Chapter 68: Anger
When He went out, Mrs. Zhang slowly spoke: "Wei Lin, the old woman advises you, it's too much, think about it carefully." ”
Chu Weilin stood in place, pondering these four words, but her head was a mess, and she didn't know what Old Lady Zhang meant.
Old Lady Zhang only glanced at Chu Weilin and knew that she didn't understand, her palm was covered by the lid of the celadon tea cup, and some hot temperature filled her palm.
In the twenty-eight years that are most suitable for this tea set, Mrs. Zhang didn't understand the meaning of this warmth, until the corners of her eyes crawled into wrinkles, and she had to sigh that it was too late, so late that holding this tea cup was going to make people laugh.
Thinking of Chu Weilin's changes in the past few days, there was a faint shadow of her former self, and Mrs. Zhang finally mentioned again: "There are many ways to resolve it, and it doesn't have to be broken." Verin, you're too angry. ”
Her body shook, and Chu Weilin stared into Old Lady Zhang's eyes.
The fish is dead and the net is broken, Mrs. Zhang is right, this has always been her way of doing things, others don't leave her a way to live, as long as she seizes the opportunity, she will fight out, and in the end she often loses both.
It's the same today, since she knew Chu Weihu's trap in advance, it's not just that there is only such a way to resolve it, it's just that she spread the dirtiest and most rotten things in broad daylight according to her heart, not only Chu Weiwan's reputation, but she also made Ronghe County Lord ugly, so that Chu Weihu's mind can no longer be hidden.
Is she too greedy? From the moment she woke up, she wanted her relatives to be smooth, but her actions were still a sharp knife.
Princess Ruochong is a person who can't see stains. Chu Weiwan was involved in such a dispute, and the Chu family has the shadow of sisters, is Chu Weiwan's future ruined?
These thoughts poured into her mind, making her dizzy, and in the end, there was only one thought, was her anger really too heavy?
If she thinks a few more steps and plans a few more times, will she be able to win the opponent without losing her whole life.
"Your mother is gone, and there is no one to restrain her. It's not something your father can do, either. I'm old. I can't mention a few words to you, if you can understand what you said today, it will be enough for you to walk flat for a few years. Let's go back and rest. Old Lady Zhang knew that Chu Weilin was already thinking, but these things were not something that could be thought through for a while. But as long as there is such an idea. It's going to get better and better. "Remember, don't be someone else's knife."
Chu Weilin didn't move immediately, her lips moved slightly. But I didn't know what to say for a while, so in the end I could only salute first and retreat.
Baolian and Baojin waited outside, and when they saw that Chu Weilin was a little listless, they didn't say much, and helped her back to Qinghui Garden.
The long corridor, the limestone wall, looking up, on the other side of the eaves is the endless sky, at this moment has been turned on the lamp, the sky is cloudy, there is only a bend of the moon and I don't know where it is blocked by the clouds.
Only in late spring, the air that is still cool makes people feel extra comfortable between breathing and breathing.
Chu Weilin took a few deep breaths, and the stuffy feeling in her heart had gone a lot, and she glanced back at Yishuntang, and the words of Old Lady Zhang were in her mind.
In the previous life, knowing that Mrs. Zhang didn't like her, Chu Weilin didn't go to inquire about the first half of the old man's life, in this life, she didn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, and wanted to grasp more information, so she knew about Manniang and knew some of the past.
In those pasts, Chu Weilin saw Mrs. Zhang's forbearance, and also saw Mrs. Zhang's paranoia.
Don't make someone else's knife.
Mrs. Zhang has made a knife, so she will have such a word, and she will be used if she is not angry, and she will tolerate it.
Only by making one's heart like a mirror, so warm that you can see through and think through a qiē, can you follow your heart, instead of being pointed out to where it is.
So in her previous life, she happily destroyed the Chang family, but she also lost herself to go in, there are so many people in the Chang family, with different faces, did she also make which of them the knife?
Thinking like this, Chu Weilin's back was cold.
Splitting up and raiding the house, is it really something she can do alone? The shortcomings of those tricks that persecuted Chang Lao Ancestor and the Great Zhao Clan were really found out by Baolian with one mouth?
Is there such a person who took advantage of her hatred and put some clues in front of her?
But even so, she did not regret it, she achieved her goal.
It's just that Mrs. Zhang said that she is round and thoughtful, if she can do that, at least she can see clearly where her "help" comes from, and she won't be a knife that will be thrown away after being used.
Back at Qinghui Garden, Chu Weilin went straight into the inner room and went to bed without dinner.
Lu's mother was a little worried and asked Bao Hibiscus a few words.
It was about the long room, Bao Jin didn't dare to say too presumptuous, and quietly explained to Lu's mother, and said: "The girl is tired, let the girl take a break." ”
Mother Lu bowed her head and instructed Bao Jin: "Let the food be hot in the kitchen, and the girl will use a little bit when she wakes up." ”
Hibiscus walked to the kitchenette.
Qinghui Yuan is a side courtyard, and there is no master in the main courtyard for ten days and a half, and there is only a cook and a little maid in the small kitchen.
After giving an order, Bao Jin was about to leave, but when she saw Manniang coming, she asked with a smile, "What?" Asking for some hot water? ”
Manniang blushed and shook her head: "Seeing that the girl had no energy and didn't have dinner, the slave remembered that there was still some rice in the small kitchen, and wanted to make porridge for the girl." ”
"Can you make porridge?" Bao Hibiscus was a little surprised.
Man Niang was very embarrassed: "It will be a little." ”
But whoever is a maid, as long as he is not a small and favored to serve in the master's house, he will always boil a porridge, and the "will" that Bao Jin said will naturally be boiled well, and Man Niang knew this, so she said her own plan.
"The slave's mother was not in good health a few years ago, often had chest tightness, and couldn't eat, and then let a doctor look at it, and the doctor knew that our family didn't have much silver, and couldn't afford to eat expensive medicine, so he asked the slave to pick some red and white plums. After drying and drying, cook porridge and drink, red plum cleans the liver, white plum and stomach, one to relieve, the other to appetize, as long as the stomach is open, you can eat, and the spirit will be better. After that, the slave maid would prepare some plum blossoms every winter, and today I also want to boil plum blossom porridge for the girl. ”
Bao Jin smiled when she heard this, and didn't stop her, so she let Man Niang use the kitchen.
Chu Weilin slept until the second watch before waking up. Xu has been worrying about his heart all day. I'm a little tired.
Mother Lu heard the movement and came in to serve: "Girl, get up and eat something." ”
Chu Weilin shook her head, she didn't feel hungry. Moreover. That's it. After eating, you have to accumulate food.
"Do you want to use those greasy things, Manniang boiled some porridge, why don't you use a small bowl?" Lu's mother persuaded again.
Don't worry about Mother Lu if you're afraid. Chu Weilin nodded and got up to change her clothes.
Bao Hibiscus filled a bowl of porridge, and Chu Weilin saw that there was something mixed in the porridge, turned it over with a spoon, and said strangely: "This is plum blossoms?" ”
"Yes." Bao Hibiscus put a few more side dishes on the table.
Chu Weilin didn't have much appetite, but she was hooked by the fragrant fragrance, and lowered her head and tasted it shallowly.
It's not sweet or salty, but it's really fragrant, the elegant aroma reminds people of the plum garden in winter, the air is cold and fragrant, and the side dishes are clear, and I don't feel difficult to swallow at all.
After Chu Weilin used a bowl, she added a small half bowl: "These are enough, you won't be able to sleep well if you eat again." ”
Lu's mother also meant this, just eat something and pad your stomach, so as not to hurt your body.
Chu Weilin put down the dishes and chopsticks and asked, "This is made by Manniang?" ”
Bao Jin's head bowed and said Manniang's words again.
Chu Weilin smiled lightly and said, "She has a thought, go back and ask her what else she will do." ”
Bao Hibiscus responded.
Standing up and moving a few times, looking at the plum blossoms in the white porridge, Chu Weilin pursed her lips.
She thought of the white plum and red plum on the handkerchief, and at that time she was aggressive towards Shangrong and the county lord, Chu Weilin Chengzhu didn't feel tired in her chest, but the matter was over, and after it was smooth, she was full of detachment and exhaustion.
It wasn't until Mrs. Zhang's words that Chu Weilin knew the cause and effect.
She has sunk herself too deeply, she is a sharp knife, the fish is dead, and the anger is too heavy.
What she has to learn is this bowl of porridge, not to nail the plum blossoms to the chopping board, but to melt them and control them in her heart, if she can have that realm, she can be regarded as having great wisdom.
Since she was reborn this time, she already knew some things clearly, so she should pay attention in advance, and don't wait for the moment when it happens, so that she can put the corruption and filth in it on the scene and disgust herself.
Mrs. Zhang said, don't be someone else's knife, when she was young, she was used as a knife by Aunt Xia, and when she was old, there was no whitewashing, she made Aunt Xia uncomfortable, a fire, I can't say who will make a move, but if Aunt Xia is still in Yishun Hall, Mrs. Zhang will not let her feel comfortable.
The old man told her with his experience that he was making a knife and his own knife.
Thinking about these things clearly, Chu Weilin felt a lot clearer, and she slept soundly this night.
When I got up the next day, I listened to Baolian say a few words, only to know that Chu Lunyu had sent someone to come to see her last night, Chu Weilin guessed that her father heard from Chu Weicong that yesterday's trip to the eldest princess's mansion was not pleasant, so she came to visit, so she asked Lu's mother to go hard to go and reply.
In the afternoon, some things were sent from the long room, and the things were rewarded in the name of Mrs. Wen, cloth and jewelry.
Chu Weilin thanked the reward and wanted to keep Liuyu to sit for a while, but Liuyu still had to go to Chu Weichen and Chu Weiai, Chu Weilin didn't stay much when she saw this, and asked Bao Hibiscus to send Liuyu out.
Bao Jin sent it all the way out, and when she came back, she saw Man Niang commanding Qianqiao and Yuzhi to move things to the small warehouse, waiting for Baolian to come back and count the files, Yan Jun sat outside the hug building, talking to another second-class smoker.
"I heard that I went to the girl last night and sold it? With this thought, it's better to talk to Sister Pauline more about it! Yan Qian snorted, "It's been a busy night, and the girl hasn't rewarded anything, right?" Gee. ”
Yan Jun nodded hurriedly.
The two of them talked to themselves, not noticing Hibiscus.
Bao Jin coughed dryly and said with a sneer: "It's windy here, and it's not too cold to blow?" Let's go back to the house and make a fire. (To be continued......)
PS: Thank you for the peace charm of the pineapple jam