put her life on the right track, at this moment, if there was anything Fang Yuan was most unwilling to do, it was to look back on the past.

Let's go.

Just as Fang Yuan was fiddling with the straw in a distraught manner, a drop of transparent liquid dripped onto the glass tea table in front of her, Fang Yuan was stunned, raised his eyes to look at Fang's mother, and found that Fang's mother was irritable and distracted. She was already in tears, she hung her head, and tears fell on the glass tabletop one by one. It turned into a round water drop, and Fang Mu's shoulders trembled, as if she was trying to suppress some kind of emotion.

Although after the marriage of her parents, the practices of both parties, as well as their own circumstances, made her father and mother no longer as close as in the past, but after all, they are still related mothers and daughters. Seeing that Fang Mu was crying, Fang Yuan was also a little uncomfortable, she sighed. took two tissues from the table and reached out to Fang's mother, but Fang's mother refused to accept them, just blindly lowered her head. Fang Yuan sighed. I had to lean over, and gently helped Fang's mother wipe away the tears hanging from the corners of her eyes.

After she wiped away Fang's mother's tears, Fang's mother reached out and took the two tissues from Fang Yuan's hand, raised her head, sniffed, and said to Fang Yuan in a faint nasal voice: "Actually, you blame me, and you should be, I really didn't fulfill my obligations as a mother." Whether you believe it or not, in fact, during this time. I haven't taken much care of you, I know you're hard, you're sad, but I'm also the same hard, the same sad, when I think of my daughter outside, helpless, my heart hurts like a knife. ”

Fang Yuan saw Fang's mother shed tears, her heart was a little uncomfortable, but when she heard Fang's mother say this, she just pursed her lips and didn't say a word, she still remembered how Fang's mother answered herself when she was very helpless to open her mouth to Fang's mother because of tuition fees and living expenses, that cold tone, cold expression, now that I think about it, it seems to be a barb pierced in my heart, whether I pull it out or not, it hurts the same.

"Aren't you surnamed Fang! Then go to your old family, don't look for me! ”

At that time, Fang's mother only gave Fang Yuan such a sentence, and after that, she closed the door and ignored it.

"I know that no matter what I say now, you won't believe me," Fang's mother sniffed, she was not surprised by Fang Yuan's silence, and continued to speak, "What I did at that time was really ruthless, don't say that you blame me, even if you hate me, I have nothing to be wronged about, but I am your mother after all, you are the child I worked hard to conceive and gave birth to in October, you say, I may have no feelings for you, and I don't worry about it?" Yuanyuan, no matter what you think of your mother, my mother still hopes that you can understand my distress, at least listen to me, my situation and state at that time, and then you decide whether to ignore your mother in the future, okay? ”

Fang Mu looked at Fang Yuan with a pleading expression, waiting for her to give her an answer, Fang Yuan wanted to say that he didn't want to hear any explanation, and he didn't want to know what the reason was, just let it pass, there was no point in saying anything, and the existing harm would not really disappear because of any hardship. But raising his eyes to see Fang Mu's earnest and expectant look, Fang Yuan's words of refusal reached his throat and blocked again, and in the end, he just nodded silently, expressing his willingness to listen to Fang Mu's situation at that time.

Fang Mu was obviously relieved to see that she did not refuse, she took a deep breath, reached out over the glass tea table, and wanted to hold Fang Yuan's hand, Fang Yuan instinctively shrank and did not let her touch it, Fang Yuan was stunned, but she did not dwell too much on this detail, silently withdrew her hand, and said: "Yuanyuan, in fact, I don't know whether to say this or not, after all, your current age, say not big, say small is not small, as far as I know, you have not been in a serious relationship, So mom is really not sure if you can fully understand my situation and feelings. But you're also a woman, we have something in common, what woman wouldn't want to get a stable and loyal relationship, don't you say? If one of the parties in love has an outside heart, the other party will be greatly harmed, let alone those who have experienced married life? Can you imagine how I felt when I knew that your dad was out there and was going to divorce me? ”

Fang Yuan didn't speak, but sighed heavily, she was a daughter, and the role of Fang's mother was of course very different, but even if she couldn't feel the pain of the change in the relationship between husband and wife and the pain of betrayal, she also experienced the sadness of being a child, a married man's affair was not only a destruction of loyalty between husband and wife, but also a betrayal of the family, as a member of the family, how could the children not feel the pain of betrayal. But Fang Yuan didn't say this, she had said it to Fang's mother, but Fang's mother's reaction was just a cold smile. said sarcastically: "You will have to find your own boyfriend sooner or later, marry yourself, and it is not your husband who is looking for a woman outside." How can you understand my feelings! ”

So this time, she chose to be silent and was unwilling to express her thoughts anymore.

"I'm also a strong person, your dad already has an outside heart, there are people outside, and I'm not the kind of character who has to kneel to keep a man, so I agreed to divorce. But getting divorced doesn't mean I'm not miserable, it doesn't mean I'm not sad, I think about living with your dad for so many years. After paying so much, and in the end in exchange for such an ending, I feel wronged, and I will hate. Hate your dad. People who hate the Fang family, I felt that all the Fang family members had betrayed me at that time, so ...... When I saw you, I immediately remembered your father, I really didn't adjust my mentality at that time, and I didn't know how to face you. Fang Mu sighed heavily, looking at Fang Yuan with a sad face. Now I really regret it. Mom is a woman, all of whom are this age. My life is too lonely, and it's too hard, and I also need someone who can take care of each other with me, so I found your stepfather, your stepfather, although it is not as good as your father's career development, but it is not bad, in addition to his personality is a little anxious, his biggest point is that he has a good style, I don't have to worry about being betrayed by another relationship with him, that's why I looked for him, Yuanyuan, can you understand me? ”

Fang Yuan wanted to force herself to pull the corners of her mouth, but she didn't, she wasn't very interested in understanding her mother's journey of remarrying and choosing a mate, so she nodded casually and said, "You have the absolute right to decide your own life, no matter what kind of one you find, as long as it is what you want, it is enough." ”

As soon as Fang's mother heard this, she was immediately moved, this time she ignored Fang Yuan's instinctive shrinkage, reached out and grabbed Fang Yuan's hand: "My daughter can understand me, mother is so happy!" Yuanyuan, mom really wants to make up for you, really, mom admits that she is not a particularly promising person, and her work income is ordinary, so most of the expenses of daily life now are borne by your stepfather, so financially, mom doesn't have much ability to help you, in other aspects, mom will really compensate you wholeheartedly, care about you, take care of you, what you thought about mom before, mom can understand, it's true that mom is not doing well, You shouldn't be angry with your father, I just ask you to understand in the future, oh, no, it should be said that you understand your mother, give your mother a chance, let your mother compensate you well, and your mother will be content. ”

After Fang Mu said this, she dipped a tissue in her eyes again, and raised her eyes to look at Fang Yuan, waiting for her to respond to her words, but Fang Yuan was just silent, with a face that could not see the sadness and joy of indifference, and his fingers subconsciously went around the plastic straw in the glass.

"Yuanyuan...... Mom said so much, you have something to say. Fang Mu waited for a while, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and said to Fang Yuan, as if she wanted to urge, but she didn't dare to speak too seriously.

Fang Yuan raised his eyes to look at Fang Mu, took a deep breath, and nodded at her: "I heard everything you said, and I also understand the meaning you want to express, and I understand it very clearly." ”

When Fang's mother heard this, her face was a little more happy, as if she realized that she had been forgiven by her daughter, so she felt happy, she adjusted her sitting posture, ready to say something more to Fang Yuan, but before she could speak, Fang Yuan first signaled her not to speak in a hurry, and continued to talk by herself.

"I understand how painful and sad you and my dad were during the time when they decided to divorce, and I also understand the difficulties you said after the divorce, just like you said, you are my mother, you gave birth to me in October, for me to eat and wear, raised me to adulthood, did not freeze me, nor starved me, although my current age and experience, may not be able to fully understand the pain and sadness you just said, but I can tell you very responsibly, I don't hate you, and I don't blame you." Fang Yuan continued to say to Fang Mu, her tone was very flat, her expression was also very flat, and when she said this, she didn't have any extra emotions.

Mother Fang was originally a little happy when she heard Fang Yuan say the previous words, but the more she heard the back, the more she felt that Fang Yuan's words seemed to have a little other flavor in them, as well as Fang Yuan's emotions and attitudes, which also made her faintly feel a little unsteady, although she was never the kind of mother who was best friends with her daughter, she had not divorced Fang's father before, because Fang Yuan had always been more well-behaved and sensible, she had not spent too much energy and effort on her daughter's body, but after all, her own daughter, What kind of character this child is, she still knows very well, although Fang Yuan is not very lively, but at least it is also the type that is easier to show emotions, whether it is happy or unhappy, it will be clearly reflected on her face, so like now, looking at herself coldly, speaking without a trace of temperature, Fang Mu felt very weird.

"Yuanyuan, don't say that," she also quickly realized that some of the wording mentioned by Fang Yuan was exactly what she used to accuse Fang Yuan of not listening to her own arrangement on the phone the day before, Fang's mother couldn't help but feel a little weaker, and hurriedly explained, "Yesterday, my mother was also impulsive on the phone, and she definitely didn't mean that, her mother was angry and didn't say anything at all, you know this, so you must not be as knowledgeable as your mother, and don't take it as the same thing, I just want to make up for what I owed you before." ”

"Even if you make up for it, I still won't accept your arrangement, and it doesn't matter if I go on a blind date with the boss's son?" Fang Yuan quietly waited for Fang Mu to finish speaking, and then suddenly asked.

Fang's mother was stunned, she obviously didn't expect that after she had said so many words in tears, Fang Yuan's reaction would actually be like this, which made her a little unable to come back to her senses all of a sudden, and finally adjusted her emotions, and said to Fang Yuan with a smile: "Yuanyuan, look, you are still angry with your mother, right?" Let's talk about the relationship between our mother and daughter, why are you mentioning that blind date! That's not a matter of the moment, and we will talk about it later, so let's talk about it now. ”

"Don't always say anything about living in the present, although I don't have as much life experience as yours, but the only little experience has taught me a little thing, it's hard to buy money, I know it early, if you can catch a little clue and take precautions, there is no harm in the end." The corners of Fang Yuan's mouth pulled out a faint smile, not so much helplessness, but more like bitterness, "If I say, I won't fulfill your wishes anyway, go on a blind date with the boss's son you arranged, would you still want to make up for the mother-daughter relationship with me?" (To be continued......)