Chapter 268: I'm Different from Them

As soon as Chen Qiuniang hesitated, Zhang Ci pursed her lips and said, "Seeing that you are so hesitant, you must be trying to deceive me." ”

"I didn't." Chen Qiuniang hurriedly retorted, but she was very weak-hearted. She really wanted to make up a lie to deceive him just now.

"Seeing how you reacted, I knew what I said was true, I'm so sad." Zhang Ci said as he stroked his chest in heartache.

"The heart of a villain." Chen Qiuniang pouted.

"Then why didn't you get together? You say you like him. Zhang Ci immediately asked.

"Oh, this-" Chen Qiuniang paused, seeing that in the light and shadow, this handsome man's face was full of anticipation.

"Say it." He urged, like a child who was anxious to listen to his mother's story.

Chen Qiuniang lowered her eyes and sighed, "Why do you have to know this." ”

"Because it's you, I'm not interested in knowing about others." He said it rightly, and after saying this, he urged again, "Hurry up, hurry up, you can't lie to me." ”

Chen Qiuniang sighed, and said in a heart: "Okay, then don't you have any other ideas after listening." ”

"Well, am I like that? If I had any other thoughts, I was not able to be with you at that time. If I were by your side, what would be the matter with him? Your eyes can only see me, how can you see others. Zhang Ci said shamelessly and proudly, and looked at Chen Qiuniang with a smile on his face after speaking.

Chen Qiuniang smiled and said, "Your old man is not modest at all." ”

Zhang Ci immediately said that he was already excellent in all aspects, so why should he be modest. Even if the ancestor said that he should be humble, but a person is already outrageously good, and if he continues to be modest, he will become hypocritical.

"In the face of the person you love the most, how can you be hypocritical?" Zhang Ci asked rhetorically in the end.

Chen Qiuniang covered her mouth and laughed so hard that her stomach hurt, and she clung to his clothes. He shook his head and sighed: "Hey, now I find that you have found such a good husband." See how happy you are. ”

If it weren't for the fact that the mountain road was not easy to walk, the carriage was too bumpy, and rolling on the car might cause a traffic accident, Chen Qiuniang really wanted to break free from Zhang Ci's arms and roll back and forth on the car a few times. This guy looks strict, but he is full of humor inside.

She laughed for a long time, and every time she stopped laughing, when she saw Zhang Ci's serious face, she couldn't help but cover her mouth and smile again. Zhang Ci also added fuel to the fire every time, saying: "Knowing that your husband is excellent, you don't have to be happy to be like this, be reserved." ”

What's even worse is that Zhang Ci himself will never laugh, he is serious. Chen Qiuniang laughed repeatedly like this for a long time before she really stopped laughing. Zhang Ci looked down at her, and said in a voice like a wind, "Yun'er, I want to know your qiē." Know your life in that plane. I always wonder what you were like on that plane. Will anyone bully you. ”

When Chen Qiuniang heard him say this, she couldn't laugh at all, and her heart was only full of emotion. The little bit of caution she had just wanted to lie to him was gone.

If you love someone, be honest with each other. Lying is tiring. Once a lie is exposed one day, then all the warmth and beauty built on the lie will be overturned.

Chen Qiuniang suddenly had an epiphany. She decided to tell the man exactly what she was. And no matter what time and space it is, she's afraid she'll only talk about it to him alone.

After a little contemplation, she spoke in a very calm tone about her life experience, about those confused, silent, painful pasts. tells about the love between her grandfather and her grandmother, and tells about her grandmother's life in the illusory love she weaved.

"She was pregnant with the child of the person she loved the most, and she went away to marry a rural villager. I've been cooking the food that person likes to eat all my life, and I've been dressed up like that person. Her tone was calm.

Zhang Ci listened very seriously, and finally couldn't help frowning, and interjected: "Your grandfather, didn't you look for her?" ”

"It's just a big girl, and it's just a period of youthful confusion for him." Chen Qiuniang feels ironic every time she thinks of this. Her grandmother loved the man as hard as she could, and murmured the man's name until she died. However, her grandmother did not know that the person had long forgotten her.

"I don't believe he'll forget his beloved." Zhang Ci said stubbornly.

Chen Qiuniang couldn't help but smile sadly, then stroked his face and said, "Not everyone will regard the person they fall in love with as their beloved. Not everyone is like you. ”

"How do you know that you're not your grandfather?" He still said stubbornly.

Chen Qiuniang shook her head and said, "I have seen him and asked him personally." "Yes, Chen Qiuniang never told her grandmother: when she learned about her background, she had seen her grandfather without telling her grandmother.

Zhang Ci was very surprised and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it. Chen Qiuniang continued: "People are different, I have seen him. ”

She paused, and then told Zhang Ci about that meeting.

At that time, the DNA results had come out, and she was indeed Dai Yuanqing's cousin, and Dai Yuanqing's mother ordered her to leave the country. Chen Qiuniang took the money and visa, and she agreed to go abroad in frustration. Before leaving, she asked to see her grandfather.

At that time, the old man's spirit was not very good, but when he looked at her, he said: "You look very similar to your grandmother, especially those eyes." ”

"Really?" Her heart was full of resentment and despair, and her tone was full of sarcasm.

The old man sat in a wheelchair, looked at her very calmly, and said, "I know, it's the Dai family who is sorry for you and grandma." ’

"Have you thought about looking for her?" Chen Qiuniang asked aggressively.

The old man lowered his eyes, looked at his hands, and said slowly: "She is older, and according to the regulations, she was originally going to leave the Dai family." ”

Chen Qiuniang sighed lightly and said quite sarcastically: "Yes, people who grew up together, do you not know her heart?" You won't know why she left. ”

She was aggressive, and Dai Yuanqing's mother hid in the dark and finally couldn't stand it, so she walked out and said, "Without upbringing, even if you are not Yuanqing's cousin, I will never allow you to be together." ”

Chen Qiuniang glanced at her, her eyes were extremely contemptuous, and said, "You have entered this Dai family, but you are also an uneducated person." I was talking to the old man, but the horse's mouth was sticking out of the cowpen? Please leave mellowly. ”

Dai Yuanqing's mother looked at her in disbelief and said, "You are also a college student, you are such a good person." ”

"Don't you know how to leave mellowly? It's just rolling. Chen Qiuniang shouted. She was born with an aura of controlling the overall situation, and when she drank it, Dai Yuanqing's mother was stunned.

The old man waved his hand and said, "I'll talk to this child, and you go out, and stop in moderation." ”

Dai Yuanqing's mother glanced at her, but because the old man was present, she left angrily. She asked again: "Have you ever thought about looking for her for so many years?" ”

The old man frowned slightly, and said, "You are just like her, very stubborn. ”

"I'm not as stupid as she is." Chen Qiuniang sneered.

The old man sighed, but Chen Qiuniang continued: "I am more violent than her, if I know that I can't fulfill my promise, and I still swear by it, I will drag this person to hell together." ”

When she said this, hehe laughed twice. The laughter was probably so creepy that it startled the old man. He couldn't help but raise his eyes to stare at her, shook his head and shouted: "Child, I know you feel uncomfortable, but time is a good medicine, you think it hurts, and it won't hurt in the future." I'm from here, you shouldn't have such a heavy anger. ”

"Don't talk nonsense, answer my question: have you ever thought about looking for her, protecting her, and being with her." Chen Qiuniang said viciously.

The old man did not answer, and after a long time, he found the right words and said slowly: "I often think of her, and the days in the plum garden are very beautiful. ”

"Don't shy away from the important and answer my questions head-on." She spoke coldly.

The old man's face was finally very unsightly, and he said with some trembling: "She always has to have her own life." All the big girls—"

"But you ruined her life for your own desires. Abandon from the beginning to the end, and have no responsibility. This is her own young master who she has been thinking about all her life, and she thinks that the young master is as warm as water. In order not to embarrass her young master, and in order for her young master to inherit the entire Dai family, she went away with her child in her arms. In that era of cannibalism, seek a breath to survive. You say she's going to have her life after all. You're so nice, you didn't think you had a future from the beginning, right? Chen Qiuniang became more and more aggressive, and her expression and tone were ruthless.

The old man looked at him for a long time before nodding weakly.

"I didn't think that there was a future, there was no responsibility, and you still had to talk sweetly to her and do that kind of thing. You can't even give the title of a concubine, and you choose to marry in order to consolidate your power. You are so hypocritical, you are embarrassed to say that you have missed her for so many years? Chen Qiuniang didn't care if the old man in front of her was bad at that time. She was young at that time, and her heart was full of despair, so she ruthlessly tore off the hypocritical mask of this wealthy old man.

The person who had been wearing a mask of hypocrisy for decades was torn off by her so coldly, and his whole person was so panicked that he didn't even know where to put his hand. He shook his head incessantly and said, "You, you, did she call you?" ”

"She? She is still excusing you, saying how heavy the burden is on your shoulders and how good you are to her. Scold. She laughed wildly and recited the song "Evil Spirit". It was a poem about the love between my grandmother and this man, when they were young, in the study in the plum garden, he held her hand, and wrote the poem "Evil Spirit" without knowing the suffering of the world.

The old man's whole face was white, Chen Qiuniang was full of anger, and said coldly: "If I were her, I would say, 'I am willing to be with you', and what else would I say, 'I dare to be with you'." ”

"Let's go." The old man was a little overwhelmed, clutching the edge of the wheelchair and talking hurriedly.

She raised the recorder in her hand and said, "If I show this to my grandmother, I don't know how she will feel." ”

The old man's face finally turned white, and he shouted loudly: "You can't, you can't, your grandmother won't be able to stand it." ”

"You are just the selfish, ruthless, and irresponsible Zhou Puyuan-like character in "Thunderstorm". Are you embarrassed to do that affectionate? I'm gone, and I'm gone for the rest of my life. She waved her hand, pushed the door open and strode out. is full of fierce anger, and even his eyes can scare the always spicy Dai Yuanqing's mother back a few steps.

Zhang Ci listened to her very carefully, and it was not until she talked about leaving her grandfather's residence that he frowned and said, "If you can't protect it, why bother to provoke." ”

Chen Qiuniang's nose was sour, she looked at Zhang Ci's young face, and said slowly: "Sometimes, I also wonder if you will have to do it, will you?"

"Don't say that, I, Zhang Ciju, am not that kind of person." Zhang Ci immediately interrupted her and said, "If I, Zhang Ci, can't protect a person and can't give her a future, I won't provoke her." Therefore, when I say I love you and I want to be with you, I will do my best. Yun'er"

Zhang Ci said and hugged her tightly in his arms, and whispered in her ear: "So, don't doubt me, don't disbelieve me." It's just that this game is too big, there are too many chess pieces, and the situation is complicated. If I don't want the people to suffer too much, I will have to make painstaking arrangements, and some situations will have to wait some time. And these days, you have to protect yourself and wait for me with peace of mind. Good no good? ”

His voice was clear and shallow, low and brushed past his ears, and together with those gentle and sultry breaths, he was surrounded by a breath that almost made Chen Qiuniang feel crazy. She gave a soft "um" and said, "I'll wait for you." ”

Another gentle kiss fell on her ear, and then he sat her down on a cushion beside him, put his hand around her waist, and took her into his arms, and continued the conversation. He asked, "Then the man you like is your uncle's son?" ”

"Yes." Chen Qiuniang replied.

Zhang Ci scratched his head and said very incomprehensibly: "Then why can't you be with him?" ”

Chen Qiuniang then remembered that it was very popular in this era. So, she couldn't help but popularize the reasons why blood relatives could not marry in that time and space from the perspectives of law, morality, and biology.

"Thankfully." Zhang Ci laughed cheaply.

Chen Qiuniang glanced at him, he still smiled, and then suddenly stopped laughing, so he asked reluctantly: "Then do you still want him?" ”

"Ten years ago, time is really amazing. Occasionally, though, I think of him. She said slowly.

Zhang Ci hugged him and said, "Don't think about him in the future, if God has mercy, we can be together in that time and space, let's go visit him, tell him that you are very happy, I think he will be happy to know." ”

Chen Qiuniang nodded, and Zhang Ci hugged her tightly. Then, she told him intermittently about her time abroad, the roads she walked, the scenery she had seen, and the interesting things she had seen.

Later, she told him interesting stories. She talked about "Daughter of the Sea", "Liang Zhu", "400 Years of Vampire Zombie Horror", "Twilight", "Heaven and Dragon Slayer", "Smiling Proud Jianghu"

Along the way, she told many fragmented stories about those strange and weird loves.

He listened attentively, occasionally commenting, and his content was relaxed and casual. Later, the two didn't talk again for a long time, the sky gradually darkened, and Yuzhou City was close by.

Chen Qiuniang knew that the moment of separation between the two was coming, so she snuggled tightly in his arms. He put her in his arms and said, "Sing me a song about your hometown." ”

She said, "Okay." ”

This time, she still hummed "At Least There's You". After falling in love with him, she suddenly found that other songs could no longer express her emotions except this one.

This time, singing and singing, it was dark, and they wept. R1152