Chapter 2: Illusion and Reality

The night was like ink, and there was still a drizzle in the sky, just like Lin Fan's hazy mood at this time. He sat alone on the lawn on the hill in the park next to the school, looking at the neon lights in the distance, stunned.

He was destined to have a bad background, and he never blamed himself for being born in the countryside. On the contrary, he is still an optimistic person, since his background is not good, he will work slowly with his hands, as long as he works hard, he will definitely reap the rewards.

It's just that before he graduated, he had already suffered such a heavy blow, it turned out that he was too whimsical before, and the reality was even more cruel than he imagined, which he never expected. Even though it's a maxima, it's not taken seriously at all.

"If you can give me time, if you can give me a chance, I will definitely not be worse than others, I will definitely not."

Is it just that someone else is giving him time now? Lin Fan shook his head self-deprecatingly, letting the rain hit his body, his whole body was already soaked, the cool breeze at night and the falling rain were still relatively cold, but it couldn't compare to the coolness in Lin Fan's heart at this time.

"Lan Lan, you are so ruthless!"

He picked up the bottle of 52 degrees Erguotou and poured a sip of wine down his throat, but the spicy taste could not make him forget the pain.

Looking around, there are a lot of memories of him, the first date was here, the first time he hugged Zhang Lanlan and watched the rising sunrise...... Too many good memories have completely turned into bitterness at this time.

For the first time in more than three years, he drank so much alcohol for the first time, in fact, he wanted to get drunk, but even if he was dizzy at this time, he knew it very well in his heart, until he drank the whole bottle, the pain did not decrease, but became more and more intense.

"A drunken shit relieves a thousand sorrows."

Lin Fan staggered to his feet and threw the bottle in his hand far away, and the bottle drew a beautiful arc in the air and fell into the lake below. But the top-heavy Lin Fan also made his feet slip because of this force, and the rain made his feet slip, and his whole body rolled down from the hillside.

"Plop!"

Lin Fan fell into the lake from a height of more than ten meters, and in an instant, he was submerged in darkness and lake water, and his body that had drunk wine did not obey the call at all, and his body slowly sank to the bottom of the lake.

"No, I can't die like this, my father and mother worked hard to raise me and provide me with education, and I died like this, it's really unfilial."

When Lin Fan was about to sink to the bottom of the lake, he thought about the old and kind faces of his parents, and his heart was instantly shocked, and he didn't know where he got the strength from, so he grabbed it with both hands indiscriminately, trying to float to the surface of the lake as much as possible.

"Yuanyuan, what did I eat and go in?"

Lin Fan only felt that something had entered his mouth, and before he could spit it out, the thing actually went directly down his throat into his stomach. But he obviously couldn't care so much, and desperately rowed to it.

"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"

Finally, climbing ashore with difficulty, Lin Fan coughed violently, and at the same time spit out a big mouthful of lake water, and lay on the ground to rest for a long time before he came back to his senses.

"What the hell did you swallow just now?"

After Lin Fan got up, he bowed down, and his two fingers were clasped to his throat, wanting to spit out the thing. But after vomiting a few times in a row, no foreign body came out, but his jaundice water came out.

"Whatever, if you can't die, you can't do it."

Thinking of this, Lin Fan was not worried, but when the cold wind hit, he shivered all over his body and quickly ran to the dormitory.

The rain fell heavier, like a pour, and lightning pierced the sky, and for that moment it was like day, followed by a rumbling thunder.

Lin Fan ran towards the door of the dormitory like a chicken in soup.

At this time, at the door of the boys' dormitory building, a lonely figure stood in the middle of the rainstorm with an umbrella, as if he was about to be knocked to the ground by the wind and the torrential rain at any moment.

Lin Fan's drunkenness had already surged into his mind, and he stumbled a few times on the way back, and at this time he didn't notice the person holding the umbrella at all, he just wanted to go back to the dormitory and lie down.

"Lin Fan ......"

When he was about to enter the iron gate, a familiar voice sounded, making his figure running forward freeze in an instant, turned around, looked at the familiar face, and muttered, "Lan Lan? Am I dreaming? ”

In the past, Lin Fan was optimistic, this is what Zhang Lanlan likes about Lin Fan, but at this time, Lin Fan was covered with sludge, full of alcohol, and his eyes were extremely sloppy, where was there still the optimistic appearance before.

Zhang Lanlan looked at the dejected wolf man in front of her, her heart seemed to have been hit by a hammer, tears flowed down instantly, she dropped her umbrella, threw herself directly into Lin Fan's arms, and choked up: "You didn't dream, I'm here." ”

"Lan Lan, why did you leave me, why did you abandon me......" Lin Fan hugged Zhang Lanlan tightly, wanting to integrate her into his arms.

Zhang Lanlan didn't answer, but tears rained down, and then gritted her teeth and helped Lin Fan, who had obviously been eroded by alcohol, upstairs.

There was no one in Lin Fan's dormitory at this time, and the other three had already packed up their things in the afternoon, and they were ready to go home by themselves first, and then find a place for internship. Zhang Lanlan put Lin Fan on the bed, at this time he had already closed his eyes, and kept shouting, "Why...... Why the hell is ......?"

In the back, Lin Fan's voice was already hoarse, and it was heartbreaking.

At this time, Zhang Lanlan's heart was like a knife, how could she ever want to leave this man? But being born in a rich family is also a misfortune, because a wealthy family pays attention to interests, and the happiness of children is thrown aside.

"Smack!"

Zhang Lanlan turned off the lights in the dormitory, sat in front of Lin Fan, and then stretched out her hand and slowly took off Lin Fan's soaked clothes.

"Huh?"

Lin Fan opened his eyes slightly, and in the dim light, his confused eyes seemed to see the woman who had abandoned him, and at this time, he was so close to him, and the endless resentment in his heart came to his mind. At this moment, he didn't know where the strength came from, he quickly turned over, grabbed Zhang Lanlan's shoulders with both hands, pressed Zhang Lanlan down on the bed, and roared; "Why did you abandon me, why did you get engaged to someone else? Yes...... You say. ”

Zhang Lanlan's water slid out of her eyes again, crying silently.

"No...... I will not allow anyone to snatch you. ”

Lin Fan leaned down, and his mouth exuding a strong alcohol spirit kissed Zhang Lanlan's lips wantonly, smelling the aroma of that virgin, coupled with the erosion of alcohol, he seemed to have fallen into madness at this time.

And Zhang Lanlan didn't resist, but closed her eyes, thinking to herself: Then let Lin Fan vent to his heart's content, at least giving his body to a man who has been in love for more than three years will not leave any regrets.

Thinking of this, she opened her lips slightly, and soon, a deft tongue burrowed into her lips. Lin Fan greedily stretched out his tongue, looking for Zhang Lanlan's tender fragrant tongue, raging all the way, and finally the two tongues were entangled together.

As if simply kissing his tongue was not enough, Lin Fan slowly retreated, kissed Zhang Lanlan's silky chin, and continued to kiss down violently, followed by Zhang Lanlan's white neck.

"Yes!" Zhang Lanlan's whole body was shocked, her whole body seemed to have lost her strength, her legs were tightly entangled, and she seemed to be unable to resist the intense itching in her body.

"Flutter!"

The clothes on his chest were too much of a hindrance, Lin Fan rudely tore open the clothes on Zhang Lanlan's chest, and suddenly a pair of proud twin peaks broke free from the restraints and were exposed to his line of sight, straight and soft.

Lin Fan was slightly distracted, but his brain was instantly filled with alcohol and ****, he snorted in his nose, and kissed wildly on the soft mass on the left, and the strength of his kiss was so wild, it made Zhang Lanlan feel slightly painful. But she still stretched out her hands and put them on the back of Lin Fan's head, as if she was about to bury Lin Fan in her chest.

"Then it's better to think it's a dream, at least wake up tomorrow, and you won't worry about me anymore." Zhang Lanlan's breathing instantly became rapid, and her cheeks were flushed, as if she was about to drip water.

Lin Fan's hand slowly went down, sliding to Zhang Lanlan's flat lower abdomen without a trace of fat, he attacked the city all the way, and soon, Zhang Lanlan was naked, like a beautiful work of art, displayed in front of him.

The white neck, the delicate collarbones, the proud twin peaks...... The soaked bodies were not cold at all, on the contrary, the bodies of the two of them became hot at this time, and the temperature in the dormitory rose sharply.

"Roar!"

Lin Fan couldn't hold back any longer, grabbed Zhang Lanlan's legs, and then his body sank suddenly.

"Ah......h

"Boom ......"

Lin Fan sank suddenly, Zhang Lanlan screamed, her hands clutched on the sheets, and her voice was instantly swallowed up by the thunder that could shake the earth.

"No one can snatch you, no ......"

Lin Fan roared while galloping roughly, as if he wanted to vent all the resentment in his body.

Outside the window, it was raining rain, the wind was blowing, and a lightning bolt pierced the sky, and the instantaneous light illuminated the earth, and at the same time shone into the dormitory, but it did not disturb the fiery entanglement between the two in the dormitory.

Zhang Lanlan's brows furrowed tightly, from the pain at the beginning, to the gentle humming in the back, she covered her mouth with a pillow, trying not to let herself make too much noise, so as not to disturb this real good dream.

The not-so-sturdy bed frame creaked and creaked, rhythmically, with the continued moaning......

Until a long time later.

After Lin Fan finished venting, he lay directly between Zhang Lanlan's twin peaks and fell asleep.

Lin Fan, who was in a daze, felt that he had made a long, long fierce one, and dreamed that he had entered a warm harbor.

After resting for a long time, it wasn't until the rain outside stopped that Zhang Lanlan slowly pushed Lin Fan away, got up and put on her clothes, tidied up the bed at the same time, kissed Lin Fan on the forehead, and after taking a deep look at Lin Fan, she turned around and left with some awkward steps.