It has been a month and a half since the book was issued, and the chapters have been sent to a hundred. How do you feel? It's quite a lot. Fate doesn't know how you feel when you read it, but I know that when you write it, you can be described as racking your brains. Fantasizing about every funny and meaningful scene, carefully considering the wording, I want to describe the image in my mind as delicate and clear as possible.

I remember when I first conceived this novel, it was around two o'clock in the morning. At that time, there were all kinds of bloody fight scenes in my mind, and I quickly crawled out of the bed and recorded the plot as quickly as possible. Because it was winter, I caught a cold the next day. The cold has been with me after I finished writing the outline of the novel, and after writing more than 30,000 words, I slowly left.

Probably everyone's growth stage requires all kinds of setbacks, and fate is no exception.

Fate is a senior today. In October, I brought my resume and searched for more than a month, but I didn't find it. In the end, I found a job at a job fair at my school. It was supposed to be a happy thing, but the day after I got a job, my partner came to school, and after a day of staying, we broke up.

Fate only remembers that when I took a taxi to school that night, I chatted with the driver in the car, and I still had a smile on my face. But at that time, my heart was piercing. I think the most painful thing is not that you cry, but that you want to cry without tears even though you are so uncomfortable that you want to die. I went back to the dorm room and kept smiling, I felt that I should be strong in my heart after experiencing so many love failures.

I kept telling myself "it's okay, it's no big deal." "But I really didn't fall asleep that night, and sat on the bed and gulped in the air of the people, as if I didn't do it, I would have suffocated to death.

What is Love?

The structure of the word "love" is that a cloud floats in the sky, and suddenly it starts to rain, and your favorite friend, you have to protect her.

What does it mean to love someone?

That is, when the girl you love says the most heart-hurting, heart-wrenching, and powerless words in front of you, you can't bear to say a word, even if it's a "heavy word".

I let myself carry all the pain, and I was obviously in pain in my heart to death, but I still said to her with a smile: "I'm leaving, you take care of yourself." If there's something hard to solve, just call me. I've been here all along. ”

Ye Pu said: "How can there be love that doesn't hurt people." ”

Yes, how can love not hurt people? But the heart is getting thinner and thinner, and it can no longer withstand any trauma. It is said that time is the best healing medicine, but no one tells you how to spend the most difficult days when you have just fallen out of love?

When we ninjas were hurting and laughing, we were surprised to find that the brother in the dormitory, the role model in everyone's eyes, the model on the road of love, suddenly said that he had also fallen out of love. We watched him drink until he threw up and cried until his voice was hoarse, and we laughed and laughed at the guy for being a fool.

Yes, if you feel that you are unable to digest the pain caused by love, don't complain, don't vent, just find a guy who is more miserable than you as a backstop. In this way, even if you don't say a word, you are already much more comfortable in your heart. Ha ha......

After writing the article, I rarely went to play basketball, rarely played games, and rarely went out to eat with other people. There's no time for fun, and some just sit in front of the computer in a quiet place, typing out the ones they think are good.

Since the book was issued, there have been more than 200,000 words, but the collection is only more than 100, and a few are dropped from time to time. Every time I see such a result, fate feels very uncomfortable. The new book has just been signed, and there is a recommendation from Sister Liuyun, although there are not many collections, but the daily clicks reached more than 2,000 at the best time.

Two thousand? Some people say it's too little, right? Hey, hey, hey, in fact, there are a lot of fatalities, who are writing books for the first time and have no achievements. But by the time the recommendation ended, the book had less than 100 hits per day. Seeing such a result, fate is really heartbroken.

The head of the house said to me, "You can write for a while, and if it still ends like this, don't write it." No one reads it, you still write a ball. Fate sighed, and that was all.

I knew that the book was scrapped, and I lost the confidence to write it for a while. Many people have told me that there should be a beginning and an end. By the way, there are also my dear book friends from the Seven Book Friends Group, give me encouragement. There is also the continuous support of the small leaf paper beauties of "Haoqing Feast" to me.

To my delight, the number of hits to the book has increased several times in the last two days, which is a fatalistic situation. Seriously, every time I click on the latest news of a book, I am often filled with joy.

"Damn, so many!" A small click of yours, a small support, will make fate happy for a day. Fate is a person who is easily satisfied, and a person who is easily satisfied is also the most likely to be hurt. Of course, that's an afterthought. Ha ha......

The first volume of the book is badly written, which is fateful. Fate hereby apologizes to everyone.

The big skeleton of this book, the plot is really good, and I can even think of everyone's shocked expressions after seeing it, and the feeling of being unfinished. The protagonist returns to the Black Fist Ring again, and the Blood Spirit Bead reappears in the rivers and lakes...... The rest of the content may not have a chance for everyone to breathe, because it's so exciting. It is a little different from most urban novels, and it is innovative, hoping to attract everyone's attention.

As for why apologize? It's because of such a good story and such a blood-boiling plot, but it was not so fascinating to write at the beginning. It's not attractive enough, and there's not a lot of flowery language to make it feel like it's eye-catching. Alas, fate is the first time to write a book, I really don't know how to write it before, it's not very well written, I feel that the bloody scenes are always one by one, but there are so many bland and funny scenes. Many people probably look very unmotivated, and fate apologizes here.

I know my book is finished, so I don't have the face to ask for a collection or anything like that. I just hope you can support me. Give me some motivation to finish this book. Give everyone a complete ending, and also give fate an explanation to itself.

In addition, the book of fate is biased towards warmth and touching. Fiction requires a sense of substitution, so it may be a lot close to what is happening around us, as well as the sense of fate. Fate hopes that when reading books, in addition to feeling enthusiastic and cool, it is more important to learn things. Look at how the protagonist deals with sudden changes, his actions, and his way of behaving, to understand himself and life.

The language takes the route of easy ridicule, although the writing is not very good at the beginning, fate will continue to learn and improve.

Okay, that's it. Thank you, thank you.

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