"Do we really have no emotional problems?" Ji Qingling's extra ten years were not in vain, and he regained his senses in an instant, "We have been separated since we got married, why didn't you say this on the wedding night?" ”

Although she asked harshly, she didn't have too much resentment, but was calm and calm, she didn't mean to turn over old accounts, she had already figured out what happened in the past, and she wouldn't dwell on the past anymore, but she was not ready to live with him for the time being.

In her opinion, whether it is his feelings for her or her for him, they have not yet reached that step, although the two are already husband and wife in law, and they have been a real husband and wife with him for ten years in their previous life, but in this life she doesn't want to be so sloppy emotionally.

He was silent for a long time, so long that she thought he wouldn't answer, and then slowly spoke, "At that time, I wasn't mentally prepared, and I think you weren't mentally prepared either." ”

"Are you mentally prepared now? I'm not done yet, though. ”

Her sharp answer silenced him again, remembering her expectations and love for him when she was newly married, thinking of his indifference and evasion, he only felt full of astringency.

"Did you feel that you couldn't get over this psychological hurdle when you had a relationship with a woman you didn't love?" She didn't want to blame him for anything, on the contrary, she admired his emotional cleanliness, at least he wasn't a real scumbag.

He didn't speak, and she acquiesced.

She still wants to find an answer to everything between them.

"When did you like me?"

"I don't know, when I saw you for the first time, I just thought you were very pure and clean, and I didn't reject you wanting to be my wife," he fell into the memory, thinking about those things as if they were far away, as if they happened in his previous life, "but it's just not repulsive, not to the point of liking, marrying you thinks you are very suitable to be my wife." But then I found out that you always looked at me with such eager eyes, and when you came home, you treated me as a master, and even talked to me so softly, and your eyes were trembling, I felt a lot of pressure, not only because I didn't feel indebted to you for the same love, but also because that unequal relationship made me feel guilty, I couldn't treat you like you did to me, I was already under a lot of pressure to work every day, and I really couldn't put too much thought on a woman. So the thought of going home and facing you makes me feel scared and would rather spend all day in the company. ”

Ji Qingling stopped the movements in her hand and looked at him seriously, her face could not hide her surprise, these words were the first time she had heard them, she had all kinds of ideas about Fu Zijun's coldness, but she didn't expect that it was her love that put pressure on him, so that the two of them gradually drifted apart.

"Later, I thought that you were afraid to go to your father's place to live at home alone, and I was relieved, but later I found out that you didn't live with him, but went out to live by yourself, and when I saw me, I didn't seem to have the original enthusiasm for me, and I felt a little angry at that time, and I thought that this woman was really unkind, and I thought differently......" The more he said, the more embarrassed he became, but he didn't want to lie, if two people want to get along well, trust is the most important thing, and he won't because she doesn't like to listen to these words, And deliberately made up something to coax her into believing it.

Instead of being angry, Ji Qingling, who was blamed, laughed out loud funny, "You continue." ”

"Later, you didn't care about me more and more, you played around without saying hello, you had a close relationship with Fang Zhongnan, and said that our marriage was based on interests, I knew you were right, but I still felt very angry in my heart." Speaking of which, he actually glanced at her sadly, she smiled, she didn't plan to turn over the old accounts, did he plan to turn it over?

"I'm used to you obeying me in everything, even if I can't give you anything in return, even if I used to be afraid of your efforts, but when you really want to take it back, I feel panicked. You obviously loved me so much in the past, how can you say that you don't love if you don't love, and then I know that you have used so much thought on me, and I am even more sad, and then I always want to get close to you and take care of you, probably at that time I fell in love with you. He was very serious when he said these things, and he even had a hint of shyness, like a little boy who was just beginning to fall in love.

"You are really, you don't love me when I love you, and you love me when I don't love you, it's really ......" This reminiscent of the past, when she loved so humblely, but it made him feel frightened, and her eyes were full of water when she heard it.

"That's cheap, isn't it?" He smiled self-deprecatingly.

Ji Qingling was stunned, he didn't expect such vulgar words to come out of his mouth, but it was really appropriate.

"You really didn't disagree with me at that time because there were other women in your heart, huh, that?" She coughed lightly, a little embarrassed to ask this question, but this has always been a thorn in her heart, and since she said it today, she naturally asked for proof to the end.

"I want another woman in my heart, why should I marry you?" He looked puzzled, "Do you really think I'm willing to pay a qiē for the Fu family?" ”

In the face of his question, she was a little unsure, if she was not willing to pay a qiē for the Fu family, why would he marry her? After all, he just didn't hate her when he married her.

"I don't have a woman I like, I just met you, I don't exclude you from being my wife, and at the same time I can bring an important injection of capital to the Fu family, why don't you do such a good thing?" He was very frank, and even when he said such a utilitarian idea, he looked righteous, but she couldn't get angry, anyway, this was what she had known for a long time.

"But if I have someone I like, and I have to give up my love and marriage for the sake of Fu, then I will never do it, after all, it is my father's hard work, although I also value Fu, but I will not pay a qiē for it." Fu Zijun has always been an independent person, otherwise he would not have chosen not to inherit the family business and become an actuary, if it wasn't for the catastrophe that Fu faced at the beginning, he probably wouldn't have taken over Fu.

Chen Zhilei really lied to her, she secretly sighed to herself, how stupid she was in her previous life to be instigated and deceived by Chen Zhilei again and again.

And she always thought she knew Fu Zijun, but she only saw those superficial things, and never really understood him as a person, did she really fall in love with him in those years, or did she fall in love with a man she fantasized about with his face?

At this moment, she felt a little sad, for herself in her previous life, and for Fu Zijun in her previous life. R1152