Chapter 15: Self-Knowledge
"I just hate it, I just hate that I have to look at my face everywhere in this world, what about being thin? What about beauty? Not every thin person is a good person, why should we be discriminated against if we are fat. Niu Jiajia complained only to realize that her love was wrong, even her eyes were red, she obviously lost weight successfully, but she looked more sad than herself, "Are you okay, I just sighed casually." ”
Looking at her gloomy look, thinking of her marriage that doesn't seem to be a good match to outsiders, it is estimated that she can't stand a lot of grievances, in contrast, although she has no one to chase, but she is pampered by her parents, there is really no reason to complain about anything, "Actually, even if no one likes me, I like myself, in this society, women can live well even if they don't marry, you see Sister Xin, she is so beautiful and smart, doesn't she have a boyfriend......"
"It's not like what we Jiajia said, don't you like handsome guys the most? also said to see the handsome guy prolong his life. Being interrupted by her, Ji Qingling's mood also improved a lot.
"Of course it's okay to appreciate and appreciate, I don't think much about anything else, men are luxuries, not necessities, I am fortunate to have it, but I can't die." Niu Jiajia said nonchalantly.
"Yes, men are not necessities of life, we have to live for ourselves." Ji Qingling smiled, as if encouraging her, and as if cheering herself up.
"But I said little rich woman, you are also a rich woman, why do you still buy such shabby clothes, why should you wear a world famous brand, why don't you buy a few Chanel Prada or something, how to match those LV that your father gave you? By the way, why didn't I see you carrying LV? You don't know how many girls drooled when they looked at your LV on your wedding day. Niu Jiajia muttered.
"Those brands of clothes, do you think I have that aura to hold up? Even if I'm carrying LV like this, others will think it's a fake. Ji Qingling smiled very self-consciously, she was wearing an ordinary T-shirt and jeans with a LV bag, which was too traversal.
Besides, after 20 years of diligence and thrift, there is no pressure to wear ordinary brands in the mall, what to wear Chanel, Prada and the like, it is really nondescript, this feeling of nouveau riche is vividly reflected in Ji Jingui and Ji Qingbao, she also bought a lot of famous brands under the influence of others in the past, but it turned out to be just a joke in social situations, and now she understands that what suits her is the best.
"I've only seen celebrities wear those clothes, I'm usually embarrassed to even enter that kind of counter, your circle is too far away from me, but I think it shouldn't be everyone who can wear it to look good, those so-called celebrities, they are also used to wearing it, there should be no such thing as aura, you see how many files those stars were when they were young, and the aura came out when they saw more in the big scene, and the prince will have a kind of Xiangning? Don't be too presumptuous. Niu Jiajia said with a hippie smile.
"I'm not in that circle." Ji Qingling pursed his lips, unable to hide his disdain, "Money is used to make one's life more comfortable, so why bother to find guilt." ”
For the so-called high society, outsiders may seem glamorous, but she has an indescribable disgust, and the hypocrisy and cynicism of those people still make her unable to let go.
"That's right, if I were you, I would play all over the world and eat all the world's food." Niu Jiajia laughed, "That's all we want." ”
"Okay, if you succeed in this postgraduate examination, I will invite you to go abroad to play, you can go wherever you want, and I will cover all the expenses." Ji Qingling said arrogantly.
"It's really fake!" Niu Jiajia's eyes widened, "I've known you for so long, it's the most arrogant today!" ”
"What are you lying to do? Money is to be spent on the blade, and I am willing to spend money for my best friend! ”
"Oh my God! I'm going to burst into tears, local tyrant, you ** me! Niu Jiajia screamed, "In order to repay you, I invited this meal!" ”
Ji Qingling and Niu Jiajia have been friends for many years, and they both know each other's personalities, although Ji Qingling said that the cost is all-inclusive, but Niu Jiajia's character is definitely not the kind of person who likes to take advantage of people, at most, he takes advantage of him verbally, and he will definitely find a way to repay this favor in the future.
Such a sincere friend is much better than those "friends" with honey-bellied mouths and ill-intentioned intentions, and when she thinks of someone in her memory, a trace of gloom passes through her heart.
After fighting for a few months without distractions, it was soon time for the exam, and the two people who were "baked" and dizzy walked out of the examination room hand in hand, looking at each other and smiling bitterly, and their hearts were also bottomless.
"Do your best, let it be the fate of heaven." Looking at the bright sunshine outside the examination room, Ji Qingling only felt like a world away.
"Yes, I tried my best anyway, but I really can't come back next year, anyway, I'm fighting, I have to be admitted." In contrast, Niu Jiajia's pressure is much greater than her, although the family was forced to agree to her choice, but if she fails the exam, she will have to continue to rely on the family to support her, bear the disappointment and sighs of her parents, just thinking about it makes it difficult, and now she can only grit her teeth and hold on.
"Let's go, please eat something delicious, anyway, you're done with the exam, don't think about anything!" Ji Qingling knows her character, and any troubles can disappear in an instant in front of food.
"Are you sure you can eat it?" Niu Jiajia glanced at her, looking distrustful, every time she went out to eat with her, it was basically Ji Qingling who watched her eat, and as a foodie, it was also a very lonely thing for no one to grab food from her.
"I'm a gentleman who sacrifices my weight," Ji Qingling blinked, "It's a big deal, and I'll go to the gym to burn off all the extra calories after eating." ”
"I'm really convinced of you, you're in good shape now, and you're not a star, why do you care so much about weight, and it won't be good to indulge once in a while."
"I'm responsible for my own health, don't look at us young, last time I went for a physical examination before graduation, I actually had fatty liver, and what high cholesterol and high blood lipids, I went for a physical examination again some time ago, and these problems are all gone." Ji Qingling said proudly.
"You don't have to be so life-saving, the old people are not as diligent as you are in the physical examination." Niu Jiajia looked at her incredulously, they were only in their early twenties, it is not strange for girls of this age to love beauty, but no one cares so much about their physical health.
"You have to have a good body to enjoy the glory and wealth." She said with a hippie smile, of course Niu Jiajia didn't know that she had died once, the feeling of being completely broken and suffering from illness at a young age, and she didn't want to experience it a second time.
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