Xigu was stunned for a moment, looked up at him, and asked, "Why?" Why don't you let me say? Why can't I say? I've endured it for two years, and it's been very hard, so why don't you let me say ......"

Xigu felt very aggrieved, really aggrieved.

It's been two years. She never mentioned his name in front of anyone, but she silently missed it in her heart, and she felt that maybe these were just her thoughts, so naturally all the feelings should be borne silently by herself.

However, it will hurt, it will be uncomfortable!

How strong is a person's spiritual will, so strong that they can spend every day in peace without any emotional catharsis.

Who can do it?

She didn't know, but at least on her own, couldn't do it.

Xigu said, "I used to think that people in this world are individual individuals, even if they are relatives, they can't always be by your side, just like Dad left Mom, just like he left me, who am I by my side now?" Who else will I meet in the future? Does it matter? No, it doesn't matter, it's irrelevant, because one day you will leave, one day you will still leave me! ”

Xi Gu reached out to Shen Liangshi's face with both hands, his eyes were sad and helpless, "Teacher Shen, don't you think so?" Don't you think life is cruel? All the impermanence of the world is hidden in the fine lines of life, too small and too fine, you can't find it at all, so when they come suddenly, you will feel caught off guard, so you will be at a loss and afraid, just like me at the beginning, just like me at the beginning, right, right......"

"Look ...... West"

"Don't call my name, your voice is so good, I don't want to hear it, you let me stay alone for a while, don't speak, please don't speak......"

Shen Liangshi frowned slightly, took a deep breath, and said, "You're drunk, I'll take you to sober up......"

"Sobering? No, I'm not drunk, I'm sober, I don't need to sober up, I'm not drunk, I know you're Shen Liang, I know I'm Moxigu, I'm not drunk, I'm not ......"

Before Xi Gu's words were finished, the person was completely held by Shen Liangshi.

Maybe the brain was really dizzy, and the whole person was dragged by Shen Liangshi, and walked forward with his steps.

Two minutes later, Xi Gu was taken to the balcony at the end of the hallway.

……

The night outside was dark and quiet, a gust of wind blew, and Xi Gu took a deep breath.

Then she felt her body lifted up, her back pressed against a cool railing.

In the next second, the man's tall body squeezed her between his bodies on the railing, and the chests of the two men pressed together......

It's very close.

Xi Gu raised her head, and felt a warm palm rubbing against her cheek, her heart trembled, and she reached out to push him, but she couldn't push away.

She looked at him at a loss, and her nose was full of the good smell of men, the intoxicating breath.

Xigu felt that she should be sober, but because of the smell, she was not sure.

The man's forehead was pressed against hers, and the two of them breathed and smelled each other, so close that even their lips were pressed together.

Then, with a demagogic voice, he said, "Now, do you still recognize who I am?" ”

Xi Gu trembled her lips, staring at the man's delicate facial features, her brain was very confused, her eyes flashed, and she didn't speak.

Shen Liangshi's eyebrows shrank, the knuckles of the fingers held on her waist tightened, and the strength of Xi Gu's whole body was leaning on the man in front of him.

"Okay, you sue me now, who is the 'he' you said just now?"

“…… He? ”

Xigu was stunned, a little dazed.

"Yes! Who is that 'he' that you can't forget? Who is that 'he' that you miss so much? ”

"Why, would you cry for him?"

“……”

Xi Gu bit his lip, a panicked expression flashed in his eyes.

She shook her head and stroked her ears with a pained expression, and she said, "Don't ask me, I don't know, please don't ask me, don't ask me......"

As he spoke, tears fell down in large numbers.

Shen Liangshi's eyebrows shrank, he reached out to hug her, and asked, "Xigu, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Don't ask me, please don't ask me, I don't know, don't ask me, don't ask me......"

Xi Gu shook his head desperately as if he had been stimulated, and tears fell down with big drops.

Shen Liangshi reached out and touched her face, calling her name, he said, "Xigu, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, don't be afraid......"

Xi Gu looked at him with a pair of watery eyes, she grabbed the placket of his clothes, looked at him, and said, "Teacher Shen, Teacher Shen, don't ask me, okay, don't ask me ......"

Looking at the helpless appearance of the girl in front of her, Shen Liangshi's pupils shrank, and he didn't even know what he was doing, he had already lowered his head and grabbed the girl's pink lips.

"Hmm......"

was suddenly kissed, Xi Gu was completely stunned, she subconsciously wanted to push back, but her hands were caught by the whole and she couldn't move.

Shen Liangshi pressed her wrist against his chest, supported her waist with one hand, pressed her to the railing behind her, and kissed her harder and deeper.

He didn't know why he did it, maybe he just wanted to heal the open wound in her heart with a passionate kiss, and the past when the embankment broke down.

The girl's lips were soft and fragrant, and she felt very comfortable in her mouth, and when she was cool, there was an inexplicable feeling in her heart, which pressed his chest very tightly.

And his catharsis is to kiss the girl in his arms more deeply and meticulously.

Xigu was at a loss, she had never been kissed so deeply and thoroughly, she didn't have the slightest strength in her, so she couldn't resist at all.

In the dark eyes, she couldn't see anything, but she felt that the breath in her lips and tongue was very familiar, it smelled good, and for a certain moment, she even liked the taste.

But the more I like it, the more I resist.

Kissing someone represents love, and Xigu has always felt that he doesn't need love.

What is love?

The parents were talented and beautiful at the beginning, and they were united and envied everyone, but in the end, love and marriage came to an end.

Maybe everyone should have their own life, but this kind of life, Xigu doesn't like it.

She asked for consummation, but consummation turned her away.

She begged for peace, but peace was a stranger to her.

So, what more could she ask for?

Life was too hasty and cruel for her, and she expected the good, but she wasn't sure it would belong to her.

……

I don't know how long the kiss lasted, Shen Liangshi let go of her lips, reached out and took her into his arms, and Xi Gu lay in his arms and panted deeply.

Her brain was very confused, and she thought that it must have been a dream, a very bad dream.

And at that moment, she heard a warm and nice man's voice ringing in her ears, and he said, "Xigu, I'm sorry." ”