Chapter 441: Cutting Love
And as she grew up, especially when facing Xuantian alone, this feeling became more and more intense. Even that night, the kiss offered by Xuantian in the peach blossom forest, after Qing Miao's initial struggle and resistance, finally evolved into an affectionate kiss between the two standing on the branches under the moon......
It was a throbbing and joyful mood, often accompanied by complex changes that made Qing Miao feel lost. And every time she looked at the warm and enthusiastic gaze of Shangxuantian, the intense joy burning in her chest rushed out, making her a little at a loss.
Xuantian and Qing Miao have been cultivating with Qing Miao's father for nearly 10,000 years. During this period, countless things appeared in front of Bai Muyun's eyes as if they were real. Every eye contact between the two, a casual touch of the body, and a feeling of heart-to-heart connection all made her feel Qing Miao's strong love for Xuantian.
And this kind of affection should be even higher in Xuantian. Whenever she was lost or a little sad, Xuantian was domineering and wrapped around her until she turned around, and then gently let her rely on her.
However, after the germination of feelings, Qing Miao gradually grew up, and she began to experience a kind of remorse and determination, which was often accompanied by a happy mood. That kind of kind of suspicion about Xuantian entrenched in Qing Miao's heart made her always in a huge contradiction and pain that she was looking forward to Xuantian's arrival and looking back affectionately at him, and she couldn't wait to immediately unmask his disguise, worried that he would do anything harmful to the fairy world in the future.
The feeling of often having a headache is still not worth the violent mood fluctuations that Qing Miao is often alone when she is cultivating, and she is forced to stop because of the appearance of Xuantian's figure in her heart, and it takes a long time to calm down.
As for Lian Mo's feelings, she can fully understand that Qing Miao only has attachment but no love. Because that blandness and joy are completely dependent on him. Respect and trust. But she could read from Lian Mo's eyes looking at Qing Miao that the meaning of love was no less than Xuantian's.
But he has been forbearing, but he can't pull away the gaze that stays in his eyes, and even keeps looking at the affectionate look between her and Xuantian. However, Lian Mo never gave up his love for Qing Miao......
Is this love? Is this love?
Bai Muyun is sometimes warm, sometimes joyful, sometimes painful, sometimes regretful, sometimes addicted. Sometimes in a dream that collapses. It's like spending Qing Miao's life related to love and love.
In the end, she saw when Qing Miao turned all her feelings into hatred, and she also saw how Qing Miao begged for Lian Mo, who was higher than her. Help her cut off this spirit.
When Xuantian, whose whole body was stained red with blood, frantically killed Qing Miao's father, she heard the crisp voice in Qing Miao's heart like a jade pendant cracking. When she looked at the bloody tears left by Shang Xuantian's eyes, she heard the silent and sharp roar in Qing Miao's heart...... It was at that moment that a feeling of boiling after the blood burned burned all the way to Qing Miao's Zhihai!
It seemed that every part of her body was enveloped by this monstrous hatred. Even when she attacked the man with every move. It seems that they are not cut on each other, but on themselves!
That hatred increases with remorse. And the rapid expansion will eventually become the driving force for her to die.
She finally saw the look of horror on the face of the red-haired and red-eyed man when the Sky Devouring in Xuantian's hand pierced her heart.
She felt Qing Miao's mood as if she had been freed from the abyss.
She knew that Qing Miao must have fallen into Lian Mo's arms with a smile in the end.
She could also imagine how Qing Miao had endured Lian Mo's tears like rain in a painful smile, and in the end it was as she wished. took away her the emotion that had been painful for her whole life......
Two men who had been the most important in her life, two sharp swords pierced her heart one after the other, peeling open her soul.
Bai Muyun seemed to have experienced Qing Miao's innocent and romantic childhood in his dreams. The chic but spring-hearted girl's time, and the youth time that is tangled in pain but still keeps self-denial.
The word love is constantly changing in her life. The continuous escalation constantly pushed her to the brink of ruin, and finally the tragic end of her begging to die under the Xuantian sword.
Knowing that the daughter of the emperor who was once proud of the immortal world, in the end, she could only rely on this method to find the possibility of reincarnation and find the opportunity to put down again in the next life, Bai Muyun's heart was full of regretful cries!
Qing Miao, you're a coward!
You are ashamed of your talent that is higher than that of Lian Mo and Xuantian! You don't deserve the title of "the first fairy in the fairy world"!
Qing Miao, you who used to be determined to be strong, finally fell into your persistence, and your hesitation made you unable to detach! Your evasion has left you with nowhere to run but to die!
But, Qing Miao, I also want to thank you!
Without your final decision, I, Bai Muyun, might have become such a person with a weak heart and a firm Taoist heart as I am today. Maybe I, Bai Muyun, would have inadvertently fallen in love with someone because of the strong inferiority complex and delicate feelings that arise because of my appearance.
Without your decision to strip away this soul, I would have fallen in love with those sons, the sons of the head of the family, or anyone else, because of ignorance or self-improvement.
Without these as the premise, where would I have the opportunity to follow Ling Jue Yuanjun and make an oath not to be emotional to men in this life?
Where is the opportunity to understand what is the strength that a woman should pursue on the word love that the sea has not seen through for 3,000 years?
Where is the opportunity to focus on improvement, and see through that complex relationship, to get a chance to really bring all the people and things that work for me together?!
Since your love has given me the opportunity to make great strides to pursue the Heavenly Dao in this life, then I will do my best to make your wish to become the strongest one come true!
But you are you, I am me!
I, Bai Muyun, will definitely not get in the way of all kinds of fetters in your previous life, let alone fall into the cause and effect of all kinds of grievances in your previous life. I only go the way I think I want to go and do what I think I want to do!
I will bear all the consequences calmly, but the opportunity to appear after resolving these causes and effects is the one that I created by Bai Muyun myself!
Suddenly, Bai Muyun only felt that the brilliance around her body was bright, and she had to open her eyes.
In this black hole of nowhere, all the qiΔ was sprinkled with golden light, and the familiar indifferent face was rendered even more handsome by the golden light.
At this point, he looked into his bewildered and shocked gaze.
"Lian Mo senior?" She knew that this person was not her master, He Muhua.
"You're awake...... his voice was a little hoarse, "Congratulations, you can really let go of the 'love word' and take a step further on top of Dao Heart cultivation." β
Bai Muyun nodded. She understood what he meant. After a quick inward look at himself, all the bones were intact, and there were even faintly stronger changes. Zhihai and dantian are also no different.
"Why are you here? The man before ......"
"You drove him away." Lian Mo interrupted her, "I'm here to return the last of Qing Miao's spirits and hand over her sword to you. You should soon feel the Heavenly Soul calling. As long as you split the final level of the Tree Spirit, then when you ascend to the Immortal Realm, it will be the moment when the Heavenly Soul returns to its place. Then you can condense the immortal yuan. β
"Senior Lianmo, since you are here, can you answer me a question first?" She didn't reach out to catch the Qing Miao long sword that Lian Mo had arrived, but her eyes flashed with clear light, looking directly at him.
Lian Mo seemed to be a little surprised by Bai Muyun's calmness, raised his eyebrows slightly, and withdrew Qing Miao's sword: "It's that I'm a little anxious." You ask. β
She was not polite, and said directly: "Dare to ask Senior Lianmo, what is the relationship between my master and you?" β
Lian Mo was slightly stunned: "What do you mean?" β
"I got my current appearance when Qing Miao's soul awakened, and Xuantian's appearance is completely no different from Fan Ping. But my master is not your reincarnation, so why does he have the exact same appearance as you? β
"Why not my reincarnation?" Lian Mo wondered, "His body and my divine consciousness fit Cheng DΓΉ is almost the same as my killing clone back then. β
"Back then, Xuantian was infinitely close to the Immortal Gang level with the power of the stolen realm core, and finally chased you to the galaxy world to intercept you, destroy your soul, and seal the power in your physical body. Since the soul has been destroyed, the reincarnated appearance should be similar to his parents in this life, but how can he have such an appearance? β
Lian Mo frowned when he heard this, and seemed to think.
Seeing this, Bai Muyun continued: "I don't know if Senior Lian Mo still had a connection with your deity when he was escaping Xuantian's pursuit back then? β
"Nope. Ever since he handed me Qing Miao's sword, the connection between us has been severed completely. β
"So will he sense that you still have zΓ i's consciousness?"
"I don't know. Because there are rules between the two worlds of immortals now, they will definitely not notice it. But if I return to the fairy world in the future, I don't know. β
Bai Muyun nodded when he heard this: "Elder Lian Mo has ever seen a demon beast called a 'Rose Beast'?" β
"Rose Beast?" He thought for a moment, shook his head categorically, and said, "I haven't heard of it." β
"This beast is the king of the demon beast realm, and it can transform into human form."
"If the demon beast can transform into a shape, then its natural power must be extremely rebellious." Lian Mo said solemnly.
"What surprised me the most was not its talent, but its appearance after transformation, which was extremely similar to Lian Mo's predecessors!"
"What?!" Hearing this, Lian Mo couldn't help but exclaim, "How is this possible? β
"That's the question I want to ask." Bai Muyun didn't ask any more questions, but stood up from the spot, bowed to Lian Mo and stretched out his hands, and said respectfully, "Bai Muyun is grateful to Lian Mo's predecessor for sacrificing his life and giving me the opportunity he created in this life, and Bai Muyun will definitely do his best to realize Qing Miao's wish." (To be continued) I580