Chapter 148
Gu Meiquan was so clear and shallow even when he laughed, "What kind of secret is this?" He and I are a serious couple, and it's not an unsavory relationship, it can only be regarded as the past, who doesn't have a past? I was too young to withstand that blow, so you weren't allowed to talk to him in front of me, and now that so many years have passed, the pain has faded. ”
"Actually, uncle, they hope that the third sister-in-law can come out, and if you can, it's good to find someone to take care of you." Zhang Yuan looked at Gu Meiquan's expression cautiously, Gu Meiquan and Zhao Sange loved each other very much, after he died, she was unwilling to accept this fact, and even suffered from depression, at that time Gu Meiquan looked like a withered tree, and everyone was shocked, and then she left the capital alone and wandered around with the guqin, they couldn't do much except secretly take care of it, but the entire Zhao family was very respectful and distressed for this affectionate woman, not every woman is so infatuated in today's society, Especially in their kind of big family, true love is hard to find.
"Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud." Gu Meiquan didn't say much, and only used a poem to show his attitude.
Although the pain of losing her husband is no longer so deep, the sweet memories of the past are something she can never forget, which is also the courage to support her to continue to live, so that she can not accept another person.
Ji Qingling was a little moved, such an affectionate and timeless relationship did not have a happy ending, God is really unfair sometimes, and there was a little more respect in his eyes when he looked at Gu Meiquan.
"You don't have to look at me like that. I'm not as fragile as you think. Gu Meiquan smiled, "Now I live quite freely, with the guqin as my companion." There are also two confidants of you, drinking tea and chatting together, eating delicious food, and having a good time. The past has brought me not only suffering, but also every happy moment that I will remember. ”
Gu Meiquan's open-mindedness made Ji Qingling suddenly enlightened, and the shadows that still existed in his previous life dissipated a lot, and people should not only live in pain. There are still so many precious happy memories in those days that should not be completely erased because of some pain.
"Well said!" Zhang Yuan exclaimed, "Qingling." You can also tell us about your past, I saw you sad all day before, is it related to Fu Zijun? ”
Zhang Yuan was obviously much more gossipy than Gu Meiquan, and couldn't wait to ask.
Is this a game where little girls exchange secrets? Ji Qingling couldn't cry or laugh. But there is nothing to say about those things.
"I don't know if you've heard about me chasing Fu Zijun back then?"
Gu Meiquan and Zhang Yuan glanced at each other. They all shook their heads, Gu Meiquan has never been a person in the social circle of City A, Zhang Yuan is not used to the three eight of those noble ladies and celebrities, and he is also very clear and uninvolved, and he doesn't know anything about this rumor that is spreading in the circle.
"When I was a senior in college, my dad asked me to go on a blind date, he didn't want me to be married to a poor boy, my dowry was quite large, he didn't want to cheap those people, but I was fat and ugly and had low self-esteem at that time. In the social circle of City A, it is notoriously unacceptable, and the fact that my dad took me on blind dates everywhere is also rumored to be a laughing stock. Where can anyone in our talented city look up to me. Until one day I met Fu Zijun on a blind date, he is simply the perfect male god in my heart, I knew that I was not worthy of him, or fell in love with him regardless of a qiē, at that time I did a lot of stupid things, just at that time his company had an accident, my dad helped him, on the condition that he marry me, so I married him as I wished. This is my first love, and this is my past. "She spoke very calmly, and she could even speak without a trace of emotion, as if she was telling someone else's story.
Zhang Yuan looked at her strangely, "Could it be that he treats you badly?" ”
She and Gu Meiquan have both seen Fu Zijun accompany her to listen to Guqin Yaji, the two of them are in love with the appearance of a young couple who are so numb that they abuse a single dog, it is difficult to connect with the past that sounds a little tragic in Ji Qingling's mouth, and when Zhang Yuan met Ji Qingling, she had lost a lot of weight, and she had the impression that Ji Qingling was a smart and clean girl who was still very transparent, and she couldn't imagine herself in her mouth at all.
"It's good now, but it's been a long time since I ran in, and it was a very bad time for me, and it was also quite dark for him." She hooked her lips, the ten years of her previous life can be regarded as their run-in period, if it weren't for those days for her to understand him and reflect on herself, they wouldn't have come together so easily in this life.
"No matter what, it's a good thing that you can keep the clouds open and see the moon now, which couple has not gone through the run-in, you say it is a marriage, but it is more loving than many ordinary couples, this is fate." Gu Meiquan said with a smile.
"Probably." She also thought it was amazing, obviously it was a tragedy, but God inexplicably gave her another chance to do it again, thinking that she and him would never have an intersection again, but by accident they finally came together again.
"So the fate between people is the most wonderful."
"Are you advertising your new book?" Gu Meiquan looked at Zhang Yuan with a smile, "Don't worry, I will definitely buy a copy to support you." ”
"Then you better not buy it, don't you know that my sister has always been the top of the bestseller list? I still need your support, so I might as well leave this opportunity to those who can't buy my books. Zhang Yuan said arrogantly.
"Okay, okay, I know you're amazing, when will you open a new book?"
"I'm already on topic, I'm going to write a book related to food," Zhang Yuan turned to Ji Qingling with his hand on his cheek and asked thoughtfully, "Qingling, are you interested in cooperating with me?" ”
"Me?" Ji Qingling was taken aback, and didn't know how to get involved with her again, "I can't write a book." ”
"Who is born to do that? Don't you write a thesis after graduating from graduate school? The doctoral dissertation is also worth a small book, the book you are going to write at that time is more profound than mine, and you can write an academic paper smoothly and can't control a popular bestseller? Zhang Yuan said nonchalantly, "In fact, this kind of bestseller is just like KFC McDonald's is fast food, the content is garbage, and the method is simple, but it sells well, don't think about writing a book too awesomely." ”
Ji Qingling was a little moved when he heard this, "I'm afraid that my level is too inferior and will affect your sales, don't blame me if you fall from the top of the best-selling list when the time comes." ”
"You underestimate me too much, I will choose this theme, that is, I have this certainty, in the current city, people's pressure is so great, what is the most decent way to reduce pressure, is food! Food is the most soothing thing, don't you say? ”
Gu Meiquan nodded lightly, "There have been scientific studies before that eating desserts can reduce stress, although I may not like desserts, but eating my favorite food when I am in a bad mood can relieve that feeling of depression and depression." ”
"Because of weight loss, I can't be a careless foodie, but when I'm busy in the kitchen, it's actually my most relaxed time, I can think about nothing, just focus on the food in front of me, which can make me forget a lot of troubles, sometimes I can't figure out things as long as I am busy in the kitchen for a while, and I suddenly feel enlightened after coming out, this feeling is actually amazing." So she doesn't eat much, but she's happy to be busy in the kitchen, and for her, the look of satisfaction when others eat what she's cooking and baking is a source of joy for her.
"That's what I want!" Zhang Yuan snapped her fingers, "What I want to share with readers is to use food to heal people's hearts, I start from the perspective of eating, you start from the perspective of making food, there will definitely be a good response." ”
"If it's like that, I'd buy it." Gu Meiquan pursed her lips and smiled, "Who made me a foodie, in fact, there are many celebrities who have written articles about food, such as Liang Shiqiu, Wang Zengqi, etc., you still need to think a lot about writing new ideas." ”
"Times are different, and our entry point is definitely different." Zhang Yuan smiled confidently, "Qingling, I'll just give you a promise, and I'll ask my editor in charge to contact you tomorrow." ”
"So fast." Ji Qingling was dumbfounded, they drank drunk, and she only thought that Zhang Yuan was drunk and laughed, but she was so in such a hurry to settle such a big matter, she was really not mentally prepared at all, she never thought that she could write a book before today.
"I'm just a man of action, a man, if I grind and look ahead, I can't do anything."
"To put it nicely, it's a man of action, but in fact he is a person who is in a hurry and wants to come out." Gu Meiquan unceremoniously counted her down, "You also have to give Qingling some time to prepare, she doesn't know anything about your industry at all, you have to be patient and talk to her more." ”
Gu Meiquan has been Ji Qingling's teacher for so long, and she also knows a thing or two about her character, she is the opposite of Zhang Yuan, she is a child who has a lot of concerns, most of the time she is very unconfident, every time she looks at her blank eyes, she can't help but feel sorry for her.
"Teacher Gu, is this complaining about me? Don't worry, I'll write about the guqin in the next book. Zhang Yuan smiled slyly and took her hand to be coquettish.
"Then don't worry, there are not many people who like guqin, don't affect your sales." Gu Meiquan waved her hand, her experience when she was young made her extremely indifferent, even if she was doing her guqin school, she also adhered to the psychology of casual fate, and never deliberately recruited students, otherwise with her ability and family background, she would have stayed in the capital to run a guqin school. (To be continued......)