(One hundred and thirty-seven) ending
Looking down from the Nine Heavens, the land of Shenzhou is foggy.
When the peach tree bears fruit, there will be many dynasties subverted and power rise. When drinking a glass of wine in the Yao Pond, how many saints died in the dust, and the king made meritorious deeds.
Time flies, and everything is as humble as ants.
In a small county town that is not famous, on a small road whose name is not even marked on the county records, an ox cart is creaking forward.
It may not be accurate to say that the ox cart is driven by a — well, elephant.
The elephant was very human, and although the cart was not very sturdy and the wheels were not very good, it walked safely and steadily, and tried not to make the people in the car feel bumpy.
There was another rapid coughing sound in the car, and the elephant quickly stopped, arched the curtain of the door with his proboscis and raised silently, as if to make sure that the people in the car were okay.
"Derpy, I'm fine. In between coughs, a low voice came from inside the car.
So, the elephant cart slowly moved forward again.
Jinghua lifted the curtain, poked his head out, and greedily took a breath of fresh air from the poor mountains and bad waters.
To him, this mortal aura was actually very dirty, but now he only felt extremely happy, only that the vague piece in front of him was full of beautiful scenery.
Momo, if we could get to know it again.
You'll definitely like this Jinghua even more.
He smiled, stroked his chest and slowly lay down on the soft collapse, closing his eyes leisurely.
After leaving the Nine Heavens, he went straight to Yunmengze to bring Derpy out, the baby elephant has now grown into a sturdy adult male elephant, but he is still very happy to see him coming, dancing like a child, and then rolling him up with his long trunk.
Then he sat comfortably in the car, wandering around whimsically from Derpy. He has no plans, no destination, and he never asks where Derpy will go next.
Momo, this is the ending I want.
Big brother, they must be digging deep into the ground to find me now.
Uh, I guess he will. He will start from the Guanchi, and then follow the place we walked together, first to the West Lake, then to the Devil's Island, and then to Yun Mengze, maybe he will also go to the underworld, to see the ruins of the ancestors.
It's a pity that he guessed wrong this time. He thought that I would use my last time to relive the process of meeting and falling in love with you again as a farewell.
But I wasn't going to do that.
Momo, I've already said goodbye to you, and it's been five hundred years.
So, if that little ghost spirit brings you back, you don't have to look for any of my letters to you, I didn't write them. Aside from the brief edict to my eldest brother, I didn't write anything and left it to anyone.
Words on paper make this separation difficult and obvious, and I don't like that.
Just let everything end lightly, that's the ending I want.
Momo, in fact, I thought a lot about my ending.
Soon after I was born, while all the other children were thinking about what they wanted to do when they grew up, what great things they wanted to achieve, I wondered how I should die to look complete.
When I was youngest, I wanted to be reunited as a family.
I hope my father will not be so busy, at least in my last days, every day after the court can come to accompany me, he took me, as well as the eldest brother and the third brother, to sit in the plum garden to play chess and have dinner together.
I was very young at the time. I don't understand that when I walked out of Chen'an Palace, out of the Nine Heavens, there was endless.
Later, I learned martial arts and became the god of war. At that time, I thought that as a man, if I could be loyal to the Celestial Clan and die on the battlefield, it would be good. I long for the battlefield, for the fight, for the blood to be sprinkled all over the country, and for the iron-clad horse leather shroud.
Later, I got to know you.
Momo, since then, I have not been brave.
I became afraid of death. I'm afraid that after I die, I will leave you alone.
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In just a few days when the heart veins were closed.
My heart was completely numb, I didn't feel pain, I didn't feel love.
I felt like I was dead.
Momo, I see the sadness in your eyes, the sadness is so profound, even if I think about it again after five hundred years, it is still so clear.
But at the time, I didn't feel anything.
During the battle with Chiyou, he broke the closure on my heart with one punch, and I was almost suffocated in pain at that time, but I was also awake!
I was so happy, I felt like I was finally alive! I was no longer numb, I was unforgiving, I could feel your love, and I could respond to your love.
Momo, remember what I told you?
In the face of the vast universe and the eternal years, everything is so small. This everything, including you, including me, and our love.
I began to study Buddhism when I was very young, and I was also praised by the Buddha of the Western Heavens, who praised me for my high understanding in this way, and I am a prodigy that is rare in 10,000 years.
But in fact, it was only in recent years that I really realized the Tao, penetrated the red dust, and saw through life and death.
That's why I don't want any ending.
Momo, I still love you.
It's just that my love has melted into the sun, moon, and universe, into the eight directions of heaven and earth, into the warm spring sun, and into endless time.
I want to leave like this, Momo you will understand me. I looked like I was letting go, but I wasn't.
I am this great elephant. I dwell in your heart.
If you are lonely, the clouds on the horizon will become like me. If you are sad, the ten-mile spring breeze is what I whisper to you.
In the future, if you have the opportunity to travel through mountains and rivers, you will see towering majestic mountains and mountains, which are transformed by my keel!
Momo, I never left you.
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Like a car stop-and-go. On this day, I came to the outside of Xunyang City.
It was already difficult for Jinghua to get up, but if he came across a street market, he would still find a post to stop. He doesn't care, but feeds Derpy.
This inn is quite large, there are three courtyards in the inn, and outside is a second-floor wine shop. The stationhouse guy leads Derpy into the stable to feed the fodder, and Jinghua sits in the wine shop and waits.
A fellow came up to greet him, "What are you eating?"
Jinghua smiled and shook her head, "Thank you, no need." ”
The guy was enthusiastic and smiled: "The guest officer is here for the first time?"
"yes. ”
"Then how can you not try our chef's West Lake vinegar fish?"
Jinghua's heart moved, and he said curiously: "I only heard that the West Lake vinegar fish must be cooked with West Lake grass carp, here in Xunyang, where did the West Lake vinegar fish come from?"
The guy sighed: "The guest officer knows how to do it at a glance, but he only knows one and doesn't know the other." Our master here, it was indeed made in the outer building of Hangzhou before, he moved his family here, and he was unwilling to give up his specialty, so he tried to use the herring in the Xunyang River to make this West Lake vinegar fish, after several improvements, it was also a great success, and became our signature dish here!
Jinghua smiled, "Okay, then give me a note too!"
Of course, you won't order just one. Not long after, there was a West Lake vinegar fish, a bowl of Dongpo meat, a cup of lettuce soup, and a pot of daughter red in front of his table.
The beautiful scenery of the good day is not a day. Five hundred years ago, he ordered these dishes at another location.
At that time, she sat opposite, drinking and blushing, drunk and drunk.
Time is staggered, pushing the cup and changing the lamp, whether he is the grass carp in the West Lake or the herring in the Xunyang River, no matter what day and night he is, get together and separate.
He took a small sip of it, choking on a sharp cough before he could swallow it. He had to stop, crouching on the table and gasping for breath.
When he sat up straight again, there was already a person sitting across from him.
The man was very domineering, and without asking, he snatched his wine and drank it, picked up a large piece of meat, and put it in his mouth and chewed it.
"I ordered so many dishes, is it for seeing!" she slurred, her mouth full of food.
He was not angry at all, but smiled and poured a glass of water and handed it to her, "Come, eat slowly." ”
She was arrogant, she didn't look at his water, she poured a big sip of wine, and roared even louder: "I want to eat quickly, what!"
"No, I'm afraid of thorns in the fish, so I'll let you eat slowly. Jinghua said good-naturedly.
Ah Mo became proud at this time, and laughed loudly: "I don't care who I am, which fish dares to jam my throat with a thorn, I will destroy its whole family......!"
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The elephant car is still moving slowly, and the people in the car are already in pairs.
"How did you find me?" Jinghua leaned against the soft collapse, and Ah Mo leaned against him.
"Well, fate. ”
Jinghua smiled, "I may not be with you for long." ”
"I didn't want it long. You still owe me a post-marital journey!" Mo blinked, "This can always be done, right?"
"Well, this should be fine. ”
"That's fine. Mo rested her head on his chest and closed her eyes comfortably.
"Then what? are you going back to the military headquarters?" Jinghua couldn't help but ask when she saw that she was dozing off.
"You don't care where I'm going!" Ah Mo squinted at him, yawned again, and closed his eyes again, "Oh, you let me sleep for a while, I'm so sleepy!"
She looked for him for more than a month and didn't close her eyes, thousands of mountains and twilight snow, thousands of miles of stratus clouds, and now stopped, only to feel that her whole body was so tired that it was not her own.
She was still the same, curling herself into a ball and burrowing into Jinghua's arms. Jinghua still patted her gently and coaxed her to sleep.
In the five hundred years they were separated, they didn't have a good time, but no one mentioned it again.
Let the past pass. In the future, we will go as far as we can.
No love lasts forever, not even for them. But what does it matter?
At least for this moment, you are by my side, hugging me and falling asleep.
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