(618) The past is unbearable to look back
Gao Xuanyi's words were light, as if there was no other emotion.
But as sensitive as Lin Mengyao, when she saw Ruan Qing's frowning brows and anxious look, thinking of Ruan Qing's slight movements before, she finally sank down, and after thinking about it, she responded:
"Meng Yao was abandoned by her biological parents back then, but fortunately she was loved by her mother, so she picked up a ...... life" As she spoke, Lin Mengyao glanced at Ruan Qing slightly, seeing that her face softened a little, she knew that she was right, and continued: "In order to repay her mother's nurturing kindness, Meng Yao would rather risk the death penalty by deceiving her grandfather, and just want to obey her mother's wishes...... Today, since it has been exposed by the emperor, Meng Yao is willing to take all the responsibilities alone, and only ask the emperor to protect his mother ......"
After Lin Mengyao finished speaking, there were tears in her eyes, but she looked at Gao Xuanyi very firmly.
Gao Xuanyi stared at Lin Mengyao for a long time, as if he was thinking about the truth of what he said, and finally after taking a deep look at Ruan Qing, he looked at Lin Mengyao with a light smile: "It is indeed a filial child, if I blame you, I can't understand human feelings!" ”
Hearing Gao Xuanyi's words, Lin Mengyao hurriedly kowtowed and thanked her.
It's just that this is not enough!
Lin Mengyao asked timidly: "Your Majesty, Mengyao has something unclear, I don't know if to ask?" ”
"I ask you."
"Does the Holy One know my mother?" Seeing Gao Xuanyi and Ruan Qing here, if Lin Mengyao is too calm, it will look suspicious!
"Is this still questionable?" Gao Xuanyi said with a smile, but this rhetorical question was quite meaningful.
In fact, if Lin Mengyao pretended to be confused. Then Gao Xuanyi will be more wary of it. Because, after so much contact, Gao Xuanyi could see that Lin Mengyao was very smart, and when they met on the river from Fuyang to Tonglu, Lin Mengyao should have doubted his identity. Even, Gao Xuanyi still remembered that when Lin Mengyao and Zhu Huaxiu were on that big boat, there were some contradictions-think about it, Lin Mengyao should know their identities at that time!
"Meng Yao has long had doubts in her heart, and this doubt was there as early as the first time the Minnu and the Holy Lord met." Gao Xuanyi is wise. Lin Mengyao is also thoughtful. Expecting it to be tempted again, he figured out his meaning and responded: "It's just that the people's girl is shallow-minded, and she always didn't dare to ask more questions at that time." Alas. If then...... Maybe Mother wouldn't have suffered so much......"
Lin Mengyao didn't know if her previous words had made Gao Xuanyi believe it. But she knew. This last sentence won Gao Xuanyi's heart. Gao Xuanyi, as the emperor, has a somewhat self-respecting mentality. In dealing with the relationship with Ruan Qing, he is even stronger. He is always able to protect Ruan Qing more than anyone else. And Lin Mengyao's words just catered to his mentality.
Facts have proved that Lin Mengyao's words did make Gao Xuanyi happy.
"Qing'er, you righteous girl is really a delicate person!" Gao Xuanyi praised......
On this day, Gao Xuanyi stayed in the Lotus Temple for two hours. During this period, there was a reminiscence with Ruan Qing, but more of it was a game with Lin Mengyao and gossip. Lin Mengyao responded cautiously everywhere, and quietly made Gao Xuanyi trust him more and more.
Lin Mengyao didn't know why Ruan Qing wanted to hide the twins back then, but Lin Mengyao was willing to fulfill her wishes. It's just that when it was fulfilled, Lin Mengyao still didn't forget the hatred of the Meng family!
It was already dusk when Gao Xuanyi left, and Lin Mengyao was going to leave, but because she had something to ask Ruan Qing, she stayed.
"If you stay too long, will you arouse the suspicion of the Yao Mansion?" Ruan Qing was a little worried, when she knew that Lin Mengyao had changed her face and changed her identity to enter the Yao Mansion, she was worried about Lin Mengyao everywhere, worried that her daughter would be exposed one day and would usher in an irreversible situation.
Lin Mengyao said with relief: "Don't worry, my daughter has already made preparations." ”
Lin Mengyao did make preparations, when she left the Prime Minister's Mansion, she not only told the maids that she was unwell and needed to rest. also greeted Meng Ai in advance and told him that if someone came to look for him, he would help block it. The so-called excuse is nothing more than that Meng Ai has just visited Lin Mengyao, and it is inconvenient for others to disturb him.
Ruan Qing didn't need to worry about the affairs of the Prime Minister's Mansion, Ruan Qing made Lin Mengyao very worried.
"Mother, the emperor is my biological father, right?" Lin Mengyao didn't go around in circles, and asked directly.
Ruan Qing was for a while, and his face was white for a while: "When did you know?" ”
"When I was in the Lin Mansion, I knew that I was not the bloodline of the Lin family......" Lin Mengyao patted Ruan Qing's hand to show relief: "When I saw this situation again today, I became suspicious......
At this point, Ruan Qing told Lin Mengyao in detail about the things that happened more than 20 years ago.
"So, I still have a brother?" Lin Mengyao pretended to be surprised and said.
"It's just that I pity my son......" Ruan Qing burst into tears in an instant.
"Then why is the mother in front of the emperor? My brother died early, but Meng Yao is still there. If Meng Yao and the emperor recognize each other, then the glory and wealth of the mother's second half of her life will be ironclad! ”
Lin Mengyao showed her doubts, in fact, this is indeed where she doubts. It can be seen that Ruan Qing still has feelings for Gao Xuanyi, but why does she even have to hide Lin Mengyao's identity?
Lin Mengyao asked, but Ruan Qing was stunned, and even forgot to wipe her tears.
"Today's me is no longer the Ruan Qing I was back then, I'm ...... Dirty ...... Body...... How can I still ......?"
Ruan Qing sighed, Lin Mengyao finally understood what she was worried about: Ruan Qing was pregnant at the beginning, and Lin Shu took advantage of the danger of others to harm Ruan Qing's innocence. This incident is an indelible pain in Ruan Qing's heart, and it is also an insurmountable psychological gap for her.
"I don't want to enjoy any glory and wealth, after so many years, I know very well that ordinary is true!" Ruan Qing got up, looked at the rolling mountains outside the window, and said quietly: "Meng Yao, forgive my mother for even blocking your glory and wealth." But if you yearn for that wealth and glory, your mother will fulfill you! ”
Ruan Qing's temperament, how Lin Mengyao didn't understand. Whether it was the original owner or Lin Mengyao, who was married to the Gu family, whenever she encountered difficulties from others, the weak Ruan Qing was always able to protect her with open arms.
Even if your dignity is no longer there, as long as you can protect your child's peace, then you will be willing to do everything!
- This is Mother!
"Mother, Meng Yao never envies anything rich and rich." Lin Mengyao got up and stood in front of the window with Ruan Qing to watch the ups and downs of the whole mountain: "Mengyao has experienced several lives and deaths, and all she wants is peace and tranquility on that side, half of her life is dull......
The mother and daughter looked at each other and smiled, without saying more, only looking at the green hills...... (To be continued.) )