448: He's afraid

Yu Fang lowered his head, he actually lost to himself.

"I alienate Cang Cang, but also for the good of Cang Cang!" Yu Fang pondered for a moment, "I can't give her what she wants!" ”

Yu Fang rarely took the initiative to talk to Yan Jin about this matter.

In the past, he also avoided such issues and never talked about them.

Now, he took the initiative to mention it to Yan Jin, I am afraid that it is also because he really cares about Shen Cangcang.

And he is a man, and he has very little contact with the Shen family, and Shen Cangcang is sick and can't even visit.

Because, to avoid suspicion.

Yu Fang was really scared this time.

The long winter has passed, and the early spring is still cold and warm.

Yan Jin handed the hand warmer that was put aside to Yu Fang and said softly, "What Cangcang wants is actually very simple!" ”

"Simple?" Yu Fang took the hand stove, with a fair face, which looked more transparent at this time, "Yes, what she wants is very simple, but it's such a simple thing, I can't give it to her!" ”

Yan Jin was a little puzzled, "What is my cousin's trouble?" ”

"Susu!" Yu Fang paused, his voice trembling a little, "I ask you, if I ......"

He didn't know how to put it on.

Halfway through, he paused again.

Yu Fang's hand holding the hand stove trembled violently, he hesitated for a long time, and asked in a tentative tone, "If I say, if I ...... Not daddy's child, Susu, what would you think? ”

Yan Jin's eyes widened when he heard this, and he immediately said, "Cousin, what are you talking about?" ”

Yu Fang is not the child of the little uncle? So who is his father?

After Yan Jin heard Yu Fang's words, a cold sweat actually broke out in his palm.

How could Yu Fang not be Uncle Xiao's child, they looked very similar, especially the pair of blue eyes, which were exactly the same.

Yu Fang lowered his eyes. The long eyelashes trembled terribly, "I don't know myself, I can't remember the memories of the past!" My mother is not a superb woman...... She has different eyes than me! Susu, I'm not sure myself. But ......"

"Cousin!" Yan Jin interrupted Yu Fang's words. "Don't talk nonsense! When my uncle hears this, he will be sad! ”

"I know. I'm not talking nonsense! Yu Fang's voice was a little hoarse, "My mother, speak, it's not the accent of Jingjue!" If my mother is not a master. Then I might ...... Not Daddy's Kid! Susu, I don't know what to say to you...... Do you know? I have a lot of them now. I can't bear everything, but! I have all this because I am a child of the Yu family, what if I am not a child of the Yu family? What if they had the wrong child? ”

He said this. I'm a little scared.

Yu Fang's eyes were slightly red, and he still struggled to say, "If I wasn't the young master of the Yu family." Just an ordinary-born person! How can I give the sky a future? Susu, I can't afford to give her a future! ”

Yan Jin looked at Yu Fang's sad appearance. My throat was a little choked.

Yu Fang, how much he cared about Shen Cangcang, would tell this secret that had been hidden in his heart.

If Yu Fang didn't say it, no one would doubt Yu Fang's background.

She won't, and the rest of the Yu family definitely won't.

Yu Fang is very similar to her uncle Yu Fei, and her grandfather often said that when her uncle was young, he was exactly the same as Yu Fang!

How could it be as Yu Fang said, Yu Fang is not a child of the Yu family, not a child of her little uncle.

Yan Jin was a little puzzled, but he knew that Yu Fang was not joking.

"I've always been in bad health, if I don't live long without those precious medicinal herbs, Susu!" Yu Fang's voice was almost inaudible, "I don't want Cang Cang to gamble with her future, bet that I am a child of the Yu family, and bet that I can live for a long time!" ”

Hearing this, Yan Jin closed his eyes and sighed.

If what Yu Fang said was true, she would understand the reason why Yu Fang had been hesitant these days.

Although the Yu family is one of the best merchants in Dayan, compared to the Shen family, there is a world of comparison!

The so-called, marry high and marry low......

Even if Shen Cangcang marries low, both the Duke of Dingguo and Emperor Yuan Ding will not agree to the relationship with the Yu family.

Yu Fang's worries are indeed justified.

If it is really like what Yu Fang said, if Yu Fang is not a child of the Yu family, then Shen Cangcang is equivalent to marrying an ordinary man who can no longer be ordinary.

How many people will laugh at Shen Cangcang?

Dayan's folk customs are open, and it is not for nothing that the aristocratic wives raise their faces!

Yan Jin can imagine that if Yu Fang was not the young master of the Yu family, how ugly those words about Shen Cangcang would be at that time.

Yu Fang has been terrified these days. The hardships he carried, but he didn't tell anyone what he carried.

It took all his strength to get it done.

He said it was because he believed in Yan Jin.

Yan Jin thought that if it were her, she would definitely not be as calm as Yu Fang.

The room was quiet, and wisps of light smoke came out of the unicorn incense burner not far away.

After a long time, when Yu Fang thought that Yan Jin couldn't speak, he heard Yan Jin speak, "No matter cousin, whether you are my uncle's child or not, you are my cousin!" This will never change! ”

Yan Jin said lightly, but his tone was also very resolute.

Hearing this, Yu Fang raised his head and looked at Yan Jin, his face stunned.

Yan Jin continued, "I think, Cangcang is the same as I think!" Cousin, Cang Cang is more stubborn than me, she likes you, no matter how long you can live, and whether you are the young master of the Yu family or not, these are actually not important! What she wants is your heart! Perhaps, cousin, you think that the path you chose for Cang Cang is the right one, but, cousin, that's what you think! ”

"She, and Su Xingrong, are very good!" Yu Fang bit his lower lip, a little unwilling, "Su Xingrong, better than me!" ”

Yan Jin didn't pick up Yu Fang's words, but continued, "When I was a child, my mother also asked me to learn needlework!" However, I prefer to practice calligraphy to needlework! Although my father loved us, he told me that if I chose to practice calligraphy, I couldn't waste it halfway......"

Yan Jin paused, "I don't like needlework, so I chose to practice calligraphy at that time!" They all think I'm not going to last long! But only I know what I like, and I will stick to it...... Cousin, was it for me that my mother asked me to learn needlework? She did it for my own good. However, the needle and thread did not suit me...... No one knows better than themselves what they want! Although you are for the good of Cang Cang, do you think that Cang Cang will feel that you are really good for her? What she wanted, in fact, ......"

Actually, it's just one person.

When Yu Fang heard this, his eyes were red.

He almost burst into tears, "I know, I know it...... But I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll hurt her, I'm afraid I'll kill her! (To be continued)

PS: Kavinka's is too *! Wrote 2000 words in a few hours.

I don't know how many more I can do tonight, I'm not sure, try to do more.

Sorry, it's really too calvin.

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