ps: If you want to hear more of your voices and receive more of your opinions, search for the WeChat public account "qdread" now and follow it to give more support to "Sweet Rebirth"! And in this rebellious period of Tangtang, it is not others who are embarrassed, but herself. Too many strange children of the same age have doubts that have caused her confusion, not so much that she is confused, but that she is about to enter a new level of life Grandpa Xu is very cautious, and he is also looking forward to it.

Putting the words away, Grandpa Xu pulled Xu Qinglong to sit down and gently patted her back, "There are many things that can't be concluded too early." When my grandfather was a child, he liked to listen to the stories of martial arts heroes who flew off the eaves and walked the wall, so he set a goal for himself, and he must become a chivalrous man with affection and righteousness. ”

Xu Qinglong laughed, grandpa and chivalrous people don't match each other at all, Grandpa Xu also laughed, "I'm very serious." I will not listen to anyone who advises me. I want to go to the mountains to find some master to learn art. As a result, I really found a master. I left a letter and left home. On the way, all kinds of hardships, and I almost died several times. I also regret it, but I have a comfortable life at home, why should I run out and suffer, even if I become a hero, what can I do, can I be able to provide me with brocade clothes and jade food or can I be provided with silk and satin"

Grandpa Xu remembered his stupidity at that time, and he was also very funny, "I'll come back and go home." I didn't want to notify others to pick me up, I just thought about going back secretly, and then said that I just went out and walked around, not to find someone high, but after a few days of leaving, I regretted it again, and I felt that I couldn't just forget it. I can't just go back, even if I can't learn martial arts and can't see a master, I have to go to that mountain to have a look, otherwise, it's too useless."

Xu Qinglong heard this. His expression moved. Grandpa Xu smiled and continued, "I'll just keep walking." After walking for more than a year, I finally reached the mountain. The master is also there, and he also accepts apprentices, and when he sees me, he accepts me. Then I started doing odd jobs and practicing basic skills. Once again, I regret that I don't do anything at home. Why are you doing all this here, I just want to escape, but on the night of my escape, I saw a duel between Master and another master."

"It was a battle where there was no win or loss. The reason why there was no win or loss was because at that time after the duel. There's really no winner. However, after that duel, the master was not in good health. In that duel, in fact, it was not that there were no wins and losses, but that both sides lost. The other master died after he went back. And my master's muscles and bones are broken, his longevity is damaged, and he can't guide his apprentices to practice anymore."

Grandpa Xu said this. His eyes were in a trance, and the shock brought to him by that incident had passed for almost fifty years. It still flashed clearly in front of his eyes. "Many disciples left, and the only ones who stayed in the end were me and Senior Brother. There was a lot less chores and more basic skills, but the master only taught us how to maintain health and pranayama, and did not teach us any moves and kung fu. I was very unhappy. But the elder brother said that the master was worried that we would have a day. Same as him."

"Within a few years, Master passed away. My brother and I buried him. The senior brother was going to go to another place to continue his apprenticeship, and I, at that time, had no intention of continuing with martial arts heroes or anything. Grandpa Xu said this and smiled, "You see, it's just a child's dream, and I've experienced so many regrets, I still don't know when I gave up that dream." And I don't know what I was doing in those years, the years when I studied art by Master's side. If it was to learn martial arts, I would have failed. However, I have never felt remorse for those years of life. Although I didn't learn martial arts, what I got was something that made me happy, grateful and precious more than martial arts. ”

Grandpa Xu stroked Xu Qinglong's hair, "People are actually like this, at the beginning, they always work hard because of a certain goal, but it is likely that they will not be able to work hard to the end, and they will gradually deviate from this goal." It's not because your mind is not firm, but in the process of your efforts, you are growing, you are understanding, and you are reaping. All of these are very normal to save zài, because you are working hard, trying to make yourself better."

"So, momentary confusion, don't worry. As long as you're working hard, you'll see the results you want to see. Even if that result is not the goal you set in the first place, then all you will have is gratitude and happiness. No matter what you work for, you can't change the person who is working hard, it's yourself. What you want to enjoy is the process of hard work, not the uncertain result of the future. ”

Xu Qinglong finally smiled, "I understand, thank you grandpa." "Yes, whether it is for Her Highness or for herself, now, what is working hard and living is herself. Her life is still in her own hands.

Grandpa Xu finally said, "This kind of thing that is working hard for someone is also a very happy thing." This shows that this person is important to you. ”

Xu Qinglong smiled slightly, "But I don't want to work hard for this person." I don't want to live for someone else. ”

Grandpa Xu sighed in his heart, and said in a relaxed tone, "Actually, people live for others. Nodding Xu Qinglong's forehead, "To be specific, I live for the various feelings that I have with others." Grandpa worked hard to maintain himself, hoping that he could live a long life, just because he couldn't give up your family, so you have to understand that living for others is also for yourself. For the sake of those emotions that I can't give up."

Until Xu Qinglong lay on the bed, his mind still kept replaying Grandpa Xu's last words. The important person, the emotional highness that can't be given up is her important person, but the emotion that can't be given up can't go back to the place, the emotion that can't be abandoned

Xu Qinglong sat up slowly, and she finally understood. What really saddened her was not that she had changed. It's not that she can't return to His Highness, nor is it her ambitions, but that she will never have the company with His Highness for sixty years. There will never be any affection for His Highness again. From the moment she returned to her family, she and His Highness were completely strangers.

Even if she saw His Royal Highness one day, there would be no emotion between them. Her emotions, His Highness does not know. I can't receive it either. Therefore, there will be no reunion, because there has never been a reunion that she can't give up, and it has nothing to do with His Highness

Helplessly. She was in front of the big castle, and she was so convinced that she would reunite with Her Highness She had accepted her as a stranger so calmly, and had fantasized about meeting Her Highness in public, what was she expecting, she understood now, this expectation, from beginning to end, was desperate.

brought her this anticipation. It's the emotion with His Highness. However, it is only her who has emotions and expectations, Your Highness. Abandoned her

Xu Qinglong felt a chill on her face, she didn't touch it, but let the coolness slide to her chin, and finally drip on the quilt

On this night, no one expected or seen the changes that happened to Xu Qinglong. Her pain. Despair, tears. From beginning to end, it really belongs to her alone.

This was Xu Qinglong's last wish - if there was something. If she can't have it again, and she can't say it, then these things belong to her alone, treasures. She will never give up. Never. Even if she is just alone, she will never give up. Even if she is abandoned by His Highness, she will never abandon His Highness

She will hold on until the moment her brain stops. She'll stick to it. Victory over time, victory over space, victory over pain, victory over despair, victory over all the qiē that wants to devour this treasure. She wouldn't be expecting anything, nor would she be thinking about meeting His Highness, but she would go back to that country and stand in front of the great castle and tell her treasures. There, even if she can't go back, it is her eternal home.

Xu Qinglong remembered that when she was dying, the words of His Royal Highness, "In the next life, you will return to your relatives, in this life, you can only be mine" His Royal Highness's words were always right. She is now by her relatives' side. His Highness's wish has come true. Then, she also wants to make a wish, in this life, she can only be Xu Qinglong, and in the next life, she must return to His Royal Highness.

The next day, everyone in the Xu family discovered that Xu Qinglong's temperament had changed again. The face is magnificent, dazzling, the breath is pure, solid and tangible. It was as if something had disappeared, and something had frozen. Xu Qinglong's whole person is like snow on the top of a mountain on the sea of clouds, looking close, but in fact it is far away, looking beautiful, but actually cold, towering and overwhelming, but it makes people feel refreshed.

The breakfast of the Xu family, only Xu Qinglong ate happily alone, and others, including Mrs. Xu, were all children who didn't know how to eat and became too fast, too sudden, and felt so lost and weird

When Xu Qinglong arrived at the school, he was even more shocked that the teachers and students couldn't come back to their senses. Of course, the skills of the teachers and students are not as good as the Xu family. Throughout the morning, the teachers who gave lectures, including Liu Jie, watched Xu Qinglong lose their minds several times and forgot to lecture. Liu Sisi and Liu Xiaona didn't dare to come over to talk to Xu Qinglong, Shan Jingyan was also honest, Xue Nan was even more well-behaved, Xin Haitian and Zhai Ning stiffened their backs, staring at the front and not looking back.

Xu Qinglong noticed the strangeness of the surrounding atmosphere, and this time she also knew that it was because of her. So after school in the morning, Xu Qinglong directly asked for leave and went home with Xu Ziliang and Song Wenrang. After returning home, Xu Qinglong took the initiative to find Grandpa Xu, "Grandpa, let's go out and play, I want to go to see whales" Grandpa Xu also has such a plan, Tangtang has become too sudden this time, the school must be chaotic, go out first, and after coming back, the acceptance or something, probably no problem.

Then the Xu family went out again as a family and went on vacation. Xu Ziwen and Xu Ziqian of course followed this time. Throughout the holiday, Xu Ziwen stuck to Xu Qinglong and never left. Then I almost got bitten by a shark. Xu Qinglong saved him, but the steel fork Xu Shantong made for her was stuck on the shark's back and was taken away

Xu Qinglong looked speechlessly at the shining handle of the steel fork that gradually disappeared from view, his heart hurt a little, the shark will not die, and the steel fork will sink to the bottom of the sea at most. That's when mom saw that she liked to play in the water. Made especially for her, it is gilded, beautifully shaped, and the weight is also very handy. When Xu Qinglong got it, he felt like Sun Dasheng had gotten the golden hoop stick. As a result, it is going to sink into the sea

Hm. If the tide is a little stronger, I hope to wash the steel fork onto land, and it is better to be picked up by others than to sink to the bottom of the sea

Xu Ziwen hugged Xu Qinglong, "Baby, I'm sorry, I'll definitely compensate you as it is" That aunt did it, right? He struggled to hold it.

Xu Qinglong helped him. "No, my mom will make it for me again. Let's go ashore," Xu Ziwen had a cramp in his foot.

Xu Ziwen looked at Xu Qinglong with a smile, and his eyes were indeed deep and condensed, "Na, Qinglong." You don't want to grow up, okay? "This time he's changed so much and grown so much, it feels like he's losing the green dragon even though he hasn't had it yet.

Of course Xu Qinglong couldn't agree, and besides, "Growing up and getting old is a natural law of people, and I want to grow up too" The girls in the class didn't seem to have started using large band-aids, although they didn't envy this kind of thing. But she really wanted to grow up. Only by starting to use a large band-aid will her height increase faster

"Why do you want to grow up?" Xu Ziwen thinks that this is the idea of ordinary children, right? Qinglong is different from ordinary children. There shouldn't be such a rebellious period, right?

Xu Qinglong dragged Xu Ziwen to the coast, "For things that can't be stopped, it's happier to look forward to a little bit, right?" And, I want to be taller."

"What are these words, Xu Ziwen lowered his head and buried himself in Xu Qinglong's hair, did Qinglong have something happening? But he had already asked Xu Zi Promise, and he said no. Xu Zinuo didn't bother to lie to him. So, that is to say, what happened to Qinglong. But even the Xu family doesn't know

This mystery has not been solved by anyone. Including Grandpa Xu. No matter how Grandpa Xu knocks on the side. Xu Qinglong's reactions were very normal, and he couldn't see anything on her mind at all. Mainly, in everyone's opinion, Xu Qinglong is really not the kind of person who can save his heart. So after repeatedly not being able to ask, Grandpa Xu gave up. can only be self-comforting to explain that children's growth, many times, is an overnight thing.

Song Wenrang was also worried about whether Xu Qinglong was influenced by Liu Xiaona and others, and he became interested in boys or something. After being slapped by Xu Ziliang, he had to admit that he was a little sorry for Tangtang for this conjecture

When Xu Qinglong finished the vacation and returned to school, he found that the class was almost visible to the naked eye. And the students' acceptance of Xu Qinglong's reappearance is indeed much greater. Many children think that Xu Qinglong was originally like this?

Only Liu Sisi, the children who grew up with Xu Qinglong since childhood, are still worried in their hearts. But when I came over and tried to talk to Xu Qinglong, I found that she still had the same reaction as before, okay, Xu Qinglong may really, the same as before

"This is a gift" Xu Qinglong brought back this time as a souvenir, which is a local stone carving, "These stone carvings all imply bravery and beauty, but I think the stone itself is actually quite brave."

Liu Sisi held her own stone carvings, looked at them for a long time, and didn't see any bravery and beauty, but the carved patterns were very beautiful, as if they were totems, and they were also colored, which was indeed beautiful. However, why is Xu Qinglong saying something they don't understand?

Shan Jingyan and Xue Nan had dinner with Xu Qinglong yesterday, and they had already got their own stone carvings. Xue Nan pointed to the stone carving, "This stone is very hard, I put it at the head of the bed to prevent thieves~~~" Liu Xiaona couldn't laugh, "You really make the best use of things." Xue Nan wasn't embarrassed, "Qinglong also said that I thought it was good~~~"

Liu Sisi was upside down, it was indeed hard and heavy, "You went abroad to play, and you came back with so many stones, did someone take you on the plane?" When I was doing the plane, my mom wouldn't let me bring anything, saying I would be overweight."

Among the children present, only Shan Jingyan and Liu Sisi had ever taken a plane, and neither Xue Nan nor Liu Xiaona had ever been on a plane. These two have not even been out of the county seat except for the school organization, and these two have never been anywhere. Liu Xiaona is because her parents now open a small supermarket, and they used to kill pigs and sell pork, and they have always been very busy. Xue Nan is a single-parent family, and Xue's mother herself has never gone anywhere, nor has she taken Xue Nan there.

Xu Qinglong never knew that there was a problem of overweight luggage when taking a plane, and looked at Song Wenrang, "Is my luggage overweight?" Song Wenrang pouted, "My own plane, what is the weight?" You move a mountain back, as long as the plane can be loaded, who cares? "Being rich is so capricious.

Own plane? Zhai Ning turned around, "You charter a plane?" "He misunderstood.

Xu Qinglong didn't know what the charter plane was, and looked at Song Wenrang again. Song Wenrang rolled his eyes and ignored Zhai Ning completely. This one is tougher than Xie Tian's backstage, and he can't say too much. It's not that I'm afraid of things, or I'm afraid of trouble. Turning his head to change the topic, he looked at Liu Xiaona and Xue Nan, "Have you never been anywhere?" (The novel "Sweet Rebirth" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lottery gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! (To be continued) R466