136 Yanjiu's thoughts
It's not that he hasn't experienced it, the struggle for power, the accumulation of wealth, and the unbearable kindness of beauties, he has all experienced it. For a man like him, no matter what he has experienced since he had thoughts, he cannot help but observe everyone with the mentality of a bystander, even when he is in a sweet relationship with a beautiful woman, he has always maintained a calm heart, for no other reason, because he knows that he is different from them.
In fact, it is precisely because of this reason that he can see through many things more thoroughly, because he sees through them, so many things often do not leave any traces in his heart, and so on.
Whether it is power, wealth, status, or beauty, he feels that the convergence is just instinct.
Human beings' desire to survive is just something derived from it - because of survival, people have to fight for the corresponding wealth for their own survival, and to obtain the corresponding wealth, and then need to compete for status and gain power from it, and when you have this qiē, you will start to think about finding a partner and reproducing the next generation, and beauty is naturally the goal of everyone.
However, this time, for some reason, he felt something different. Faced with these clear amber eyes, he always had a desire to be close. At first, he thought that the motive for this "desire" was because she had "saved" him in the test garden, and because of this kindness, he felt that as a human being, he had to repay it.
Gradually, because of this heart, he had more time and opportunities to be by her side, and because of this, he began to slowly understand her. He watched as she struggled to make a trap, trying to survive in a place that was terrible and strange to her as a little girl. Such a weak woman contrasts with that terrifying yet powerful test garden. In such a forest environment, coupled with the mentality of "repayment", he should have the "desire" to protect her.
And this spontaneous desire to protect, he understands, is the "instinct" of human beings to protect their young kind. He was a little glad at the realization of this "instinct" - because he gradually realized that he was not too different from the others, because this joy made him "desire" to be close to her.
He had been enjoying the desires she had brought him until the moment he left the Experimental Garden.
The moment he left the experimental garden, he felt that Yiqiē was like a greenhouse culture, and once he got out of that environment, he seemed to be programmed, because the conditions were insufficient, so he seemed to return to his original state - indifferent and indifferent.
Gradually, however, he noticed something different.
Those habits of taking care of her and protecting her seem to have formed a conditioned reflex because of countless rehearsals. When she first got angry because she knew that he might have to leave her, he was already quietly reluctant in his heart, and he reflexively wanted to follow her wishes and want to accompany her.
He suddenly realized that he had a "desire", which made him a little stunned.
Because, after all, he is different from them, his identity, he clearly knows that he should keep his distance from them, until he solves his own problems, and he also clearly knows that human beings are a race that is good at forgetting, let alone a little girl like her, although he can't bear it in his heart, he still restrains himself and makes arrangements rationally.
However, she broke the plan.
Again and again, he expressed his desires persistently and a little clumsily, like a strong light, dispelling the haze around him, so that he could not hide, so that the suppressed desires in his heart had nowhere to hide.
The conditioned reflex in his heart was formed, and he compromised more and more times until he became what he is now.
Yan Jiu looked at Yan Qi's amber eyes, clear and transparent, with her characteristic alienation, he knew that she was originally a child who could not express her desires.
And this time, once again, she faithfully spoke the desires of her heart.
This kind of loyal expression of himself stirred the heart that was originally stagnant, and once, again, and last time, made him suddenly have an impulse.
He also wanted to try to tell her what was in his mind.
Yan Jiu unconsciously hooked his lips, Xingyue's dark eyes looked at Yan Qi, and said softly, "I'm also very happy." To be able to gain your trust and be able to be good to you. ”
For a while, it seemed that the ice and snow had melted, the spring flowers were blooming, and the land was full of red and purple, no, maybe this description was far from enough. Yan Qi felt that what she saw and heard at this time caused her to be shocked by the most magnificent and brilliant star field in the interstellar world.
Yan Qi was stunned, she never thought that her expression would be responded to at that moment, she thought that he promised to be able to accompany her, she was already very satisfied and happy, in fact, this time, it has exceeded the limit of ten.
She didn't know what to say all of a sudden.
However, I was really happy, very happy. She thinks she's sick again, she wants to see Hendry, her heart is beating so hard, will she stop beating because of the lack of oxygen in the heart muscle?
But she didn't want to go, arrhythmia is arrhythmia, this arrhythmia was brought to her by Yan Jiu, she would rather stay by Yan Jiu's side like this arrhythmia all the time.
In the next second, Yan Qi threw himself into Yan Jiu's arms, didn't say anything, and began to rub him hard, and the white fluffy hair stained him.
What is the reaction?
Yan Jiu thought it was a little funny.
At the moment he felt that he was in a very happy mood, and how comforting it was to be able to express his thoughts faithfully. He is now enjoying his attachment to Yukidanko very calmly.
Yan Jiu stretched out his hand, and his big palm almost encircled half of Yan Qi's body, from her little head to her little tail, smoothing her hair and soothing her.
At this moment, there was no need to say anything more, and the two began to gradually understand each other's intentions. And at this moment, the connection between the two people is closer than before, and naturally ...... It's even more "ambiguous".
"Boss! Top dog! Rust's voice suddenly sounded in his head. Suddenly, it suddenly broke the good atmosphere at the moment, even if Yan Qi didn't know it now.
The action on Yan Jiu's hand paused.
What's wrong? Yan Jiu asked intently.
"We're here!" Rust said loudly on the other side, looking at the virtual screen in front of him, "We've intercepted their message!" Hurry up and take a look. ”
Already there?
Yan Jiu looked at Yan Qi as if he had a feeling, and Yan Qi also looked up at Yan Jiu at the same time, and his big eyes seemed to say-What's wrong?
Big hands touched her little head.
Yan Jiu said, "Let's go, we're here." ”R1152