552: Suicide
If it was in the past, looking at Yan Qining's pitiful appearance at this time, Shen Sanye would have been a little moved and unbearable.
Although he is indifferent on the surface, he is not so resolute and mean on the inside.
Especially in the face of the children of the Dayu clan, he has lost his former opinions.
To him, the Dayu clan was like a full moon hanging in the air, which he could only watch so quietly, but he couldn't touch it.
Perhaps, he could have approached, but because of his own insincerity, he never had a chance again in this life.
He is good to Yan Qining, perhaps because Yan Qining and Da Yu are somewhat similar.
He can't be mean to this child after all.
"Believe you? How can you make me believe you? Shen Sanye frowned, his face pale, "I can't wait to find a place where no one knows now, and hit my head to death!" ”
He was blind, so he would send Yan Qining back.
When Yan Qining heard this, the blood on her face quickly faded, and she said guiltily, "Third Master, it's my fault, it's me who has caused you!" ”
"You're obsessed!" Shen Sanye patted the small table beside him, "What are you sorry for me?" You should say this to your father, mother, and your eldest sister, A-Ning, they don't owe you anything, but what have you done, what has your heart done? ”
Yan Qining bit her lower lip tightly until the blood seeped out from the corner of her lip, she had tears in her eyes and smiled bitterly.
She raised her head and looked at Shen Sanye, "Yes, they don't owe me anything, but sometimes, I wish they weren't my relatives!" ”
After Yan Qining finished saying this. Slowly got up from the ground, and did not continue to kneel.
Her body was shaky, and it seemed that the next moment she would be completely powerless, slumped on the ground, "Since I was a child, my mother only knew to give me silver, and every time it was a lot of silver and jewelry, my father always said that he was busy, he was in the Ministry of Industry today, and Ming'er was outside." I saw him very few times. Remember that summer. When I went out to play with my grandmother, it was raining heavily, and the little girls who were hiding from the rain with me were all picked up by their parents, and I ...... I'll just wait, wait, wait. Mother didn't wait. Father didn't wait. The last person to pick me up. But it's the second aunt! ”
She still remembers the discomfort in her heart at that time.
I felt like I was overwhelmed by a heavy stone, but I still had to raise my head and say that I didn't care.
Parents are just too busy. It's not that they don't remember her existence.
But selfishly, she complained a little about them.
Later, she learned from her second aunt that Yan Jin and Yan Gulan had a dispute, and as a result, both of them fell into the pool, and Xiao Yu was worried about Yan Jin's body, so she stayed with Yan Jin. But Yan Jichang was busy with official business in the Ministry of Industry and had no time to pick her up.
At that time, Yan Jin's high fever did not subside, Xiao Yu had been waiting by his side, Yan Qining looked at the crowd coming and going, and he could only hold his clothes that had been wet by the rain.
After that, Aunt Ji also cried and said that Yan Jin took the initiative to find trouble with Yan Gulan today.
Xiao Yu should have reprimanded Yan Jin, but she said that she was not.
Xiao Yu said, "Your eldest sister is impulsive, don't let her and Sister Lan do it in the future." She's all for you today, so she ...... Alas......"
She really didn't like Yan Gulan, but she didn't ask Yan Jin to find Yan Gulan's trouble, these were all done by Yan Jin on his own initiative.
Yan Qining looked at Xiao Yu aggrievedly, and said half-loudly, "I, I didn't let the eldest sister go!" ”
"You ......" Xiao Yu looked at Yan Qining who was about to cry, and rubbed her eyebrows, "She can't see you being bullied, so she will be like this!" ”
Yan Qining saw that Xiao Yu was still blaming her, and she didn't feel good in her heart.
When she turned to walk outside, she happened to run into Xuan.
However, the Xuan family is different from the Xiaoyu family, and the Xuan family also thinks that Yan Jin is troublesome, and Yan Qining is right.
Now thinking of these trivial things, Yan Qining still thinks that she is just casually telling Yan Jin about Yan Gulan's bullying of her, and she didn't beg Yan Jin to help her take revenge and get angry, everything is Yan Jin's own will. Moreover, Yan Jin's body is petite and his strength is not great, and he can't win a fight with Yan Gulan at all, and every time he makes trouble, he loses both. After that, Yan Jin said to her with an embarrassed face and a smug face, "Eldest sister won't let you be bullied!" ”
At that time, she felt that Yan Jin was too ashamed.
The young lady in the boudoir is so rude that she can't talk about people, so she has to do it.
When she didn't like Yan Jin's emotions completely exploded, it was the day Wen Anbo came to visit Yan's mansion, Wen Anbo said that Yan Jin looked like a porcelain doll, and she was standing next to her father, and Wen Anbo didn't pay much attention to her. Obviously, she and Yan Jin are twin sisters, why, every time no matter where she goes, others will notice Yan Jin first, and then notice her.
They all said that Yan Jin's eyes were good, like rare glass.
As long as she heard this kind of words, she couldn't wait to buckle Yan Jin's eyeballs.
Once, she couldn't hold back the jealousy and resentment in her heart, and said to Yan Jin, "Eldest sister, they all say that your eyes are good-looking, and I ...... It's ugly! ”
"Is it Yan Gulan's Wang Balamb again?" Yan Jin rolled up his sleeves when he heard this, and his face was angry, "Don't listen to her nonsense, my family A-Ning is the best, she is envious of you to say this!" Whoever dares to say this in the future, you tell the eldest sister! ”
Yan Jin at that meeting was still young, with a small face that was soft and glutinous like glutinous rice dumplings.
When Yan Jin said these words, it seemed that no one in the world could compare to her sister.
It's no wonder that everyone will say that Yan Jin is good.
Sometimes, Yan Qining can't wait to have Yan Jin's appearance......
After Yan Qining thought about everything, she looked at Shen Sanye miserably, "If they really care about me, why do they make me wait every time, and let me wait every time......
"Yan Qining, you are really obsessed!" Shen San Ye shook his head angrily, "They don't owe you anything, if they accompany you all the time, who will give you a stable life and give you fine clothes and food?" ”
There is a way to do both in the world, Yan Ji is often busy with the official affairs of the Ministry of Industry, and Xiao Yu is busy with trivial things in the house.
Every single one, they have to deal with it personally.
Their busy group is in exchange for Yan Qining's stable life.
Yan Qining can't see these.
After Shen Sanye finished speaking, Yan Qining smiled a little unwillingly, "Third Master, you were also bewitched by Yan Jin, right?" You think she's good-looking, right? All of you say she's good, and I'm just a green leaf next to her! ”
When Yan Qining said this, she raised her hand and tore open the placket of her clothes, revealing the white skin inside, and then walked to Shen Sanye's side, leaning to him and asking in a low voice, "Has she ever shown you this?" (To be continued......)
PS: Today is still the third watch, this is the first change, thank you hungry potatoes for the peace charm, thank you for your monthly pass.