Chapter 176: Actually, I really miss you
This is a sad scene, loneliness, encounter, distance, farewell, everywhere is full of thorns, everyone is not far away, but you can't see or hear.
Stretching out the hand was just a longing distance, but the sharp short thorns pierced the skin and left a scarlet wound, too painful, this point could not be lifted The insignificance of the circle extended from the fingertips, gradually spread and amplified, at that time, the stimulated senses, and the crux of the twist, you will know that you are a slave in captivity.
Slaves imprisoned by fate can't escape being toyed with and clapped, and then you twist, you take revenge, you tear your heart out, you fall to your knees, and you wave the only remaining arms of your arms into the air at a loss, so I can't deny you all.
Because you also have the power to grieve, even if it is wrong and intolerable, I forgive you.
However, what you need is not my forgiveness, right!
That's why this plot is so desperate, Gu Xiaoxiao looked at the man in the white coat in the room, and the tears shook in his eyes even more endlessly because of the bitterness in his throat.
"I know what you mean, I killed my own biological parents, and in the eyes of the world, I should have died ten thousand times." The man laughed to himself and laughed easily, but the needle in his hand was pinched into pieces by the force, falling from the staggered fingertips and overlapping on the ground.
"No, I don't mean them."
"That's my brother? It's his own nosy. ”
The man didn't look at Xiaoxiao, and walked to the computer on the side to check it like a stop of water, fiddling with the mouse to look at it very carefully. But Xiaoxiao saw through the man's obviously contrived clumsy disguise at a glance.
"You know I'm not talking about him."
Why do you even want to make yourself look ugly even when you speak, so want to be a heinous bad person?
But I never felt that a sin would never be forgiven.
"Maybe this is your way of atonement, because protecting that person, you betrayed your blood relatives, and indirectly led your brother to lose his life, you thought that you indirectly killed him by mistake, and closed your heart, but you thought wrong, it was because your brother loves you! He was willing. And you're hurting someone who loves you again. ”
There was a "clang" sound. Spike suddenly pulls the mouse in his hand and throws it towards a corner of the room, or "smash" is more appropriate.
"What do you know?"
"I don't know much, but I know. Don't hurt yourself again. Don't forget yourself and those who are still with you for the sake of the passing that has happened......"
"What about you. Did you do it? ”
It was like a loud slap in the face, but a rhetorical question that rubbed against the vocal cords poked a tiny eardrum.
Did you do it yourself...... I once wanted to commit suicide, and I wanted to take advantage of this dangerous mission to die unexpectedly to make it seem natural...... Cunning and unruly. No wonder others think you're fake, because you always say a lot of talk, but you don't even put yourself in his shoes, because you can't do it yourself.
It hurts so much, I've tasted it myself, so I can empathize.
The high wall that suddenly built between me and him that night, looking up at the sky, you can't see the edge of the sky, and you can't turn a blind eye to the immeasurable buried deep with your head, and you can't admit it if you want to, because this insurmountable eternal isolation is just around the corner.
So why do you have to listen to my long stories?
But I just don't want you to be in the same situation as me.
Gu Xiaoxiao bit her lower lip, and the simple question made her unable to refute for a while, and then suddenly saw the man once again pick up a needle full of liquid from the tray and walk to the fat woman lying on the operating table, Xiaoxiao could no longer sit idly by.
"Stop!" Struggling frantically, ignoring the rough hemp rope leaving a historical abrasion on his body, Xiao Xiao kicked the man and shouted like a madman, "I told you to stop!" ”
"It's not you, why are you so excited?"
"Are you a fool? Didn't you understand what I just said? Xiao Xiao roared while panting, some of her hair was still in her mouth, her saliva and tears were blurred, and she was on the verge of collapse, "I know, you want to hear others call your name, you want it not to be a compliment but a heart, but the object of your torture is wrong!" Take a good look! She, that woman, doesn't need you to torture to say what you want to hear the most! Because she's right in front of you and laughs and says great, isn't she...... Why can't you see it? Why can't you see her heart...... Will anyone laugh when they are treated like this and bullied? What kind of stupidity do you men have to be...... Why, why...... I don't know who is the most important ...... in this world."
Suddenly she cried out, she was going to wake up the man for the woman, but she unexpectedly burst into tears, and the earth-shattering tears flowed repeatedly in this fishy room, and even a little hot was her last few words to herself.
The man opened his mouth after running clockwise with almost a second hand, "Really...... Perhaps, I see what you mean. ”
Xiao Xiao was stunned to see the man put down the fat woman on the operating table, and then walked towards him, dragged himself to the operating table, and then fixed his limbs and closed every imprisoned shackle.
Leaning over, Xiao Xiao didn't feel afraid, and at this moment his inner peace was like the emptiness after the passage of a typhoon.
"Young Master." Xiaoxiao heard the woman lying on the ground who had just been unloaded and weakly spit out two words, very lightly, very lightly, but she saw that the man's vein trajectory vibrated at this time.
The man didn't respond substantively, and walked to the side of the shelf, bringing a glass of white liquid.
"I invite you to drink the most delicious thing in the world." As he spoke, he put two tablets of solid preparation in front of a small person without concealment.
It's milk, and the smell is so fragrant that you want to fall asleep, and then you will have a beautiful dream...... Maybe, just maybe.
"Young master......" The fat woman said anxiously.
Xiao Xiao looked at the glass of milk in front of him, and Xiao Xiao was not flustered about the pills that the man threw in just now.
If, it is possible to die.
It was the desire I had been looking forward to, right in front of me, only 0.01 meters away.
The death of dreams will eventually come true.
It should be able to die, this time, I just feel that I can believe it, not strong words.
"Thank you."
Laughed, and drank it all.
I was even more obsessed than when I drank all the cherry brandy, and I really knew the truth and falsehood of this time.
The ratio of fragrant and refreshing was just right, and Xiao Xiao felt that her body was getting lighter and lighter, but it was not the established reaction of drinking the poison as she imagined, but her mind began to get dizzy, and there were blurred signs in front of her eyes.
"The ...... you gave me"
Just as he was about to ask, suddenly the door of the room was slammed open by a strong wind, and at that moment a figure flashed, with a crisp sound, and then Spike next to him fell to the ground inexplicably.
Xiaoxiao's eyes were becoming more and more misty, and the gradually enlarged outline of her vision became clear as the distance narrowed—the dancing black hair swayed like a waterfall, and the ends of the hair that shone with blue light reached the ground, and the face was still so white and clean, and there was a unique pair of blood-red eyes.
Is it an illusion? The man in front of him.
Because I was going to die, I got this charity from fate.
The corners of his mouth were slightly bent, but he opened his mouth but only tended to be weak.
"I've finally seen you...... Now, Alpha......"
The "vision" came to him, and when he stretched out his left hand over his forehead, it felt so real that it was bone-shattering.
"Is that you...... I came back when I knew I was going to die......"
Then Tiny lost consciousness.
Alpha stood there, indulging the infinitely extended touch under his palm, looking at the face that made him worry, and the rain in his chest was full of sad songs.
"Xiaoxiao, you should have a lighter happiness...... the next second lowered his head and kissed the place covered by the palm just now.
My heart was swept away, and in the face of you, I was so stubborn that I didn't mention it, but I really missed you.
When Gu Xiaoxiao woke up again, he was greeted by a sad and tired face glowing with ivory light. (To be continued......)