303: Fear of losing
Ji Hongye was very idle this time, he didn't even have to read the file, in addition to reading Buddhist scriptures all day long, he was teasing his little wife, and it was not enough to flirt with words, but he also had to practice it.
Nalan Jinxiu took care of the injury on his back, and most of the time she relied on him. She was obedient, and it went much more naturally, and it was only now that they understood what they should pay attention to in the rites of husband and wife.
It seemed that he was exploring before, he wanted a lot, and she naturally rejected it. In fact, it was because he didn't achieve the desired goal, so he kept wanting to try.
The young couple and the two of them were like honey blending oil all day long, and Mrs. Ji was watching from the sidelines, but she was worried. The two of them are so affectionate, why hasn't Jin'er's belly moved? Many people around her were pregnant shortly after they got married.
She asked Dr. Su to pass through Jinyuan to diagnose Nalan Jinxiu's pulse, but Dr. Su only said that she was fine. Ji Hongye also knew what her grandmother was worried about, and Ah Jin needed to give birth to a boy and a girl as soon as possible to stabilize her position in the Ji family.
As the eldest son, he can't ignore this kind of thing. But he doesn't force it, if he has it, he has it, and if he doesn't, he can accept it. Besides, Ah Jin is still young now, and when he was still growing up, he was like a child, how did he get his mother?
Nalan Jinxiu knows her body very well, and judging from the current situation, her body is still cold, and she is afraid that the heir will be difficult for her. Now that she has been married for a short time, no one can say anything, and in another year and a half, if she still doesn't, I'm afraid that the situation will be difficult.
Even if the third brother protects her, she has to consider his identity, the only sister-in-law, how can she delay for a long time? Thinking of this, her head began to hurt. She pressed her fingers against her forehead, looking anxious.
Ji Hongye may have healed quickly because of his good health. He is arranging to return to Wenyuan Pavilion tomorrow to prepare for the folding, and then go to the criminal department. As soon as I entered the room, I saw that she looked very entangled, and her fingers pressed her forehead hard. He frowned, strode over to her, took her hand down and held it in his own, bowed his head and asked softly, "What's the matter?"
Nalan Jinxiu restrained the irritability in her eyebrows, she looked at Ji Hongye quietly, and smiled: "It's nothing, it's just a little headache." ”
"What's the problem?"
"I guess I didn't sleep well last night. ”
Ji Hongye looked down at her beside her for a while, and saw that she was still silent, this was not like her. The little girl was always by his side, always chattering, as if she had something to say. Now, he's a little unused to it.
"But my mother asked Dr. Su to come over to check your pulse yesterday, and you are under pressure?"
"Nope. Nalan Jinxiu lowered his head and said in a muffled voice.
When she didn't say a word, she was like this, and she refused to look at him. He sighed, picked her up and put her on his lap, rubbed her cheek, and said softly: "You don't have to care too much about other people's feelings, it's difficult to reconcile, people are not omnipotent, there are always places you can't take into account." ”
"But...... Grandmother ......"
"Everyone is an individual, neither man nor woman, not even grandmother has the right to interfere with you. Ji Hongye touched her hair, saw her looking at herself stupidly, and said: "You only need to care about my feelings, because husband and wife are one, and I ......"
Nalan Jinxiu waited for a long time and didn't see him say the following, so she couldn't bear it anymore, and looked up and asked him, "How are you?" ”
Look, there is no patience at all. Ji Hongye smiled softly, lowered his head and pecked her ear: "Don't I have to find a way to please you?"
Nalan Jinxiu was a little itchy by him, she leaned on his shoulder, took his hand, and said aggrievedly: "How can you please me? Obviously, I am the one who pleases you, okay!"
"Didn't you?"
"Nope. In order to show his emotions, Nalan Jinxiu also turned his cheeks to the other end, and then said in a muffled voice: "As soon as I make you unhappy, you will punish me for writing, or you will punish me for endorsing, where is there to coax me?"
Ji Hongye originally thought that he had been greatly wronged, but when he heard her say this, he felt that what she said seemed to be the truth. He twisted her cheeks and looked at her with watery eyes and a look of displeasure on her face.
He sighed helplessly, feeling that it was really difficult to coax the child when he was older, just two years ago, he made an excuse at will, and the little girl could believe it, but now he knows how to be more serious.
He looked at her, and she looked at him.
Ji Hongye secretly complained about his grandmother in his heart, he really had nothing to do with him. Now, if she didn't find a reason to convince her, she wouldn't be able to turn the page. He cleared his throat and said lightly, "Didn't I coax you and follow you?"
"Nope. "Nalan Jinxiu really has a kind of at this time, and the most aggrieved person in the world is his own cognition.
"You're playing a scoundrel when you say that, I didn't let you last night?"
Last night, by her, what? Nalan Jinxiu looked at him, trying to think about what happened last night, and what gradually became clear in his mind......
Last night he accidentally saw the bottom of the box that his grandmother gave her, and he laughed. She was ashamed and embarrassed, and wanted to take back the album in his hand, but he turned it from beginning to end, and asked her, "Why did grandmother give you this?"
"You need to take care of it!" she was so angry that she couldn't do it.
"Grandmother's meaning, it seems that you still don't realize it. ”
"What do you mean?"
Ji Hongye smiled silently.
Nalan Jinxiu found that the smile was a bad smile, and the corners of his mouth were high, just like the laughter of those bad men who like to flirt with women from good families, which was uninhibited and romantic. Her third brother has always been gentle and elegant, she really rarely sees him like this, and she looks a little stupid for a while.
So he began to put it into practice, trying to make her understand the purpose of the album. Thanks to his good memory, although he only flipped through it, he still remembered it clearly. He whispered in her ear which one she wanted, and she was ashamed.
He was surprisingly patient, trying one by one. She almost broke down, and finally burst into tears. He whispered in her ear to coax her, but still put away his desire to continue exploring, changed the posture she was used to, and loved her softly like spring breeze and rain......
Nalan Jinxiu opened a pair of eyes and looked at him fiercely.
Ji Hongye laughed even more, approached her, and whispered, "Don't doubt whether that's or not, because you can't afford the consequences." ”
Threat, naked, naked, nudist threat!
She felt that the third brother had become bad after marriage, and it was not the same as before. She clenched her fists with both hands, and really wanted to hit someone, but she didn't dare, and she was reluctant, he still had a wound on his back. However, when he was on the couch at night, he did not look at all like a wounded man.
Ji Hongye knew his little wife, and his attitude towards him was very entangled at this time. But that's actually good, it's enough for her to focus on him, and nothing else, it's not worth bothering her.
He hugged her, let her slender body lean against his chest, and whispered close to her ear: "Ah Jin, I am not ready to be a father, and I do not want your identity to change. ”
"Huh?" Nalan Jinxiu looked at him, a little puzzled by his words.
He hugged her arm tighter, but his voice was softer than usual: "Do you know what it is to be lost? I still have a little bit of a surprise sometimes, I've finally married you back?"
Nalan Jinxiu hugged him back, buried her cheek in his shoulder, breathed in the clean and clear smell of his body, and the restless heart became extremely calm.
"When I let you be my wife, I naturally want to respect you, pity you, and love you. I don't want you to be wronged, even if those grievances come from my relatives, I still don't allow it. So, if you really have the same mind as me, don't care what they do to you, because that's not what I mean. ”
Nalan Jinxiu was a little unsure, she felt that the third brother's words meant that he didn't want children. But what man in this world doesn't want to have many children and grandchildren, and doesn't want his wife to spread his own branches?
In response to her hesitant gaze, he put his cheek on her neck and whispered, "If I have a child, I will not miss his growth." For boys, I will teach him to read and write, to ride horses and shoot arrows, and to teach him how to behave. If it's a girl, I seem to have to teach more, because I want her to be strong enough not to be bullied if she marries into a stranger in the future. You say I'm so busy, how can I have so much spare time?"
"Isn't it okay for boys and girls to ask a gentleman to teach them?"
Ji Hongye is helpless, this girl is getting more and more sophisticated, and it is not easy to fool: "I have always believed that parents should be the best teachers for their children, especially our children, I have to teach them myself." ”
Nalan Jinxiu lowered her head and thought that the third brother should like children, at least he liked her to give birth to him. Perhaps, it is time for her to pay attention to her body, she wants to be a mother, and she wants to give him a child who is like her and like him.
"It's extremely dangerous for a girl to give birth, especially at a young age like you, so I don't want you to have it so early. I'm not even sure, I'm reluctant to let you go through that hell gate. His arms holding her suddenly tightened, and his voice was hoarse: "Ah Jin, I will also be afraid of losing." ”
Nalan Jinxiu's heart suddenly shook, the third brother's remarks now can be said to be unprecedented. In the entire history of the Daning Dynasty, no man had ever said such a thing. As a doctor, she is well aware of the dangers of childbirth. She had also seen with her own eyes that after a painful wail, she could not save her life.
Some officials in Daning have advocated that more doctors should study gynecology. According to the statistics of the Household Registration Office, one-third of the women who die in childbirth in various places every year. Among them, the majority of women have just arrived at the age of Jilu. This is also the reason why Ji Hongye is afraid, after going through so much, he can finally fight with her, he is too afraid of losing.