On the second day, pandan swept the fallen leaves to one place, buried them in the mud and made manure, and planted a slip of chrysanthemums in the corner of the wall, golden, red, silvery, and purple, not famous, or blooming like hydrangeas, or withered, swaying in the wind. Pandan pruned the dead branches and rotten leaves, took a scoop and watered them one by one, saw a cracked porcelain basin thrown in the corner of the house, tied the pot tightly with a strip of cloth, moved a chrysanthemum and placed it on the windowsill, it was cherry color, the leaves were thick and green, spitting Danxia, the yard was originally messy and desolate, this chrysanthemum lined with spirit.

She was busy, and in the blink of an eye, she had a hasty meal at noon, and in the afternoon she was a female celebrity in front of the window, when she suddenly heard a knock on the door, and came out to look out through the crack in the door, it was Bao'er, so she opened the door and let her go inside. Bao'er hugged a quilt in her arms and said to Xianglan: "The sky is getting colder, and the dew is heavy at night, so I found a thick bed." ”

Xianglan smiled: "I'm always bothering you to worry about me." As he spoke, he poured a cup of tea for Bao'er.

Bao'er just laughed dryly, secretly glanced at Xianglan a few times, and saw that Xianglan was looking at him, and rubbed his hands and laughed dryly.

Xianglan knew that there was a reason when she saw it, and couldn't help but say, "Something?" ”

The newspaper was hesitant: "That tsk that" swallowed for a long time, and finally whispered, "Uncle, uncle knows that Sister Xianglan is hiding here now"

Xianglan was taken aback and stood up: "How did he know, how did he want to?" Looking out, and looking at the newspaper carefully, "He didn't do anything to you?" As he spoke, he picked up the newspaper and looked up and down.

Bao'er waved his hand again and again: "No, there is no uncle who checked the mortgage ring, which is implicated, I told the uncle why Sister Xianglan is leaving, and the uncle was stupid, like a wooden man." Wait until he seems to understand. just, he changed as a person, he didn't have a good word with anyone, his temper was terrifying, and he beat Liu Ye and Xie Ye, his wife and the third master went to persuade him, but the uncle was sneering. made my wife cry. Uncle started drinking again. From the night to this morning, I had a headache together, but the wine in my hand still didn't put down. No one dares to persuade a word."

Xianglan was stunned and muttered: "This, how is this possible" Where is Lin Jinlou, that guy is always a momentum that cannot be turned back. Even if the sky falls, it will never be self-defeating.

"Really. They all alarmed the old lady, but the uncle didn't seem to even care about the old lady. The old lady didn't care, she was annoyed by the family, so she rode out to find a place to drink, and did not come back until this time. I heard that I fell off my horse because I drank too much, and I heard that I broke my leg."

Pandan widened her eyes. Liansheng asked, "Broken leg?" Is the doctor here? Where else is it hurting? Did you fall heavily in your legs? ”

Bao'er smiled bitterly: "I'm just a stable watcher, how do I know that it's so clear I heard that the uncle was lying on the bed and shouting for wine." Mrs. cried in front of the uncle, saying that this family made him toss and almost fall apart" said and peeked at Xianglan, cleared his throat and said, "Sister Xianglan, I don't mean anything else, the uncle won't come to you again, but it's not a matter for him to toss himself desperately, right?" I know my sister is bitter, but as the old saying goes, 'buying and selling is not benevolent', ah, it's not this, that, that is a good acquaintance, why don't you go and talk to him? Let him understand that it's better to get together and disperse, and let him stop ruining himself. ”

Xianglan sat for a long time, and finally suppressed the turbulent waves in her heart, reluctantly opened her mouth, and said dryly: "He doesn't want to see me again, and he will fight to see each other." ”

Bao'er After a while, she also said in a low voice: "Yes, a person like Sister Xianglan, a white-faced little scholar who should be worthy of gentleness and etiquette, should not be like an uncle, but the uncle's appearance is too pitiful, and he doesn't let him mention your name, Mrs. said 'Xianglan', and the uncle smashed the cup, and now he is in the study, and he doesn't even go back to the inner house."

Pandan's eyes were red, and she was silent with tears.

Bao'er sighed and got up and said: "It's not early, I should go back, Uncle Zong won't need the horse these days, but at this time he should also go back to brush the horse and feed the horse." ”

Xianglan got up to see him off, Bao'er walked to the door, and couldn't help but turn around and ask, "Sister Xianglan, do you want to see your uncle?" ”

Xianglan sniffed, shook her head, and said, "I don't know either." ”

After Bao'er left, Xianglan seemed to have lost her soul, absent-minded, and never ate dinner, but blindly stunned, sat down until the palm lamp, leaned on the head of the bed, in a trance, and when she closed her eyes, she could see that she was with Lin Jinlou on the last day, he lowered his head, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Don't worry about anything, wait for me to come back and talk to you." She pulled out her hand to straighten the hem of his shirt and whispered, "Okay." Since she left the Lin family, she always remembered his eyebrows and eyes that day, she didn't want to think deeply, until today she suddenly understood, it turned out that she had a deep regret hidden in her heart, if she knew that this was the last time she and him, she would have to say a few more words to him, but what to say, but she was speechless, and unconsciously tears poured down.

She felt that she was sick, and now that her life was stable, she should not bother herself. There is a chasm between him and her, and instead of grinding into a grudge in the difficult days to come, it is better to leave a foot of room for lovesickness. She knew in her heart, but her feelings were hard to let go, and they still hit me from time to time, hurting my heart. Thinking of the newspaper saying that Lin Jinlou fell and injured his leg, his heart was churning up and down, the injuries on his chest and arms were good, and if he was sick on his legs, he would be in trouble, how could there be a good place on his body? I don't know if the injury is serious? Could it really be broken?

The more she thought about it, the more she couldn't sit still, and she paced around the room, thinking carefully and repeatedly a few times in her heart, and suddenly seemed to have made up her mind. Once she had made up her mind, she calmed down, wiped her face with the wet handkerchief, picked up her clothes from the bed, pushed open the door and walked out. Walked to the door on the outward side of Changchun Hall and knocked on the door, she knocked on the knocker for a long time, only to feel that the courage in her heart was about to be exhausted, and the door came from the courtyard with a very impatient voice: "Coming, who?" The door squeaked open, and Xianglan forced herself to calm down: "It's me, I'm Chen Xianglan, and I'm tired of talking to the uncle." ”

The three words "Chen Xianglan" can be described as thunderous in the Lin Mansion, but they are rarely seen on errands outside the second door. When the man heard this, he immediately widened his eyes, staring at Xianglan, his mouth wide open, and his face was full of disbelief.

Xianglan said again: "It's tiring. ”

The door woke up like a dream, "hey", and crawled inside.

Xianglan stood in the doorway. Look calm. But her knees were trembling in her skirt, and in less than a quarter of an hour, she thought of a thousand situations in her heart. Thinking of Lin Jinlou, I am afraid that I don't even want to see her, and I have mixed feelings in my heart. She was thinking wildly when she saw the door open, and Double Happiness was standing in the doorway. Apparently he was running, snorting and panting. Seeing Xianglan's face full of surprise, she said repeatedly: "Grandma, it's really you, come in." "Say it one line and let it go inside. Brought to the door of the study, Shuran hurriedly greeted him, holding Xianglan's hand tightly. "Where have you been these days?" He choked up.

Pandan didn't care. He asked, "What about the uncle?" ”

Shuran looked at the study, for the reason: "It's just passed through, the uncle said no, said that grandma left when he left, he should be" The second half of the sentence was swallowed, Xianglan understood that she was afraid that she would die Yunyun. Looking at Xianglan's face, Shuran hurriedly said, "Uncle is drunk, and he is talking about wine!" ”

Xianglan nodded, smiled reluctantly, and walked towards the study, both of them were surprised, and just wanted to call them, but Jixiang pulled him aside and shook his head.

Xianglan pushed open the door of the study, and the room was deserted and dark, only to see the candlelight hidden in the room. Xianglan stood outside the curtain, trembling all over, thinking of seeing Lin Jinlou again, and her heart was about to pop out of her throat. She took a deep breath and lifted the curtain, only to see the Qian Shayao window in the house, the mattress set up hibiscus, the kang side set up a small red table, a few incense haze and sandalwood, mica interstitial screen, still luxurious, but gloomy and heavy, when you enter the house, you smell the smell of wine. Lin Jinlou was leaning on the mandarin duck couch under the carved vermilion window, leaning on a pair of shark silk brocade pillows behind his back, wearing a loose satin shirt, bare chest, and still carrying a pot of wine in his hand. Hearing the sound, he turned back impatiently, opened his mouth and scolded: "Who the hell allowed you to enter" Seeing the person who came, he couldn't help but freeze, and immediately looked away, his broad shoulders and broad back instantly bulged, and he took a few deep breaths, and only then popped out a few words from between his teeth: "What are you doing?" Aren't you gone? ”

"I'm leaving." Xianglan only felt that her voice was dry, and she half-hung her head and said softly, "I, I have something to tell you, if you drive me after listening, I will definitely leave." ”

Lin Jinlou turned his head, stared at Xianglan, picked up the wine jug and took a sip, his expression was calm, but his eyes were sharp and his expression was indifferent: "What words?" ”

Xianglan was silent for a long time, as if she was careful about the words, and as if she had mustered up the courage, she said: "There are some words that I have accumulated in my heart, and I have not said it for a long time, I have not been happy since the day I first entered the Lin family as a maid, in the past few years, there are many more days of crying than laughing, how many grievances and bitterness are there, I know that I have to see it, but when it comes to the end, how can I not be moved." There was a time when I was discouraged and didn't want to say a word, I just felt hopeless in life, and I didn't know where to go, but I woke up after experiencing right and wrong, and told myself in my heart that every day should be better. Maybe Ming'er is more difficult than today, but no matter how difficult the days are, you have to be a good person, step by step to today, looking back on the past few years, it seems to have been reborn, and it is very different from the past."

Lin Jinlou closed his eyes, the past scenes fell quickly in front of his eyes, and he said in a low voice: "I don't know that you have such a hard time in your heart, so you still hate me?" As he spoke, he couldn't help laughing at himself, taking a sip, as if he hated pandan, more like hating himself, and said: "No wonder" The wine jug was thrown hard, and it fell on the wall with a "pop" and smashed it.

Xianglan was startled, but took another step forward: "Please listen to me." After a pause, he said, "Do you know the first time I left the Lin family to go to the Song family?" I only feel that the sky is blue and the water is blue, carefree, and I can hum songs every day, but this time, I went out and felt no relief at all, just dying, living peacefully."

Xianglan's eyes were already red, this was the first time she had revealed her heart to Lin Jinlou with great difficulty: "I don't know why this is the case, you are not a good person originally, you always force me to force me, arrogant, domineering and unreasonable, lustful, always bullying me I just want to go out and live a peaceful life, but I don't feel happy on that day, I have become a different person, all because of you." ”

After she said that, she was speechless, Lin Jinlou's face was expressionless, and she just picked up another wine jar and took a sip after another. Pandan wiped her tears with her sleeve. Take a breath and say: "In the past few years, I have always been bumpy, always the days have just improved and then fell into the abyss in an instant, maybe I have been disappointed for a long time, and I gradually learned not to have extravagant hopes, and I faintly hope that I can get better and better in the future, but I always feel that good things will not befall me, so I simply don't look forward to it from the beginning." I won't be disappointed in the future. It's like you say you love me. ”

Her lips trembled, her eyes were full of tears, and Lin Jinlou had become a vague shadow in her eyes. She tried her best to see clearly, but she couldn't: "I came from a humble background, and I am afraid that I will not be able to give birth in the future, and it will be a long time." It's all wrong. I'm just afraid that these days will be overturned by impermanence in the future. I'm so scared, I don't want to be uncomfortable for decades. I love you too, but I dare not and can't say it, as if I said it, it would be doomed. ”

She said as she spoke. Choked up, tears fell like melons, "I don't know what to do." But I heard that your leg was broken, and your heart felt like it was fried. I can't wait to come and see you, I know I have to come back."

There was silence in the room.

Xianglan hung her head stiffly, she said the words that pressed in her heart in one breath, only to feel lighter and brighter, and then her heart was full of pain and bitterness, and Lin Jinlou was silent. "After half a year, I'm afraid he will get tired of it." Xianglan thought dullly, trembling all over, almost unsteady on her feet, only feeling embarrassed, she couldn't help but choke up, and only lowered her head and said: "Since the uncle is fine, I, I" The words "I'll leave" choked in my throat.

The light in front of her was suddenly covered by a tall and dark figure, and a pair of boots came into view, Xianglan was startled, and hurriedly raised her head, tears sliding down her face. In the tears in his eyes, he couldn't see the look on Lin Jinlou's face clearly, but he staggered and grabbed her, but he seemed to be unsteady, his head was stuck in her arms, and he slipped to his knees, as if he had crossed thousands of mountains and rivers in those few steps just now, and he was already exhausted and could hardly support it.

Xianglan was speechless, just let the tears on her face roll down, and reached out to touch his neck and shoulders, Lin Jinlou was full of excitement, stood up suddenly, stretched out his hand to hold Xianglan's face, under the candlelight, his expression seemed to have just fought to the death with thousands of troops, the pain was agitated, and full of affection, as if it was difficult to bear it to the point of almost hideous: "Do you know how I spent the past half a year?" He gritted his teeth, but his hands were very light, and he wiped the tears from her face, "I don't feel like a human anymore, I really want to strangle you!" ”

Xianglan didn't have time to speak, she was pulled by Lin Jinlou and knocked into his arms, copper-chested and iron-armed, she was just Tuan'er's fragile silk, his strength was amazing, rubbing her indiscriminately, as if she was a kitten: "I have long regretted treating you like that before, but what kind of heart do you have, you have said that you want to love you well and be good to you, why did you still run away?" Even if you can't give birth, it's not a big deal, the Lin family is not the only one who inherits the lineage, I don't want to wronged you if I am wronged, this life is all yours, why don't you understand my heart? ”

Xianglan lay in Lin Jinlou's arms, she was sad and relieved when she heard this, and she sobbed more and more: "You just drove me away"

"I'm almost angry, I really think I can't see you again, who knows what kind of nonsense I said, I can still look for you everywhere? At that time, you dared to go and try one. ”

Xianglan sobbed: "Why are you like this?"

"What am I? Okay, okay, blame me, don't cry, I will treat you well in the future, really. He said that he had lowered his head to kiss Xianglan's mouth, and muttered, "Let's get married quickly, Malier's, you can't leave if you want to."

Xianglan only felt that she couldn't get angry, Lin Jinlou kissed him hard and painfully, she pushed him, and just wanted to speak, Lin Jinlou had no trouble hugging her horizontally, and walked to the kang and pressed her on her.

Xianglan's face was already red, and she struggled and said, "Wait"

Lin Jinlou had torn off Xianglan's placket with both hands, and vaguely saw the rouge belly pocket in the white gauze shirt, lined with a trace of snow skin and a faint fragrance, Lin Jinlou's eyes were red, he reached in and rubbed it, kissed her delicate face and pink neck carefully, and gasped: "I can't wait, I've missed you for half a year, and I'll die if I wait." He kissed and asked, "Do you want me, huh?" Say it quickly, do you want me? As he spoke, he trembled slightly, gritted his teeth, and couldn't speak. Xianglan frowned, moaned, buried her face in the big mattress, and climbed Lin Jinlou's back with both hands. Lin Jinlou's muscles were raised, getting more and more violent, and beads of sweat rolled down his forehead. Xianglan was groggy and trembling, with Venus in front of her, Lin Jinlou fell into her neck socket and couldn't stop panting.

Xianglan came to her senses and realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly struggled: "Where are your legs?" Didn't you get a fall? ”

Lin Jinlou was like a well-fed big cat, smiling proudly, and twisted Xianglan's nose: "Silly girl, that's you, can you come back if you don't say that?" Can you say you love me? He smiled and said: "You love me, I have heard it, I will hang a gold plaque outside tomorrow, and I have to write a poem to hang in this house, and I have to remember today's events for the rest of my life." ”

Xianglan was dumbfounded, ashamed and indignant, her face turned red, tears fell again, pinched and bit Lin Jinlou, and cried: "Why are you like this! How can you still bully people."

Lin Jinlou smiled and restrained her hands, and leaned over to kiss her: "I only bullied you when I cared about you, others wanted to let the master bully, but the master didn't give her that face." I love you, really. He propped himself up, kissed Xianglan's face in pieces, and gagged her. (To be continued)

ps: I wish all candidates can play their best, and the title of the gold list ~~ ^_^

It's really going to be over.,Tears.,Strive to finish it within next week.,There will be extras.。

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