(387) Twenty years of grievances and grievances become memories
Gu Mengde came back on the twenty-fifth day of the lunar month, and when he entered the mansion, only the guards were awake. He went straight to Liuxia Pavilion, and was frightened by the mess in front of him, and called his subordinates to get up, only then did he know that Liuxia Pavilion was on fire, and Gu Ruyu went to Ningyun Pavilion to live.
The fact that Gu Ruyu went to Ningyun Pavilion made Gu Mengde's brows frown into a deep Sichuan character, and he received Gu Beichen's letter, so he rushed back for the New Year against all odds - he had to stop this incestuous marriage, otherwise how could his Gu family hold their heads up in front of people. However, he is also embarrassed, if Gu Ruyu's life experience is known to the Liu family, then can the Liu family still bear it? Liu will be even more disappointed in him.
Thinking of Liu's disappointed eyes, Gu Mengde felt a pain in his heart. Back then, because of the beating of that child, Liu had looked at him with disappointment and pain, and that kind of look made him distressed and unforgettable. Just when that pool of donated blood flowed out from under Liu's body, he had vowed not to let her be sad and disappointed no matter what, but providence made people, except for Gu Beichen's birth for so many years, he really never made her smile sincerely.
Doesn't he want to?
He dreamed of it!
But he couldn't!
Thinking of the more than 20 years he had gone through with the Liu family, Gu Mengde was sad and distressed, and went straight to Shen Yuxuan with his hands behind his back. is already an old husband and wife, but every time he walks outside Shen Yuxuan, Gu Mengde always has a sense of uneasiness, when he was far away in Beijing, he missed the Liu family who was guarding Tonglu, but "the hometown is more timid", thinking of getting closer and closer to the Liu family, he didn't dare to face it head-on.
Anyway, it's always him who is sorry for her.
"Ahh Sir, you ...... You're back! Linglong came out with Liu's washing water, and greeted Gu Mengde head-on, surprised and delighted at the moment.
Gu Mengde hurriedly made a silent gesture to prevent Linglong from going to the house to report. Linglong smiled knowingly, and envied the Liu family in her heart: Mrs. and the master have been married for so long, although they don't see each other often, but they always have the love of the master, a woman does this, what do you want in life!
watched Gu Mengde enter the house. Linglong's mind drifted away: the young master and the old man always have the same love. If you can get into the eyes of the young master, you will have no regrets in your life. Alas, it's a pity, but a lowly concubine daughter took the lead. But don't worry. Lin Mengyao won't live long!
Come to think of it. Linglong sneered, and rejoiced in her heart.
Linglong happily walked out of Shen Yuxuan, everything in the room was blocked by a closed door.
When entering the house. Liu had already burned incense and was kneeling in front of the statue of Guanyin with his eyes closed and chanting. Gu Mengde didn't interrupt silently, just stood quietly and guarded, until the last word of the Liu family came out, and then stepped forward to help.
"Over the years, I have been so pious, and I haven't changed at all!" Gu Mengde didn't know how to speak, quite embarrassed - how is this like a husband and wife?!
Liu didn't raise his eyebrows, let him hold him, and after he got on the couch, he opened his mouth: "Worshipping the Buddha requires sincerity, and besides, I chant the scriptures every day to seek peace of mind." ...... year"
The words were condensed, Liu couldn't go on, Gu Mengde knew that she thought of the unborn child again, and she was also a relative in her heart. If he hadn't been forced to be helpless, how could he have chosen to kill that child? It was a boy who had already formed, their first child!
"After all, I'm sorry for you, if you can keep the news, you won't suffer like that!" Gu Mengde sighed.
Liu wiped his tears: "Who can you resent for this?" If you want to blame, you can only blame me, a mother, who can't protect her children! ”
Liu Shi thought of the baby boy who flowed out of his body, without hands and feet, and his heart became even more sad. If it weren't for his identity, how could he have caused the child in his womb to be poisoned, missing his hands and feet, and not being born safely. Over the years, she has always resented Gu Mengde for bringing that bowl of abortion pills, but in fact, it was just her desire to evade responsibility. She didn't dare to admit that the child's untimely death was her own fault, she would rather attribute all the sins to Gu Mengde, she felt that she would feel better that way. But how can you feel good? Every time in the dead of night, her mind is extremely clear, she always feels that she can hear the child's cry, and the child is calling her "mother" - everything until, Gu Beichen was born!
"You, your mind is always so heavy, when can you let yourself live?" Seeing Liu's tears falling down, Gu Mengde was distressed, this woman rarely fell, even if it was unbearable, she could always endure it. But in addition to being distressed, Gu Mengde was also happy, he could cry out, and he could vent the pain that had been accumulated in his heart for so long, wouldn't it be a turning point?
Gently caressing Liu's back, Gu Mengde comforted, Liu couldn't stand it anymore, snuggled in his arms, and cried out the pain that had been stuck in his heart for many years!
When Gu Beichen and the others gathered at Shen Yuxuan, Liu's eyes were still red and swollen, but his spirit was obviously much better, and the whole person also had a brilliance that was rarely seen in the past. Finding that the children were staring at him, Liu turned his face away and ordered Linglong Bucai.
"Daddy, you don't know, I look forward to your return, I hope your eyes are straight!" Gu Ruyu was very excited and sat down next to Gu Mengde.
Gu Mengde smiled and nodded at the tip of Gu Ruyu's nose: "Just you girl with a sweet mouth, won't Daddy come back to accompany you for the New Year!" ”
"Giggles-" Gu Ruyu shyly drilled into Gu Mengde's arms, and her little daughter was very emotional.
Gu Mengde took pity on the broken hair on her forehead, asked the maid to give her lotus seed soup, and suddenly seemed to remember something, and asked, "Why did the good Liuxia Pavilion catch fire?" ”
Liu explained, it is nothing more than a saying that the sky is dry and dry, and the subordinates should not do anything.
"The subordinates in the house are being trained as good students!" Gu Mengde nodded, and said, "By the way, Ruyu, you don't have to be crowded in your brother's yard all the time." This is almost the New Year, and there must be a lot of guests coming and going, and co-authoring makes people laugh at my Gu Mansion that I can't spare a yard for my daughter to live in. ”
This is said casually, but the tone is unmistakable. Gu Ruyu's smile froze obviously, but she still nodded.
Gu Mengde pretended not to see him and asked Gu Beichen about his Liu Mansion. Gu Beichen responded to Liu Shenxiang's affairs one by one, and then told what happened when the Zhao family proposed marriage.
Gu Mengde frowned: "How can this Xi Ming be so confused, this matter should be ruined on the two of them." ”
When the words came out, Gu Mengde felt that he shouldn't count Liu Ximing in front of his juniors, so he quickly changed the topic and said to Liu: "You will send someone to the next door to bring a letter later, and ask them to come to our side for dinner." ”
Liu answered, and Gu Mengde asked about what happened in Tonglu recently, and then he started to have lunch.
The atmosphere in the dinner room was harmonious, and everyone had a smile on their faces, but Lin Mengyao knew that everything was just on the surface: Gu Mengde always had to solve Gu Ruyu's matter when he came back this time.
After lunch, Gu Beichen was called to the study by Gu Mengde, Lin Mengyao returned to Ningyun Pavilion, read the book for a while, felt sleepy, and went to bed. When I woke up in a daze, I heard a familiar laugh from the courtyard. (To be continued......)