It has been half a month since Ji Hongxuan went to see the Ninth Princess. During this period, Nalan Jinxiu would go to the Ninth Princess every day to give her a routine pulse check. The ninth princess was raised very well, and her complexion was ruddy.

"Why are you here?" The ninth princess saw Ji Hongxuan, and her mood did not change. She's been thinking about it these days, it's impossible to get back what she's lost, and all she can do is not let herself go back wrong.

"Are you feeling better?" Ji Hongxuan and the Ninth Princess were in the opposite state, he was very thin, and his spirit was not good, it seemed that he hadn't slept well in the past half a month.

"It's already great. I think I can go out and walk around, but Sister Sheng said that Xiao Yuezi also has to be raised for a month, and you can't go out to blow the wind if you don't have a month. ”

Ji Hongxuan was very unsure. He thought that the ninth princess would definitely cry when she saw him, or she would let him die. He never thought that she would face him in such a calm state.

"Ah Jiu......" His voice was a little hoarse. In their most friendly time, he called her that in private.

The ninth princess was stunned because of this title, and after a long time, she moved her hand and said in a low voice: "You still call me princess!"

"I ......" Ji Hongxuan stammered a little, he didn't know what he could do. was ready to endure her beating and scolding.

After all, it was his fault this time, it was he who led the wolf into the house, and it was he who still defended the perpetrator after her accident. But the ninth princess is so calm and detached, what else can he do?

"Ah Jiu, I know you blame me in your heart, but we are husband and wife, and if there is an estrangement, we must solve it, and we can't keep it in our hearts. ”

The ninth princess lowered her head, Ji Hongxuan couldn't see her expression clearly, but heard her hoarse voice: "Soon it won't be." ”

"We were given marriage by the first emperor, and even the current saints have no right to annul the marriage contract. ”

"But our union was a mistake. ”

The ninth princess seemed to be gathering courage, and finally dared to raise her head to face him: "We were originally in name only, and that child was also an accident. It was because of this that we decided to be together, and now that it is gone, there is no need for us to continue. ”

"It's not like that. Ji Hongxuan didn't know what else to say except for this sentence. He really wanted to tell her what he thought in his heart, that is, they would live together in the future, he would be good to her, and he would make up for her.

But he felt that it was too unsympathetic, as if it was because of guilt that he wanted to be with her. The ninth princess looks willful on the surface, but in fact she is the most affectionate person. I'm afraid she can't accept such a statement.

"Don't you remember what we said at the beginning?" Ji Hongxuan meant, taking the child to Jinling with him so that he could see the scenery of northern Xinjiang.

"Whatever we've said, it's all about the child's presence. It's gone, so those don't count. ”

The ninth princess felt very uncomfortable. She has been thinking about her and Ji Hongxuan these days, but the result is that she can't accept him anymore. How much she used to like him, how much she wants to leave him now.

"Jinling has already changed the sky, you are no longer the only princess of the Holy Lord, and the Shen family has also lost power. As far as I know, Concubine Shen's situation in the harem is not very optimistic, and you won't have a good time going back. ”

The first emperor was not abolished when he was alive, and it stands to reason that Empress Shen should be honored as the queen mother after the death of the first emperor. But after the new emperor ascended the throne, he only recognized his mother as the only queen mother. As for Empress Shen, nominally giving the title of a concubine is actually no different from being in a cold palace.

Of course, the ninth princess also knew this, but she was a little reluctant to accept it. In her heart, the father and the queen mother are the most noble people in the entire Daning Dynasty, and the queen mother should not be bleak at night.

"As a daughter, I was not by my side when my father died, and now I naturally have the responsibility of guarding the mausoleum to fulfill my filial piety.

There is also the queen mother, who was my mother when she was the mother of a country, and she was still the one when she was neglected. I have to go back, I have to be with her. ”

"Why are you so willful?" Ji Hongxuan is angry and anxious now, if the ninth princess returns to Jinling at this time, she doesn't have to think about what harsh reprimands she will receive.

"Do you think I'm having a good time in the north?"

The ninth princess closed her eyes, she used to hate this life in northern Xinjiang the most. Because, from here, she has changed from a proud girl to an orphan girl who can be bullied.

She had to look at other people's faces and act, and she had to restrain her temper. Only now, her mind has completely changed.

She has been so low in the north that she can't be lower anymore, Liu Liu hurt her, hurt her children, but she can't avenge herself.

This feeling of powerlessness and being in the dust already made her miserable. She felt that even if there were swords and fires in the palace, she would not be afraid, and the big deal would be as painful and humiliating as now.

Ji Hongxuan was stunned when he heard her words, he knew that her life in Northern Xinjiang was not good, and he was the one who started it. But now that he realized his mistake, he regretted it.

"If a person is not a sage, who can do nothing?" Ji Hongxuan took the hand of the ninth princess, he wanted to say that he had made a mistake, but he was already determined to correct it.

The ninth princess took her hand back, her expression became very cold, and looking at Ji Hongxuan's eyes, it was also bone-chilling.

"Not everyone can forget about the hurt, I can't. The eyes of the ninth princess became free of anxiety, and she seemed to be immersed in her emotions.

"If you can stand by my side at the first moment of my accident, I will probably be moved, and maybe I will forgive you.

You're not me, and I don't understand how hard it is for me to endure when I'm suffering in extreme pain, and the people around me still don't believe in me. So I beg you to let me go, and we'll be okay with each other in the future. ”

"You are the wife I am marrying, and if I didn't write a letter of divorce, we will never be able to break off the relationship. ”

"It's okay if you don't write a letter of resignation, then I'll go and ask the Holy Lord to send a decree to let us reconcile. Although the saint is no longer my father's emperor, the king of Xiaoyao has always treated me kindly, and if I think about it, he will not disagree with my request.

"I don't want to hold you accountable for the mistakes you have made, and even Liu Liu has chosen to forgive. It's not because I'm magnanimous, but I understand that even if I kill Liuliu, my child won't come back.

I'm tired now, and I have only one request, and that is to stay away from you, and I hope you can promise me. Instead of torturing each other, let it go. ”

Ji Hongxuan only felt distressed at this time, he was always a little indifferent before. He felt that this matter had come too suddenly, and he couldn't accept it properly.

Now this seems to have become a fact, he can regain his free body, he can like the girl he likes, he no longer has to try to hide his emotions, he doesn't have to worry about treating the princess badly, he has invisibly committed the crime of bullying the king, and he and his family will be implicated.

It stands to reason that such a result should be very good, and it is what he has always dreamed of. But when all this was really coming, he just felt distressed.

He felt that he was a particularly useless person, and when he liked Jin'er at the beginning, he didn't achieve absolute single-mindedness.

If it weren't for the disparity in status, thinking of marrying her when she became famous, maybe Jin'er wouldn't have married the third brother.

After all, they are the closest, she just wants to marry, and she can only marry him. It was he who regarded his identity and status too seriously, so he missed Jin'er.

Now, the Ninth Princess is also going to give up on him. It's not that he doesn't know what she likes, but he's just been reluctant to respond. He felt that it was impossible for them in this life, the ninth princess was from a noble background, and she acted tricky and domineering, which was not his good match.

When did he start thinking that being with the Ninth Princess was actually good? He didn't know when he had this feeling, but it was too late when he realized it.

He knew they couldn't do it, so he felt distressed. This kind of distress is mixed with remorse, but it doesn't have much to do with liking it or not.

He just felt that he had always thought that he wanted to be a man who stood up to the sky. Let those who once despised him because of his low background reacquaint him.

But he didn't even protect his wife and children, and he was a failure enough. He looks down on himself himself, so how can he expect others to value him?

"Jinling is deep, it's not a place where you can settle down, I'm afraid you'll suffer when you go back......" Ji Hongxuan re-held the hand of the ninth princess and said in a dumb voice: "I won't let people bully you in northern Xinjiang." ”

The Ninth Princess didn't forcibly withdraw her hand, she just shook her head and said very resolutely: "But I really don't need it, no matter what kind of life I live in the future, it has nothing to do with you." ”

On the day the Ninth Princess left, the weather was quite sunny. Ji Hongxuan didn't go to see her off, but just watched her being helped into the carriage from a distance.

He prepared a lot of things for her, a dagger for self-defense, and good medicine for wounds. Even the silver ticket and the title deed, he made people prepare a lot. It was all his possessions, and he had nothing outside of him ever since.

The ninth princess has been with him for so long, and she naturally knows what he has. She opened the box containing the silver ticket before getting into the carriage, and finally left only the title deed of a house in Jinling.

"Give these things back to Master Hou, and say that I understand his kindness. As for the mansion I left behind, it is a temporary loan from me, and if the Hou Ye returns to Beijing one day and needs it, I will definitely return it. ”

The ninth princess knew that life in the palace was difficult, and if she could, she planned to take Empress Shen out of the palace together. During this time in northern Xinjiang, her biggest gain was that she saw a lot of things.

Her status as a princess can bring her supreme glory, and of course, it can also bind her. She hopes to live a peaceful life, be hard, and not be afraid, as long as she can be with her mother......