Many years later, when I look back on this life, I just feel that I have experienced too many ups and downs. Thinking about it now, I'm really scared, and I really can't figure it out, how did I grit my teeth and survive when I was young? I am not a rational person, and even later, it was only after a lot of experience that I naturally saw that there is often more than one way to do things in this world. When I was young and ignorant, I often went to extremes because of a momentary situation, but I never thought that I had done anything wrong. Things in this world, whether they meet or miss, there is a destiny in the dark, and if there is no step, there will be no today's Mo Xiangsi. - Mo Xiangsi

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Mo Xiangsi took the money and hurried back to the inn, Yu Yan was already waiting outside the door, sweating profusely and fidgeting back and forth.

Mo Xiangsi looked at him and gave him all the messy things in his hand, leaving only the silver: "These go to the pawnshop, quickly." ”

Yu Yan looked at the belongings in his hand, didn't ask much, and nodded directly: "Hey, senior sister, go and see the fifth junior brother." ”

Mo Xiangsi pushed the door in with the silver, only to watch the basin of blood go out, Mo Xiangsi looked at Xu Yanbin's leg that was changing the dressing, and stood in place in shock, he fell from such a high place, his leg was already broken, and now in the summer, it seems that he still has inflammation, and it began to fester, and the blood is dripping.

Mo Xiangli was helping the doctor clean and change the dressing for Xu Yanbin, and the doctor looked at the leg and shook his head slowly: "I can't ask for this leg." ”

Mo Xiangsi stepped forward to stop: "No! Xiao Yanzi likes to practice since he was a child, and he can't be disabled. Think of a way, think of a doctor. ”

The doctor looked at Mo Xiangsi, who was full of anxiety, and frowned: "Girl, his injury is too serious, even if this leg is saved, it will no longer be the same as before." ”

Mo Xiangsi pulled him: "That means it's still possible to keep it, right?" I'm going to keep his leg, and if he's missing a leg, have you ever thought about how he'll marry and gain a foothold in his future? No matter how expensive the medicine is, I want you to do your best, do your best, understand? ”

The doctor was embarrassed: "Girl, the old man is not a miracle doctor Bian Hexuan, even if Hua Tuo is alive, I am afraid that it will not work, and if it drags on, it will be difficult to save the life of this son!" ”

Mo Xiangsi grabbed the doctor's collar angrily and said: "You didn't say that just now, I don't care, I just want you to save him, I don't want to give up without even trying, you go and treat him!" Right now! Don't talk nonsense! ”

The doctor was also shocked by the woman's actions in front of him, and hurriedly wiped the sweat on his head: "Okay, I'll try, try!" ”

Mo Xiangsi anxiously watched the doctor start to prick Xu Yanbin's leg bones, only looking at the actions of the so-called No. 1 doctor in Hangzhou in front of him, and couldn't help but think of Yun Liuxiao's medical skills that once gave Shi Niang a needle. Mo Xiangsi only realized at this time that what he was used to for granted turned out to be unique in this vast world.

Big brother, it would be nice to have you by your side now. Senior brother, if you are here, Xiao Yanzi's leg will definitely be saved. Big brother, where are you? Are you alright?

These days, in my hurried life, there is no trace of you, those prosperous past, obviously just yesterday, but it seems to be a world away. The two people who originally saw each other every day broke up overnight, and they broke up like this, and since then there is not even a vague shadow in each other's world, Mo Xiangsi has never heard of the news of the senior brother again, although sometimes he doesn't want to listen, he doesn't dare to listen, he doesn't dare to listen to where he is, for fear that he will leave a qiē and chase him in a hurry.

Mo Xiangsi didn't dare to think about it anymore, she was afraid that she would waver, and she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it, so she tried hard to press herself with the things in front of her, so that she could put herself wholeheartedly on Xu Yanbin in front of her. Mo Xiangsi stayed by the bedside for a day and a night, watching the doctor prick him with needles over and over again, and use medicine again and again, but the decoction couldn't be fed into his clenched teeth, Mo Xiangsi looked at the useless Mo Xiangli, and yelled: "You get out of the way!" ”

Mo Xiangsi sat at the head of Xu Yanbin's bed, moved Xu Yanbin's head to his chest, and let him lean on himself, she held the medicine bowl in one hand, pinched Xu Yanbin's mouth fiercely with the other, and filled him with medicine with tears.

In the haze, Xu Yanbin seemed to have opened his eyes, he seemed to have been sleeping in a hazy dream these days, he had been in a coma for too long, and he couldn't distinguish between dream and reality, he only felt that he seemed to see his second senior sister, those bright eyes were filled with mist for the first time, but the corners of his lips still carried the stubborn and unyielding that she was familiar with.

Xu Yanbin seemed to be obedient, and finally drank the bowl of medicine, Mo Xiangsi only felt tired and sweaty, looking at his hazy open eyes: "Senior sister, you ...... Coming back? ”

His voice was weak, even ethereal, as if a gust of wind could blow it away.

The tears in Mo Xiangsi's eyes seemed to be unable to hold back any longer, and she wiped them away with her hand: "I'm back, senior sister is back." Didn't you stinky boy say you were going to wait for me to triumph, how did you get into this way! ”

Xu Yanbin listened to those familiar words, and seemed to want to hook the corners of his lips, but finally lost his strength again and fainted.

"Xiao Yanzi! Xiao Yanzi! Mo Xiangsi called his name one after another, but Xu Yanbin didn't respond, but burned even more......

Mo Xiangli hurriedly invited a doctor, and when the doctor saw Xu Yanbin's appearance, he said to Mo Xiangsi: "I'm afraid it's the way to return to the light just now." ”

Mo Xiangli cried and pulled Mo Xiangsi, whose face was withered because he stayed up all night: "Second Senior Sister, if you drag it out any longer, the Fifth Senior Brother will be saved." ”

Mo Xiangsi was tired, her face was stiff and numb, her eyes were cold and gloomy, she calmly looked at Xu Yanbin, whose face was burned red, and finally stood up from his bedside and said, "Then amputate the leg." ”

The doctor waved his hand and shook his head: "Girl, this person is terminally ill, and the old man can't do anything about it!" Besides, the old man is very old, and he always has rheumatism in his hands, and he no longer dares to do this delicate work, and even if his legs are cut off, this person is afraid that he will not be able to live. ”

Mo Xiangsi just looked at the doctor coldly: "I don't care, I just want him to live!" If you can't save him, you don't want to leave! ”

The doctor was also angry and helpless: "Girl, aren't you embarrassed?" The old man really didn't dare to do it, otherwise it would just be a matter of carelessness! ”

Mo Xiangsi looked at him, his bloodshot eyes were as cold as ice, but they were full of bitter distress: "Then I'll do it!" You say next to you, I'll do it! ”

The doctor was speechless in astonishment: "You, you...... You do! ”

Mo Xiangsi looked down at Xu Yanbin who was in a coma, and said, "Yes, I will do it, I have followed the senior brother for so many years, I have seen a little and learned a little, so I will do it." ”

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