Chapter 386: Repentance
Since Liu Yinglan came back from Liu San that day, she knew that her body was getting worse and worse, and she remembered that her mother had coughed for many years and finally had symptoms of hemoptysis, so she was even more depressed and kept crying for days. Will she die like her mother, thinking of this, she couldn't help but be afraid and afraid, took Jinman's hand and said: "Jinman, I don't want to die, I don't want to die yet......"
Jin Man also felt sorry for her, and said: "It's all like this, let the slave go and sue Master SΓΉ!" β
Ying Lan thought of Du Yunhe, and she was even more sad, and sobbed: "He will only think that we are lying and deceiving him." β
"It's all sick like this, why do you want to do so much? How do you know if you don't try. Jin Man persuaded her bitterly, but seeing that Yinglan didn't speak, she left the sentence "Slave and maid will go to find the master", and then wanted to turn around and leave.
But Yinglan grabbed her and said, "Don't go!" He won't believe it, so why bother to bother with himself. I've annoyed him already, and I don't want to annoy him anymore. "Say nothing, don't let Jinman go to Yunhe.
Seeing her like this, Jin Man was even more at a loss.
"It's better than this," Yinglan said to Jinman with tears in her eyes, "The little money from the pawnshop, you go and get me some medicine." β
"However, if there is no doctor to prescribe a prescription, how do you know what medicine to catch?" Jin Man frowned.
"Just grab some cough medicine, if the pharmacy doesn't catch it, you can change it and see which one is willing to catch." Seeing Jinman's hesitation, Yinglan urged, "Go." "Push Jinman to grab the medicine.
Jin Man couldn't, so he could only comply. After grabbing the medicine and coming back, I happened to see Su Su going to Yang's side, and after seeing Yinglan, he said it casually.
Su Su saw Yinglan from afar. The originally calm face suddenly turned cold, she didn't expect to meet Liu Yinglan here. He only glanced at her and ignored her. Keep going.
When Kankan approached, he heard Yinglan's voice, and her voice was unusually sad: "Allow me...... Would you like to say a few words? β
Su Su didn't stop, ignoring her at all, but Yinglan grabbed her arm: "Su Su." β
Su Su stopped, shook off her hand, didn't look at her, and said coldly: "We shouldn't have anything to say." β
After finishing speaking, he was about to leave, but he was stopped by Yinglan again: "Just say a few words...... Just a few words. The voice was almost pleading.
Su Su was stopped by her. With a glance, he caught a glimpse of Yinglan's hands clutching her arms.
Ying Lan saw that Su Su's gaze that fell on her hand was extremely cold, and her hands trembled subconsciously, and she slowly retracted her hands.
Su Su glanced at her coldly, and finally pulled out and walked towards the water pavilion.
When she came to the Water Pavilion, Yinglan saw that Su Su only wanted to turn her back to her, and she was helpless and hesitated. Finally spoke: "My father's silver ticket...... You put it, right? β
"What a silver ticket, I don't know what you're talking about!" Su Su glanced sideways slightly, and said coldly.
In fact, after Su Su saw Liu Sanlai and asked Yinglan for silver money that day, she went back and took the silver ticket and handed it to Han Xiang. and gave her Liu San's address, asked her to go to Wen Ze, and Wen Ze and the two of them went to give Liu San a silver ticket. It's just that I explained, don't let Liu San find out. So that day, Wen Ze secretly stuffed the silver ticket into the door.
Ying Lan saw that Su Su did not admit it, and did not speak anymore. Looking at Su Su's cold back, her eyes were sour. "I'm sorry. β
Seeing that Su Su still refused to look back at her, she felt more and more lonely: "I have always wanted to say this to you, but I dare not...... I don't dare to face you, and I don't have the face to say this to you. I know the damage I've done to you can't be undone with an apology, but if I don't say it, I'm ......."
Her throat was a little blocked, and she adjusted it before continuing: "I know you won't forgive me, you won't be in this life." I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just want to say what is in my heart. β
Su Su looked at the water with her behind her back and said nothing, Yinglan sighed lowly: "You know, what I saw since I was a child is that my father beats my mother endlessly, and me." For as long as I can remember, I've never felt loved. My biggest wish is to have someone who loves me until I meet my master. When I first met him, I knew he was the person I was destined for, so I poured all my hope into him.
When I thought that he was getting better and better for me, when I was full of joy and thought that I had finally come to the end of my hard work and got what I wanted, I found ...... What he really likes...... It's you, I can't believe it, and I can't accept it.
That day, Shan Lianfang came to me, and I was hesitant, I didn't want to hurt you, but ...... But I'm afraid," Speaking of this, Liu Yinglan's eyes were already wet, "I'm afraid that you will snatch the master away, I'm afraid that I won't get anything in the end, so I was moved by her......"
"Say no more!" Su Su listened to her talk about the incident when she and Shan Lianfang were in the same league to frame herself, which reminded her of the memory that made her unbearable and she tried so hard to forget, she didn't want to listen to it anymore, turned around and left.
But a few steps to Yinglan's side, Yinglan grabbed her, knelt in front of her, tears had already burst out of her eyes: "I was wrong, it was my fault!" Susu, I'm sorry! Not only have I hurt you, but I have also hurt myself.
What I haven't seen clearly is that my father is different from my father, as long as he admits in his heart that I am his woman, he will treat me well. Actually, he was very good to me at that time, but I didn't see it until I lost it. Too late for it.
If I had been a little more generous, then even if I didn't get his love very much, I could still get a little from you, since he didn't really like me, what else did I have to worry about. However, because of my selfishness, it made him go further and further, and the more greedy I was to get more, the more I lost it in the end. I can't forgive myself for doing such a cruel thing to you who is innocent. I know God will punish me, it will ......"
"I knew why I had to do it in the first place!" Su Su sternly interrupted her words and said, "Even if you tried your best to keep me away from Yunhe at that time, or let Yunhe hate me, or drove me out of Du Mansion with Shan Lianfang, I will be grateful to you!" But you shouldn't trap me in any way! Even if I'm just a stranger who has nothing to do with you, you can't do anything hurtful! You are so ruthless and ruthless, framing innocent people, you still want Yunhe to accept a poisonous woman? β
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry...... Yinglan said with tears in her eyes: "I know that even if I say a thousand or ten thousand words of sorry, I can't atone for the sins I committed against you, and I don't know how to make up for the damage caused to you." (To be continued......)