Mo Ye saw the bowl he was holding in his hand, and he already understood that it was time to take medicine.

She consciously walked out of the house, followed Lin Shan to the hall, and then took the bowl of "Gu Dong" and drank the decoction in two sips.

Although Mo Ye had overcome the psychological obstacles caused by drinking the medicine, she couldn't help frowning when her tongue touched the fishy and bitter pungent taste of the medicine. This is also the reason why she followed Lin Shan to the hall to drink the medicine - just because she didn't want Qu Xia to feel strange when she saw this scene.

Mo Ye has been drinking medicine faster and faster over the years, and that's because she wants the unbearably tasting decoction to stay between her mouth and tongue for a while. However, if you drink too quickly, you will be prone to nausea and vomit out the decoction you just drunk. Therefore, Mo Ye closed her lips tightly after drinking the medicine, and the originally invisible Adam's apple between her smooth neck loomed a few times, obviously she was trying to suppress the fishy bitter taste that was about to burst out of her throat at this time.

Lin Shan happened to see this scene after taking the medicine bowl handed back by Mo Ye, he felt a little unbearable in his heart, and wanted to say something soothing, but when he hesitated for a moment and spoke, what he said was another sentence: "Ye'er, since you were five years old, you can't do without this decoction every day, and even your days are about to be bitter, have you ever felt bored and bored?" ”

Mo Ye swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva hard, suppressing the strange smell in her throat a little, and then she looked at Lin Shan and said suspiciously: "Of course I was extremely bored at first, but Ye Er has almost been used to such days for almost five years, and she is almost used to it." But now, the days of drinking medicine like this are finally coming to an end, why did the master ask Ye'er so much at this time? ”

In life, there are always ordinary days. However, being able to live a peaceful life in the last life is also a kind of happiness to be happy about.

But I don't know if I can bring you to Beijing this time, will I be able to send you a lifetime of happiness, or will it be the beginning of another period of dangerous life?

Compared with the bitter taste that stays between the tongue and the tongue, the pain of life that surrounds you all the time is more difficult for people to bear. A person must be strong in order to survive in any environment. And on this basic requirement. The most important thing that needs to be strong is your own heart.

People who are tenacious and optimistic can often find happiness in the days when they are as plain as water; And people who are in a dangerous situation need this state of mind even more to support themselves from falling. And use this power from oneself to remove obstacles and seek new life.

Can you have and realize this state of mind of self, if I asked you that a few years ago. You may not even be able to understand, and even at this time in my mind, I am not sure that I am asking you this question. You can figure out the answer.

Lin Shan's thoughts alternated a few times, he seemed to be summarizing his feelings, and he wanted to face these words directly. But after a moment of silence, he spoke calmly, and only said a very short sentence: "I just want to hear what is in your heart." ”

When Lin Shan was silent just now, Mo Ye saw that his gaze was slightly dark, and she expected that the question asked by the master had deep meaning. The thoughts in my heart have also converged in advance, waiting for Lin Shan to speak again. She was determined in her heart and said seriously: "When I first started drinking medicine every day, Ye'er was indeed sad for a long time, and from time to time she was bored with the question of 'why do you have to suffer every day even though she is not sick', but gradually, Ye'er can also figure out some problems." ”

"Thinking of the Yan family brother, although he was born in a family of doctors and Taoists, since he was born, there has been a cloud of strange diseases in the family on his head, is it a little similar to me? But there is the biggest difference between us, the Yan family is well-known as a national doctor, but the heirs of this family suffer from that family disease, but it cannot be cured, isn't it ironic? My physical ailments are still cured, and if I don't know how to cherish and accept them, I am really extremely ignorant! ”

"Yan Xingzhi's brother was suffering from a terminal illness that had been passed down from generation to family and the hope of recovery was extinct, but he was still able to live a short life with a cheerful attitude, and he was still trying to use his last time to encourage and enlighten Yan Xingzhi, this kind of tenacious and optimistic heart, even if I can't learn it all at once, is something I have been trying to get closer."

"As for whether I feel bored and bored with such days...... Mo Ye said this, her heart seemed to be blocked by something, which made her unconsciously look out of the main hall door, trying to open her mind with her outstretched gaze.

After a slight pause in her tone, she withdrew her gaze, looked at Lin Shan, and said seriously: "My mother must have put in great effort and determination to give birth to me, this kind of effort and determination is not only related to the feeling of the body, otherwise how could she insist on doing this when she knew that I would become a burden to Master?" Mother's grace of life, Master's grace of raising you, both of them weigh more than a thousand gold, and I have such a life, so I must use everything I say and enjoy the pleasure of living. ”

Lin Shan's brows twitched imperceptibly, and he whispered almost like muttering, "How do you know what your mother thought when she gave birth to you......"

"Master, you once told Sù Ye'er that my father was your good brother, and because you rarely talked about my parents, I remember every story I heard from you about my parents." Mo Ye hesitated for a moment, and then continued: "In fact, I learned from Grandpa Qu just now that Mr. Li Gai, who sent Uncle Jiang Chao to be your guard, is also your brother, and you have a total of two very friendly brothers, so in addition to Mr. Li Gai, the other one should be my father." ”

"Because I have reason to believe that only this kind of affection will make you pay ten years to raise a baby."

Lin Shan moved his lips, wanting to stop Mo Ye from talking, but he didn't say anything after opening his mouth for a while. Mo Ye can deduce this step, and it seems that everything is no different from default.

"The word 'death' is very simple to say, but Master, you have never said that my parents are dead, so there is only one possibility, that is, they are still alive, because to say that the living are dead, especially to the best brother, it is indirectly equivalent to a curse, and besides, you will send me back later, so you can't say such words."

"But since they are alive, they don't come to take me back, either because of my own problems, or because they have their own difficulties. Uncle Jiang Chao appointed by Mr. Li Gai is extraordinary, and the most important thing is that I found that he walked with the shadow of a patrol sergeant, and coupled with the condition that Mr. Li Gai can become friends with you, the master who can participate in the affairs of the court, I think he is probably also an official in Kyoto. So what embarrassment can he have, he can't even bring his own child back...... Even if she's illegal?! ”

Mo Ye paused when he said this, and then his voice sank and said word by word in a decisive tone: "Excluding Mr. Li Gai, my father must be another brother of Master." ”

Master's high position has long existed, and Mr. Li Gai can have subordinates who are loyal to him like Uncle Jiang Chao, I am afraid it is not possible to do it in a year and a half. But in that case, if my father was in trouble, why didn't Master and him go to help, but retreat and take me away from Kyoto? ”

Mo Ye's eyes showed a touch of gloom, and he was silent for a while before he said the last sentence in his heart: "I often wonder if my parents have committed some serious crimes, or have been hunted down by enemies, so they can't live with me. It had only been a few hours since I arrived in Kyoto, and what I had seen and heard made me pick up the mystery again, but I had just come up with some eyebrows, but I didn't dare to think about it any further, because I couldn't imagine what a great sin it was, and neither Master nor Mr. Ligai could help me......

"In short, when my mother gave birth to me, she must have been fighting against many unfavorable factors, but knowing that giving birth to me was equivalent to parting, she still chose to do it." Mo Ye sighed after saying this.

When Lin Shan heard the word 'illegal' spoken by Mo Ye, there was a pain in his heart, and when Mo Ye talked about the 'theory of serious crimes' later, there were two contradictory thoughts tangled in his mind.

Do you want to sue her now?

Lin Shan asked himself, subconsciously taking into account Mo Ye's face that had not completely taken off her childish face, and silently thinking about her current ability to bear it.

Mo Ye looked at Lin Shan's gaze at herself, at first she was pouring out the thoughts in her heart, so she didn't think there was anything strange, at this moment she had finished all the things she wanted to say, and when she looked at Lin Shan's eyes like this, she gradually felt uncomfortable.

"Master, what's wrong with you?" A little timidity rose in Mo Ye's eyes, she slowly approached Lin Shan, grabbed the corner of his sleeve, and then asked in a low voice, "Did I say something wrong?" ”

Lin Shan took the opportunity to press his hand on Mo Ye's shoulder without much force, and conveyed to her the message of calmness in the past, and after a long time, he said softly: "You didn't say anything wrong. ”

He raised his hand and patted Mo Ye on the shoulder twice, a smile appeared on his face, and he said, "In fact, the quickness of thinking reflected in your thoughts just now made Master a little surprised and surprised, and I couldn't help but start thinking about something. ”

If it weren't for Lin Shan's smile on his face, Mo Ye would probably think that he would be angry because he spied on something he didn't want to say! So she didn't dare to be too happy about Lin Shan's praise, but asked with a slight tightening of her eyebrows: "What's the matter?" Does it have something to do with me? ”。 (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to Biquge www.biquge.info to vote for recommendations and monthly passes, your support is my biggest motivation