Mama told me that in that cannibalistic harem, the rule that everyone knows is that no one is allowed to be nice to me. Because I am a child who is hated by my mother and rejected by my father. However, I had no idea what I had done wrong, and I was rightfully hated by my dearest and loved ones, but no one realized that I was just an innocent child. Gradually, even I forgot that I was just a child. ――Long Yuan***

When Mo Xiangsi held his hand tightly, Long Yuan was in a trance, and he seemed to remember that time when he was pushed into the pond by the fourth prince Long Jin in the cold winter wax moon, and he had a fever and was in a coma for three days.

At that time, the palace was full of lights, all palaces and courtyards were preparing for the Spring Festival, and they were all thinking about how to give gifts to the emperor and queen mother.

No one cared at all, on such a celebratory day, if he hadn't been by his side to take care of his grandmother with all his heart, he would have almost died.

At that time, he was also like Mo Xiangsi, holding Mama's hand in distress, crying and asking Mama why, and asking her why over and over again? Why should they hate themselves? He is just a child, a child who tries to make himself very good, what did he do wrong? Why, do they have to do this to themselves?

As a result, he didn't get an answer, but after he finally got through such a painful day, and after all the harem ladies were idle during the New Year's Festival, the mother of the fourth prince Long Jin actually punished the grandmother with a rod for the crime of not taking care of the prince effectively.

He was stopped by a group of guards. Seeing that the only grandmother who was good to him was beaten bloody, he cried and begged, Long Jin looked at him mockingly, as if this was the punishment for the person who kept him alive, Long Yuan broke free from the guards and rushed over, blocking behind the grandmother. And the board of those subordinates is just a meal. fell ruthlessly in the eyes of Concubine Hui and Long Jin.

From that moment on, he began to learn to be a man, when he could not protect others. He can only be alone, one person is hurt and one person is injured, and he can no longer ask others to take care of him. He can only affect others. It was only later that those who had given him pain fell to their knees ten times worse than they had been at his feet. Crying and begging for mercy, but, after so many years, he has become accustomed to being alone. There are some habits that can never be changed.

For example, loneliness, such as being strong. For example, ruthless, for example. Surely there will be retribution.

Since then, no one has had the privilege of peeking into his fragility, and he, like Mo Xiangsi, wrapped his fragile self in layers of hard disguise, but he didn't want to, after so many years of disguise, that layer of disguise has become a habit, and he can't change it anymore. And that true self has long been gradually eroded by that mask with the years, and it can no longer be found.

And the difference between Mo Xiangsi ...... Yes, he admitted that he was different from Mo Xiangsi, because he felt that Mo Xiangsi was very pitiful, just when he first saw Mo Xiangsi in Huashan, such a vulgar country woman, such ignorant and meaningless, such a brainless woman, he felt that that woman was more pitiful than himself, rare, he even felt that someone was more pitiful than him, so he even disdained to disguise her.

However, for the first time in so many years, he tried to treat a person without pretending, and he found it very strange, he didn't know whether what he was doing was right, whether it was too much, because he didn't know what the real self without pretending should be. That mask has been integrated into the blood and bones, and once you want to put it down, it is drenched in blood.

What he is entangled with is not the woman, but himself when facing the woman. Later, he also thought about being polite to her like he had done to everyone else, but since he was used to appearing in front of her in such a way, wouldn't it be strange if he suddenly changed?

Therefore, that woman, in the end, unconsciously became a peculiar existence in his life. Make him angry, bore him, overwhelm him.

Angry at the beginning, why did he talk to her because he was excited when he saw Yun Liuxiao.

Tired of why this woman followed him so ghostly, and every time he appeared, he had to break his accustomed disguise, not knowing how to face her.

Long Yuan looked around the terrain and folklore here, this is already Langxi, which is a hundred miles away from Hangzhou, Long Yuan frowned, he originally thought that the things on his body were washed away by the water, but since Fang Cheng could recognize his identity, most of the things on his body also fell into his hands.

And the desolate appearance of birds not laying eggs here, it is very difficult to contact his subordinates, and at this time, Long Yuan also changed his mind, not wanting to disturb the officers and soldiers guarding here, who knows who the officers and soldiers here are, who will inform them of their affairs here first, if it is their own enemy, then it is better that no one knows.

However, Fang Cheng saved himself and poisoned himself so much, he must have something to say, and this matter beyond Long Yuan's control made him feel uneasy. Now meeting Fang Cheng by mistake in such a way is extremely unfavorable to Long Yuan, since he has poisoned, it means that he still has hatred for the royal family, and this hatred is so strong that he doesn't care about poisoning himself, Fang Cheng must have a deep knot in his heart.

How do we resolve this knot? At the beginning, Long Yuan figured out that Gu Gu Mo Xiang Si was a long stream, and slowly approached step by step, and also let Fang Cheng see his sincerity and ability, and then slowly let Gu Gu Mo Xiang Si control the Fang family, give the Fang family the prosperity it deserves, and let the Fang family be inseparable from him, and when the water is complete, he and Fang Cheng can stand on the same height, and naturally talk about the transaction.

But now...... Long Yuan's brows furrowed tightly, Fang Cheng poisoned himself, I am afraid that it is also a warning, now that his plan has barely been launched, he naturally can't get any benefit in front of Fang Cheng.

Now, he can only see Fang regret first, let it go, and then say something later.

But Long Yuan also knew in his heart that the chances of winning this time were almost nil. However, so what, people have a long life in this life, victory and defeat are a common thing in soldiers, and this time it is not *, but providence......

(A certain thousand: cough cough...... Inside, Lord Wang, in fact, in a certain aspect, it is *......

Long Yuan: Get out! ）

The days of waiting here were long and boring, because after all, I didn't know when Fang Cheng would come back, but fortunately, Mo Xiangsi's illness was gradually improving.

Because of the lack of manpower, the old woman was very considerate and asked Long Yuan to take care of his daughter-in-law Mo Xiangsi by herself.

Long Yuan looked at the medicine in his hand and Mo Xiangsi's clenched teeth, he had a headache, although he didn't need anyone to take care of him, he had never tried to take care of others.

This woman is really difficult.

Seeing Long Yuan's dilemma, the old woman also smiled maliciously: "What's the worry, wouldn't it be good if your daughter-in-law fed her own thoughts." ”

Long Yuan also smiled at her, looked down at the woman, put the medicine aside, he sat sideways on the edge of the bed, gently helped Mo Xiangsi up, let her lean on his chest, scooped a spoonful of medicine and fed it to her mouth, but the woman was very stubborn, she just didn't open her mouth, just about to pinch her mouth and pour it in, the old woman looked at his actions, but frowned and said: "That girl is sick, how can you be so rude, come, use this, these days, I feed her like this." ”

Long Yuan looked at a hollow bamboo tube handed over by the old woman, and raised his eyebrows: "How to use this?" ”

"You drank it, crossed into her mouth, I originally thought that you little husband and wife don't have to be so troublesome."

Long Yuan coughed awkwardly with the bamboo pipe: "No need, she's not so squeamish." ”

As he spoke, he simply and rudely pinched his mouth and poured it.

(Damn, there's a mistake with wood!) Long Yuan, you can't hold a child for the rest of your life! What a great opportunity given by the author himself was wasted! ）

When Mo Xiangsi finally woke up, it was the middle of the night, and Long Yuan was lying tightly on a small bed with her, and it was because the old woman thought that Long Yuan had a strange illness that they slept indoors together.

Mo Xiangsi turned his head and looked around in the hazy moonlight, and when his eyes finally fell on the face of the man lying beside him, a scream that should have been earth-shattering and crying ghosts and gods turned into Σ (°△°|||) Long moaning......

This cry woke up many people, of course, including Long Yuan, who covered her mouth, looking at Mo Xiangsi's frightened eyes, Long Yuan was full of disdain: "What is the name of the ghost in the big night?" Sleep! ”

Mo Xiangxiang wanted to speak, but she was powerless now, where could she break free of Long Yuan's hand.

"These little couples, they are too unrestrained in this environment."

Hearing such a whisper, Mo Xiangsi's hairs were about to explode, but he could only whine and couldn't make a sound.

Long Yuan was speechless in a cold sweat: "Don't scream, I'll let you go." ”

Mo Xiangsi struggled weakly, her big eyes flickered, and she nodded.

As soon as Long Yuan let go of his hand, Mo Xiangsi bit it down, and was biting into Long Yuan's tiger's mouth, Long Yuan frowned, this girl's strength is not small, and she is already red.

But he didn't struggle to move, for fear of jumping off her front teeth, Mo Xiangsi was calm while biting, and when he finally calmed down, he slowly let go of Long Yuan's hand: "Why are you here?" Why am I here? Where is this? ”

Long Yuan looked at the bright red tooth mark and shook his hand in disgust: "You were swallowed by the flood, this is the Netherworld." ”