Shen Cangcang said hard.

Every word, it seemed like it took a lot of effort for her to spit it out of her mouth.

As soon as she finished speaking, she slowly closed her eyes again.

As if laughing at himself, he muttered again, "Why, I'm dreaming again!" ”

Such a Shen Cangcang made Shen Sanye, who was standing on the side, a little distressed.

He sighed secretly before retreating from the room.

In the house, only Yu Fang and Shen Cangcang remained.

Yu Fang walked up to Shen Cangcang's side and held Shen Cangcang's hand.

Her soft little hands were unusually cold at the moment.

Yu Fang frowned, "Cangcang, it's me, I'm here!" ”

"You ......" Shen Cangcang opened his eyes blankly, and then his expression slowly returned to clarity.

She didn't know if she saw the person she wanted to see the most.

I didn't want to cry, but I couldn't help but tears slipped from the corners of my eyes......

She thought about this person for a long, long time, so long that she couldn't remember how she survived those days! This time, she had a heart attack...... Even the husband was helpless about her condition, let alone the imperial doctor from the palace.

Yu Fang told her that they had no future.

Although he was thinking about her every word, those words were like a dagger with venom, and they were fiercely inserted into her heart.

Shen Cangcang is really afraid......

She was afraid that Yu Fang would leave her.

The most terrible thing in the world is not to lose, but to gain.

She once had the warmth that Yu Fang gave her, but she watched this warmth. In the end, it doesn't belong to her.

It's cruel.

If her sweetheart is not Yu Fang, she will use the one who is tied, and the one who is tied will also be kept by her side. But her sweetheart happened to be Yu Fang, she couldn't bear to be strong against Yu Fang, and she couldn't bear to look at Yu Fang sadly......

Therefore, Shen Cangcang could only bear this sadness by himself.

"Brother!" Shen Cangcang rubbed his eyes, wanting to see the person in front of him clearly, but he didn't know what was going on. The more the eyes are rubbed. But the line of sight became hazy, "Is it really you?" ”

"It's me!" Yu Fang held Shen Cangcang's hand, and his tone was firm, "Cangcang." It's me! ”

Shen Cangcang heard this. Crying doesn't look good......

It was as if she had been greatly wronged. Questioned Yu Fang, "Why don't you want me?" Where I'm bad, I can change. But you, why don't you want me? ”

"I want you, I want you!" Yu Fang raised his hand and wiped away his tears for Shen Cangcang, "I want you!" ”

He wanted this person.

I couldn't help but want it.

Although Yu Fang knew early on that he did not have this qualification or this right, he did not want to leave Shen Cangcang.

His life was like hell, and there was never any sunshine.

In his shattered memories, when he was a child, he was always locked up in a small dark room by adults. The only living creature around him was a slender little white snake...... A poisonous snake that can't even speak.

There was a thick musty smell around the black room, and when he wanted to go out, he would often be beaten severely by the guards at the door.

The man yelled at him, not to open his eyes, not to open his eyes.

Every time he opened his eyes and wanted to go out, he was beaten up by that man.

He said that his eyes were the dirtiest things. It's ugly and dirty.

Yu Fang was very afraid, at that time, he was small and had no strength, except for nibbling on moldy steamed buns every day, he kept his eyes closed.

In fact, closing your eyes and not closing your eyes are almost the same.

The room was dimly lit, and all around it was black, thick like ink that could not be dissolved.

He just opened his eyes, but he still couldn't see the scenery around him clearly.

In time......

He got used to walking with his eyes closed, and he was used to doing things with his eyes closed, and even when he was asleep, he could get up with his eyes closed to do things.

He had nocturnal wandering syndrome.

At night, he would always do a lot of things unconsciously, and when he woke up, he realized that he had actually done something that he never dared to do on weekdays.

The first time he woke up, he was crawling on the roof and heard someone crying in a low voice.

He woke up from his dream in a cold sweat. The next moment, I looked at the place where the cry came from......

I saw a thin little girl, sitting in the small courtyard, crying all the time. Her legs were covered with a heavy woolen blanket, and her eyes, as if covered by dust, were hazy and dirty.

But these eyes were not good-looking, but they made him stunned for a long time.

Who is she? Why are you crying here again?

At that moment, Yu Fang wanted to reach out and wipe the dust off the woman's eyes.

However, he was afraid, and he was also a little timid.

After he went back, he was beaten up by the man guarding the door again, and when there were more and more wounds on his body, Yu Fang thought...... He probably won't live long.

The only thing of value on him was the obedient little white snake.

Although the little white snake is poisonous, it is very well-behaved and docile.

The gatekeeper did not kill him, because he was afraid of being attacked by the snake.

He didn't remember who gave him the snake, as if the little white snake was there when he was born.

Yu Fang fell asleep every day, and would unconsciously go to the roof, and when he woke up, he would see the girl in the yard.

Eventually, as his health deteriorated, he jumped into the courtyard.

At that time, he didn't know that he had so much courage from there.

After he gave the little white snake to the girl, he went back.

This time he went back, and he was very sick.

In a daze, he heard an old man sighing, saying that he had been poisoned and might not survive.

After that, the old man drew his sword, and his voice trembled and asked the gatekeeper, why was he so cruel?

The gatekeeper's voice was still cold.

He said, "It's a sin/seed, damn it...... Only when they are dead will they be safe.

After that, Yu Yi didn't know what happened.

He only remembered that day, and smelled a heavy smell of blood.

He was sent to Yu's house, and then out of nowhere, a man with eyes completely similar to him came out, hugged him and cried, saying that he had treated him badly and would treat him well.

Yu Fang looked into the man's eyes and believed the fact that the man said it was his father.

They look so similar.

Maybe it's because he took the poison, or maybe he craves family affection too much, even if he knows that his life experience is full of loopholes, he still believes it.

Believe, and don't tell outsiders about your doubts.

His life is like a thief, stealing happiness that should not belong to him.

Therefore, he does not like to step out of the door of Yufu all year round.

I didn't dare to look for the little girl from the past.

It's just that fate is really unclear.

He never thought that he would meet Shen Cangcang.

Yu Fang thought of this, his voice was hoarse, and he said, "Cangcang, I'm not leaving, I'm not going again!" ”

He wanted this warmth, and he didn't want to let go of death. (To be continued......)

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I'm almost tired and crying.

Today, I was scratched by a cat, and I also died by myself, and I ran to bathe the cat.

Painful, it feels so sad.

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