Chapter 112: Is it okay for us to live like this for the rest of our lives?
The two of them didn't speak for a while, and finally Lin Shan took the lead in breaking the silence, "The affairs of the Tang Sect have been resolved, and you will no longer be in danger." Tomorrow morning, you can go, be the daughter of the Liu family or... Other people's Mrs. Leng has nothing to do with me, so let's end it like this. β
Liu Jingjing's small hand holding chopsticks paused, her face was pale, half loud, she asked in a trembling voice, "Okay... Sue sΓΉ me... Why? β
She thought tonight would be a good start, but he gave her the last supper and said "over" to her...
"Heh... Why? Lin Shan laughed hoarsely, his voice was extremely sarcastic, do they still need a "why" for "ending"?
He refused to say the reason but gave Liu Jingjing countless reasons for reverie, he was ridiculing and mocking, she knew that he was deeply ashamed of her identity as a "stunning Tang Sect".
She doesn't deserve it.
Lin Shan put down the dishes and chopsticks and stood up, "Rest early tonight, and I'll let the driver send you early tomorrow morning." He lifted his feet and walked towards the bedroom.
The big palm was on the doorknob, and he heard the little woman at the table get up in a hurry and run out of the door.
With a "boom", the room was silent, and she was gone.
Lin Shan's big palm resting on the doorknob slowly fell to his side, and the heart that was originally missing half was really hollowed out at this moment, and his whole person fell down rapidly, falling into the cold abyss.
never thought that this was the final ending for the two.
She didn't even leave with any nostalgia.
From the video, I saw that she was crushed under Shaoqian, and from that day when she pointed a gun at herself, he told himself over and over again to despair, but he couldn't give up.
Not everyone can be as ruthless as her, although the two have been separated for 10 years, but he has loved her for 24 years, this relationship is not earth-shattering, the love that comes from childhood sweethearts tends to be flat, he yearns for a long stream, this love is unforgettable in his heart, integrated into the blood.
He could convince himself to accept the betrayal of her body, but he could never accept that she fell in love with another man during his 10 years of painful lovesickness.
He can't accept it, she doesn't love him!
There was a sourness in his empty chest, and he straightened up, crossed his waist with one hand, and touched his temples with the other, damn it, there was a layer of mist in his eyes...
She walked so chicly, but he remembered it here.
No wonder, no wonder she and Leng Shaoqian are so daring and dare to rely on his love so much.
Suddenly, two slender arms were encircled around his lean waist and abdomen, and the woman's fragrant and soft little body had surrounded him tightly from behind, her little face was pressed against his handsome back, and the woman was crying, and the flood of heat instantly wet his shirt.
"Brother Shanshan...", the woman called him softly while crying.
ββ¦ Didn't you leave, and what did you come back for? He stiffened and let her hold him.
"Well, I just wanted to go, and I walked far, far away, so that Brother Shanshan couldn't see it... From the moment I returned home, I knew that I was not worthy of my brother, I had blood on my hands, and staying by your side would bring you trouble and disaster, even... I'm not innocent anymore, you don't mind me and other men..."
"But Brother Shanshan, you said that together, I didn't have any extravagant hopes, but now I'm greedy and want to stay by your side forever, I don't want to accept your end."
"Brother Shanshan, my heart really hurts, please give me a chance, give us a chance, Jingjing wants to try to live for my brother in the future, I will love you well and protect you, so don't drive me away, okay?"
Lin Shan didn't speak for a long time, he asked himself in his heart, do you want to give her a chance?
I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that I will pay full of enthusiasm and get a ridiculous paper again.
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Early the next morning.
When Lin Shan set off the boat, Liu Jingjing had already washed her clothes and stood on the small balcony to dry her clothes.
"Brother Shanshan, are you on the boat?" Liu Jingjing showed a pure and lovely smile, two beautiful little pear vortices loomed on her cheeks, and a pair of bright autumn pupils looked at him softly.
Lin Shan raised his eyes and looked at the clothes on the bamboo pole on the balcony, his, hers, and even the underwear of the two of them were drying together.
"Yes." He frowned lightly and answered.
Walking into the shower, the cup on the washstand was full of water, and even the toothpaste on the toothbrush had been squeezed, and after 2 seconds, he rinsed his mouth as usual.
When he washed his face, the little woman leaned against the door, "Brother Shanshan, you have a beard on your chin, can I shave you?" β
Lin Shan looked at her sideways, she was wearing a white dress today, the skirt was cotton, a very ordinary style, only the wide sleeves with ruffles showed her small and delicate style, and the tight little black pants with 7 points on the lower body revealed her slender white calves.
She braided two fishbone braids hanging on the shoulders of the small fragrance on both sides, her eyes were full of water, and her eyebrows were gentle and quiet, and her whole person had a bit of an IKEA temperament.
Lin Shan wiped his face and didn't answer.
Liu Jingjing happily jumped into the shower, she moved her little hand and took the electric shaver directly, grabbed his sleeve and pulled him down, "Brother Shanshan, low, I can't reach it." β
Lin Shan turned around and sat on the only bench in the shower room, Liu Jingjing walked in front of him, two white and tight thin legs squeezed into his legs, a soft little hand held his handsome face, she leaned over, and concentrated on shaving the green stubble on his chin.
"Brother Shanshan, does it hurt?" She asked him softly as she scraped.
Her soft and sweet breath fell on his resolute cheeks, his eyes darkened, the woman in his arms was delicate and weak, and every bit of strength that touched him was like a feather brushing his heart lake, and the lake rippled in circles.
He looked at her watery little mouth, and his body was a little hot.
After scraping around, Liu Jingjing saw that he didn't speak, so she raised her eyes to look at him, and the man's gaze was withdrawn from her pink lips, and he was looking at her in a deep and dark manner.
Liu Jingjing's heart suddenly beat like a drum, how long has it been since he has seen her like this?
Her cheeks were slightly red, she lowered her eyes, leaned close to his thin lips, and whispered, "Brother Shanshan, will we all live like this in the future?" I'm trying to learn how to cook, learn to be a good wife, let's forget the past, a family is just the two of us, let's live a good life? β
The woman who usually doesn't touch the spring water with her fingers doesn't know where to learn the cooking skills, but she can also cook a few dishes, wash and squeeze toothpaste for him in the morning, and her beautiful figure always looks up to him and talks to him gently and timidly...
He felt the change in her.
But for a lifetime?
Can he still trust her?
Lin Shan's head slightly sideways.
But there was a slight pain at the corner of his mouth, and the razor in Liu Jingjing's hand rubbed against the corner of his mouth, and a small piece of skin broke at the corner of his mouth, and the woman shouted softly, "Brother Shanshan, it's bleeding." β
Lin Shan wanted to stretch out his thumb to wipe it, but Liu Jingjing was a step ahead of him, she opened her mouth and allowed the corner of his lips.
Lin Shan's lower abdomen was tense, a big palm rubbed her small waist, crumpled her white dress, the Adam's apple rolled, and he groped her upright buttocks.
touched her slightly, but Lin Shan pushed her away and hurriedly stood up, "I'm going to the army." β
"Brother Shanshan..."Liu Jingjing hurriedly grabbed his healthy arm and kept him, "I made porridge, you eat breakfast first before leaving." β
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A breakfast was calm, except for the blur just now, Lin Shan regained his handsomeness and coldness, Liu Jingjing sent him out, he looked back and said, "Don't go out casually today." β
Looking at the man's body that was gradually moving away, Liu Jingjing leaned against the door sadly and melancholy, why can't you go out at will today, is it because of Hang Hao's death day?
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Martyrs' Cemetery.
Liu Jingjing secretly stood behind a hidden tree and looked at the rows of soldiers standing solemnly and silently, they were paying tribute to the revolutionary martyr Hang Hao.
Hang Hao's tombstone is pasted with his photo, the 14-year-old boy has starry eyebrows and a righteous face, quite a bit of Hang Haiyang's appearance back then.
Standing at the front are Hang Hao's grandparents, Hang Lao and Hang Lao of the central leader, as well as Lin Shan, Hang Linghuan...
Everyone's faces were solemn and sad, even the sky was drizzling, Liu Jingjing could see Lin Shan's body in the crowd, she knew that he was very sad in his heart.
In order to retrieve her photo, he gave the life of a comrade-in-arms.
He should feel more guilty and blame himself.
It's just that she is still a "stunning Tang Sect", how can this make him embarrassed?
Maybe what this man is suffering in his heart, she will never know.
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The hour-long memorial service was over, the soldiers left with positive steps, Hang Lao patted Lin Shan's shoulder, and the two chatted while walking, followed by Mrs. Hang and Hang Linghuan's grandfather and grandson.
Liu Jingjing wrapped her two slender arms around herself and walked slowly on the drizzling road.
Halfway through, several military wives passed by her, and she heard them chatting.
"Is it Commander Hang who is here today? It's magnificent. I saw that his 18-year-old granddaughter looked at us Major General Lin again and again, and admired him very much, and even Mrs. Hang admired Major General Lin and liked it quite much. β
"Yes, our Major General Lin is a talent, that Hang Qianjin is beautiful, and her family background is good, if the two families are married, then Major General Lin is estimated to be able to achieve the position of Commander Hang in the center in two years and become a legend of a generation." β¦
Liu Jingjing's clothes were half wet, she raised her eyes to look at the light rain in the sky, and suddenly felt very cold.
She doesn't like Hang Linghuan, on the one hand, because of Anji's mother, and on the other hand, because of Brother Shanshan, Hang Linghuan is behind the gate, but what is she?
What can she do to help Brother Shanshan?
is lost, there is someone in front of him blocking the way, saying Cao Cao, Cao Cao has arrived, it is Hang Linghuan.
"Liu Jingjing, why are you so shameless? You call Lin Shan Brother Shanshan, but now you live with him and do dirty things. β
Liu Jingjing stood still, she looked at Hang Linghuan with an angry and disdainful face in front of her, and felt very ridiculous, she really encountered a dog bite halfway.
"I like to call him brother during the day, worship and adore him as a brother, live with him at night, and serve him as a man, I am happy, what's wrong, do you have an opinion?" R1154