Lu Yanwan was silent, and he didn't know how to explain to Jian Yu, Jian Yu didn't force Lu Yanwan to ask anything, and continued: "When I knew the news at that time, my mind was blank, and I almost didn't think about anything, so I wanted to go to Zeguo regardless of it, and I really did that, but you also know that although Da Zhou and Zeguo had a temporary truce at that time, Zeguo didn't want to enter, and the result can be imagined, I was seriously injured and brought back, if it weren't for my identity, I'm afraid I would have already been in a different place, But at that time, I didn't care, thinking that it wouldn't be interesting to live anyway. ”

"Say no more!" Lu Yanwan thought about Jian Yu's words, his teeth bit his lower lip tightly, and his eyes were slightly red, "Jian Yu, I don't deserve you to do this for me at all, no matter when, you can't give up your own life at will!" ”

Jian Yu lowered his head and looked gloomy, "At that time, where did I think so much ......?"

"And then?" Lu Xiwan held back his feelings and asked again.

"That time I was too seriously injured, the doctors in the barracks were powerless, I only learned later, the princess in order to save me, so she went to Wang Tanzhi, and later Wang Tanzhi found the imperial doctor, which can be regarded as saving my life."

"Her Royal Highness has a deep affection for you." Lu Yanwan couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, although Li Yufen was cruel to her, she was really kind to Jian Yu, and more than once, it seemed that she was very affectionate to Jian Yu.

"Wanwan, did you sue me for going to Zeguo and kissing instead of the princess, is it not your will?" Jian Yu is a smart person, and he has already guessed some clues from Lu Hui's words and expressions, and is asking with a frown.

Lu Yanwan didn't speak, but just sneered and asked, "What do you say?" Lu Yanwan didn't want to help Li Yufen hide it, she naturally knew Li Yufen's thoughts about Jian Yu, but since some things have been done, don't be afraid of people knowing, besides, she doesn't think that Li Yufen and Jian Yu are suitable to be together, as far as Li Yufen's current identity is not a good match for Jian Yu.

"Isn't it...... Princess she designed you? Jian Yudi's brows furrowed even tighter, and there was a hint of anger in his tone.

"It's also that I'm too stupid, but if I eat a trench and grow wise, there will never be such a thing in the future......" Lu Yanwan replied lightly, which was a tacit acquiescence.

Jian Yu listened, but suddenly stood up and turned around to walk out. Lu Yanwan was a little inexplicable, and she also stood up, chased after her and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"You don't care about me, I'm going to ask her to understand, why did she hurt you like this, and why did she lie to me!" Jian Yu said with a gloomy face.

Lu Yanwan sighed lightly and said, "What's the point of you asking now, it's been so long, and if you ask like this, won't she know that you have already seen me." ”

Being said by Lu Yanwan like this, Jian Yu calmed down, and punched the pillar of the pavilion very depressedly, and said angrily: "I should have doubted it at the beginning, you obviously promised me that you would go back with me, how could you change your mind temporarily, and even don't want your own life!" ”

Lu Yanwan bowed his head and was silent. After a while, he replied: "Who can say clearly about the things in this world, you think that the person who is closest and most trustworthy can stab you in the next second." ”

Jian Yu looked guilty, gently hugged Lu Yanwan in his arms, and said in a muffled voice: "Wanwan, what I say now is sincere, you go back to the capital with me, although I can't give you any name right away, but I promise you that one day, I will marry you in the media, and my wife Jian Yu can only be you in this life." ”

Lu Yanwan didn't speak, if it was Lu Yanwan in the previous life, he might be moved by Jian Yu's words, I believe that this is a somewhat unattainable promise, but sometimes the promise that is too beautiful is just because she is too young, and she ...... Actually, it's already old.

"Jian Yu, I know that you are good to me, and I have never doubted your sincerity, but there are some things that we can do as we want, you have your family, parents, and my identity cannot be easily let others know, if I go back to the capital with you, not to mention that the princess will definitely know, do you think that when the emperor knows that I am not dead, he will let me go?"

Jian Yu was instantly dumbfounded, he naturally knew that what he said might be difficult to achieve, but he always thought that if he worked hard, there might be hope......

"You better go back, I'm doing well now, you should also see it, it's impossible to go back to the capital with you, the princess, if you really know that I'm still alive, I'm afraid I won't give up." Lu Yanwan pushed Jian Yu away, turned around and said.

Jian Yu frowned, took a step forward, and replied: "Princess, you don't have to worry, even if she knows that you are still alive, I will not let her hurt you again, but you haven't sued me yet, why did you come to Shuchuan, and how did you enter the Qin Palace's mansion as Mei Ji, there must be someone behind this to help you again, right?" ”

Lu Yanwan also knew that Jian Yu would guess this, after all, with her as a little girl, it was impossible for her to travel thousands of miles from Zeguo to this Shuchuan, and the identity of that Meiji was not so easy to fake.

"Jian Yu, it's not that I don't want to tell you some things, but I don't know how to tell you, and I don't know where to start, you just let me keep a little secret, after all, it's my own business, and I want to solve it myself." Lu Yanwan sighed lightly and said slowly.

Jian Yu was silent for a long time, and finally didn't continue to ask, but said in a muffled voice: "I can stop asking, but you have to promise me not to disappear suddenly, so that I can find you, see you, and know if you are doing well." ”

"Okay, I promise you." Lu Yanwan felt guilty about Jian Yu, from the past life to this life, Jian Yu has always been sincere to her, but speaking of which, she has been making trouble for him.

"You've been out for so long, it's time to go back, and I'm going to do something, otherwise I'll be away for too long, and my aunt and grandmother will look for me." Lu Yanwan thought that he had talked to Jian Yu about the same today, so he turned around and said to him like this.

Jian Yu obviously frowned unhappily, and said dissatisfiedly: "Is it that Aunt Shuang, why do you still have to serve her, or I will go and talk to the prince and let you stop being a maid." ”

Lu Yanwan smiled indifferently and replied: "Have you forgotten what I used to do, when you first met me, I was still a female envoy, that is, I specialized in serving people, and later became a palace maid next to the princess, although it sounds good or the work of serving people, I am used to serving, I can do it before, but now I can't do it, I have never been such a noble woman." ”

"You're right, but I'm ...... Don't I feel sorry for you, how can it be the same now and before. When Jian Yu said this, she was slightly embarrassed, her eyes looked to the side, and her cheeks were slightly red.

Lu Yuwan was moved in her heart, but she didn't want to give Jian Yu hope now, and let him down in the future, so she could only pretend to be casual and said: "It's still the same, you took care of me like a sister at that time, I hope you can always treat me like that......"

As soon as Lu Yanwan spoke, Jian Yu's face suddenly became ugly, and he quickly took a few steps forward, forcing Lu Yanwan to the corner of the pavilion, and said with resentment in his tone: "Wanwan, when I was in the barracks, I already told you very clearly, I like you and want you to be my woman, I never wanted you to be my sister!" ”

Jian Yu's breath spraying on Lu Yuwan's face was extremely hot, she couldn't help but turn her head away, and said in a low voice: "Jian Yu, this is a temple, you pay attention, these things, don't we want to talk about them later......"

"No way!" Jian Yu stretched out his hand and twisted Lu Yanwan's face, looked directly at her and said: "Wanwan, don't think about running away from me, I said I won't let you go, you are the wife I have identified, even if you don't like me, it doesn't matter, as long as I like you, it's enough, I swear, I will definitely make you happy." ”

Jian Yu has talked about this, and Lu Yuwan doesn't know what words to use to refuse him, so he can only use the strategy of delaying the army first, "Jian Yu, I don't want to think about this now, you also know that I can't even see my identity now, these things, let's talk about them outside later, is it okay?" ”

Jian Yu's face softened, and he didn't want to force Lu Yuwan too much, so he took a few steps back, nodded and said: "I will try my best to solve the matter of your identity, but this Qin Wangfu is not a place to stay for a long time, after all, the princess is here, you are fine in Fahua Temple now, and you will not meet her, but there will always be a day when you return home, and I am afraid that there will be some trouble at that time." ”

"Her Royal Highness the princess is not young, the emperor can't hide her like this all the time, there will always be some plans, I'm afraid she won't let her stay in the Qin Palace, after a while, when people have forgotten about Princess Duanyang, the princess can change her identity and return to the palace, saying that it is the emperor's illegitimate daughter, and no one will doubt it." Lu Yanwan guessed Li Yan's thoughts very thoroughly, this emperor likes to sell his reputation the most, and if he doesn't find a legitimate identity for Li Yufen, Li Yan probably won't let her show her face in front of people.

"You're right, princess, I'll figure it out, you still hate her, she treated you like that, although you didn't really lose your life, but I can also imagine that you will die in Zeguo." Jian Yu looked at Lu Yuwan with great pity and asked.

"Now that I don't hate, why waste my feelings for people who don't matter, it's also a very tiring thing to hate someone." Lu Yuwan smiled lightly, and replied lightly. RS