114.Chapter 114: I'm Waiting for You, Waiting for You to Love Me
In the end, Xi Gu still read a book at the Yuxi Road villa until nine o'clock, and then ran with Shen Liangshi on the road near the villa for half an hour.
The street lights are bright, and because it is a villa area, there are not many cars.
And Shen Liang was side by side with her, and he kept her on the inside of the road.
It's a protection.
After running, he naturally sweated, but Xi Gu didn't take a bath in the villa, and felt awkward.
Shen Liangshi didn't insist, and drove Xigu back to school.
When he got out of the car, Xi Gu thanked Shen Liangshi and told him to be careful when driving on the road.
got up and was about to leave, but Shen Liangshi stopped her, Xigu was surprised, and turned around.
At that time, the man was standing under a street lamp, and the whole person was caged in soft color.
The color of the dark eyes is darker than usual, and the broken diamonds are dotted among them, as if they are moistened by the landscape.
Shen Liangshi spoke, his voice was the same as his temperament, soft and unspeakable, he said, "Xigu, when?" ”
“?” Xi Gu was a little puzzled.
"I ask you, when will you accept me?"
“……”
Xigu couldn't answer, because he really didn't know how to answer.
After a while, she asked him, "You...... Do you like me very much? ”
Shen Liangshi put his hands in his pockets and had a serious expression, "Can't you see that I like you very much?" ”
"But I didn't think I was special!"
"It's okay, I think you're special enough!"
“……”
Xi Gu didn't know what to say again.
Then Shen Liangshi's voice came again, he said, "Xigu, in the past, I didn't think that feelings would be a necessity in my life, so my attitude towards feelings was relatively cold, and when my friends around me teased me a lot and even thought that I might be abnormal, I occasionally thought about myself, but fortunately, I finally met you!" ”
"But now I tell you this, not because of anything else, just to make you understand that I am not a person who treats feelings perfunctorily, I like you, I just like you, there is no special reason, because you have made waves in my heart, because you have settled in my dreams, that's all."
Xi Gu's eyes trembled, and he didn't throb when he faced Shen Liang's confession. It's impossible.
"Actually, I don't know what love is like...... she bit her lip and said, "There are many loves around me, beautiful, ugly, and varied. I have expectations for love, but there are expectations, but there will also be fears, the sooner the flowers bloom, the faster they will wither. Just like love, once it is close to madness, it is very likely to be wiped out. So the love I have been looking forward to is quiet as night, it is a long stream of water, it is plain and warm, and it is a quiet and good time...... I say that, Mr. Shen, do you understand? ”
Shen Liangshi smiled and nodded, "I understand." ”
"So, I don't know how to manage and accept a relationship now, I need some time to sort myself out, I think Mr. Shen you need it too, and ......" she paused and said, "And, as Teacher Shen said, the future is still very long, I am still young, and you are not old......"
Xi Gu bit his lip, his face turned red, and he didn't continue, but Shen Liangshi understood.
What she means is nothing more than that: they have a heart for each other, but they don't know each other well enough, they need to get in touch further, don't rush to be together passionately for a while, that kind of love will not last long.
Shen Liangshi smiled lightly, Xi Gu had a maturity and calmness that did not belong to her age, which made him happy and distressed at the same time.
Or the main reason is that he didn't do well enough and didn't give enough.
It doesn't matter, he believes that if there is a fate in the future, they will come together after all.
So, he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you." ”
I'm waiting for you because I'll be here all the time, you're not ready, but I've put all my passion into it.
I'm waiting for you, waiting for you to come to me, waiting for you...... Come and love me!
……
Xigu returned to the dormitory, and everyone had not slept yet.
For Xi Gu to go out for one night, no one asked, which made Xi Gu a little surprised.
Zhang Lele and Tian Tian were talking, and Shao Jinyu was reading, and they didn't seem to be disturbed by their conversation.
Xi Gu went in, first went to the bathroom to take a shower, and when he came out, Zhang Lele was holding a cup of tea in his hand and was still talking.
Xi Gu also heard a few words in the bathroom just now, it seemed that Zhang Lele was teaching Tian Tian the secret of "capturing a man's heart".
Xigu sighed, is a man's heart so easy to capture?
Even if it is captured, if it is not a heart that is exchanged for sincerity, can it last for a long time?
Xi Gu wiped his hair as he walked out, and heard Tian Tian ask, "Want to catch it?" And then what? It seems that not all men like this trick! ”
"Wrong, I insist that the so-called view that there is no need for 'palace scheming' in love is wrong, and true love is the foundation, but if you add a little charm to the true love, wouldn't this kind of relationship be stronger and sweeter?"
She said, "In fact, many men like to be glued by women, but women can't blindly pounce up, they need to be sticky, but they need to be sticky, for example, you can think about him in your head all day long, but don't send dozens of phone calls and dozens of text messages a day; You can be a good wife and mother to help him with his laundry and cooking, but don't serve his family like a nanny; There are many ways you can try to get his attention, but don't look like you're sticking under him......"
Tian Tian listened carefully while blushing, and Xi Gu paused to wipe his hair, and actually listened.
Zhang Lele said, "Actually, I think that a woman's desire to indulge in love is not a scheming, it is the wisdom of a woman, and it is also a kind of style." A man who likes your body is superficial, likes your soul, wants to understand you, and discovers your inner beauty, is the man who has depth and is worth your life to grasp. ”
Speaking of this, she sighed and said, "After all, women also get old and ugly one day, you can't be eighteen years old all the time, but eighteen-year-old young women have always been." In a word, a woman can not be beautiful, but she must be charmed, this charm is charm, it is the sublimation of a woman's beauty, only such a woman will hold the man's heart tightly, let him fall under your pomegranate skirt for a lifetime, and he can't drive it away......"
Hearing this, Xigu walked to his desk and exhaled deeply.
After that, Zhang Lele said a lot, but Xigu didn't listen anymore.
How to say it, what Zhang Lele said may be reasonable, but she is stubborn in her heart, or she is too young.
She still believes that if two people in love understand each other, understand each other, you have me, I have you, you don't need any scheming and fancy.
It's just that men and women in the world, how many people can achieve such a soul bond?
Inexplicably, I thought of Shen Liang again.
Because, he really understands her.
Although they don't spend much time with each other, he can see through her at a glance.
Such a feeling made her cheeks inexplicably hot in this quiet night.
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Note: Zhang Lele's view of love is borrowed from Du Niang. The author's concept of love in his heart is more westward, the water flows for a long time, quiet and warm, holding the hand of the son, and growing old with the son.