Chapter 103: Looking at Life with a Smile
"What did you say!"
"I said you were a rotten person, so I said you, Yang Chen."
"You paralyzed who rotten!" Yang Chen rushed up and was about to hit Yan Lei, but was stopped by Ji Xiang and Li Yukai.
Yan Lei sneered and said: "You are still not convinced when you say that you are a rotten person, I usually don't say anything about people like you, and I don't look in the mirror by myself." It's not that Xu Hao reports to you every day, which crew can you go to, and which group leader will want you. Xu Hao reported the drama to you, you take it for granted, I haven't seen someone like you. ”
"You are paralyzed, who do I want to report to me, I won't run the crew myself! Dog's day, you are the oldest, where you talk, doglegs, you know how to fart others all day long. Eye, I can't get used to you! ”
The weather cleared, the temperature rose, and there was no electric fan in the rental house, so the temperature could not be lowered.
Yang Chen and Yan Lei quarreled, and Li Yukai and Ji Xiang couldn't stop them.
The whole rental house is in a mess.
Xu Hao sat on the small bench, listening to the sound of their quarrel, and suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness welling up all over his body, and the whole small team only lasted a few days, and it became like this. At the same time, there is also a deep sense of loss, for Yang Chen, he thinks that he has been helping him, it can be said that as a friend, benevolence and righteousness have been exhausted.
But as Yan Lei said, Yang Chen took Xu Hao's help for granted, and then seemed to be very unconvinced by Xu Hao.
Xu Hao is not a fool, he can feel that Yang Chen is unhappy with him, because of jealousy or something.
It's just that they usually eat and chat together, and they first met in Hengdian, Xu Hao tried his best to think on the bright side, and comforted himself that Yang Chen had this temper.
People are social animals, Xu Hao is not a withdrawn character, he needs a small circle, communicate with each other and encourage each other, and work hard together. That's why he and Yang Chen and them worked together on the Kuaishou professional group [Legend of the Dragon Set], and when they had nothing to do, they took small films, honed their acting skills with each other, and found a scene for themselves.
This should have been a team with a high level of motivation.
The reality is that this is a ragtag army composed of local chickens and dogs, and there is more than enough success and more failure. And his own eyes on people are also very sparse, and he is also drunk when he makes a friend like Yang Chen.
The quarrel continues, and I can't persuade him.
In such a noisy background, Xu Hao's ideological world is constantly self-denying and affirming.
He suddenly felt that he was a lonely person, and although they were all the lowest group of people in the drift, they had diametrically opposite ideological situations to each other. Although Yang Chen and the others were also clamoring to chase their dreams and fight hard, they were limited to shouting a beautiful slogan, and their behavior was to deceive themselves.
Satisfied with a mediocre life, worshipping those who are high up and above you, but jealous of your friends who are slightly better than yourself.
This is a kind of estrangement, formless and substantial, but it does exist.
Xu Hao is different from them, he does not blindly worship anyone, nor does he envy the people around him who are better than him, he will be inferior, but he will be more self-reliant, he believes that he can work hard to change his identity.
I used to be ignorant, and I was confused for more than ten years.
Now I cherish every day and continue to struggle.
Looking up at Yang Chen, whose face was flushed, Xu Hao still didn't speak.
In his heart, he constantly compared Yang Chen with himself, looking for the gap between each other.
Yang Chen is a person with a lot of eyes, and he will have more ideas than Xu Hao, but he is more of a lazy person and has no self-control. Every time he arrived in Xu Hao's house, he thought about opening his laptop to surf the Internet, and as soon as he came to the set to film, he thought about being lazy, either peeking at his mobile phone or sitting still.
Xu Hao is very diligent, he is never lazy in the crew, and always looks for opportunities to show himself with an enthusiastic attitude, and adds drama to himself, and he does not learn others to play cards or chat when he has free time, but does something meaningful.
For example, today's big specialty, that is, he used painting to add drama to himself, which attracted the attention of the director.
He and Yang Chen, one always keeps adding drama to himself, and the other always keeps avoiding the drama.
The drop is here.
……
replayed many things that have happened these days like a movie, as if a bystander was examining, Xu Hao had a lot of insights.
Looking at Yan Lei and Ji Xiang, who were still arguing, Xu Hao said lightly: "Don't quarrel." ”
The two didn't hear it.
Xu Hao yelled again: "Stop arguing! ”
This is what makes both sides extinguish.
Looking at Yang Chen, and then at the others, Xu Hao said slowly: "I still have some business, I want to go out, you all go back first." ”
After driving everyone out of the house, Xu Hao directly locked the door, and then said to a few of them: "To be honest, it's not easy for everyone to get together, and I don't know what to quarrel about." Is summer coming, and the fire is so big? ”
After walking a few steps, he looked back at Yang Chen: "Your temperament needs to be changed." ”
When he got downstairs, Xu Hao rode his bicycle directly and left Yatang Village. To tell the truth, he has no old days now, and with the passion of the team, he just wants to find a place to relax quietly for a while. He had already lost his previous anger, let alone being angry with Yang Chen.
His vision has invisibly risen a lot, and he has shaken off a shackle and seen a broader world.
It's an extraordinary experience.
I can't tell the truth, but it's true......
Wandering aimlessly in Hengdian, and not knowing what subconscious was guiding, Xu Hao rode and rode to the gate of Hengdian Film and Television Vocational College, that is, Hengdian University. Since he came, Xu Hao decided to go in and have a look, rode into Hengdian University, rode along the road and stopped, and came to the football field.
Although there have been rumors that many football TV series have been launched in Hengdian, it is a pity that the regular football stadium in Hengdian is also one of Hengdian University.
It is said that Hengdian currently has three emergencies, football scripts, football fields and football talents.
Xu Hao locked the bicycle to the railing and walked into the football field, there were quite a lot of people on the football field, a complete football field, which was cut into three pieces, and each piece had two teams of people fighting.
After a while, the big kick kicked the ball into the air, and then a bunch of people huddled together to prepare for a header, but the ball snapped and smashed to the ground.
After shouting and shooting, the football was kicked hard, spun and flew onto the field of the other team. A group of people shouted: "Hey, classmate, please kick it over." ”
After a while, several people went to grab a ball, and then they saw that the ball was gone, and when everyone was dizzy, they realized that the football did not know when, and had run to the other side.
All in all, everyone on the field was playing hot.
There are several laps of the running track next to the football field, some young couples strolling hand in hand, some people running with headphones on, and some people simply playing badminton on the track.
"Is this what college life is?"
Xu Haoting envied these students, enjoying campus life carefree, only when he entered the society did he know that life was actually very difficult.
He also wants to play football, but he doesn't know anyone and he doesn't see them lacking people.
Xu Hao simply sat on the sidelines, watching others play, while recalling the training foundation of the Yuchao football system he had seen, comparing the two and comparing how football should be played. In fact, Xu Hao also played football and was once a member of the high school team, but at that time, there were eighteen boys in a class, and the football team had eleven people......
The more I look at it, the more I feel that the football level of this group of students is really bad to the extreme, the passing is good and derailed, the shot is jerky, the steal does not touch the ball, the big foot is not far away, and the goal is not falling to the ground, it is simply a mess. Occasionally, there are a few kicks that are okay, so they desperately dribble the ball and insist on not passing.
Xu Hao couldn't bear to look at this face, so he simply took out his mobile phone and looked at the QQ shopping post.
Because it is inconvenient to type on the mobile phone, Xu Hao usually looks at the QQ message, and then goes back to chat with the computer. He mainly browsed the [Hengdian Bar], he is not like before, he doesn't have much time to go to the post bar to irrigate, and the level is only level 3.
As soon as he entered [Hengdian Bar], Xu Hao saw familiar faces.
The ID is [Lu Songshan 22], and the avatar is Lu Songshan's avatar, and he posted a post: "Farewell, Hengdian - farewell to the white-bearded old man." ”
"From April 13th to May 5th, a total of 22 days, I filmed three scenes. Two were the masses and ate four meals; A special contract may give 150 yuan. ”
"Including the round-trip fee, I spent about 2,000 yuan, and the income was a little more than 200. There was no balance between the ends and I had to leave. ”
"A group of friends from all over the country came, and after a few months of acting, they couldn't support it and left. Another batch came to play for a few months, but I couldn't support it anymore and left again. Dreams - shattered - dreams again - shattered again, this is the road and fruit of the extras. ”
"I wanted to do it for a month, but I saw that two months would be the same result. Some people may say that I am not high in acting and have a bad relationship with the group leader. This is admitted, but it is not the root cause. ”
"The brilliance of Hengdian comes from good management. But to go down is not to think about Mao again. Host. Xi's words: 'The people, only the people are the driving force behind the creation of history. 'History is made by slaves'. ”
"I'm in the north now. Capital city. My North. The Beijing phone number is: 153XXXX8802. Thank you to Xu Hao, the leader of the three scenes, and the friend Dadun who asked me to make a micro-movie. ”
Posts have accumulated to dozens of floors.
Lu Songshan is now to the north. Jing Huai. Rou, I'm going to go to the gate of Beijing Film Studio to see if I can pick up the actors.
Some bar friends encouraged Lu Songshan, some expressed regret, some thought Lu Songshan was too stupid, and some admired the old man's courage to leave. There is even a bar friend who said that he has seen Xu Hao, a very young team leader, and he is a good person.
Lu Songshan replied one by one, and said something reasonable.
He said there was a Wen. The people of the state sued him: "Filming makes people stupid." ”
And told him four sentences: "Money is paper, and people will die; Money is dead, people are alive. ”
He said: "Everyone understands it, but it is difficult for anyone to master it well. ”
After reading this post, Xu Hao's mood suddenly became much heavier, and his temper towards Lu Songshan disappeared instantly, and he wanted to reply.
"To the north. Jing, take care, the old man had better change his temper. ”
However, the words were only written in general, and Xu Hao felt that it was unrealistic to let Lu Songshan change his temper, after all, he was a lot older. Finally, delete the rewrite, reply with four words.
"Laugh at life."