[Chapter Word Count:2119 Last Updated:2015-03-2300:09:59.0]

Xia Mo lowered her head, eating the rice in the bowl one bite at a time, so quiet that even the air was slowly frozen, sometimes Xia Mo was too much of a painting, and I got into the painting and got lost!

I closed the door gently, and the sound that made Xia Mo was disturbed, Xia Mo raised her head and looked at me: "Is my uncle gone?" ”

"Well, let's go!"

Xia Mo listened and continued to eat, and I didn't know what to say, this was the first time I had been alone with her since Xia Mo came back for so long. I picked up the wine glass on the side and took a sip by myself, the atmosphere was a little awkward, Xia Mo didn't speak, I didn't speak, we have been separated for so long, are we rusty?

It's just that the stone hidden in the deepest part of my heart has always been resting there, knocking my heart hurt, I can feel that my eyes are already a little red, and with the strength of wine, I sat on the chair close to Xia Mo: "Xia Mo! ”

"Huh?" Xia Mo replied casually, but she didn't look at me.

"I've had a question for you for so many years." I can feel that the stamina of this liquor has slowly come up.

Xia Mo glanced at me: "You say." ”

"Why didn't you leave me like this? Now that you're back, it's time to give me an explanation. ”

Xia Mo's hand holding the chopsticks slowly stopped, chewing food in her mouth and still not speaking. In the end, he chose to avoid it.

Wine is a good thing, it can make you bolder and make you more gentlemanly. I smiled at Xia Mo: "These five years, the whole five years, I just need you to give me an answer, don't you speak now?" ”

Xia Mo's head lowered even lower, but she still didn't speak.

I grabbed Xia Mo's arm and flipped it over vigorously: "Xia Mo, can you give me an answer?" ”

I clearly heard the crisp sound of Xia Mo's arm, Xia Mo raised her head and her face was full of tears, at this moment, I was stunned, I looked at Xia Mo and didn't speak, Xia Mo looked at me, there was no whimper, only tears.

I was a little unconscious, I had never been so to Xia Mo before, I quickly let go of Xia Mo's hand: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean to." I stood up, took several steps back, knocked over a chair, and made a crackling sound.

Xia Mo stroked her arm, wiped her tears and looked at me: "Gu Nan, you are really not a thing. ”

I looked at Xia Mo and wanted to laugh, but I was no longer pure, I wanted to cry, but I wouldn't be so presumptuous.

I only smiled and pointed at Xia Mo: "The conscience of heaven and earth, I, Gu Nan, am dedicated to you Xia Mo, in this life, either you will not marry, or you will become a monk and recite scriptures." I pray before the Buddha that you will never be happy, well, and healthy without me. I Gu Nan has no money, but I'm not afraid, I can work hard for you, as long as you are by my side, you are my little sun. In this life, you are innocent! However, you left like this, I don't even know how you went, I didn't know where you went at first, I looked for you in Wuhan like a madman, and later I found out that you went abroad. I just waited in Wuhan, waited, waited, waited, one year, two years, and another year. Now, you are back again, so many years of waiting, so many years of unforgiving, I just ask you for an answer, you sue me, why did you leave in the first place? How long have we said it would be? Said that the good white head is old, and the good happiness is said? As I spoke, already with a hint of crying, I sat down in my chair and drained a glass of white wine in one gulp, burning my heart with a burning pain.

Xia Mo leaned back in the chair, the whole person was already curled up in a ball and sobbing, biting her lip but still not speaking.

I sat in my chair, smiling, but my heart was tormented.

Xia Mo slowly stood up at this time, picked up the bag on the side and turned around to leave, I grabbed her: "Where do you want to go?" ”

Xia Mo looked at me and suddenly smiled: "Gu Nan, we really can't go back!" ”

"I really can't go back!" I recited these words silently, like a mantra.

"What do you mean?" I said coldly.

"Gu Nan, we're finished!" Xia Mo pushed me away violently, yelled and turned to leave.

The door was ajar, and the cold wind blew in slightly, so cold, so cold! I stood in the doorway, feeling the unbridled cold wind, blowing me and waking me up! Could it be that all these years of waiting have been in vain? Are we really finished? I'm not reconciled, I still can't let go of the past. If I choose to let go, I might as well die with my memories. If you can't last forever, then you will be lonely and old age!

After Xia Mo left, I sat alone in the room, lit the cigarette, smoked hard, my mind was blank for a while, I didn't think about anything, I didn't know what to think, I only knew that I had to smoke to numb this already rotten heart.

I don't know how I got out of the restaurant, walking aimlessly down the street, like a ghost who can't find hell, wandering in this world, without a soul, only a body.

I stopped and stopped, and some people cried and some laughed again. I suddenly felt that I had no attachment to this world, and I thought that it would be better to die, and it would be better to die for a while, and there would be nothing left.

Sometimes I look back and think about it, I am really stupid, how have I lived in the past five years, relying on memories to maintain myself, and relying on cigarettes and alcohol to numb my heart. How can I not know how good Bai Li is to me, it's just that when you meet a woman you like, other women will be meaningless. It's not that I don't like white glass, it's that I can't let go of myself and can't forget my memories. It used to be wind and sand, and it will eventually flow quietly between your fingers, and before you know it, the trance is a thing of the past.

I walked down the street, I had forgotten the direction, I wanted to sleep, and when I fell asleep, I didn't know anything. At this time, there was no bus where I arrived, I waited on the side of the road, and finally waited for a taxi, ready to reach out to stop, put my hands in my pocket, suddenly startled, my wallet was gone, I quickly groped on my body, and finally found that my mobile phone even the case was stolen, fortunately all my documents because of the morning went fast did not bring it, just lost money and mobile phone case.

I wasn't in the mood to stop the car, so I sat on the side of the road and wanted to smoke, only to find that the cigarette had been touched by the thief. "Ahh I yelled and kicked on the stone steps on the side of the road, and I screamed in pain.

I sat for a while, and suddenly I realized that it was also thorough, and I was no longer angry. I took out my phone without a shell, flipped out Baili's phone and called him, but it showed that it was turned off, and now I was also stunned, the fat man was not in Wuhan, I didn't even have a dollar on me, how the fuck could I go back? Here go to Baishazhou to get the night, but also to cross the Yangtze River.

I'm so angry, this dead thief is too hateful. I thought about it for a while, and finally I really had no choice, so I took out my mobile phone, found Mo Bei's number, and dialed it.

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