676 But don't forget lovesickness

When Hua Tian and Du Shi heard this, they were both shocked, and then seemed to understand something.

Maybe Mother Lan is sad, maybe she has lost her armor and fled for decades, but between her and Du San, it is not just one person who is broken. Du San has regretted for many years, he can't sleep at night, he never marries, and he is also a loser.

Between the two, whether it is hurting others or hurting themselves, they are always evenly matched, and it is impossible to say who wins and who loses.

The Du family has always defined Mama Lan as a failure, which is actually wrong. Mother Lan doesn't need the Du family to think that they have waited for fifty years, it is not a gift, but a debt she has recovered.

Du Shi smiled bitterly, "Maybe I'm wrong...... thinks that if you have fifty years, you can point fingers at the former Xiao Jianlan.

Hua Tian looked at Du Shi, "Why did Mu Rou kill Old Man Du?" Didn't she love Old Man Du deeply, and for him, she would never marry? ”

"I'll tell you why." A delicate voice sounded behind him.

Hua Tian, Du Shi, Lan Mama, Laiyi, and Fennel all turned to look at the person who suddenly appeared.

This is a woman who is no longer young, she is beautiful and weak, and her big eyes are shining, which can easily arouse people's pity.

She walked slowly, like a lady, and there was no one behind her.

In everyone's stunned, she walked up to Mother Lan, looked Mother Lan up and down, and showed a weak smile on her face, "I haven't seen you for many years, it turns out that you are already so old." ”

Hua Tian and Du Shi both clearly saw the malice hidden in that beautiful and weak face.

"It turned out to be you, Mu Rou. I can't imagine that fifty years have passed. You still haven't made much progress. Mother Lan looked at Mu Rou and said calmly.

Mu Rou shook her head, like a little white flower in the wind, "Your face is full of wrinkles, and there is no resemblance to when you were young." I shouldn't have poisoned him, I should have kept him alive and had a good look at your old face. Maybe he'll be ugly to death by your face all at once. ”

"You still retain some beauty, but I think you in Du San's eyes are not a beautiful face. It's the same mind as the devil. "Mother Blue is not to be outdone.

Fifty years. She saw the original Fa Xiao again, who once thought she was innocent, weak and beautiful.

"I have never killed anyone, nor have I harmed anyone, but I have only created some tongue. To say that the soul is ugly. I still can't compare to your Xiao Jianlan. Mu Rou sat down slowly. I looked at Mother Lan for a long time.

Her delicate face. With pride. The original deep fear is all gone. If she knew that this person was so old, she wouldn't have made a move. Instead, he had to think more about it, so that Du San could survive and see the old Xiao Jianlan alive. When Du San was disappointed, she poisoned him again.

"Don't say anything about true gentlemen, only those who don't like the eye will be killed. There is Dali Temple, there is a quick catch, you want to kill, you have your own decision, when will it be your turn to decide the life and death of people? Mu Rou looked at Mother Lan and continued.

"So, do you think you're Dali Siqing?" Mother Lan met Mu Rou's gaze and said lightly.

Mu Rou shook her head, "I'm not." But in fifty years, I can still have a life? ”

"Old Man Du avoids you like a poisonous scorpion, you have been penniless for 50 years, I don't know why you think that you have waited for 50 years, it is worth the life of Old Man Du." Hua Tian looked at Mu Rou coldly from the side.

"Before General Zhenguo got married, you and Jian Liuzhu went toe-to-toe, and in the end you won, Jian Liuzhu didn't know whether he was alive or dead. Xiao Jianlan and I went head-to-head, and it was me who won, so why did I have to pay the price? Mu Rou looked at Hua Tian, and her face sank suddenly.

"You don't have to look at who wins, just who the man's heart is on." Du sighed.

Mu Rou stood up suddenly, "If his heart is not in me, why are you willing to let me be his concubine?" Later, why did you take the initiative to quit the Xiao family and come to my house to ask for marriage? Back then, I asked him in front of my parents and the Du family's parents if he really wanted to marry me, and why did he nod? ”

In the end, Mu Rou's voice was sharp, full of unwillingness and resentment in the past fifty years.

Hua Tian and Du Shi had nothing to say for a while, and there was such a secret in them, they didn't know anything.

However, Hua Tian was just stunned, and immediately looked at Mother Lan.

Old Man Du is like that, it is equivalent to a naked betrayal, in Mother Lan's heart, will she mind?

Hua Tian saw that Mother Lan was unmoved.

"Can't speak?" Mu Rou looked at Hua Tian and Du Shi, and finally put her eyes back on Mother Lan,

"Xiao Jianlan, I liked him back then, so I tried my best to fight for it. Later, I won, whether he is sincere or angry with you, as long as he says it, I will treat him as sincere. At the end of the day, why blame me? Why do you say that? ”

Her delicate and beautiful face was hideous, and her eyes were bloodshot.

If she is destined to fail in the end, why not refuse ruthlessly and give her hope again and again?

"What does this have to do with me?" Mother Lan looked at Mu Rou, looked at her hideous face, and suddenly laughed, "You said, how bad our vision was at that time, and we actually fell in love with such a man." ”

Hua Tian was stunned for a moment, and then nodded secretly in his heart.

No matter what Old Man Du's means and abilities are, emotionally, he is indeed not a man worthy of being entrusted for life.

Indecisiveness, not knowing exactly which one you really like, and not being able to take responsibility for the other after knowing that you have failed one. He always felt sorry for the woman who was at a disadvantage, swaying from side to side.

Three people, three fifty years, how many vicissitudes of the world, how many people have turned into ashes? The precious fifty years were all empty because of the vacillation of his youth.

However, maybe it's all a catastrophe.

He waited for fifty years, and the other two women also spent fifty years empty, and in the blink of an eye, everything was empty, and his red face turned into white hair.

Du Shi is discolored, Old Man Du is her uncle, she can't stand Mother Lan's evaluation.

"Uncle he is affectionate and unprovoked, and in the past few decades, he has never married or taken a concubine. How is he bad? Look at the men in this world, who can wait for fifty years and not be seduced by the red powder? ”

She is right, Old Man Du can indeed be regarded as an affectionate and gratuitous person. There are not many men in the world who can compare.

It's just that fifty years is used to wait, and it is better to be responsible for a woman.

Mu Rou sat down again, "He hurt two women in the name of affection, and he deserves to die." ”

"If you hadn't cried over and over again that you wouldn't have been able to live without the head of the house. Will the head of the family be sorry for Xiao Jianlan because he pities you? Silan's voice sounded faintly. She didn't know when she came, and a pair of eyes looked at Mu Rou gloomily.

"It's just a woman's means to capture a man." Mu Rou looked at Si Lan and smiled lightly, "You definitely don't understand." You don't even understand what feelings are. ”

Silan laughed horribly. "So I was pampered by someone. And you get fifty years of repentance and waste. ”

Mu Rou's face sank, and she didn't speak again.

Du Shi looked at Mu Rou, "Why on earth did you want to poison your uncle?" ”

"Because I hate him. I also think that he hates me too, and he has me in his head before he dies. In addition, I don't want him to see Xiao Jianlan, I want him to be full of regrets for the rest of his life. Mu Rou said with resentment.

"You really killed it?" Silan's eyes were cracked, and she couldn't wait to pounce on Mu Rou.

Mu Rou nodded, "That's right, I killed it." He can't stand me, and I can't stand him. He owes me a marriage contract for fifty years, and if I kill him, I will seek justice for myself. ”

After finishing speaking, she looked at Mother Lan with a smile, "Moreover, between the three of us, I won after all." He has been waiting for you for fifty years, and I have waited for him longer than he has waited for you. ”

Hua Tian looked at her, "You are so pitiful, for so many years, you have no feelings for Old Man Du for a long time, you can marry someone who loves you, have children, and show happiness to Old Man Du." But you don't, you want to waste your life with others. Do you think you've won? No, you've been living in their shadow. ”

"Do you think that because you are happy, you have the right to say that I am not happy?" Mu Rou smiled and looked at Hua Tian coldly.

Hua Tian shook his head, "No, that's not what I meant. I ask you, do you think I'm happy right now? ”

Mu Rou looked at Hua Tian, her eyes flashed with envy and jealousy, and finally nodded, "You are happy." ”

"Then I tell you, what would I do if I were you. Back then, I would have done everything I could to snatch people from you. But when Mama Lan and her family were exiled, I would force myself to let go. Because I know that a person who has disappeared, like a dead man, can be invincible. ”

Mu Rou's face gradually changed, she looked at Hua Tian's gaze and slowly sank.

"The two have affection for each other, and that is sweet love. If the other person is unable to give equal affection, it is torment. If I were you, I would voluntarily withdraw from the marriage and marry a man who loves me very much. Hua Tian said as he looked at Mu Rou, the pity in his eyes was so clear,

"A wise woman will never spend her life waiting and tormenting. Because if we continue like this, we will gain nothing. ”

Mu Rou shook her head, her voice was harsh, "No, you're not love, you're selfish!" People like you will never understand the sanctity of love! ”

"Why isn't my love? I once paid sincerely, I fought for it, and I was finally let down. When it is let down, love dies. Since love is dead, what's wrong with choosing a way that is beneficial to you? ”

Hua Tian sneered, looked at Mu Rou, and asked further, "Think about it, is it better to spend fifty years like you and become a mean and hateful old woman, or an old lady with children and grandchildren and melancholy?" ”

She had read a sentence in her last life, no matter how deep the love is, after it fades, she must remember to stop the loss in time, instead of continuing to chase.

Once a person changes his mind, he can't get it back. The only thing to do is to stop the loss in time and become a radiant person. In this way, there is still a chance to make that person re-excited.

As for his heartbeat, whether she wants him or not is another matter.

Mu Rou sat on the stool, which one is better, there is no need to judge at all. Naturally, she is full of children and grandchildren, and she is respected as an old lady. At that time, although there was unwillingness in my heart, having children and daughters could also alleviate a lot of unwillingness.

Mother Lan's face changed drastically, why didn't she spend her whole life fighting, and in the end she got almost nothing?

If she hadn't met Hua Tian and found Li Zhi as a disciple, she would have been like Mu Rou in front of her, and she would have nothing after fifty years.

Du Shi looked at Hua Tian with shining eyes, "The county lord said it well, and it is undoubtedly a slap in the face for me." ”

Isn't she sad that her husband is close to the concubine and doesn't love herself? Hua Tian's words were also effective for her.

What is she obsessed with those pampering doers? As long as she keeps her status and has children and daughters, the Jiang family will always be hers. As for that concubine, she will always be just a concubine.

Mu Rou's tears slipped silently.

After so many years, to say how deep her love is, it is fake. I don't know when, she no longer has that heart-warming feeling towards Du San, but turns into resentment.

But she chased persistently, and she was always reluctant to let go, just to fight for a breath.

However, as Hua Tian said, fifty years have passed, what has she gained?

She became nothing, and even the people of the Mu family complained about her in private.

Her original idea was that she couldn't be happy, and she wanted him not to be happy. But now, Du San is dead, and he no longer has the ability to be happy and sad. She won, but what can she do?

It's just that fifty years have passed, and her green hair has turned white, and she can't start all over again.

"Fifty years have passed......," Mother Lan said faintly, "Du San has waited for me for fifty years, and I have put a stick of incense in front of his spirit, and there has been no arrears ever since." ”

Hua Tian looked at Mother Lan, and Mu Rou, Si Lan, and Du Shi all looked at Mother Lan.

Mother Lan nodded at Mu Rou, and then said to Hua Tian, "Tian'er, let's go back." From then on, I stayed with you and helped you take care of the children. ”

"Hmm." Hua Tian nodded, and stepped forward to help Mother Lan.

Before they could go out, the dignified-looking Du Ziran appeared at the door, holding a post of practicing calligraphy in his hand.

"Excuse me, this is my uncle's last words, the two of you are deeply entangled with him, please take a look." He nodded to Hua Tian, looked at Mother Lan and Mu Rou, and handed over the post in his hand.

Mother Lan was close to the door, so she took it first.

When I opened the notebook, there were two lines of words written messily on it: I am so forgetful when I am old, but I don't forget to be lovesick.

The handwriting was sloppy, apparently written in a hurry. On the post, you can also see sporadic red blood foam.

Hua Tian guessed that this may have been written down by Old Man Du on his deathbed.

When Mother Lan saw the words on it, she was shocked at first, then laughed slowly again, and handed the calligraphy to Mu Rou behind her.

Mu Rou calmly took the notebook and read it word by word: how forgetful you are when you get old, but you don't forget to be lovesick.

The voice was hoarse, and as he read and read, two lines of tears slipped silently down his face. (To be continued......)