"I want this one."

Before he could figure out what was going on, a word from an unfamiliar voice left him from his mother and older siblings.

At that time, I didn't understand what it meant to be forever.

Seeing the strange thing poking in his direction, five stick-like protrusions of different lengths and sausages stretched out in the front section, and the transparent flakes at the tips were glued with fragments that could shimmer, and from there the smell that lingered into his nose was not as good as that of canned sardines, let alone compared with his mother's breast milk, so he decided that it was a curse based on the smell alone, and immediately fled in order to avoid it, and his petite body instinctively burrowed under his mother's thick and soft long hair, and buried his head in it all, covering it warm but not suffocating.

My mother took me into her arms at once, and I saw my brothers and sisters wrap around me as well.

"Does this have to be this one? There are even better varieties. ”

"No, I'm more focused on the first feeling."

In the end, I couldn't escape, and the youngest me was sold first, and this man, who also had strange things, was my first master in this world.

****

Our cat world is different from the human world, I have a dexterous and light body, stretched and beautiful tail to set off my nobility, starting with four feet to the sky, jumping down from a high place, I only need to flick the tail, the whole body will naturally flip over, and then I will land safely, this is a very handsome ability. I can't make out the colors yet, but I have eyes that I can be proud of. Sky blue, not stained with a trace of dirt.

My brothers and sisters always say that I am the most beautiful among them, so my perception of the standard of beauty gradually leans towards the above points.

But my master, who was tall and broad-shouldered, and swarthy seemed to have absorbed the heat of the sun, and his eyes were black, like fried fish roe, and his walking posture always seemed awkward to my eyes. Indescribable tone. By our cat's standards, the owner is not good-looking.

At first I was very repulsive about him, so when he held out something strange to me, I pawed back.

He coaxed me. The gentleness of his voice did not match his appearance at all.

I swung my head to one side. I'm not afraid that he will use corporal punishment to abuse that shameful but commonplace behavior. I was going to fight him to the end, until the smell of fish came in the air, and I couldn't help but turn back temptingly. Seeing his gesture of goodwill, he placed a plate of fragrant fish in front of me.

My world was too simple, so I accepted him easily.

But he didn't understand what I was saying.

Only then did I remember what my mother said, "You are the youngest, you don't know anything about this world, being stubborn like other cats is also a kind of self-protection, now I just hope that you can be safe and meet good people, as for which kind of future to choose, you can go and see the world for yourself and then make a decision!" ”

****

The master was not watching him all the time, and for most of the day I was alone in this empty single apartment, scratching the corners of the walls with my claws, lying on my back beside the floor-to-ceiling windows, lazily sunbathing, and although the posture was unsightly, no one could see it, and I spent my days of leisure to boredom with this kind of luck, but this waste of time did not last, and discovered my vices, and the master used me with words and the temptation of food.

He seemed to care a lot about my mannerisms, and even laziness had to be cute.

He trained me a lot, to be more precise, when we got to know each other, every day we were training for all the contacts.

The most incomprehensible and time-consuming gesture was that he held out something strange to me, and I stood up on my hind feet, my ears tilted forward, my tail hanging down, and the end wagging gently.

He sighed, placed a biscuit in the center of the monster, and I lowered my whole body, curled my tail, pressed my ears back, opened my mouth to show my canine teeth, and barked.

I was upset - he seemed to have forgotten that I didn't like to eat these cookies.

"That's how you should." Soon getting impatient, he grabbed my paw and placed it on his monster.

I made a high-pitched voice and threatened him to stop.

Day after day, I was finally able to do what he wanted, but it depended on my mood, not complete obedience.

There is a voice in my heart that is secretly telling that I am so coquettish because I want you to be happy.

****

Later, I learned that he bought me, he trained me, and all the profound intentions were just to change hands and give them away.

False tenderness.

"Hey, happy birthday."

"Wow! What a cute kitten! ”

The girl cried out in surprise and held out something strange to me, but immediately shrank back.

"It's not going to catch me!"

The skeptical tone stung me, but my master smiled softly and dotingly, and I was stunned that this girl could make her master happy.

"Nope! It exists for you. "Define as you please," the master said, without thinking about my feelings.

I watched in a daze as the girl stretched out the strange thing to me again, looking at the soft face, and the master's past guidance to me came to my mind, and I had a good impression of her!

Like every time my brother and sister give me half of their fish, when they see me smiling, they stretch out their claws and touch me.

If she is coaxed to smile, will the master smile too?

can make the master happy, and his own existence may be more than what he just said!

Thinking so, he stretched out his two front paws and obediently placed them on the girl's strange object, as he expected every time his master trained.

The girl was overjoyed, put me on the ground, and hugged my master.

****

Confess, accept, fall in love, and then separate.

Such a complicated process, ups and downs, and fires, but the first master and the second master came to the end so quickly.

The girl gave me back to my first master. This was my wish, I feel that in such a sad gray moment, the owner always needs to have someone by his side, although I am only a cat, but unexpectedly, the owner does not have a trace of symptoms caused by nostalgia, and I am like a stranger, insignificant, dismissive.

Lacking the bare minimum of care and attention, it wasn't long before I got sick.

The hair on my face is starting to get coarse, and there are gray scales when I touch it. Ringworm spots begin to appear on the forehead. The coat also fell off and broke off one by one.

It was as if I saw that all the pride I had once had fallen to the ground and become shattered.

I plucked up the courage to walk up to my master, hoping to get his attention and concern, but I didn't expect him to jump back a step back when he saw me sick.

I awkwardly stopped the half foot I had taken. Looking at him, he called softly.

He suddenly turned and ran towards the kitchen. I thought he was going to find medicine for me. His eyes were red with joy.

When he returned, the monster was covered in clear plastic, and he picked me up. Keeping us far enough apart before throwing me into a discarded cardboard box, I looked up and saw him turn off the only light.

After a shaking, I felt like I was being placed somewhere, and then there was silence at no end.

It wasn't until a poor old man opened my cardboard box that I was able to come out and see things I had never seen before, that I knew I had been abandoned by my master.

The silence suddenly turned to the color of dead silence.

- No, I'm more focused on the first feeling.

I'm such an idiot.

What he said at that time was not a joke or a suspicious suspicion.

It is serious, true, without the flood of lies, but more vicious than lies.

What about after the first feeling...... There is no long, there is no eternity.

…… Little by little, life destroyed my faith.

I don't know about the connection between people, but is it really like the master, feelings can be so easily promised and so easily discarded......

****

"See what I found?"

"Wow! What an ugly cat! ”

I was besieged by a few human children, and I had no ability to resist and escape because of the frustration in my heart and the torture of physical illness.

"Hahaha!"

"It's ugly!"

"Ugly! Ugly! ”

Surrounded by naughty children I didn't give me a respite, and I felt like I could meet death at any moment.

At such moments, the hollow and aching stomach pouch suddenly reminded me of the longest words my mother had ever said to me that afternoon.

I'm sorry, I can't keep watching.

Suddenly, I thought I could bury my head in my mother's arms again.

Isn't it true that no one will ever understand my world?

I wish someone could protect me, even if it was in exchange for everything.

"I have an idea, you guys come and help me press it!"

As soon as one of the boys finished speaking, the other boys around me swarmed up to me and grabbed my forelimbs and hindlimbs, and the boy who was giving the order walked directly across from me and spat out a slimy thing from his mouth and stuck it to my head, right in the middle of the ringworm spot.

"Hahaha-! It's uglier! ”

"Ugly Ugly Ugly!"

Is this really the way this is the case?

When did it start, it became a great fault in the first place......

Thinking so, he suddenly saw that one of the black shadows reflected on the ground became protruding, elongated until it covered its own shadow, and then contained it.

I looked around and saw that it was a boy who had taken a step towards me and stood in front of me.

I dare say I've never seen anyone better looking than him.

And he's the only human being I think is good-looking.

The boy had orange hair, and on this rare sunny day, it was more dazzling than the sun on one side of the sky.

Now, your sparkle makes me dizzy.

Now, for a moment I was crazy to think you heard the cry of my heart.

I think it's worth dying at your hands like that.

Thinking about it this way, are you really crazy?

Then he spoke.

He said, "It's beautiful......

He said, "How can it be so beautiful......

He said, "You are mine." ”

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